123. Chapter 123
This newspaper was also sent to Zhao Ermi as usual, and Zhao Ermi looked at the newspaper headline, and he still had such a dead expression. The psychiatrist read out the contents of the newspaper very patiently. The voice is subdued and frustrated, especially passionate, with the exclamation that makes people shout "There is still a world newspaper in this world" when they hear it.
Unexpectedly, Zhao Ermi's eyes moved, his face was expressionless, he reached out and picked up the cup on the table and took a sip of water.
The psychiatrist continued to read, reading hard, and she felt that being able to know that drinking water was also a kind of emotional progress. After she finished reading the newspaper, she went through the story in Zhao Ermi's ears according to Gu Changxi's explanation.
The general idea is that the world will always seem simple, but victory is justice. Don't look at Li Xia, they all got their due retribution, it was just a few people who did too much, and they could kill people with a random scheme. Counting it can only be, character determines fate!
When he heard the phrase 'character determines fate', Zhao Ermi finally reacted. She raised her eyelids, looked at the green lawn outside the glass window, and said in a hoarse voice: "So I deserve it?" ”
The psychiatrist listened to her and hurriedly guided: "What do you think you deserve?" Say it and let me be a referee. ”
Zhao Ermi didn't seem to hear this, but as if he heard it, he whispered to himself: "I have plastic surgery, I should have hidden in the crowd with this strange face." But I like him so much that I can't help but ...... Even if I hear the slightest bit about him, I want to get close to him. ”
The psychiatrist hurriedly asked, "Who?" Who do you like? ”
"I like Gu Shen." When Zhao Ermi subconsciously said this name, even he was stunned for a moment. She laughed twice, rolled her eyes, and looked at the psychiatrist who suddenly diverted the topic: "Am I quite deserving?" Obviously, he didn't measure himself, but he still wanted to do something, and he behaved like Xi in front of Gu Shen. In fact, when I overheard the manager talking to Li Xia, I could have turned around and left and escaped this catastrophe. Because of Gu Changxi, she has the ability, even if I don't do anything, she also has the ability to find out these things. On the contrary, I was like a clown jumping off the beam, putting myself in, and bothering others to save me. She turned her head to look at the psychiatrist: "Now like this, is it a charity?" ”
The psychiatrist was shocked by the self-loathing in her eyes, of course, the shock was that she had not had the slightest suicidal thoughts after being self-loathing for so long.
She wanted to continue to induce her true thoughts in her heart in her intelligence, but was interrupted by a cold voice: "Alms? Do you think you deserve it? ”
Zhao Ermi was shocked and looked at the door.
Gu Changxi stood at the door with a disdainful expression. She walked in with a cold and domineering attitude, and looked at Zhao Ermi condescendingly and said in a cold voice: "You are also very good!" ”
Zhao Ermi was scolded and confused, thinking that she shouldn't be, she is like this, shouldn't everyone comfort her softly? How is it that a verbal bomb can kill a person, and not even a little scum is left?
Gu Changxi threw a knife to her: "If you want to die, take the knife, and if you don't want to die, stand up." "Isn't life a choice between death and life? It's so pathetic, without that layer of hymen, is it necessary to deny the whole life?
To paraphrase a popular saying now, women are not strong. According to her thoughts, she was raped by life, and if she is a woman, she should cheer up and go back. It's just like that, it's just unworthy of being a human being.
God is fair, everyone has the skill of slapping in the face, the key is that you can use this skill alone.
Both the psychiatrist and Zhao Ermi were frightened by Gu Changxi's action of throwing the knife, Gu Changxi walked to the side of the bed and snorted softly, full of pressure: "Who are you?" ”
Zhao Ermi was shocked, and subconsciously spoke: "Xue Hui! ”
Gu Changxi's face remained unchanged, and he didn't even have a flash in his eyes: "Sure enough, it's you." ”
When Zhao Ermi heard this, he subconsciously worried: "You know? After speaking, he smiled sarcastically: "You are Gu Changxi, how could you not know?" ”
Come on, the self-deprecation mode is turned on again.
Gu Changxi didn't eat this, and said simply and straightforwardly: "With your face, who can recognize you as Xue Hui?" Hide and hide by yourself, and blame me! Gu Changxi thinks that plastic surgery and face change is like opening a plug-in, if you really want to live well, how can life not be exciting?
Xue Hui was stunned, and was sarcastically irritated by Gu Changxi.
She reached out and touched her face, and for the first time she felt a sudden realization. Yes, didn't everyone recognize her at first, if it wasn't for her own weak heart, why bother?
Also, why should she have a weak heart?
If she doesn't even have the courage to admit that she likes one, then what qualifications does she have to want to be close to him?
Didn't you know long ago that Gu Shen didn't like him? What, then, is the difference between her standing in the light and hiding in the darkness?
For the first time, Zhao Ermi made his own problems official, and even the things that he had been torn about being raped and raped were left behind. Actually, what she has always cared about is not because she feels that she is no longer qualified to like Gu Shen because she is being forced.
This qiē is all inferiority!
Gu Changxi looked down at her and threw out a bombshell: "Gu Shen is here." ”
Zhao Ermi's whole body shook, and Gu Changxi said, "He found out by himself." This can be regarded as an answer in disguise to explain the fact that she promised not to sue Gu Shen.
Looking at Gu Shen who walked in from outside the door, Gu Changxi felt that he still needed to report the scene: "Gu Shen has come in." ”
Zhao Ermi shook again, rolled around, and rolled directly under the bed to hide. Gu Shen glanced at Gu Changxi and felt that he couldn't keep up with the pace of development.
Gu Changxi's face was expressionless, he didn't even look under the bed, and walked away directly. The psychiatrist also followed with a look of his eyes, leaving the leading power to Gu Shen.
Gu Shen sighed, sat on the edge of the bed, and said gently, "Xue Hui." ”
Hearing Gu Shen call his name, Zhao Ermi covered his mouth and cried. Zhao Ermi, who has been doing it for so long, still prefers Gu Shen to call her name.
Gu Shen knew that Zhao Ermi was listening to him, so he smiled and said, "You are so stupid." ”
Xue Hui was still crying, because she knew that Gu Shen was really scolding her for being stupid, but she was just a little tactful. But she didn't dare to speak out, for fear that if she spoke out, she would expose the fragility in her heart.
I only heard Gu Shen say again: "Xue Hui, I don't like you, I don't like you from the beginning to the present." Whether it's Zhao Ermi or Xue Hui, I don't like it. "The psychiatrist was eavesdropping outside, and his face was bloody. Because Mao, these two brothers and sisters are so cold-blooded? One spoke sharper than the other, and it was she, an outsider, who listened to it so ...... Refreshing!
But, how sad should that girl be?
Gu Shen continued: "What kind of person are you, because I don't like you, I don't care. ”
Xue Hui almost burst into tears, crying under the bed, and her voice was so low that she couldn't help but leak out at once. When Gu Shen heard this cry, the smile on his face became even gentler. His tone was soft, but his words were like a devil: "The person I like, the person I care about, if this kind of thing happens, I will only pity her more, and I can't care about your affairs." Even if I knew your situation, I would only sigh that this girl is so pitiful. Properly show a little sympathy for yourself in front of the masses, and it will be over. He reached out and tapped the head of the bed, making a thump. Zhao Ermi was interrupted by this episode and stopped crying, and suddenly stopped crying, not knowing whether he should continue to cry.
The room was quiet, and Gu Shen smiled very well.
He said: "For passerby A, what you have suffered is nothing more than gossip revelations. ”
He also said, "Except for yourself, all you know about this matter is passer-by, what about you?" If you also regard yourself as your own passerby, then I can only congratulate you, you can pick up the knife that my parent Xi gave you. Cut yourself every minute, and no one will stop you. ”
After saying this, Gu Shen didn't care what Zhao Ermi thought in his heart.
Anyway, he stood up, smiled gently, nodded to the psychologist who was hiding outside and eavesdropping, and left gracefully. The psychologist was shocked by Gu Shen's black belly and cold blood, scolded a few shameless words in his heart, and then quickly ran in and grabbed the dagger on the bed. This is her patient, and if the patient commits suicide at her hands, it will be a permanent pain in her career!
The psychologist is very eloquent, so she said bitterly to Zhao Ermi: "Zhao Ermi, don't mind, that person means that the person who cares about you will only care more about you if they know your situation." If you don't care about your heart, you will only laugh when you die. ”
"You see, loving yourself is the first thing we learn, and you have to love yourself more after this. If you die like this, it will only be painful for the relatives and quick for the enemy. No, it's the relatives who are hurting, and the passers-by laughing. Let's cheer up, if you really don't want to, I'll find a hypnotist to hypnotize you......"
"No!" Zhao Ermi crawled out from under the bed, his eyes were still red. She looked at the knife in her master's hand and smiled: "I figured it out, maybe someone in this world will love me for a stain." But until then, I only have myself. ”
It only took her one day to fall in love with Gu Shen, and it might take her whole life to forget about Gu Shen. But so what? Just like the saying that women are pleasing to themselves, Zhao Ermi has felt that it is wrong since he was a child. It is nature to love beauty, and who says that women can only please men when they dress up? After something like this happened, she should live better and cherish herself more.
That night, Zhao Ermi left the hospital alone, and no one knew where she went.
At this time, Gu Changxi and Gu Shen were accompanying Wang Mingfei in the soap opera and saw the short scene of the parents. Wang Fei suddenly spoke: "You said that Zhao Ermi is like Xue Hui, I suddenly remembered something today. ”
Gu Shen and Gu Changxi glanced at each other, could it be that Zhao Ermi said hello to Wang Mingfei in a friendly way when he left? But what Wang Mingfei said next dispelled the concerns of the two, because she said: "That Xue Hui's family, didn't their family move to other places?" I heard that there was a gas leak in their house a few nights ago, and there was an explosion, except for that Xue Hui, all of them died. Although Xue Hui had a great life, she was all disfigured. Wang Mingfei sighed a little: "I also heard that their family's affairs were also on the local news, and many people launched fundraising, and they also contacted the Red Cross Society to send her abroad for treatment." But after going abroad, no one knew her whereabouts. Speaking of this, Wang Mingfei sighed: "The little girl is young, how can she live alone in the future." ”
Wang Mingfei sighed a few words and focused on the TV again.
When the TV ended, Gu Shen said, "Mom, that Zhao Ermi went back to his hometown." You can rest assured that Changxi will never treat its employees badly. ”
Wang Mingfei snorted: "It's okay if she's gone, but when will you bring me a daughter-in-law back?" ”
Gu Shen: "............"
Why is the topic coming back around?