Chapter 90: Grievances

Song Weili was in an irritable mood, left home, silently returned to the hospital, and entered the ward, but he didn't see Gu Meng, he was shocked, and immediately ran out and grabbed a nurse and asked, "Where is Gu Meng, where did she go?" He had a bad feeling in his heart.

The little nurse was stunned for a moment, looked inside, and said suspiciously, "Hey, it was still there just now." ”

Song Weili ran out without thinking about it, looking for her figure everywhere, and suddenly found that the people around him were pointing, he looked up, and saw Gu Meng standing on the roof of the hospital wearing a thin hospital gown, the wide hospital gown fluttering in the cold wind.

Song Weili only felt that his heart was lifted, and he ran all the way upstairs, and a group of nurses and doctors had already surrounded him, kindly persuading Gu Meng, but Gu Meng was indifferent and looked at the sky blankly.

"Mengmeng, danger, hurry up!" Song Weili tried his best to keep himself calm, don't panic at this time!

"Uncle, I just want to see, don't worry, I'm not looking for death." Gu Meng looked at him, her thin body swaying in the air, and everyone who saw it was sweating, worried that a gust of wind would accidentally blow her down.

Song Weili raised his throat in his heart, and fear surged up boundlessly, looking at her trance-like eyes, he didn't dare to stimulate her, but he just made a silent gesture to the nurses on the side, slowly approached Gu Meng, and said gently: "Mengmeng, come down, it's very dangerous up there." ”

Gu Meng tilted his head, looked at him, his expression was a little dazed, and he chuckled again, "Uncle, I killed my own child, I am a murderer, you say, should I pay for my life, I am carrying a human life, you say that if I jump down like this and give back the child's life, will it be better?" ”

She asked tremblingly, everyone present was stunned for a moment, but Song Weili didn't care about this, he was only worried about whether she would fall.

"No, it's not your fault, it's my fault, if you want to die, it should be me who dies, Meng Meng, come down, let's have another baby, okay?" Song Weili's voice was faint, but he couldn't hide the sadness.

He was so heartbroken that he wanted to die, he didn't expect this incident to be so stimulating to her, so that her spirit was a little abnormal, and he ignored it too much. Thinking of this, he felt how much of a bastard he was, breaking her heart, but not being by her side.

Gu Meng looked at his anxious face, the worry in her eyes, she knew that he loved herself, but sometimes his love made her so painful, this child's departure was not just a piece of meat, but took away her soul alive. But he couldn't resent him, he only blamed himself, and everything was his fault.

Her body swayed, her eyes were confused, and her expression was also a little trance, Song Weili's heart was shocked, if she was not careful, she would fall, and she would spend her whole life in regret. Song Weili didn't dare to stimulate her, so he could only approach carefully.

Gu Meng was very sensitive, sensed his approach, and said loudly: "Uncle, don't come here!" ”

Song Weili immediately stopped, looking at her pale and languishing appearance, her heart felt as if she had been struck by a heavy hammer, extremely painful, and it was all her own fault.

"Meng Meng, you're not wrong, it's all my sin, I deserve to die, can you come down, I beg you." His voice choked, and his axe-like face was painted with haggard weariness and deep sorrow.

Gu Meng just looked at him, the sin and pain in her heart stretched like a surging river, so that she couldn't breathe for a moment, just now in the nightmare, she heard the child's cry, the child was talking, blaming her.

So at that moment, she wanted to end her life and want to accompany the child, so she ran up regardless of it.

Song Weili saw that she was just staring at herself and didn't speak, her heart sank little by little, is she already dead to herself, no, she is the baby she married back with great difficulty, how can she die.

Song Weili gritted his teeth, climbed onto the fence, stood side by side with her, and looked at the ground below, if he fell like this, he would definitely die an ugly death!

"Meng Meng, if there is a crime, then I am also the person who is the most guilty, if I want to die, it should be me, I love you. You can hate me for doing this, but you can't doubt my heart, and if you must punish me, then let's leave together. ”

It's not a lie, she is too important to herself, if something happens to her, how will she live!

Gu Meng felt a shock in his heart, watching his body sway, he only felt extremely painful in his heart. Although she didn't want to forgive him, she didn't want to kill him, he was the person she loved so much!

Song Weili took advantage of her distraction, pounced on her, and hugged her down.

The doctors and nurses next to him all sweated, it was too thrilling just now, if Song Weili hadn't arrived in time, the consequences would have been really unimaginable.

Song Weili pressed Gu Meng under him, looking at her red and swollen eyes, she was very distressed, but the next moment, she was angry again, did she know how scary it was just now? Do you know how hateful she is?

For a moment, he was angry and slapped her on the buttocks a few times.

"Damn little girl, do you know how many people in this world are working hard to live, just a little thing, they want to find death and life, do you think grandma will be happy if she knows, if you have a grudge against me, you will send it to me, if you have a hatred, come to me, what's the matter with hurting yourself?"

Gu Meng lowered her eyes gloomily, her lips moved but she couldn't say a word, she just hugged Song Weili's neck and whimpered. It's not my intention, I just want the baby to stay, why is this!

The pain that Gu Meng had been suppressing in his heart broke out at this moment, and he cried loudly, "Uncle, I'm really sad, that's my child, you have to let me beat him, I hate you, I hate you, bastard-"

"yes, I'm a jerk!" Song Weili said, feeling that his eyes were tight, and he felt the urge to cry. It's not a bastard, how could it make her so sad, not to the extreme of sadness, how could she be so desperate that she wanted to do something stupid?

Gu Meng threw herself into his arms, feeling a tingling in his buttocks, and felt pain and grievances in his heart.

"It's really a shame that you're still beating me, and you're still in front of so many peopleβ€”" she said, and couldn't help but burp again, and the doctor who was watching laughed before they all left silently.

Song Weili listened to her complaints and knew that she was no longer going to extremes, so he carried her into the ward.

Gu Meng's eyes were as red as two swollen walnuts, but she didn't notice it, and said with reflection: "Uncle, I'm sorry just now, I scared you, I didn't want to die, it's just that I'm in a very annoyed mood-"

She is such a person, she loses her mind when she is angry and sad, and always does something that makes others worry and fear.

"Don't scare me in the future!" Song Weili's tone was a little blameful, but she hugged her tightly, she didn't know how important she was to herself.

"But I'm so sad, my heart hurts, uncle, I'm so miserableβ€”" Her eyes were red, and what she was trying to protect was gone because of herself, and she hated herself, hated her uselessness.

Song Weili hugged her tightly, patted her on the back, and comforted her softly: "Don't be painful, don't be sad, the child was born at this time, it is not the best, I believe he can understand our suffering, in the future, our child, we have to love him more, okay?" ”

Gu Meng nodded, her eyes were hazy with tears, and her excited feelings finally calmed down, seeing her resting, Song Weili breathed a sigh of relief, she was really scared just now.

Out of the ward, Song Weili smoked a cigarette, he didn't expect so many things to happen in such a short time, so much grievances made Mengmeng suffer, and today he almost caused a big disaster, he is really unforgivable.

Depressed, he smoked several cigarettes in a row, he really didn't find that cigarettes had such benefits, and they could soothe himself.

The next day, Hu Xiaoke received the news and hurried to the hospital, seeing Gu Meng's pale face and sunken eyes, he was very distressed, and took her little hand and said: "Little pity, how can you suffer so much, this damn Song Weili, I really can't wait to split him into eight pieces, Xiaomeng, you get better quickly, my sister will take you to find the second spring!" ”

Gu Meng smiled reluctantly and shook his head, his spring can only be an uncle, no matter what happens, his heart is still on him.

Looking at her weak appearance, Hu Xiaoke sighed, took out a box and handed it to her, and said with a smile: "Sister is very righteous, this is what you have always fancied, this time, I helped you grab it, it is a gift for you, things are already like this, don't think about it anymore, taking care of your body is the key, there is still a long way to go, don't make yourself too sad." ”

Gu Meng nodded, she knew that life still had to go on, there were more people in this world who were more miserable than herself, and she always had to experience something in life.

It's just that it's easier said than done. We are always forced to grow, passively accept pain and disaster, like a boat sailing against the current, facing difficulties and becoming mature step by step.

Hu Xiaoke knew what Song Weili had done, and he was very angry, and according to her thoughts, he really wanted to pack her up and leave directly.

"Xiao Ke, you don't like anyone, otherwise, you wouldn't say that, uncle makes me sad, I'm sad, but I won't leave him" Gu Meng said with a serious face.

This is love, you can't resist yourself, you can't quit as soon as you want, because your heart won't lie.

Hu Xiaoke nodded his forehead, and said with hatred: "You stupid, you are too stupid, you used to be too dull, and now you are too open-minded, if you don't want this man, there are still a lot of good men when you turn around, although I don't like Lu Zisheng, but I think he is more suitable for you, at least he won't hurt you." ”

Lu Zisheng went to the hospital with flowers, and heard Hu Xiaoke's words at the door, he suddenly paused, he didn't go in immediately, he wanted to know Gu Meng's answer.

Gu Meng chuckled: "Zisheng is very good, but it's a pity that I can't love him, my heart is very small, and I can only love one person in my life." The better he treats me, the more pressure I have in my heart, and I hope to be friends with him for life, Xiao Ke, do you understand? ”

Lu Zisheng smiled bitterly, looking at the flowers in his hand, his heart was still slightly throbbing, he had long known that this would be the result, but he still couldn't help but want to get close to her and give her warmth and strength.

He straightened his suit and adjusted his feelings, then he took a breath and walked in.

"What are the two beauties talking about, why don't you have my share?" He entered with a smile on his face, and there was nothing unusual on his face.

Gu Meng was a little surprised, "Didn't you go back to City A, why did you come back?" ”

Because you are here, he thought to himself, but he didn't say it after all, if his love is pressure on her, then he will hide it, as long as she reaches out to help when she needs it, it will not be considered to be a loss of his sincerity.

"Hey, of course there's something, I heard that you had an accident, so I'll take a look by the way, how is it, it's okay." She had a car accident, and when she heard it, her mind was empty, and she immediately put down her job in City A and ran over.

Hu Xiaoke snorted when he heard this, and gave him a blank look, this kid obviously has some intentions, and he looks indifferent, who is this for!

"What about Song Weili, why is he not here, you are like this, why doesn't he take care of you?" He asked through gritted teeth.

Song Weili, he always hurt her like this, Lu Zisheng had an impulse to beat Song Weili hard.

Gu Meng shook his head and smiled: "Uncle has something to do, and the company's situation has been very good recently." You came as soon as he left, but then you came by coincidence, didn't you really make an appointment? ”

Although you are in a bad mood, you still have to have fun in the bitterness, pull yourself out of the pain, and you should not indulge in it anymore.

"Hmph, I think he has a weak heart and doesn't dare to see us, so he avoids it like this!" Hu Xiaoke said angrily, regretting that he had done something to her at the beginning, if it weren't for this, Gu Meng would not have such a result today.

If he had known that Song Weili would let her go through this, he would definitely not let them be together. But there is no regret medicine in the world, so I can only go back and beat my chest alone in bed to apologize.

"Xiao Ke, I know that you are for my good, but Uncle is not what you think, and his starting point is also good for me." Men think about how things are different from women, women are more emotional, and men are more rational, so they force themselves to beat the child, but in fact, he is reluctant.

So she doesn't blame her uncle, but has a helpless sadness, why is her child flawed? Why don't you have the right to enjoy this world?

"Well, you're still speaking for him. Forget it, you just need to recuperate, and the child will have it in the future. Hu Xiaoke said helplessly, a woman's IQ is zero when she falls in love, and she only hopes that this kind of thing is only this once, and if she does it again, she will definitely collapse.

Gu Meng knew that she was doing it for her own good, so she didn't get angry, she just hooked her lips and showed a beautiful smile.

The two had been accompanying her in the ward, trying to make her happy, until Song Weili returned to the ward, and the two left, and when they left, Lu Zisheng threw Song Weili a dangerous look, Song Weili just smiled and didn't mind. His hostility towards himself was also out of concern for Gu Meng, but he would not let him have any chance to get involved.

"I've brought you chicken soup, drink it while it's hot." Song Weili opened the lunch box and filled her with a bowl.

He didn't understand these things, but he read a lot of books on pregnant women's conditioning and the like, and he knew that women at this time should be taken care of the most.

Gu Meng glared at him, and finally puffed out his face and said coquettishly: "Uncle, you feed me." ”

She lost her child and endured such pain, she couldn't let her uncle share it, but she had to embarrass him at any time so that her mood could be slightly balanced.

Song Weili naturally saw her lovely thoughts, and he didn't break them, but just relied on her and fed her mouthful, for him, this was the first time.

Gu Meng looked at his gentle appearance, the pain in his heart, it seemed that he didn't feel so strict, sighed, and thought to himself, when he was in pain, why wasn't his uncle in pain! The bad thought of wanting to embarrass her just now suddenly went out again, pushed his hand away, and said with a smile: "Uncle, these days, I've worked hard for you." ”

Song Weili was stunned for a moment, looking at her, she is always so good, if she can be as willful as before, he may be a little better, but she is so understanding, he is even more uneasy and unhappy.

The cunning little fox always knows how to make men bow down to her.

"When you're better, how about we go on a trip?"

She is afraid that she will be very sad for a long time because of this, and going out to see the scenery and relax her mood will be of great help to her recovery, which is also some advice given to him by the psychiatrist.

Gu Meng's eyes lit up, she was originally a person who liked to play very much, and when she heard his words, she was very excited, grabbed his arm and said, "Really, uncle is not lying to me, won't he say that he will be busy with business when the time comes, right?" ”

He's a workaholic, and she's known it for a long time, so she's very excited to go out with him.

Song Weili nodded, stretched out his hand to stroke the hair on her face, the suppressed sadness in her eyes pierced his heart, she was trying to be strong. The only thing I can do now is to be by her side and reduce her pain.

"Hmm. It's true. He said softly, holding her hand, her health was getting worse and worse lately, and her face was not as rosy as before.

I should have taken her out for a long time, and I said many times that I wanted to make up for her honeymoon but never fulfilled it, and now I finally have a chance.

Gu Meng had a small meaning in his eyes, gently snuggled in his arms, and did not speak, which couple would not quarrel or have contradictions, but happiness would not stop because of this. She has pain in her heart, but she will also turn this pain into motivation, what the uncle said is right, this child's regret and pain, she will double the next chance.