Chapter 90
When Acacia entered the door, Mrs. Zhuang seemed to have left, and her grandmother leaned on a soft pillow with her eyes half-closed. Acacia looked at her pale face and didn't dare to bother more, but walked in quietly and stood by the bed.
It was a long time before my grandmother opened her eyes as if she had just woken up and looked at Acacia. She saw Acacia standing aside, she was not frightened or twisted, even the subtle posture could be seen, and she wanted to come to Ding'anbo Mansion to really be better than the second room to regulate the child, but her body was too weak after all, and she talked a few words with Mrs. Zhuang, and she didn't have the strength to say a few words to Acacia to her heart, so she could only raise her hand slightly to beckon Acacia to her side.
"Grandmother is better?" Acacia didn't wait for Mrs. Guan to speak, so she took the initiative to care.
Old Madam Guan took a breath and said weakly: "It's hard for you to still want to come to see me, you have really grown up a lot, maybe you have forgotten it, your grandmother still saw you when you were young." ”
Where will Acacia forget, in her last life, she was able to marry most of the things sent by her grandmother when she was a child, even if she grew up, her grandmother did not have anything to do with them, but she could not forget the kindness of others.
In two lifetimes, lovesickness has hated his father, grandmother, and even the Meng family, but even his maternal grandfather's family, even if there is a gap, he has no excessive resentment. She had a bad life in her previous life, not only because of her own reasons but also because of the relationship between her parents and elders, it was her grandmother who was confused and couldn't distinguish between right and wrong, and was always greedy for money, it was her father who was greedy for power and sex, and always regarded the children in the family as a bargaining weight, and it was her mother who was immersed in the beautiful dreams that her father had woven for her all day long, so that the two children she gave birth to became more and more eccentric.
But among so many people, there is no grandfather's family, in the idea of lovesickness, the grandfather's family is more like a victim, they cherish their daughter but are betrayed by their daughter, they cherish their granddaughter, but they are ruthlessly hurt by two ignorant children, they also have their own lives, and their own children and grandchildren to raise. If he was lovesick himself, I am afraid that he would not have tried to care for his daughter's family from the beginning, let alone prepare so many belongings for his two children, for fear that the two would not have a good life in the future.
Her grandfather's family has fulfilled their responsibilities since she was a child, and they are no longer obliged to stick their daughter's family's cold ass with a hot face, love is never an endless taking, and it also has to be reciprocated.
"Sanniang doesn't remember much when she was a child, but what her grandmother sent, but I remember, there are still one or two things in the room now." Acacia didn't want this old man, who was heartbroken by her daughter, to be disappointed in her granddaughter again, this time she didn't ask for anything, she was purely grateful to the old man for his love when she was young.
Sure enough, Mrs. Guan showed a nostalgic look after hearing this, she grabbed Acacia with her wrinkled hand, and said softly: "You don't know, when your mother was pregnant with you and your sister, how happy your grandmother was, I thought that with you, your mother could grow up to be an adult and take on the responsibility of being a mother, but I was wrong......
"Grandmother ......"
"It's really my fault." Mrs. Guan patted the back of Acacia's hand and said: "It's all because I didn't educate my daughter well, that's why you and your sister will live so hard, if it weren't for my doting at the beginning, your mother should be like an ordinary family daughter shrewd and capable...... I hurt her, and I hurt you. ”
It is said that the innocent and silly girl is blessed, she can be innocent and can not understand anything, that is because someone shelters her from the wind and rain, and someone puts her into a safe protective circle, so she can always maintain a childlike appearance. Children who are frustrated tend to grow up quickly because they know that they have no one to rely on but themselves.
"It's all fate, and my grandmother doesn't have to mind." Acacia comforted.
"Acacia...... Although your grandmother didn't approve of the name your mother, your elders gave it to you...... Neither shall you be in opposition. Mrs. Guan held Acacia's hand tightly and said, "Grandmother knows that your mother owes you a lot, but she is your mother after all...... In the future, when my grandmother is gone, you will take care of it more. She's the only one left with you two sisters. ”
Acacia responded obediently, but the old lady couldn't see the indifference in her eyes, but Acacia only responded, let her open her mouth to promise something, but it didn't work, it's not that she didn't want to, that Guan probably didn't need it.
"Your grandfather is old and has a heavy knot, so it will be better to get along for a long time in the future." The old woman Guan couldn't stand it and lay on the bed, but her hand still held Acacia's hand and said, "Child...... Don't learn to resent, and don't let you try to forgive, just let go of the things that have made you unhappy, and you will learn to be truly happy. ”
Acacia felt like something had hit her head, and she looked up at her grandmother suddenly, as if she had discovered something.
Old Madam Guan looked at her with pity, and said very weakly: "Acacia, you are too restrained yourself......
Acacia wanted to ask something, but the old lady who was waiting at the door walked in, and Acacia hurriedly walked to the side and let people wait for her grandmother to sleep.
"Like ...... It's so similar......"
Acacia didn't know what her grandmother was talking about, and if she wanted to go forward, her grandfather had already walked in to visit her grandmother. She quickly cheered up and went over to say goodbye, and then carefully retired and returned home.
Who she looks like, and what does her grandmother's eyes mean when she looks at her and stops talking, Acacia can't guess or understand. She and her grandfather's family are still in a weak relationship, except for coming to visit her grandmother, she still has no contact with her uncles, at most she has a few words with the cousin who greeted her, she doesn't know if she can move around normally in the long run, but she knows that as long as her grandmother is still there, she will not be able to break off the relationship with the Yongchang Marquis Mansion for a day.
The carriage bumped a few times, and it seemed to be noisy outside, Acacia hesitated and opened the curtains, and many people's carriages outside were blocked at the intersection, and then many ladies stood at the intersection of the street without knowing who was waiting for them.
Acacia had no choice but to let Pomegranate go out and tell the coachman to turn the horse's head and prepare to make a long detour home. But who knows that she hasn't turned around here yet, and she is blocked by other carriages in the back, which is good, no matter how she goes, she can't go anyway.
"I don't know who wants to pass, but the people who are stuck here are all girls from Kyoto families." The pomegranate wolf got into the car, just went out and was almost crushed to death.
"I see that these girls are not very old." Most of the girls who came out of the intersection were eleven or twelve.
"Of course, who would dare to come out and show her face." Pomegranate said helplessly, seeing that they couldn't go back for a while.
"Ahhhh Here it comes! Here it comes! Kyoto's Four Sons! ”
"Ahh
"Childe look at me! Childe look at me!! ”
Acacia and Pomegranate had to cover their ears when they sat in the carriage, and the hood of the carriage was almost torn over, and there seemed to be 500 ducks around them constantly shouting.
"This is going crazy...... Pomegranate said dumbfounded, where have you seen such a thing in Yanzhou, although the girls are not often detained in the backyard, and they don't say that they are so crazy to see men on the street.
Acacia didn't speak, and it was a coincidence that the position of her car window had just been checked in the gap between the carriages in front of her, and she could see where the market was coming from, when four horses came running from afar, and a young man was sitting on each horse, and Acacia watched the four horses gallop and scream.
"This ...... Isn't this our eldest son? Pomegranate also came over at this time, and saw that the one who was the first to start was Meng Huoran, the son of their big house.
Acacia also saw her eldest brother, but her eyes always stayed on one person, but he looked like when he grew up.
Meng Huoran was followed by Zhuang Jinyuan, who looked like a merry face, the two of them were in the position of a horse's head, and followed Fu Ninghuai behind Zhuang Jinyuan, although he sat upright and did not lose to the generals in the army, but Acacia still saw that he was different from what he saw that day, and he seemed to be particularly nervous. At this time, this kind of scene, if there is only one person who is indifferent or even indifferent, I am afraid that only the last young man in Tsing Yi who is almost strolling leisurely, the bamboo leaves on the hem of the clothes are falling down, and I don't know who made it, so that it is similar to the Huangmei of that day.
Acacia couldn't help but think of his drunken appearance, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl.
Suddenly, Mo Liang seemed to feel something, and actually chased Acacia's line of sight and looked over, Acacia was startled at first, and then he didn't hide or dodge, and nodded subconsciously.
Mo Liang didn't know what he thought, the tips of his ears were hot, and he pursed his lips as if he was smiling.
"Ahhhh Molang looks at me! ”
"What is up to you, it's obviously looking at me!"
"No, he looked at me and smiled at me! You all go away! ”
"You're just going away!"
"Who stepped on my feet! Get out of the way, don't squeeze! ”
Mo Liang wanted to see the expression of Acacia again, but found that the curtain of Acacia had been lowered, and he couldn't see the beauty in the car again.
"Oops...... I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it, you just saw a saint, and now the girl's family likes you, obviously I'm more good-looking. Zhuang Jinyuan took the bouquet thrown by a girl and smiled evilly, attracting the shouts of many girls.
Mo Li didn't even look at him, just looked for the lovesick carriage in the crowd.
"You can't leave yet, in case the teacher gets angry for a while, I won't save you!" Meng Huoran shouted loudly in front of him, he was most annoyed by this kind of thing of being blocked by people, although Chen Guo has always had a precedent for beautiful women to give flowers and fruits, but when this kind of worry was hit on the head by something and soiled his clothes, he didn't enjoy it at all, and only Zhuang Jinyuan's sassy bag began to provoke everywhere at a young age.
"You guys go first in a moment, I still have things to do." Finally broke out of the encirclement, Mo Liang actually threw down the other three and turned the horse's head.