Chapter 54, Memories (I)
Yin Yifeng and Yin Yanyan were shocked by this sudden movement, and they broke out in a cold sweat.
"Xiaoyan."
Yoon Yeon-yeon shuddered.
I shuddered.
Xiaoyan, this is her nickname.
No one else would call this name except her loved ones.
Yin Yifeng was also stunned, and looked back a little inexplicably.
He and Yin Yanyan glanced at each other, and said in their hearts: "
It can't be.
He peeked in the direction of Yin Aiguo's tomb.
It was quiet and there was nothing out of the ordinary.
"It's so late, why don't you go back?"
The voice seemed to come from behind him, from the trembling weeds.
Yoon Yeon-yeon turned away, and after a while, she saw her grandmother's face like dead wood.
Yin Yanyan and Yin Yifeng both breathed a sigh of relief at the same time.
Grandma Yin stood straight by the grass like this, standing in the night breeze, like a withered tree that had entered its twilight years but was still upright and resolute, although it looked a little rickety.
But in Yin Yanyan's opinion, it was like standing there straight, standing under the faint moonlight.
Her face looked a little pale.
I don't know if it's because of the moonshine, or if it's really like that.
In the dark night, under the hazy moonlight, Grandma Yin carefully looked at the few people in front of her.
She didn't go forward, she didn't go back, she just stood where she was.
The night wind was blowing, but Yin Yanyan didn't seem to feel chilly at all.
"Milk, milk."
Yin Yanyan lowered her head and said in a low voice.
She didn't dare to look into her grandmother's eyes.
Now she is a child who has made a mistake, and she will be punished with the most severe.
Grandma Yin didn't speak, and Yin Yifeng and Yin Yanyan didn't dare to speak anymore.
After another gust of cold wind, Grandma Yin finally broke the silence.
Her voice was soft, with a hint of reproach.
"Let's go, come home with me."
After saying that, Grandma turned around expressionlessly.
didn't wait for Yin Yanyan's answer, and took a step.
Go ahead.
Just when Yin Yanyan was still hesitating whether to really go along, Grandma Yin suddenly paused at this time.
After three breaths, she turned back.
She looked at Yin Yanyan and stared at Yin Yifeng for a while.
Lukewarmly said, "Take them with you, too." Hey, you kids. β
Grandma Yin sighed leisurely, her eyes full of distress.
The next day, the afternoon sun shone sadly on the earth.
The earth is golden.
The golden ears of wheat glow like gold.
At this moment, after a night of adjustment, Yin Yifeng's wound is no longer so painful.
And Xue Wei's condition has also been well controlled.
The years of golden autumn are full of joy and infinite sorrow and sorrow.
On the meadow, the fresh grass that used to be tender green is no longer tender and green, but is replaced by a listless withered yellow.
Dry, lifeless.
However, as everyone knows, it was just a form of fake animation.
Wildfires burn inexhaustibly, and spring breezes blow and regenerate.
At the moment, there is no life, it is just to prepare for the spring of the next year.
Xue Wei feels that this is like her current self, this piece of grass is yesterday's self.
When the disease is cured, the grass will sprout again and turn green again.
However, will the scars and injuries in my heart also be healed?
In the past few days, Xue Wei felt as if she had a long dream, with surprises and sorrows in the dream.
If it's really just a dream, that's it.
But it's so real.
The real thing happened was a qiΔ.
It is an indisputable fact that Xiaodong is gone and will never come back.
Cruel and real existence.
Even himself, it's a little worse.
Xiaodong's departure has made the relationship between the three people who were originally a little complicated now more complicated and more entangled.
Now except for the three of them, no one in the village knows about it for the time being, even Yin Yanyan's grandmother, they don't dare to sΓΉ.
The three of them haven't figured out how to face this qiΔ yet.
Today is Monday, and Xue Wei should have been in school at this time, but because of illness, she can only be here.
She has asked other classmates to call herself on sick leave.
Sick?
Is that really a reason, or just an excuse.
Yoon Yeon-yeon had already gone to school early.
It's not that she's nervous about studying on her own.
Xue Wei knew that she just didn't want to see her and Yin Yifeng together.
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Wei, are you feeling better now?
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Starmark was sitting to her left at the moment.
This is a meadow in front of the former village school.
Beyond the meadow is a large rocky beach.
Outside, that's Qinghe.
"I'm fine, how is your injury.
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Lin Xuewei said.
In the afternoon, everyone went to work in the fields.
Autumn, the harvest season.
Everyone's face seemed to be filled with happiness and satisfaction.
Many people saw them, and they all looked at them with a curious eye.
A few people walked past them, but they didn't ask them.
Yin Yifeng left the village when he graduated from primary school and never came back.
Xue Wei lives across the river, and after graduating from elementary school, she rarely comes here.
So most of the people here don't know her.
Usually, strangers rarely come to the village, so when they see them, they are inevitably a little curious.
Yin Yifeng looked ahead, the seemingly milky white rocky beach, beyond the rocky beach is the rippling blue waves of the Qinghe River.
There are so many good memories there, wonderful childhood times.
Those years left behind in the wind and dust, like a river, are gone.
"Well, I'm all right.
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Yin Yifeng replied.
It seems to be a little absent-minded.
"Oh.
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Xue Wei also looked ahead.
She told herself that she should hate this person, but for some reason, every time he appeared in front of her, the hatred that had been accumulated for a long time disappeared all at once.
The water of the river should have been very clear, even with a green feeling.
But now looking at it from a distance, the Qinghe River in the distance is very blue, very blue, as blue as the sky.
"Scar, do you think I should hate you?
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Lin Xuewei said.
She was getting tangled at the moment.
"Yes.
It's a must.
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Yin Yifeng nodded.
Affirmative answer.
"yes.
At that time, you just left suddenly.
And many years later, your reappearance made me feel so guilty, I used to think that Xiaodong was very annoying.
But I don't know why, Xiaodong didn't care about blocking the knife for me at that time.
Seriously, at that time, I was in a trance.
It was as if I had seen you, as if you were the one who had blocked the sword for me.
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Lin Xuewei paused, sorted out her thoughts, and continued.
"Hey, I'm sorry for Xiaodong.
He has liked me so silently for so many years, but.
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"It's not your fault, it's me who is at fault.
If I don't leave at that time, I will leave.
If I hadn't lost my memory, I probably wouldn't have taken the path of the Black Society.
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As he spoke, Starmark looked at his wounds.
If nothing had gone wrong, this would not have been the case.
"yes, maybe it's the so-called providence.
Maybe you and I did bad things in our last life, and we have to pay it back in this life.
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Lin Xuewei didn't know how to explain this qiΔ, so she found an excuse from her previous life.
"No, even if that were the case, the one to be punished would be me, not you.
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With that, Starmark looked up at the sky.
I can't help but feel sad.