() I feel like I'm dead.

My mind was no longer chaotic, my consciousness was clear, but I couldn't open my eyes. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't get up, I couldn't move, I lay like a wooden man, I couldn't tell the difference between day and night.

Every day, someone sat next to me, the longest was Yang Xiuyi, I greedily inhaled his fragrance, as if the drought in the desert finally found the rain. He fed me medicine, wiped my face, occasionally scolded me, and most of the time he took my hand and rubbed it back and forth with his slender fingers. From time to time, people came in to look for him, including Uncle Feng, Chunman, Xiangzhu, and his dark people. He has a bad temper, and he has become more irritable these days, even Uncle Feng scolded him, and when he was angry, he smashed the ground with a cup, the sound was very good, it seemed to be the golden case porcelain fired by the official kiln in Qiongzhou, which was a treasure that could not be bought with silver. This is a loser.

He sat next to me for a long time, brushing my cheeks with his fingers, pinching my earlobes, and playing with my hair.

There was a knock on the door, and he raised his voice, "Come in." ”

The sound of footsteps came from a small piece, and a group of people said in unison: "Young Master." ”

A woman opened her mouth: "It was indeed Wei Zhen who fell from outside the city that day, and he was rescued by a man, Xia Yuelou seemed to be by his side, their whereabouts were difficult to find, Wei Zhen's life and death...... Unknown. ”

Uncle Feng hurriedly said: "Young master, don't blame them for this, Wei Zhen and they were placed under the dust barrier, and it is natural that they can't find it." ”

Yang Xiuyi said lightly: "I don't want to get angry, continue." ”

The woman continued: "Some people on the Hongru Stone Platform can't hold it anymore, and on the one hand, the rivers and lakes are sending people to contact you, and on the other hand, they are gathering masters from all over the world to deal with you. ”

"That's not what I'm going to hear."

Uncle Feng was anxious: "Young Master, it's been four days, if you don't get out of the formation, I'm afraid they will ......"

"They deserve to die, it's cheap enough to live these days."

"But young master, it's not these Jianghu people who throw the girl's eggs and splash the girl's swill, but the people who are instigated, do you want to ...... them too?"

Yang Xiuyi interrupted him: "No need to say it again. ”

Uncle Feng sighed heavily: "Young master, let me say a few more words." The girl is stupid, but one day she will return to normal, and what will she think if she knows that you have done so much evil for her? She's a mess of her mind, and she's always blocking herself, which you know better than anyone else. There are many famous people in the rivers and lakes, and there are many disciples of the sect, so we have nothing to be afraid of, but Yu Yatou, they bully the weak, and this account will eventually be counted on the girl. ”

Yang Xiuyi stopped talking, and the room was suddenly silent, and after a long time, he said in a deep voice: "Let those people go." It's not that I'm afraid you won't be able to protect her, it's just that I don't want her to be scolded anymore. But I won't stop on this matter, and after a while, I will remember to pick the tendons and tendons of those leaders. ”

"Yes!"

Yang Xiuyi finally asked, "What about Qingchan?" ”

I sighed in my heart, another fine porcelain cup was about to be destroyed.

A male voice hesitated, "...... Still not found. ”

Sure enough, the crisp sound of the tea cup breaking suddenly sounded, and Yang Xiuyi shouted angrily: "Waste! ”

"Young master, she may have laid off herself......

"Self-cut? Who allows it? Yang Xiuyi's voice was gloomy and terrifying, "Even if it is self-cutting, you have to dig up her bones!" ”

I can't help but laugh at him in my heart, this guy is so domineering, people still have to inform you about their own judgment, ask for permission. Do you want to stamp and sign, like when I opened two or one to add five, and go back and forth in the county office every day to go through the formalities.

Thinking of 21 and adding 5, my heart sank, this is the most sad and sad pain in the past few days. Although the shop was very depressed by me, I put in a lot of effort. It's not very good with my neighbors, but sometimes they make meatballs, evaporate cakes, and make lard for me. It's their passion, and I love it. But on the golden autumn long street, I can't go back.

I have been lying quietly for the past few days, listening to them from time to time, and I have learned many things.

The reason why those people in the rivers and lakes spread rumors and smear me is nothing more than the practice of beating the water dogs. One, the more vicious I say, the better the fame for them. Second, the demon slayer conference is just a joke, the monsters around Xuancheng are almost dead because of my blood, they have nowhere to catch demons and slaughter them in public, but at first the wind was so loud, and when I was worried about how to end, Qingchan Tong guò her connections offered me, and it was in their arms. They simply portrayed me as a vicious enchantress who could have a perfect endgame and pick up the best steps to go down. Third, Yang Xiuyi said that the people of the world are so happy with their achievements, and they love to punish the evil in a hurry, so that the violent and unscrupulous demon women cater to the people of the world, and can incite their anger.

I thought I had slept only one night on the bed in the show room with the willows stacked with smoke and willows, but I slept for three whole nights, and they wanted me all over the city for those three days, and many people lobbied everywhere about my evil deeds on the book stalls. I have learned the art of spreading rumors several times in the neighborhood, and after the crowd has become so evil that I am angry, so when I heard the news that I had been caught, most of the people in the city came running in only half a day, and they had rotten eggs, rotten tomatoes, and swill that had no chance of splashing me.

I sighed in my heart, I can't stay in this Xuancheng anymore. Rao is that I love the lakes and mountains here, I am crazy about Mr. Hu's storytelling, and I like the flower tea of the Dead Warm Spring Pavilion, but I have to leave. No matter how passer-by is, no matter how clear the soup and little water face, if it is remembered in the bones, it is difficult to forget it.

Then there is the question of what to do from here.

My fiancé who I have been waiting for many years finally came to me, but I didn't dare to see him, a strange feeling made me very afraid of him, maybe because he was bumped into by me and did that kind of thing, maybe because I had Yang Xiuyi in my heart, I was ashamed of him, and maybe I lost my memory, and I suddenly felt strange when I saw him. Moreover, with my notorious identity now, I'm afraid he won't look down on me anymore.

I can't stay by Yang Xiuyi's side, the longer I stay, the more reluctant I will be, although I am nostalgic for the feeling now, but he and I are people of two worlds after all. I don't want to pay it back when I owe him, I'm a cheeky person, I don't want to be shameless, I tear a layer of skin, and the thickness of a wall, I'm not afraid.

The remaining worries are Wei Zhen and Xia Yuelou. They said that when I was burned at the stake that day, Wei Zhen and they came to save me, I didn't go up to the Hongru stone platform, I mingled with people in the square, and finally retreated to the south of the city, Wei Zhen accidentally fell down the city wall, I dare not imagine that picture, the city wall is as high as seven zhang, Wei Zhen he will not work lightly, if he really falls......

But now I feel like I've been doused with mercury, unable to move, and penniless. If you can wake up, you have to go to him first, and after you settle him and Xia Yuelou, you can go to Mobei to find your parents. I am 16 years old and my birthday is the 9th day of December. I can ask the past from county to county in Mobei, and there is always a person in charge of household registration who will have this record. Even if it takes half my life, I'm going to find it.

After the group left, Yang Xiuyi sat back on my bedside, reached out and stroked my forehead, and stopped on my cheek. I wondered what kind of eyes he looked at me, and I liked his dark eyes, like a pool of water, sometimes clear, rippling with a pool of lake, sometimes deep, as deep as the abyss at the bottom of the pool. He has been taking care of me all these days, and he must be very tired, and I want to ask him to rest, but I can't speak, I can only listen to him whisper, but most of the time he scolds me, that I am useless, that he does not let him worry, that I almost lost my life as soon as he leaves, and that I am a fool, so angry that I want to jump up and beat him.

I thought he was gone, but his fragrance was still nearby, even closer and closer to me, gradually, I could hear his very light and long breath, which fell on my face, and I could feel his warm breath, stirring the tip of my nose like a goose feather. My heart was beating faster and my mind went blank.

His breathing stopped at my fingertips, trembling slightly, and I could smell the aroma of snow wood in his mouth. But after waiting for a long time, the expected lip flap did not fall, and I was nervous and expectant, like a deer crashing wildly.

"If you like it, kiss it, what, don't you dare?"

Suddenly, the female voice was interrupted, and his breathing left me very quickly, and his voice was cold: "It's you." ”

The gratuitous loss made me resentful, and this resentment made me open my eyes in an instant, and when I glanced at the person who came, I hurriedly closed it again, it was Qingchan!

Her voice was a little hoarse, losing her former sweetness, she walked towards Yang Xiuyi, knelt down on her knees, and said in a faint voice: "I heard that the young master has been looking for me, Qingchan has come to receive orders, what does the young master command." ”

I carefully opened my eyes, she was wearing a black gauze dress, her hair was in a high bun, her face was a little haggard, but she was weak and delicate in the haggard, and I felt pity.

Yang Xiuyi didn't speak, although he had his back to me, I could imagine that his eyes must have been cruelly cold. He has been looking for her like crazy these days, and I'm afraid he didn't expect that this woman would be so bold as to take the initiative to bump into the tiger's mouth.

After a moment of silence, he suddenly got up, kicked her on the shoulder, and kicked her to the ground, he was already extremely strong, but now this foot went down, Qingchan directly vomited a mouthful of blood.

"Slut! Do you still have the face to see me? ”

Qingchan laughed miserably, but she smiled charmingly, she pinned her hair behind her ears, and raised a pair of red beautiful eyes: "Is the young master unhappy?" Qingchan is willing for the young master to vent and scold. ”

Yang Xiuyi raised his foot again, this time he didn't fall, Qingchan kept his eyes open, looked at him with a smile, didn't dodge or dodge, and suddenly smiled lightly: "Young master to me, is there finally a trace of reluctance?" ”

Yang Xiuyi walked to the table and poured a cup of tea, taking a sip: "If you have anything else to say, let's talk about it in one breath." In the past, there was some friendship between master and servant, and I will not affect your family. ”

Qingchan was stunned: "Is there only the friendship between master and servant......"

She staggered up from the ground: "Young master, can't you still detect my thoughts?" ”

Yang Xiuyi looked at her slightly: "What do you think?" ”

Qingchan's eyes were full of grievances, tears flowed down her eyes, and she finally couldn't help it, and suddenly burst out: "Are you really unconscious?" I've done so much for you, and you don't care about it at all? Master, I've been in love with you for ten years, a whole ten years! Longer than you've known this woman! Why did I design to harm her? Why do I hate her? Where is there jealousy in this world for no reason! ”

Yang Xiuyi was still tall and jade, with his head tilted slightly, and I couldn't see his face clearly. I'm so nervous, I really want to rush up and tell Qingchan to keep her mouth shut, don't confuse him, I'm afraid he will be moved by her infatuation. But I couldn't bear to go up, and I felt some sympathy for this woman in my heart.

She laughed while crying: "Lord Shouyi said that I am the most outstanding dark person in this generation, in fact, he is wrong, I am the most useless, I have long committed the taboo of darkness, I was moved when I was eight years old, I admire a person, I look forward to him year after year, every time I am trained and fallen, I grit my teeth and endure it, no matter how big the ordeal is, thinking of his appearance, it will make me feel that the whole world is beautiful." She raised her teary eyes and looked at Yang Xiuyi infatuatedly, "In the winter of the thirteenth year, I fell during training, and the wound festered, causing a high fever, but I heard him return to the house for the New Year, I climbed to the high eaves of the inner mansion, and looked at him from a distance surrounded by people. I was so stupid that I was reluctant to leave, and when I remembered to go back, the snow had frozen the way, and I almost froze to death there. Because of this, Lord Blue Wolf punished me in the dark room for a month, but I was extremely happy, immersed in his voice and smile. I was the first person to come out of the dark room alive, and they praised me for being amazing, but in fact, the person who supported me was you, it was you, young master! ”

I opened my eyes and looked at Qingchan quietly. She is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen, and she is stunning. There are also 10,000 styles of makeup and no makeup, and now I am slightly drunk and tearful, and the pear blossoms bring rain, like a hazy autumn moon. Such a beautiful woman wept and cried heartily, I am afraid that no man will not be moved.

She continued to cry: "When I was fifteen years old, I heard that you were going back to the house, so I begged people in many ways, and finally got a chance to dance a song for you, I looked at you among the many dancers, but you drank by yourself, I was annoyed, and plucked up the courage to get off the stage after the dance to offer you wine, you smiled and took it, and thanked me, at that time you were as warm as jade, like a spring breeze, that smile I will never forget in this life." Three days later, I was ordered to kill Zhao Yide, it was the first time I killed someone, but I had no fear, his brain splattered my face, and I smiled and pulled out the blade. After the mission, I was ahead of everything and almost lost my life several times, but I didn't feel terrible. I was chased to the barren forest by six masters, fell into a dry well, had no way to survive, and almost wanted to die, but when I thought of your smile at me, lonely death is nothing, I forced myself not to give up, I ate live rats, raw snake meat, crawled out of the bottom of the well after raising my foot injury, and polished my nails. Master, do you know that you are my faith, what I have asked for all my life, I miss you day and night, have you ever felt this love? Did you know? ”

My heart is extremely sour, her love for Yang Xiuyi, I sigh to myself. If she hadn't harmed me, I might have pushed Yang Xiuyi to her before leaving her, because I believe she could give Yang Xiuyi the best and best care. But now, I don't have the heart to forgive her for what she did to me.

Yang Xiuyi has been silent, Qingchan and I are equally urgent, I don't know how he will react.

Will he be moved by Qingchan, will he accept Qingchan as a concubine? To change my position, if I were him, and there was a woman who was so affectionate and caring, and was a beautiful woman like a flower, and a beautiful woman, I would definitely marry her immediately, without hesitation.

I looked at Yang Xiuyi nervously, about to tear the sheet, he finally spoke, and his voice was dry: "You have someone you admire, I have someone I care about, you shouldn't hurt her." ”

It was as if a warm current had poured into my heart, instantly coaxing all my limbs into laziness. It is more indulgent than the sweetest honey bean cake and moistens the heart. I couldn't control my tears anymore, and I couldn't control my tears.

Qingchan scolded sharply: "How can I not harm her!" I hate her! I hate her so much! She is inferior to me in everything, the only thing she has is chance! A chance to get along with you day and night! She can see you every day, but I can only hope for your return on the best day of the year, which is the injustice of the heavens! ”

Yang Xiuyi chuckled: "The sky is unfair? She's more qualified to complain than you are. Do you have anything else to say? ”

Qingchan smiled poignantly: "Do you really hate me so much? ”

After finishing speaking, she suddenly stepped forward a few steps, tore open the placket, and the black gauze clothes suddenly poured down from her beautiful keto/body like water, no underwear, no belly pockets, no profane pants, naked/exposed, fragrant skin and ice skin, like snow cream, towering crisp breasts, graceful thin waist, and suddenly stunned my eyes.

Yang Xiuyi didn't look over, his voice was cold: "Wear it back!" ”

I sat up: "You still have to be shameless!" ”

Yang Xiuyi immediately turned around: "The ninth day of the first month? ”

Qingchan looked at me with hatred, raised her hand to caress her hair, pulled out a hairpin, and laughed wildly: "I'm shameless? It's you who want to get away with it, and you want to welcome and refuse! You duplicitous slut! How does it feel to be spurned by 10,000 people, you ......"

Yang Xiuyi slapped her face with his backhand: "Shut up!" ”

Qingchan stumbled to the ground, smiled and cried, raised her head and said: "Young master, I have always been innocent, I have been guarding you like jade for these days, and no other man has ever touched me." This is my body, do you like it? How is it better than the witch? ”

I jumped out of bed, grabbed the teapot on the table and threw it at her, she avoided it in a strange posture, and said coldly, "It's not your turn to hit me!" ”

I was about to cry angrily, so I picked up her clothes and threw them over: "You shameless! ”

"The heart is gone, what's the use of asking for face?"

She muttered in a low voice, looked at Yang Xiuyi, and said in a desolate tone: "Young master, Qingchan has never regretted falling in love with you in this life, and she will not regret it until she dies." Forgive Qingchan for not being able to guard you anymore. ”

After finishing speaking, the hairpin turned sharply and stabbed at her slender neck, decisive and undoubted. Beads of blood suddenly emerged from the wound and slid down her beautiful white skin, like a meandering stream of water.

She knelt on the ground, raised her eyes and glared at me fiercely, her lips opened lightly, and she sneered: "Xuannu is drunk and moaning, do you recognize it?" ”

My eyes widened: "You're crazy! ”

She looked up and laughed: "Tian Chujiu, I will come back to you, you wait, I will ...... you"

Yang Xiuyi was furious: "That's enough! As soon as the words fell, the cicada king turned into a ball of flames, and she screamed, turning into green smoke in the red flames, and then dissipated, leaving not a single speck of dust behind. w,,