Chapter 5 The Truth Is Trampled
On Friday, after finishing her morning class, she was bored and walked around the campus, still hearing individual students privately discussing their confessions on Monday afternoon's radio
Xiyan felt bored and went to the library to read a book.
I found a novel book on the shelf, and planned to find a vacant seat by the window to sit down, and accidentally saw the familiar back of Tong Hao sitting in the corner, in order to meet him in the library before, they had been missing, but now they met him easily, sure enough, sometimes things should be done with nature.
The corners of Xi Yan's mouth rose slightly, and he sat opposite Tong Hao with a book in his hand.
Tong Hao, who was studying seriously, had been immersed in the book, completely ignoring who the person sitting opposite was.
Xi Yan put his right hand on the table, supported his chin, and looked at Tong Hao who was reading seriously, but he didn't expect that he was usually very gentle when he read seriously, and he didn't have a sense of indifference of 'rejecting people for thousands of miles, and not approaching people'
Perhaps she was too selfless, Xiyan was immersed in her own wild reverie, and she didn't notice that Tong Hao on the other side was looking at her
Tong Hao glanced at her helplessly, got up and left his seat
After Xiyan saw Tong Hao's movements, he realized that he was out of shape, and when he saw the back of him leaving, he felt guilty, and he wouldn't disturb him to read
Xiyan, who was entangled in her rudeness, couldn't calm down and read a book at all, until Tong Hao sat back opposite her
Xiyan blinked uncertainly, and smiled apologetically at him when she was sure that it was Tong Hao sitting across from her
Tong Hao ignored her smile and lowered his head to continue reading
It's too cold as ice!
Xiyan didn't care, secretly happy in his heart, it turned out that he didn't drive him away, he just went to borrow books, and his notebook has been placed here
Thinking of this, the guilt in Xiyan's heart before dissipated without a trace, and he put his mind on the book
Until the sunset, Xiyan stretched her waist, looked at the sunset outside the window, smiled softly, the warm afterglow of the sunset shot obliquely on Tong Hao's body, adding a soft color to him, Xiyan was shocked by the warmth on his body, she wondered if Tong Hao, who was cold on the outside, was so soft in his heart? Seeing Tong Hao, who was different from usual, Xiyan had the urge to know more about him
After Tong Hao finished the project report, he sorted out the things on the table, picked up the student card, got up and left his seat.
Xiyan looked at Tong Hao's back, and was also busy getting up, following him, and seeing him walking towards the borrowing place, he consciously waited for him to come out at the door of the library
When Tong Hao walked out of the library, he saw Xiyan standing at the door and kicking the stone with canvas shoes, and was a little curious about this girl
Tong Hao walked to Xiyan's side.
Xiyan looked at Tong Hao and smiled indifferently at her, "You came out?" ”
"Hmm."
"Where are you going next?"
Tong Hao's sharp eyes looked at Xi Yan, and he didn't answer, but asked, "Are you waiting for me?" ”
Xiyan nodded, "Hmm." ”
"Why?"
"I just wanted to talk to you." Xiyan said as a matter of course that her purpose in waiting for him was very simple, she just wanted to talk to him and learn more about his inner world.
"I'm not available."
"What else are you going to do?"
"Eat! Reading! ”
Xiyan sighed, "Isn't it free tomorrow and Saturday?" ”
"Nope."
"Oh, when are you free?" Xiyan asked reluctantly.
"My time and mind are spent reading, going to class, and sleeping."
Xiyan looked at Tong Hao curiously, "How did you get over the years for so many years?" ”
Tong Hao looked at her unhappily, "It has nothing to do with you." ”
Xiyan asked lightly, "Then do you want to spend your days like this in the future?" ”
Xiyan's words hit his heart directly, for so many years, his mind is almost all on learning, only when he is studying, his heart is quiet, even if he is alone, so books are his spiritual companions, leaving study, when he is alone, he will always feel lonely inexplicably. As early as high school, in addition to partying with friends, he has been accustomed to such a step-by-step, cookie-cutter life, although he has always rejected such a way of life, but he has never set out to break it
Xiyan looked at him silently, trying to reflect on whether what he said just now would be too much, would it be too reckless to interfere in other people's lives at will, "I'm sorry, I"
"You better focus on your studies, don't wait until you leave school to know how precious the time on campus is." After speaking, Tong Hao left Xiyan's side.
Xiyan looked at Tong Hao's lonely back and touched his nose, Tong Hao, nothing is immutable, even if I don't intervene in your life, there will be other people who break your life mode and save you from the immutable life mode, since there will always be someone involved in your life, rather than letting others intervene, it is better for me to break it with my own hands
Xiyan packed dinner and went back to the dormitory, and as soon as she entered the dormitory door, she was pulled over by her roommates.
Xiyan put the lunch box on the table and looked at them with a curious face, "What's wrong." ”
Xiaoxin suddenly laughed, "Xiyan, do you know what happened at four o'clock in the afternoon?" ”
Xiyan shook her head confusedly, "What's wrong." ”
Chen Chen said in a helpless tone, "In the afternoon, by the school lake, there was a group of people, at least 200 people, all waiting there for Tong Hao and you to appear. I waited for an hour, but before you appeared, I waited for the school's director of guidance. The director of the school thought that everyone was going to fight in a group, so he trained them for 30 minutes in the same place, and he couldn't say a word."
Xiaoxin stopped laughing, "You didn't see them looking aggrieved, but they couldn't say anything." It's so funny."
Xi Yan smiled lightly, "That group of people also includes you?" ”
Xiaoxin smiled and waved his hand, "Not including me, but including the two of them." After saying that, he laughed again.
Xiyan looked at Chenchen and Qianqian in surprise, "Don't you know that I won't go, why do you still go over to join in the fun." ”
Chenchen explained, "I want to see if that group of innocent little kids is really over." ”
Xiyan looked at them speechlessly, "Then you guys are really stupid to wait with them for an hour." ”
Xiaoxin looked at her wonderful roommate funny, but it made her so happy
Another week has passed, and the confession has slowly faded with time and other new things that happened later, but Xiyan, as the person concerned, can't just leave this matter without follow-up
After a week of visiting the museum, Xiyan finally figured out Tong Hao's life and study habits: the dormitory, the canteen, the library, and the three points and one line, which is really old-fashioned! It is completely a step-by-step way of life, and as a young man who is full of vigor in the new century, it is too wasteful to live such a life at the age of the beginning of the word 2
At noon on this day, Xiyan came to the library and saw a few books in the place where Tong Hao often sits.
Xiyan admired it carefully
Thinking that Tong Hao would come back later, he stopped admiring, picked up his commonly used pen, tore off a page of paper in his homework book and wrote a few words: See you at the school lake at 4 p.m.! If you don't show up, I'll keep waiting
After writing it, Xiyan left the note on the page that Tong Hao was writing and left the library.
Tong Hao finished borrowing the book, returned to his seat, and before he could sit down, he saw the message, his slender fingers picked up the note, after reading it, he frowned slightly, crumpled the note, put it on the table, sat down, and continued the unfinished homework just now
Xiyan waited by the lake with anticipation and anxiety, and from four o'clock to six o'clock, the sun had already set in the mountains
Xiyan suddenly lost his patience and kept wondering, would he not have seen the message I wrote to him, and when he was about to go to the library, Xiyan saw Tong Hao walking with Sunset in her sight
Xiyan was so happy that she couldn't help herself, and Xiyan, who was deeply attracted by Tong Hao, couldn't take her eyes off her eyes and watched him walk towards her step by step
When Tong Hao saw Xiyan standing in front of him, his expression was a little incredulous, and then he changed to a cold expression, "You wrote that confession letter." ”
Xiyan looked at him and nodded gently, "yes." ”
"It's not very well written. I suggest you put your mind to reading. Tong Hao suggested in a faint tone.
Xiyan said sullenly, "It's really not good to write, but that's what I want for you." ”
"Now that you know about the confession, how are you going to reply to me?" Xiyan looked at Tong Hao nervously and said.
Tong Hao glanced at Xiyan and said coldly, "You don't know me at all, what do you like about me!" Talented? Handsome? I'm curious, in your eyes, is it love at first sight for every boy who is rich in talent and appearance? ”
After hearing this, Xiyan was frustrated in his heart, how could he say that about her? She's not so abusive and superficial!
Tong Hao looked at Xi Yan's slightly sad eyes seriously, feeling a little strange in his heart, thinking about whether his words were too hurtful.
Xiyan was silent for a while, looked at Tong Hao, and said in a light tone, "No, I only love you." Even if you don't have the aura given by others, even if I know that your life pattern is boring and this person is boring, even if I see a boy who is more handsome than you and has a better personality than you, I still can't help but want to like you. Some people can't tell you what is good about him, but you will like him without hesitation and for no reason. Even if the people around you say that you are not suitable, you still can't stop liking it. Even if you know you're going to be rejected, that's still the case. ”
After listening to Xiyan's words, Tong Hao didn't know how to feel, and a warm current in his heart slowly flowed from his heart to his whole body
Tong Hao's cold eyes became a little gentle
Xiyan looked at Tong Hao, who was noncommittal, embarrassed, and felt a little sad in her heart, is this person's heart made of stone? How can I get him to like him?
The two were quiet for a while, Xiyan felt that the atmosphere was very awkward and a little discouraged, forget it, she had done her best
"I'll go back first." After saying that, Xiyan left the lake in despair
Tong Hao looked at her thin back, silently raised the corners of her mouth, looked up at the sunset that was about to be swallowed up by the night, it was so beautiful that it was suffocating, just like she who was sitting opposite him and reading quietly that day, she raised her eyes inadvertently, and saw that she was rendered gentle by the sunset, with a shallow smile on the corner of her mouth, reading the book at that time, he was guessing, she should have seen an interesting plot in the book to laugh