143 How to forgive you
Yi Yan silently looked at Nan Shu lying on the bed, she was sleeping quietly, there was no blood on her white and jade-like face, her long and curly eyelashes covered her eyelids like a feather fan, her long hair hung down like ink on her ears, Yi Yan raised her hand and stroked her cheeks, there were kiss marks left by him at the corners of her lips, and even the protruding collarbone on her beautiful neck was full of bruises, Yi Yan looked at her appearance and suddenly felt a little remorseful, he was too impulsive, right? Seeing Bai Shaoxun touching her face and she didn't dodge it, she felt angry, and the blood in her whole body seemed to be boiling at that moment, and she kept shouting to break through the shackles of reason. He doesn't love her, but he doesn't allow her to be with other men, even if he is sorry for her, but she must not have a good impression of other men, she is his woman, she can't leave him until he hates her, and she can't delusionally throw herself into the arms of other men.
Yi Yan's eyes narrowed slightly, she seemed to be the first girl who could mess with his mind, there had never been a girl who could influence his will like her, obviously she was just a woman, there were many beautiful women around him, some women met him left and right, and on the other hand, they secretly crossed Chen Cang with other men, he obviously didn't care, it was originally a game, why should he be serious? But why was all this conclusion overturned on her? Why does it hurt like a pinprick in my heart when I see her with other men? Why did he find it unbearable? Why did he feel a little distressed when he saw her now weak? What kind of emotion does he have for her? Do you like it? Yes, he likes her, he likes her very much, he likes her so much that he wants to get her at all costs, so ...... Love? Love? Yi Yan was shocked! Love? He asked himself in his heart, would he love too? Will he also fall in love with a woman? There seemed to be an answer in his mind, Yi Yan only felt a cold air jump up from the soles of his feet and rush to his brain, he stood up suddenly, shook his head, and denied the answer. It's just a game, it's just a game......
Nan Shu slept groggily for a long time, and in a daze, it seemed that someone had taken her into her arms, and the reassuring and sweet taste on that person's body made her feel inexplicably relaxed, and it seemed that the horror and turmoil of the past few days had all disappeared for a while. She had a dream, dreaming that she went back to Hangzhou, her father made her a table of good dishes, their family of three was happily eating, Hua Mei smelled the meat in her bowl lying on her lap and looked at her, Nan Shu wanted to laugh, muttered: "Don't look at me like this, can't you give you a piece?" ”
"Nanshu ......" Someone suddenly called her.
Nan Shu looked up in horror and sure enough, she saw Yi Yan in a black leather coat standing at the door frame of their house, looking at her with bloodshot eyes, Nan Shu stood up in shock, knocked over the rice bowl in a panic, and hurriedly hid behind her father, "Don't come here......
"Nanshu!" Yi Yan held down her waving arm and soothed softly, "Nanshu ......"
Nan Shu sat up suddenly, gasping for breath, Yi Shu looked at her with burning eyes: "Nan Shu ......"
Nan Shu's eyes were at a loss, and it took a while to see him, and he immediately shrank back vigilantly, Yi Shu suddenly felt a pain in his heart, held her shoulder, and said astringently: "Nanshu, I'm sorry......"
Nan Shu struggled not to let him touch it: "What do you want to do?" ”
Yi Yan hurriedly let go of her and said softly: "I don't want to do anything, I know I'm too impulsive, Nanshu, can you forgive me?" ”
A mocking smile rose on Nanshu's white and flawless face: "Forgive you? Then the voice changed, "It should be me begging for Sanshao's forgiveness, I cuckolded Sanshao, I embarrassed Sanshao, it's me who is not ......"
"Don't ...... like this," Yi Yan looked at her flatteringly, "It's me who doesn't choose what to say, I shouldn't have scolded you like that, it's me who is flustered, it's me who is a bastard, I can't control myself when I see Bai Shaoxun touching your face, I'm just jealous, jealous crazy, I'm afraid you'll like him, I'm afraid you'll leave me, Nanshu, I really don't want to hurt you, I'm just ...... I like you so much......"
Nan Shu waved his arm away and glared at him angrily: "Like me? ”
"Huh...... The way Sanshao likes it is really special! ”
Yi Yan stepped forward and grabbed Nanshu's hand and threw it on his face, "I know you hate me, you can beat me." As long as you forgive me, anything! ”
Nan Shu withdrew her hand and said coldly: "No need! ”
"Nanshu, what do you want me to do before you are willing to forgive me?" Yi Yan asked pitifully.
Nan Shu looked at his glass-colored eyes watery and only felt funny, "How to do it?" What can I ask you to do? ”
"Whatever you want, I'll promise you!" Yi Yan said quickly.
"Promise me anything?" The corners of Nanshu's lips raised slightly.
Yi Enthalpy's head was like pounding garlic, and Nan Shu smiled disdainfully: "Do you think I will still believe your words?" ”
"There is never a reason that my enthalpy goes out does not count......"
"Really?" Nan Shu hooked her lips coldly, "You won't force me to do anything, but what have you done?" ”
"You only like me, but you give my bracelet to another woman, and you keep saying that you believe you? How do you want me to trust you? ”
"I didn't give your bracelet to anyone else, I lost your bracelet before, and now I found it!" Yi Yan took out a platinum bracelet from his pocket and handed it to Nan Shu, "I'm really not with Zhao Yaqi, Nan Shu, I like who never hides it, let alone pedals on two boats!" ”
Nan Shu's eyes flashed slightly when she looked at the familiar platinum bracelet, and Yi Yan said urgently: "You Zhao Yaqi has a bracelet on her hand maybe it's just the same, I really have nothing to do with her, Nan Shu, I believe that you and Bai Shaoxun are innocent, please believe me, okay?" ”
Nan Shu didn't speak, and Yi Yan showed a sad look on his face, "Nan Shu, I'm sorry, I'm really possessive......"
"I know I'm domineering and savage, impulsive, hot-tempered, and crazy to deny my six relatives, but I can swear to God, I've never cared so much about a person, you're the first and only, I'm stupid, sometimes the more I care about something, the more I don't know how to protect it, I know I hurt you, but I'm out of jealousy and anger, and I've lost my mind, Nanshu, I don't ask you to forgive me now, I just want you to give me another chance, okay?"
Nan Shu looked at him quietly, his words were sincere, his expression was sad, his glass-colored eyes were full of begging and helplessness, such a he, fragile and innocent like a child who had been robbed of his beloved toys, Nan Shu almost agreed to him with a hot head, but when she thought of what he did to her, she felt unforgivable, how could there be such a person? A combination of good and evil, people dare not love and can't really hate......
Nan Shu didn't respond, but Yi Yan had a plan in her heart, although she didn't agree, she didn't say no, since this is the case, then he has already won. Woman, sure enough, you still have to coax!
Nanshu lived in Yuhu on the peninsula for two days before returning to school. Most of the bruises on the body have gone down, and the rest are at the collarbone, but fortunately in the early winter, there are more clothes to wear, and there is a scarf around it, so there is nothing to hide.
In the end, she refuses to forgive Yi Yan, too, it's not to blame her, it's just that any girl is treated like this by her boyfriend and always can't forgive her heart, right?
She walked alone on campus, but before she reached the dormitory building, she met an uninvited guest, Zhao Yaqi.
Zhao Yaqi wore a knee-length black pearl skirt, a white fur coat on the outside, curly hair draped over her chest, and flaming red lips, which looked unique, but who was the boy next to her? Nan Shu frowned slightly as she looked at their intimate figures, thinking that it was better not to meet her, so as not to have any disputes, but she was just about to make a detour when she heard Zhao Yaqi's sexy and hoarse voice sound: "Nan Shu! ”
Nan Shu had no choice but to face it, Zhao Yaqi took the boy's arm and walked up to Nan Shu with a smile, and asked provocatively: "Why is the school girl avoiding me?" ”
Nan Shu smiled awkwardly: "No! I didn't see you. ”
Zhao Yaqi showed a clear expression: "Hehe...... Never mind. So what, let me introduce you, my boyfriend Chen Ge, Beiying's, how about it? Handsome, right? ”
Nan Shu looked at the tall and handsome boy, the boy showed a flirtatious smile to her, Nan Shu hooked her lips slightly, sure enough, people are like clusters in groups, and then said to Zhao Yaqi: "Very handsome." You're a good match. ”
Zhao Yaqi showed a smug look on her face, raised her hand and stroked the broken hair in her ear, the bright white gold rose bracelet on her wrist when she raised her hand was revealed, and the earl's platinum bracelet even had a rose pattern exactly the same as Nanshu's, Nanshu was slightly stunned, staring at the bracelet on her hand, Zhao Yaqi couldn't help but smile when she saw this: "What?" Think it's pretty? ”
Then he said in an arrogant tone: "My school flower, this is not the first time you have stared at my bracelet, if you like it, let your boyfriend give you one!" Then he said to the boy next to him: "Honey, you have a good eye! Even our school flowers, who have always been cold and empty-eyed, like this bracelet very much! ”
Nan Shu pursed her lips and smiled, and Zhao Yaqi asked again, "Why haven't I seen you recently?" What are you busy with? The broadcast studio didn't go either. ”
"I've been feeling a little unwell lately, so I didn't go to the studio."
Zhao Yaqi nodded: "No wonder you don't have a good face, the weather is getting colder, pay more attention to rest!" ”
"So are you." Nan Shu was a little surprised by Zhao Yaqi's attitude today, but when she saw her, she said: "I still have something to do, so I'll go first." Bye-bye~"
Nan Shu bowed slightly: "Goodbye." ”
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