Walking out of the library, the two girls hadn't come back yet, so they waited at the door of the library for a while, and after they came back from eating, Xiyan returned the library card to B, "Thank you." Read the novel to the net"

B looked at Xiyan and shook his head, "You're welcome." ”

Xiyan nodded lightly to them and turned to leave.

Xiyan wandered around the campus casually for a while, and everywhere she went, she was full of memories with Tong Hao, heavy memories, which overloaded her heart

Xiyan was tired of walking in high heels, so she left the campus, returned to the hotel, and fell asleep in anxiety with a heart full of tiredness

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In the wedding dress shop, a graceful woman is dressed in a set of white wedding dresses that are crystal clear throughout, flashing with both gorgeous and elegant charm, and her simple and delicate face is full of happy and satisfied smiles, so that the sun loses its original luster. This woman is tomorrow's bride Xia Qianxi.

Qianxi looked at herself in the mirror and said to the makeup artist with satisfaction, "It's a good makeup." ”

The makeup artist modestly praised, "I was born beautiful, and I have a delicate face." ”

"Hasn't my husband come over yet?" Qianxi got up, carried the skirt of the wedding dress, and walked around looking for white high heels.

"Your husband hasn't come here yet."

"Oh." Qianxi said sullenly.

The makeup artist teased, "The wedding is going to be held tomorrow, but if you don't see it for a while, it will make you anxious"

After hearing this, Qianxi had a smug smile on her face, "Isn't it okay?" ”

The makeup artist said helplessly, "Okay, okay." ”

After a while, Tong Hao and Yi Li came over, Yi Li was amazed when he saw Qianxi's makeup and wedding dress, and admired, "Qianxi, I didn't expect you to be able to look at it in a wedding dress." ”

Qianxi looked at Yi Li dissatisfied, "What do you mean or can you watch?" ”

Yi Li smiled and said, "That is to say, it is much more beautiful and gentle than you usually wear formal clothes, have a cold face, and are gentle." ”

Qianxi nodded with satisfaction and looked at Tong Hao with a thick smile, "Tong Hao, is it beautiful?" ”

Tong Hao nodded, "Well, it's beautiful." ”

Qianxi stepped forward happily and took Tong Hao's arm, "Go and try on clothes." ”

Tong Hao nodded, "Okay." After that, he went to the changing room to prepare to change clothes.

Qianxi sat on the sofa and waited quietly.

Yi Li saw the happiness on Qianxi's face, the happiness was a little dazzling, and the happiness was a little false, which made people have to wonder, "Do you really plan to marry Tong Hao?" ”

Qianxi looked at Yi Li and said in a light tone, "What? I have an opinion! ”

"He didn't love you, didn't you know it all along? Why do you want to marry him when you know this, aren't you afraid that you will live in pain for the rest of your life? ”

"It doesn't matter, anyway, it's me who is with him now, what about the future, I don't care so much." Qianxi said indifferently.

Yi Li's face was full of incredulity, and he shook his head helplessly, "You are all crazy. ”

Qianxi smiled lightly, "Maybe." ”

Yi Li's hand clenched into a fist inexplicably, "I really can't accept it"

"Yili, emotional matters, don't interfere, what I do with him is our business, even if we will regret it in the future, it is our own choice." Qianxi warned.

At this time, Tong Hao came out wearing a well-cut suit, and when Qianxi saw it, she took the lead to greet her, smiling, and holding Tong Hao's arm, "Tong Hao, the white suit suits you very well." ”

"Hmm." Tong Hao looked at Qianxi with a faint smile, and then at Yi Li, Yi Li deliberately turned his head not to look at him, he didn't want to see the pair of dog men and women who were in the right place! For fear of anger and indigestion!

Yi Li looked at the happy appearance of the two of them, and said coldly, "I still have something to do, I'll go first." With that, without waiting for them to say anything, he left the bridal shop.

Yi Li thought of Xiyan and thought to himself: Has she come to Shanghai? It's better not to, lest you see a heartbroken but still dial the phone of Xiyan.

Xiyan, who had slept unsteadily all night, was woken up by the ringtone of her mobile phone as soon as she fell asleep, and Xiyan answered dissatisfiedly, "Hey"

"Where are you?"

"Who?" Xiyan said unhappily.

Yi Li heard her impatient tone, what the hell was wrong with her, "Yi Li." ”

When Xiyan heard this, she closed her eyes and replied, "Oh, what's wrong?" ”

"You're in Shanghai?" Yi Li guessed.

"Hmm."

"Why don't you sue me. Where are you now? ”

"Hotel!"

"Where's the hotel, I'll pick you up."

"Don't come here yet, let me sleep for a while, I'm so sleepy that I can't open my eyelids." Xiyan said with a pained expression.

Yi Li was surprised, "What did you do last night?" ”

"I'm insomnia, I won't tell you, I'll sleep for a while, and I'll contact you when I'm full." Without waiting for Yi Li to say anything, Xi Yan hurriedly hung up the phone, turned off the mobile phone, put the quilt on top of his head, closed his eyes and continued to make up for sleep.

Yi Li looked at the phone in a daze inexplicably, and then shook his head helplessly, why did this stupid girl come over to suffer? Their happiness is so much that you don't worry about hurting you?

It wasn't until the afternoon that the sunset was finished, and the swollen eye bags dissipated a lot, so she got up, dressed herself, looked at herself in the mirror and was a little refreshed, she was relieved, she hoped to appear in the best state at his wedding tomorrow She wanted him to know that even without him, she could live well.

Xiyan remembered the phone call at noon, so she called Yi Li back, "It's me." ”

"Well, I know, get some rest?"

"Hmm."

"Where?"

"Near the hotel where they're going to have their wedding tomorrow."

"Well, I'll pick you up."

"Good. I'll be waiting for you at the restaurant next to me. ”

After Yi Li came to the restaurant, he saw Xi Yan sitting in a window position, listening to a song, his eyes were empty, looking at the street scene outside the window

Yi Li sat opposite Xiyan, but Xiyan didn't realize it.

Yi Li waited for a while, hoping that she would notice his arrival, but to his disappointment, Xi Yan's gaze was still absent-mindedly looking out the window

Yi Li gave up and gently knocked on the window with his hand

Only then did Xiyan return to reality, looked at Yi Li, who had been looking at her on the other side, paused for a while, and smiled apologetically at him, "You're here." ”

Yi Li nodded, "I've been here for a while, I want to see when you'll find me." ”

Xiyan turned off the music apologetically and put away the earbuds, "I'm sorry." ”

Yi Li shook his head, "I haven't eaten yet." ”

"Well, let's order first."

Yi Li took the menu on the table, "Do you order it yourself, or I'll order it for you." ”

"You recommend it." Xiyan said lightly.

"Believe me, then?"

"Hmm."

Yi Li set his eyes on the menu on Xiyan's body, "Why?" ”

"You're so picky about what you eat." Xiyan said simply.

Yi Li couldn't laugh or cry, "Are you praising me or disliking me?" ”

"It's all there." Xiyan said honestly.

Yi Li shook his head helplessly and ordered a few dishes that both of them liked to eat.

Yi Li looked at Xi Yan, "You really plan to attend their wedding tomorrow." ”

"Hmm."

"Why? Aren't you looking for abuse? ”

Xiyan looked at Yi Li with a firm look in his eyes, "I want to personally confirm whether he is really happy." The gentle tone was mixed with determination, but it revealed sadness and helplessness,

"Are you sure you're not going to rob the marriage?" Yi Li asked rhetorically.

Xiyan shook her head.

"And what if he's not happy?"

Xiyan was silent for a while, "I didn't think about this, since he is going to get married, I think he should be happy." I just want to see how happy he looks. ”

"Happiness?" Yi Li shook his head, "Not credible! ”

Xiyan looked at him, "Why?" ”

"Appearance, material, and smile can't represent a person's happiness, happiness can only be known by the person concerned. Unreliable! ”

Xiyan was asked

"I know him."

"What do you know about him? It's been two years, do you still think that the current Tong Hao is the Tong Hao you left? Two years, enough to overturn your memory of a person"

Xiyan asked sadly, "Has he changed a lot?" ”

Yi Li shook his head helplessly, "I'll accompany you to the wedding scene tomorrow." ”

"Hmm." Xiyan had mixed feelings in her heart, but she was more afraid, expecting him to be happy, but she was afraid to see him really happy

After the two finished eating, Xiyan felt a little tired, "I'll go back to the hotel first." ”

Yi Li nodded, "Okay." ”

Xiyan got up and walked out of the restaurant, Yili suddenly stopped Xiyan, "Aren't you willing to work hard again?" Are you willing to do that? ”

Xiyan was silent for a few seconds, and left the restaurant without saying a word or looking back.

After returning to the hotel, Xiyan lay on the bed tiredly, staring at the ceiling in a daze, his heart was empty, and his mind was empty

The empty room, the empty heart, the sadness of the body seemed to infect every cell of the body, and every cell stomped its feet in irritability and resisted: why not try to fight for it again?

Because she's scared!

afraid that Tong Hao will forget their past and no longer love her;

is afraid that Tong Hao is very happy now, and that kind of happiness is powerless that she can't bring him;

She has affection, she no longer has the courage to turn her back on her family and friends for Tong Hao

Tears slipped down the corners of his eyes, wetting the hair in his ears Tong Hao, I came just to witness your happiness, you are so happy, I should be happy for you, but why am I so sad

Tong Hao, I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you

But we can't be together anymore

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On September 18th, Tong Hao's wedding came as scheduled, and on such a festive day, some people were sad and some laughed.

Xiyan got up early, washed himself, put on light makeup, and practiced thousands of times with a smile in front of the mirror: Hey, long time no see, happy newlywed.

Hi, long time no see, happy newlywed

As he spoke, his eyes turned red. Xiyan nervously took out a tissue to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and put on makeup, afraid that the makeup would affect her state, and touched up her makeup

Take a deep breath, exhale the bitter breath in your body, and smile indifferently in the mirror again, "Hi, long time no see, happy newlywed"

Yi Li went downstairs to the hotel to wait for Xiyan, looked at Xiyan who had not come down for a long time, and dialed her phone, "Hey, are you ready?" ”

"Well, I'm fine. I'll go down now. ”

Xiyan hung up the phone, closed her eyes and made up the scene of seeing the bride and groom, and after imagining it, she picked up the bag on the bed and left the room.

When I got downstairs, I saw Yi Li, who was going to be next to the car, looking down and playing with his mobile phone, and walked up to him, "I've been waiting for a long time." ”

Yi Li raised his eyes from his mobile phone and looked at Xiyan who was wearing a cotton and linen long skirt, combing a good-looking braid, with a faint smile on his face, for a moment, he seemed to see Xiyan who was in his first year of graduate school 6 years ago

The woman who is as casual as the wind and smiles like a flower

Xiyan saw Yi Li's surprised eyes, "Is it that I am dressed inappropriately, is it too late for me to go up and change?" ”

Yi Li shook his head with a smile and said softly, "No, it's good for you to be like this." ”

"Then why did you look surprised?" Xiyan reacted in surprise.

Yi Li smiled, "Seeing you dressed like this, I think of you as a freshman in graduate school, and you don't seem to have changed at all." ”

Xiyan nodded, "Let's go." ”

Yi Li nodded and stretched out his hand in front of Xi Yan, "Today, let me protect you." No matter what happens, I will be with you until the end of the wedding. ”

Xi Yan looked at the knuckled fingers in front of him, and put his hand on Yi Li's hand, "Okay." ”

By the time the two of them arrived at the wedding site, the bride and groom had already finished welcoming the guests, and the guests had already begun to take their seats

The two took the opportunity to sneak to table 2, Xi Yan held Yi Li's hand slightly nervous, followed his steps to table 2, her eyes have been looking for the groom's corner since she stepped into the scene, but she has found nothing.

As soon as I sat down, I heard Yi Li greet Tong Qianyun, "Auntie." ”

Tong Qianyun nodded to Yi Li and set her eyes on Xi Yan, who had not been seen for a long time.

Because Xiyan had been looking for Tong Hao's figure, she didn't notice Tong Qianyun's gaze.

Yi Li pulled Xi Yan's hand, and Xi Yan looked at Yi Li.

Yi Li looked at Tong Qianyun. Xiyan followed his gaze and looked at Tong Qianyun who was sitting opposite her, feeling a little nervous, but still nodded to Tong Qianyun rudely, "Auntie." ”

Tong Qianyun nodded at her, "Hmm." ”

Yi Li looked at Xi Yan, who had been absent-minded, and whispered in her ear, "Are you looking for Tong Hao?" ”

Tong Qianyun looked at the two of them so intimately, and was a little surprised that since they entered the scene, she saw them coming in arm in arm, the two of them were together?

Xi Yan was as embarrassed as if she had been peeping at her heart, but she was trying her best to hide it, and her eyes fell in front of her, "No! ”

Yi Li smiled helplessly, put his lips to her ear and whispered, "Later, you can see Tong Hao standing under the master of ceremonies, if you can't hold back and want to cry, I can borrow your shoulder at any time." ”

When Xiyan wanted to answer if he didn't need it, there was a fake coughing sound above his head, "Ahem"

After Xiyan heard it, her heart tightened, and she missed a beat, such a familiar voice, she reflexively looked up at the source of the sound, and her heart couldn't help beating wildly, as if she wanted to jump out It was Tong Hao!

Looking at the person who was thinking about it day and night in her sight, Xiyan's eyes were irrepressibly and moistened with water and spirit All the exercises she had done before had become useless, and she had done thousands of exercises, but she still couldn't resist the haste and helplessness after the meeting, and all the pretense she had done before was panicked when she saw him

Tong Hao looked at Xiyan expressionlessly and condescendingly

After Yi Li saw it, he grabbed Xi Yan's shoulders, held her in his arms, handed the juice in his hand to Xi Yan, and said in a concerned tone, "I haven't eaten since I got up in the morning, don't starve your stomach, come, drink some juice first." ”

Xiyan awkwardly took the orange juice in his hand, lowered his head and said softly, "Thank you." ”

Tong Hao looked at the intimate distance between the two expressionlessly, and at this time, the bride Qianxi in the wedding dress came over, held Tong Hao's hand intimately, and smiled like a flower, "Tong Hao, why are you here, the wedding is about to start." ”

Tong Hao replied gently, "Hmm." Let's go. (To be continued.) )