Chapter 70: Painful Memory
Every time I go in and out of the house, I am in a different mood, I was reluctant to send Yu Qingyan away last night, and I am worried about bringing her back tonight. She was not a heinous sinner, but she always lived a difficult life, and the injustice of fate put too many burdens on her weak shoulders, which overwhelmed her and made her mentally exhausted.
"We're here." I led me all the way to the door of the house, Yu Qingyan, who was in a trance, was unconscious, and she didn't slowly raise her head and look at me until I opened my mouth to remind her.
"I see you're tired too, so you might as well go up and rest first." Seeing her bleak appearance unconsciously, my heart was sour, and my pity for her was indescribable, except to persuade her to rest, I couldn't find a better way to make her stop reminiscing.
"I'm not tired." Her pale lips trembled slightly, and she opened her mouth to reject my offer.
"With me, you don't have to force yourself." I can see the coldness and loneliness in her eyes, maybe I can't help her now, but I always want to say something warm to soothe her.
"I don't want to force myself, but I can't persuade myself." Yu Qingyan said weakly, and smiled back at me after speaking, but he really smiled reluctantly.
"Qingyan, I swear to you, I will definitely make Xia Zhongmou and Gu Feng pay a heavy price for what they did today." The blow that Gu Feng brought to her tonight was even far greater than the divorce last year, and I must ask them to repay the damage they gave Yu Qingyan.
"Don't swear to me like this, it's because I haven't been able to see him clearly in the end, no wonder who he is." She stared at my face for a long time before speaking slowly, her voice low and hoarse.
Qingyan ...... "I heard her say this, but I couldn't calm down, so I could only put all my distress and understanding in this soft call." The scars in her heart that she didn't want to touch were bloodily revealed, and the painful memories of losing her parents could not be brought over by her with a few words of understatement? She doesn't want to blame anyone, so let me bear it with her, bear her sorrow, bear her pain.
"Can you hug me?" Yu Qingyan turned his back to me and sniffed and forced something.
"If you want to cry, cry out loud, don't be afraid...... You still have me. Her gloomy back burned my eyes, and I stepped forward and hugged her tightly from behind with my broad arms, and I suddenly realized how sluggish I was, how much she needed a hug, a reassuring hug! There really doesn't get any better appeasement than this!
"Hold me tight, I feel cold." She was propped up in my arms, trembling, and her voice was a little choked. Eventually, a crystal tear rolled down the back of my hand, and she cried, tormented by the past. My heart is full of deep remorse and self-blame, why didn't I investigate Xia Zhongmou in advance, why did I take Yu Qingyan to meet the two of them so hastily? I'm to blame for all this.
"It's okay, it's all over!" Hot tears dripped on my hands and hurt in my heart, I went around to her and raised my hand to hold her face to wipe her tears for her and then hugged her tightly, "I should have hugged you like this a long time ago, I should have stepped forward to give you a firm hug, so that you no longer feel cold and no longer feel pain." I promise you that in the future, I will bear the blessings and misfortunes in your life with you. You won't be alone anymore, all of them, and I'll be there in the future. ”
"Why are you always so nice to me?" She looked up and clenched my wrist, her wet eyes full of apology. She never took other people's kindness to her for granted, she was always a strong ** woman, and her character was as tough as her name.
"Don't look at me with such sorry eyes, I did these things willingly, because I love you." After I said this, she touched my brow with her cold fingers, and at this moment she was so grateful to me that she could not say anything else.
"I'll take you upstairs to rest." After standing in the living room for a long time, I picked up Yu Qingyan horizontally, and looked down at her eyebrows and eyes full of tenderness. Between the intertwined eyes, I seemed to see in her eyes an emotion that I had never felt before—dependence.
"Okay." She leaned into my arms and whispered.
"You lie down for a while, and I'll go down and make you something to eat." Placing her on the bed, I pulled out my hand and touched her forehead, and I tried to stretch her tight brows in this way, but the sad look in her eyes did not dissipate.
"You know how to cook?" I wrapped her quilt around her, and she looked at me intently, quietly and gently.
"Just wait until there is food, don't worry about it." I don't really have much research on cooking, but I think cooking is very simple, and if you know the ratio of water to rice and the right temperature, you can probably make a porridge. I thought about it and got up and left the bedside.
"Don't go, I'm not hungry." The moment I turned around, Yu Qingyan held my hand, and the cold and delicate touch made me not want to break free. Having the perfect touch of a human being is a novel experience that I have only had since I advanced to Level 4, and I have fallen in love with it in just a few moments.
"Your hands are cold and need to be refueled." The room was filled with a yellowish glow, and I knelt beside her and whispered persuasion.
"Don't leave me alone here...... Don't go......" She stared sideways at me, her soft voice mixed with a hint of supplication.
"Okay, I'm not leaving." I think I'm more of her temperament, but it's the first time she's needed to be like this, so I don't want to say anything to her anymore, just squatting quietly by the bed to accompany her.
She wanted to speak several times, her thin lips opened slightly, her body trembled, and finally it took a lot of effort to say a sentence: "There is a secret that I have never told anyone for many years, if I sue you, will you believe me?" ”
"Yes." She was cold and silent, and she took the initiative to tell me her story, which shows that she trusts me very much, how can I not believe it.
"More than ten years ago, at the scene of my parents' death in a car accident, I saw the ...... of death"
"Seen the Grim Reaper? The Grim Reaper of the Underworld? I listened to her words, and my body and mind trembled, and my chest rose and fell violently. It's not that I haven't heard of Yin Yang Eye, but Yu Qingyan must not be, if she was the first day I met, I should have found out. The only possibility is that the Grim Reaper deliberately made her see herself!
"Hmm. Do you think I'm not mentally normal? But I did. There was a slight panic in her tone, lest I not believe it. But I am such a strange and chaotic being, how can I not believe her.
"No, I would rather believe in ghosts and gods." I looked at her seriously, hesitated for a few seconds, and then leaned over and kissed her forehead.
She did not refuse to close her eyes and feel the peace of my moment with her, and continued: "At that time, wearing a black cloak and a silver faceless mask, he descended on my dying parents and cut off my parents' souls with a huge skeletal scythe. My sister passed out, and I was the only one in the car who was still conscious, and when he left, he turned back to me and said something like this: So you are here, I will come back to you soon. ”
"Is it possible that the illusion was caused by the injury?" I hadn't been involved in anything more than ten years ago, and I was naturally more willing to think about the good when I suddenly heard her say this. If death had really haunted her, she must have experienced a lot of pain that ordinary people could not understand.
"No, I was sober and not hallucinating. Then I had a serious illness, and the words of death haunted me like a nightmare for years. After that, I also saw a lot of psychiatrists, and even lived in a psychiatric hospital, but it didn't improve...... Until...... Ahem, cough, cough, cough ......" As he spoke, Yu Qingyan's breathing began to be disordered, and finally he coughed violently.
I quickly stood up and pressed her shoulders to try to reassure her, "It's okay, it's okay...... You say slowly......"
"It wasn't until I met Gu Feng that he knew a lot of master warlocks because of his antique collection business, and he took me to Hong Kong to meet a master, and I gradually got better after a few months of diagnosis and treatment there."
"No wonder the last time I went to Hong Kong, I thought you were familiar with that...... It turned out that this was the reason...... "Gu Feng appeared when she was most vulnerable and in need of help, and then naturally married him out of gratitude, did their fate start because of this?" If so, did Yu Qingyan really love him? Or did she need him more at the time?
"Actually, the last time I went to Hong Kong, I mainly went to visit the master."
"Well, I get it." I never thought that it was this past that made her the character she is now, and if it weren't for her extraordinary perseverance, maybe her life would have been tortured long ago, because the life of the person who was targeted by death was not hard enough, there was only one way to die.
"Do you believe what I say?" Yu Qingyan asked in disbelief. The reason she kept it a secret was probably because she was afraid that no one would believe her if she said it, but I didn't happen to be as confused as she expected, and she was surprised.
"Believe, I am a ...... myself" I am a demon in the underworld, what is there to believe or not, my existence is enough to verify the truth of what she said.
"What is it?" Yu Qingyan hurriedly asked.
"Yes...... Never doubt yours. "Except for identity, I can't be completely honest, and I can give her all the other sincerity.
"Qi." She suddenly called me so affectionately, which made my heart flutter for no reason.
"Huh?"
"I feel very relieved that you are by your side at this moment." I don't know if it was her implicit love or pure gratitude, she said this.
"Peace of mind is enough." I stretched out my hand to comb the broken hair of her sideburns, the beautiful sleeping state was really moving, she was so delicate and perfect in her life, her whole body was full of fascination charm, after repeated ideological struggles, I finally couldn't hold back the impulse in my heart, leaned over and pressed her and kissed her thin lips with seductive color and smooth color.
"Hmm...... Gong ...... "After only a few seconds of struggle, she quieted down, her long hair scattered behind her back, she trembled softly, my wheezing slowly increased, and the silent world was only the rapid breathing that rose and fell with our kiss.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here." In an instant, my * fire burned all over my heart, and all kinds of evil thoughts filled my mind, and my hands climbed down her smooth face as if to confirm my heart's thoughts, and stroked her neck and back. Her delicate and charming nature has nowhere to hide, and the delicate touch of her skin makes me think endlessly...... Will her body be as bright as white jade? Are the bumpy curves enough to drive demons mad?
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