Chapter 480: Frustrated self-esteem
On the way to kindergarten, Yan Ruoxing was very nervous, her little hands were clenched, and her palms were full of sweat.
After all, this is his first time going to school, and he has always dreamed of going to school, and every time he sees a neighbor's child carrying a schoolbag and wearing a school uniform, he feels envious from the bottom of his heart.
What will his campus life be like, Yan Ruoxing is both looking forward to it and a little scared.
Yan Ruowen seemed to guess what Yan Ruoxing was thinking, and said comfortingly: "You don't have to be afraid, the teachers and classmates in the school are fine, they won't bully you, and besides, with me, they won't dare to bully you." If there's anything you don't understand, just ask me. Yan Ruowen patted his chest as he spoke.
Yan Ruoxing just looked at Yan Ruowen with a smile.
It didn't take long for the kindergarten to arrive, it was school time, and people came and went at the school gate.
Stepping out of the car and looking at the school that appeared in front of you, this is ...... Where is he going to go to school in the future? Looks...... It's really great. 、
Yan Ruowen walked to the school gate, and saw that Yan Ruoxing was still standing in a daze and didn't follow, so he hurriedly called him: "Ruoxing, let's go." ”
Yan Ruowen's voice made Yan Ruoxing pull back his thoughts, and hurriedly ran to Yan Ruowen, and the two walked into the school together.
As soon as they entered the classroom door, some classmates saw Yan Ruowen walking in with a boy they hadn't seen before, and someone asked curiously, "Who is Ruowen?" ”
Yan Ruowen stretched out his hand and put it on Yan Ruoxing's shoulder: "He is my brother, and he also came here to go to school." ”
"Your brother?" Hearing Yan Ruowen's words, everyone's eyes widened strangely,
"Ruowen, do you have a brother? Why haven't I heard you say that before? Some classmates opened their mouths curiously, looking up and down at Yan Ruowen's brother, who looked much thinner and shorter than Yan Ruowen, and looked a little malnourished.
Hearing the questions of his classmates, Yan Ruoxing couldn't help but lower his head, if his classmates knew that he was just a child adopted by Yan Ruowen and their family, I don't know what they would think of themselves, it is estimated that ...... You're going to laugh at yourself, right?
"I have a brother, why do I have to tell you?" Yan Ruowen did not directly answer the questions of his classmates, and he naturally would not tell these people that Yan Ruoxing was adopted by his parents.
"Ruoxing, there is no one sitting in the seat behind me, you can sit behind me." Yan Ruowen said and pulled Yan Ruoxing to his seat and let Yan Ruoxing sit behind him, so that he could look at him.
After a while, it was time for class, and the head teacher came to the classroom.
"There is a new classmate in our class today, new classmate, please come up and introduce yourself." The teacher naturally knew all the students in the class, and as soon as he came in, he found Yan Ruoxing, who he had never seen, and looked at him with a smile on his face.
Hearing the teacher's words, Yan Ruoxing was a little flustered for a while and failed to react.
Yan Ruowen turned his head and hurriedly whispered to Yan Ruoxing: "Go up and introduce yourself." ”
Yan Ruoxing hurriedly stood up, walked to the podium and stood beside the teacher.
The teacher smiled and nodded to Yan Ruoxing, signaling that he could introduce himself.
Feeling that the eyes of his classmates were staring at him directly at this time, Yan Ruoxing only felt a feeling of great pressure, lowered his head and lowered his eyes, not daring to look directly at the eyes of his classmates.
"I ...... My name is Yan Ruoxing and I am five years old. Yan Ruoxing's small voice came out of his mouth.
"And then? Nothing else? Let's talk about your strengths, hobbies, and dreams in the future, so that students can know you better. The teacher could see Yan Ruoxing's shyness, and put his hand on his shoulder and patted him gently, as if to comfort him.
"I ...... I don't have any special skills and hobbies, and my dreams for the future ...... I haven't thought about it yet...... "Yan Ruoxing's voice is still so small, like a mosquito.
"Uh...... Then write your name on the blackboard and let the students recognize it. ”
The teacher said and handed a piece of chalk to Yan Ruoxing, Yan Ruoxing took the chalk, but he didn't move, seeing the teacher smiling and looking at himself, the eyes of his classmates were also paying attention to himself, Yan Ruoxing could only withstand the huge pressure, and tried to write crookedly on the blackboard with his memory, Yan Ruo, these two words, because I had seen it in the hospital before, Yan Ruowen's name, but ...... The third star, Yan Ruoxing will not write.
His hand kept stopping on the blackboard, but he didn't continue to move, which made the eyes of the teacher and classmates fall on him more and more strangely.
"What's wrong?" The teacher also opened his mouth strangely.
"I ...... I ...... Yan Ruoxing for a long time, and his voice seemed to be squeezed out between his teeth, so small that he was almost inaudible: "I can't write star characters." ”
Although Yan Ruoxing's voice was very small, it was still heard by the classmates who were close to him in the first row.
Hearing that Yan Ruoxing couldn't even write his name, the classmates couldn't help but cover their mouths and snicker.
The laughter of the classmates came into his ears, making Yan Ruoxing's head droop more and more, and the hand holding the chalk was clenched, and there was a feeling that Yan Zòng's self-esteem was hurt.
He never went to school, and no one taught him to write, it was his first day at school, and it was normal for him not to be able to write.
The teacher was stunned for a moment, and then reacted to something, in order not to hurt Yan Ruoxing's self-esteem, so the teacher thought of a good way, turned around and smiled and said to the students: "The new students want the students to guess, which word is the star in his name?" Is there any classmate who can guess. ”
As soon as the teacher's question fell, a classmate immediately raised his hand to answer, and the teacher clicked a girl with a blinking double ponytail, and a very cute girl got up to answer.
"I think it's supposed to be the star in the sky."
"You guessed it, then you come up and write it, how to write this word."
So the girl ran to the podium and wrote the word star next to the two words that Yan Ruoxing had already written.
"It's very well written. This is the name of our new classmate, do you remember? The teacher asked with a smile.
"Remember!" The students were also very cooperative in their answers.
"Then new classmate, go back to your seat first."
Yan Ruoxing lowered his head and hurriedly ran back to his seat as if fleeing.
From birth to the present, even if he has been abused by his previous stepmother when he was at home, he has never felt ashamed like this, and he has not felt ashamed in public.
Yan Ruoxing was originally a child with strong self-esteem, and what happened just now made him feel that his self-esteem was frustrated
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