twenty-nine
When Liu Yunxi heard the news that Song Shaorong said that Qiao Yi'an had a fiancée and was about to get married, her mind was empty at once, like a brightly lit house suddenly losing power and suddenly falling into darkness, all of them disappeared, only boundless darkness and boundless darkness, she really wanted to hide in this darkness, don't wake up, don't face it. However, Song Shaorong wanted to wake her up cruelly, drag her out of the darkness, expose her to light and light, and let her face it, judge and bear it.
Walking from the entrance of the building to the dormitory, she seemed to have walked all her life, and the strength of her whole life seemed to have been exhausted on this stretch of the road, and she had no strength to take a step. She leaned softly on the bed, Song Shaorong's words echoed over and over again in her ears, superimposed, and the sound continued to rise, like a sneering and miserable howl coming from a haunted house, hideous and terrifying. Liu Yunxi only felt so cold and cold, she gradually shrunk herself into a small ball, her whole body trembled, it was difficult to breathe, she was about to suffocate, she instinctively breathed heavily, but her throat seemed to be blocked by something, she couldn't breathe in or out, she fought desperately, desperately restrained, and finally collapsed completely from exhaustion, crying loudly, just like the fragile embankment trying her best to fight against the raging and tumbling river, and finally couldn't resist it, and was washed open by the river. Liu Yunxi's tears poured out like this flooding river.
This night, Liu Yunxi fell asleep vaguely with tears, and in the morning, she broke open her eyes with tears. From the moment she opened her eyes, her tears never stopped, and when she changed her clothes, she changed her tears; When brushing your teeth, brushing and brushing, tears come again; At breakfast, as I ate, my nose was sore, and tears flowed down my face......
She forced herself over and over again, don't think about it, don't think about it, but the more this happens, the more she is obsessed with it, no matter what she does, the news of "Qiao Yi'an is going to get married" is like a ghost, and it doesn't bother to burrow into her consciousness, as if every qiē in front of her is a dream, and only this news and the one qiē associated with this news are reality. So that she is really like a dream, and she can't tell which is reality and which is a dream.
I didn't see Qiao Yi'an when I was running, and I didn't see it at breakfast.
Liu Yunxi's whole person was empty and fluttering, like a machine, doing the things in front of him mechanically.
Ouyang Yaya and Chen Sisi found out that their Chinese teacher was wrong when they were running in the morning, very wrong, inexplicably, and their feelings were also low, just like the gray sky, gloomy and dignified. Those who were going to inquire about the results didn't dare to investigate, and a small heart was all held by Liu Yunxi.
As soon as the morning reading was over, the teaching assistant sent a message saying that the grades were sorted out and that the class teacher could go to the teaching office to print the results and distribute them to the students.
Qiao Yi'an still did not show up.
She was also not given a phone number and no messages.
Ouyang Yaya and Chen Sisi, who have always been lively, capable and have ideas, watched the Chinese teacher lose her soul and lost her mind, and they didn't even dare to ask, for fear that they would accidentally touch the button that would make the Chinese teacher lose her soul, and completely destroy her in an instant, and even the dumb body in front of her was gone.
There is as much love as there is pain; There is as much despair as there is expectation.
Liu Yunxi let the overwhelming pain and despair wrap herself, she didn't know how to distract, she didn't know how to escape. She wanted to call Mengran, picked up the phone and stared at the screen stupidly, and put it down; I wanted to call my father, but I just dialed the number, and I hung up quickly without waiting for it to be connected; She stared at the screen of her phone, searching in the address book one by one, looking again and again, but she couldn't find a suitable candidate. Meng Ran and her loved ones can't bear to pull them into her painful world, parents, students and colleagues will not listen to her, and they will not waste time and energy for her.
At the end of school in the afternoon, she hastily explained the precautions for the holiday and let the students disperse. The student stayed at the school for two weeks, and she had been looking forward to this day, and soon the classroom was empty and quiet, and the deathly silence dragged her into the abyss of pain, and tears slipped silently down her cheeks, and she seemed to be drowned in tears, or she herself was made of tears, and from last night to now, her tears could not be stopped.
"Yunxi—" called softly with concern. It's him, Joe Ann.
Liu Yunxi turned his head suddenly, and the hint of joy that appeared on his cheeks was like a raindrop on the surface of the lake, and it disappeared after a little ripple, returning to its original state.
It's Yu Wei.
Liu Yunxi hurriedly wiped away her tears, tried to squeeze out a smile, and said, "Brother Yu, it's a holiday." ”
"Yunxi, what's wrong with you? What's going on? Yu Wei diverted her topic and asked urgently, her voice full of worry and anxiety. Obviously, he had already noticed Liu Yunxi's state today.
"It's okay, Brother Yu." I still laughed hard and tried to relax, but the tears slipped down without a fight.
"Yunxi, what happened, you tell me, I'll face it with you and solve it together, okay?" Looking at her tears that slipped like flowing water, Yu Wei felt pain and regret.
“……”
"Yunxi—" Yu Wei had already sat down across from her, his head leaning forward, staring at her nervously and worriedly.
After a while, Liu Yunxi put away her tears, her face was surprisingly calm, but her eyes were empty and she didn't look at Yu Wei. Say:
"Brother Yu, I'm fine, I'm really fine, let's go."
"Is it Joean?" Yu Wei asked suddenly.
Liu Yunxi was stunned, glanced at him, and after a few seconds, lowered his eyelids and shook his head.
Yu Wei reached out and took her phone and searched for it on the screen: "I'll call him." By the time Liu Yunxi reacted, his mobile phone had already been put to his ear. She snatched it up: "It's none of his business." ”
Yu Wei saw that her feelings had indeed calmed down a bit, and she gradually relaxed. A glance at the classroom shows that it is neat and clean, the windows are closed, the curtains are covered, and the blackboard is clean. He glanced at Liu Yunxi and said:
"Let's go, it's a holiday, there is no food in the dining hall at night, let's go to the 'Xiangchu family'?"
Liu Yunxi didn't respond or move.
Yu Wei was clubbing beside her, staring at her all the time. After a while, she slowly got up and said to Yu Wei, "Let's go." ”
When she walked through the office, Wei Shu just came out of the office, and Yu Wei greeted her: "Sister Wei Shu, come with us to the 'Xiangchu family' for dinner, right?" I'm in for a treat. ”
Wei Shu didn't answer him immediately, but looked at Liu Yunxi carefully, and then at Yu Wei, the two of them tacitly agreed, and said at the same time, "Let's go." ”
"Xiangchu family" is opposite Liu Yunxi and Qiao Yi'an eating barbecue, the owner of the stall is a middle-aged couple, at this time, they are busy out of the stall, the husband is in the barbecue, the wife puts the barbecue materials out in the same way, and there are tables and stools stacked next to it.
Just glanced in that direction, and the appearance of Qiao Yi'an sitting on the stool with his hands on his chest came to Liu Yunxi's mind. Every time he came to eat barbecue, he was in this posture, watching her eat as if he were admiring a work of art. At this time, his thin lips are naturally pursed, the corners of his lips are slightly upturned, and the lip line is naturally outlined, like a crescent moon, and the eyelids and eyebrows are all smiling, deep and gentle, elegant and quiet.
Liu Yunxi looked at the barbecue stall in a daze, looked at Qiao Yi'an who was looking at her with a smile, and the bits and pieces of her and him were like slides, playing in her mind.
He lowered the window and poked out his handsome face, he got out of the car to help her pay the fare, lent her money, went to the station to pick her up, took her to buy a mobile phone, invited her to dinner, supervised her to drink chicken soup, the first kiss he gave her, the beautiful and beautiful song he sang to her affectionately, his warm and thick embrace, his heroic posture on the basketball court......
However, how could he marry another woman like this?