Chapter 15: I Lost, I Still Lost
The next day, I asked Xueyi to lie on the hospital bed in the palace for me, I dressed as a man, and Xiaohai took Concubine Xi's token, sat in a carriage, and went out of the palace gate.
Jiu Ye was already on his way back to Xining, I sat on the carriage and rushed over with Xiaohai to find Jiu Ye, I wanted to tell him face to face, in fact, what I like is him.
Maybe it's because I feel like I'm really going to leave this world, that's why I'm so honest.
"Uh......" I sat in the carriage and vomited a mouthful of blood on my handkerchief.
"Sister, your illness is getting worse and worse, why don't we go to see a doctor first, and then go to Brother Jiu." Xiaohai looked at me crying.
"No, I think, I can't stand it anymore, I want to find the ninth master quickly, I want to say a word to him." I don't want to be without the opportunity to say, "I love you." "It's not easy to travel through time and space, and if you leave regrets, there's no chance to make amends.
"Stop." Xiao Hai shouted to the groom to stop, "Sister, you have to hold on, I'll go find Brother Jiu and let him come to see you." Seeing that I was smiling and nodding, Xiaohai put me on the carriage and left.
Xiaohai ran over, went to the town to buy a horse, and ran to Xining.
I leaned on the side of the carriage and kept telling myself: I must hold on, I must hold on, I can't let myself have regrets, I can't ......
"Uh......" A mouthful of blood spurted out again, I really didn't seem to have the strength anymore, I know, I can't hold on, I know, I can't hold on to the ninth master.
With tears in my eyes, I bit my finger and wrote what I wanted to say to the ninth master on top of my handkerchief. I folded the handkerchief and put it in the clothes on my chest, so that the ninth master would always see it.
"Ahem, cough, cough, ......" bumped all the way, and my blood kept coughing up,
Xiao Hai ran to the Xining station, and saw that the ninth master was still drinking, Xiao Hai ran over and snatched the ninth master's wine glass, "Brother Jiu, my sister wants to see you." ”
"Seeing what I'm doing, I'm not the one he likes, I'm just sympathetic, why bother to be boring...... Jiu Ye stood up and waved his hand to leave.
Xiaohai didn't want to say the word "death", but there was no way: "My sister is about to die......"
This sentence woke Jiu Ye up from his drunken dream, and Jiu Ye's eyes widened and he didn't believe what he heard.
But in the end, the ninth master still decided to follow Xiaohai to me on horseback.
However, I really couldn't hold it anymore, I couldn't hold the blood-stained handkerchief in my hand, I couldn't lift my hands anymore, I couldn't lift my eyes, I lost, I still lost......
"I lost, I still lost......" I cried out.
"You didn't lose, you are nonsense......" I heard another voice in my ear, I slowly opened my eyes, the scene in front of me was so familiar, this is my room, I am in the modern room.
"Ah, you're finally awake, I'll call my uncle and aunt......" This babbling is my good friend from before, Du Zihan.
I felt tears still in the corners of my eyes, I wiped the corners of my eyes and slowly sat up.
"Joe, you're finally okay, scared dad to death." My father, the owner of the Taekwondo gym, and the steady father, are now in tears.
"It's good to wake up, whatever you want to eat, mom will make it for you." My mother, a real estate tycoon, opened a museum by the way, a shrewd businessman, but fell in love with my father, and then separated, and they said they wouldn't tell me, there was a reason, okay, then I won't investigate.
"Mom, I just want to drink some porridge." I said lightly. "Okay, Mom will do it." My mother was also excited and burst into tears.
"I'll go too." Dad followed.
But I felt a little numb on my body, so I massaged myself a little.
"Come, I'll help you." Zihan jumped on my bed and massaged my arm: "You said that you have been in a coma for more than three months, and for more than three months, if it weren't for me and my uncle and aunt to help you massage, maybe you would be obscene." ”
"Hah..."I began to laugh at his Mandarin: "It's atrophy, not obscenity." ”
"Yes, yes, yes." After Zihan finished speaking, she immediately calmed down and looked at him with watery eyes, not knowing what she was going to do.
"Shu Qiao." Zihan hugged my neck, "What's the matter with you, you fainted in the toilet so well, and I fainted for three months, worried about us to death." ”
It turned out that I was worried that I became teary-eyed: "Okay," and I hugged him: "Aren't I okay now?" Don't cry, your clothes are going to get wet with your crying. ”
"Yes." Zihan held back her tears.
"Help me go down for a walk, I haven't exercised for a long time, and I feel like my body is no longer my own." I said with a smile.
"Let's go, I'll help you down." Zihan helped me to the living room, and she and I walked around and chatted.
"Joe, come and drink porridge." Dad brought the porridge.
"Yes." I walked over slowly and sniffed, "It's so fragrant." ”
"Xiang, you can eat more." Dad sat on the sidelines, looking at me dotingly.
"Yes." I nodded and began to eat slowly.
I've been resting at home for many days, and thinking about how many classes I've missed this semester, I'm thinking about going back to school early to make up for my tuition, and I'm going to retake the exam.
"Joe, why don't you rest at home for a few more days and go later." Mother Meng Qing stood at the door of the car and said.
"Mom, no need, look at me, isn't it good?" I took a turn to show my mom.
"Forget it, it's a good thing that the child wants to learn, let the child go." Dad Ai Ming said with a smile.
"Alright, let's go inside." Only then did Meng Qing relent.
I came to school as soon as I said "Hugh", and I told my mother that I could handle it myself, so I wouldn't let me come and help.
I dragged my suitcase back to the dormitory, Zihan was already waiting inside, "Shu Qiao, you're finally back, you see I helped you clean up, it's good." Zihan pointed to my bed and said proudly.
"Where's the good?" I looked at me in amazement, "Isn't this the same as before I left?" ”
"Hey, you don't understand, your quilt and bed sheets have been washed by me, and there is no dust, okay?" Seeing Zihan emphasize it so much, I could only smile and say, "Then, the luggage is handed over to you, and I am going to report to the head teacher." ”
"No problem. Wrap it around me. Zihan dragged the salute over.
When I came to the office, the head teacher Tong Jie said with a cute face: "Ai Shuqiao, how is your health, have you recovered." ”
"Don't worry, teacher, I'm completely fine." I nodded vigorously.
Suddenly, Teacher Tong Jie changed a lot of things like magic: "This was originally your class schedule for last semester, your class uniform for last semester, and your military training clothes for last semester...... Oh yes, you didn't participate in last year's military training, you have to participate in the next freshman military training, and if you can't complete these courses, I can apply to your superiors to help you repeat the grade. ”
When I was struggling with these schedules, I immediately shook my head, "Oh, no, I can." ”
"Okay, no problem, you can go." Tong Jie.
"No problem." I nodded and took everything from the table.
After seeing me leave, Tong Jie immediately took out his mobile phone and started playing the game.
"It seems that I have a lot of work this semester, and I have to study for a year." I took the phone, came out and began to complain, still holding the clothes in my hand, "No way, if I don't want to repeat a grade, I can only fight hard." I put my clothes on a chair in the school café and sat on the chair: "Come to the café, accompany me to the supermarket to buy something, I'm going to fight in the dormitory recently, well, bye." ”
When I hung up the phone, I sat down dejectedly and turned my head. Catch a glimpse of a familiar face in front of you, Ninth Master. Oh no, to be exact, it's Lu Zihao.
I don't know, did the ninth master see my words.
I looked at Lu Zihao, tears welled up in the corners of my eyes, and I didn't know how the final thing developed.
"Why did that girl look at you crying, you, did you him?" Lu Zihao's friend Du Baisi quipped.
Lu Zihao didn't answer, but walked over directly, in my eyes, when the tears were blurred, I thought it was the ninth master who came.
Lu Zihao sat down and said, "I heard that you are injured, it's okay." ”
"It's fine." I shook my head, I woke up, this is not the ninth master.
"Then why are you crying? Is it because three months ago, I did something to you? Lu Zihao said a little inexplicably.
"No, my eyes are in the sand." I wiped my tears.
Seeing that I was fine, Lu Zihao didn't want to speak, so he left directly.
"We? Can you be friends? I stood up and said.
Lu Zihao turned his head and looked at me with strange eyes: "I don't like girls who are upside down." Then he turned around and walked away.
Is it? Before, I didn't want you, but now, do you not want me?
"Shu Qiao, did he bully you?" Zihan walked over, stared at my teary eyes, and saw that I didn't answer, "He must be bullying you, I'll help you teach him a lesson." ”
"Zihan." I grabbed her, "No. ”
"No, I see that he has a bad attitude towards you." Seeing that Zihan was really going to fight, I grabbed him and told me everything.
"What? Through? Shu Qiao, you don't have a fever. Zihan put his hand on my forehead and looked at it.
"Nope." I took her hand down: "Haven't you watched "Xun Qin", "Love Through Time and Space" and, the very popular TV series "Step by Step", aren't they all time-traveling?" ”
"Okay, even if I believe you, then tell me, what are you crying when you stare at other people's handsome guys." Looking at Zihan's puzzled look, I lowered my head and said, "He looks like someone I like." ”
"Do you like him, or do you like that handsome guy?" Zihan.
"I don't know," I only know, "Jiu Ye and I both left our regrets in the Qing Dynasty." If he is the reincarnation of the Ninth Master, I will want to compensate him. ”
"......Zihan puffed out his hands and shook his head and said, "It's amazing, I have been reincarnated."
"You don't believe it." I was about to leave with my clothes and my phone in hand.
"Hey, don't be angry, I'm wrong, okay." Zihan took my hand and said.
"Alas," I gave her a blank look, "I'm not angry, let's go to the supermarket, OK?" ”
“OK?” Zihan followed me.
At night, I couldn't sleep, so I climbed out of bed, turned on a small desk lamp of my own, and turned on my computer. Suddenly, I saw a packaged book next to my computer, with a bow tied together, and it looked like it should be a book. I opened it curiously and looked at it, but I was surprised that what was happening in it, even the name was the same as mine, and I slowly watched it. In the end, I couldn't help but turn to the last few pages, which were the last pages of the heroine's death, and the book read:
Jiu Ye followed Xiao Hai according to the trajectory and found Shu Qiao's carriage in the woods, Jiu Ye immediately got in, but saw that there was no trace of blood on his already white face.
"Childe, it's been about two hours since the girl passed away." The coachman told Xiaohai.
"Ah......" The ninth master's exclamation startled the birds in the forest.
"Why, why didn't you wait for me to come back, why...... Since you don't love me, why can't you live well, you should live a wonderful life for me......" The ninth master held me in his arms and cried bitterly.
The ninth master carried me out of the carriage and walked all the way, tirelessly, Xiaohai followed behind......
"Brother Jiu, let your sister rest in peace." Xiao Hai is beside him, always heartache, and he can't help but cheer up, because the ninth master will have problems at any time now.
Jiu Ye just opened his mouth and said: "No, if you are alone underground, Shu'er will be lonely, I will always be by her side." ”
The ninth master walked aimlessly, and this day can be regarded as cooperating with the passing of this life, and it snowed.
The snow is getting heavier. Xiao Hai didn't speak, he kept following Jiu Ye, and the two of them kept walking on the road, from daytime to dark. The Ninth Master finally couldn't hold it anymore and fell down.
After a long time, the ninth master seemed to wake up, and the ninth master sat up: "Shu'er, where is Shu'er......"
"Ninth Master, don't worry, come with me......" Chu Daxia passed by on the way, and saw them falling in the snow, so he rescued them.
Chu Daxia took Jiu Ye to the secret room, and in the secret room, Xiao Hai was already looking at his sister on the ice coffin with a blank face.
Jiu Ye walked over slowly, looking at Shu'er's face in the ice coffin, but his face was paler.
"Miss Shu Qiao has passed away for a while, and this son said that you won't let her be buried, so I will put her on this ice coffin." Chu Daxia.
Jiu Ye stroked my face and said, "Chu Daxia, can you let Shu'er lie here all the time, I'm afraid he will be lonely underground." ”
"The ninth master and Miss Shu'er are kind to me, so naturally they can." Chu Daxia.
Jiu Ye took out the jade flute from his arms and put it in the palm of my hand, "Xiaohai, I hope that after I die, you can bury me and Shu'er together." ”
"I see." Xiaohai couldn't help it, and also cried.
"Shu'er, you wait for me, I'll come to you soon." After the ninth master finished speaking, he slowly closed the coffin lid.
"Sipa, Ninth Master, you haven't seen Sipa......" I shouted weakly, shedding tears: Why, there are still regrets between us.
"Shu Qiao, what's wrong with you." Zihan walked down slowly, saw me crying again, and comforted: "Why are you crying again." ”
"Ah......" I hugged Zihan's waist and cried loudly: "I tried everything to prevent it, but I still left regrets between us......"
"It's okay, it's okay." Zihan didn't know what was wrong with me, so he could only stroke my head.
"What? You say that the things you crossed over are exactly the same as those above? Zihan sighed and asked, thinking it was incredible.
"Yes." I nodded, "By the way, where did this book come from?" ”
Zihan was a little embarrassed and didn't know what to say: "Actually, this is my cousin's book, she was just about to release it recently, and I asked for a copy for you." ”
"Then how did your cousin know about these things?" I.
"Ahh Zihan was entangled again and said, "Shu Qiao, let me tell you, don't be angry. Actually, when you were unconscious, I would read the story from this book to you every time, and I did it because I was afraid that you would be bored......"
The story in the book? Could it be that the things between me and the fourth master and the ninth master are just a dream, and the life I have lived for more than ten years is all fake?
I can't believe it, this is what I call a crossing, this is what I have paid for more than ten years of emotional experience.
That night, I didn't sleep for a long time, and the next morning, Zihan said below: "Shu Qiao, I'll buy breakfast ......"
Seeing that I did not answer, he opened the door and left.
I didn't fall asleep, I climbed back into my seat with two big eye circles,
There's no end to the story, and I'd like to see how the rest of you are doing. (To be continued.) )