Chapter XXIII, Decisions
Another weekend. The sun was lazily swaying, the campus was as good as ever, the weekends were as good as ever, and it was as serene and calm as ever.
The sky was serene without a trace, and calm with no birds streaking by.
There are no white clouds in the sky, and there is no autumn wind.
The mountains in the distance stand quietly.
At the foot of the mountain, there was a house, and above the house, a few white, curling, pale white smoke was wafting out.
It seems to float into the air slowly with a hint of melancholy, and finally disappears into the air.
It is an inexplicable sadness, faint, as thin as paper, as thin as filament.
Just like Lin Xuewei now, she looks sad.
She habitually lies on the fence on the balcony, habitually looking into the distance, habitually looking at the sky, thinking about someone.
Chen Yanyan sighed and walked around the room.
Sometimes nervous, sometimes terrified.
The uneasiness in her heart was completely written on her face.
The graduation date is quietly approaching, and it will soon enter the final sprint.
In the third year of high school, everyone in the school is making the last effort to be admitted to a university that they are satisfied with.
Cramming momentarily, grinding guns in battle, the campus is full of suffocating smells.
Except for a few people who don't like to learn in the first place.
Struggle has been written on everyone's face.
Lin Xuewei, who should have to let go of a qiē and work hard to review, couldn't settle down in her heart at this time.
Ever since she heard about the Star Mark from Liu Xiaodong a week ago, her heart had never been at peace.
But she made a surprising decision, she was going to take a leave of absence from school and revise at home.
"Did you really decide that you want to take a break from school and go to him?"
"Yes!"
Lin Xuewei replied lightly.
She didn't know if she was right or wrong to do it, but she knew that if she didn't, maybe she would regret it for the rest of her life.
Maybe it's a week, maybe it's a month, until I see him and ask him to understand.
The age of youth, hazy emotions.
It's like the water of the old stream, clear without a trace of clutter.
Simple, pure, clear.
Is it love or liking, or is it just a hazy inexplicable feeling that you can't tell which one is love or what you like.
Who can really know?
"Aren't you afraid that Liu Xiaodong will deceive you?"
Yin Yanyan hesitated for a moment, but still pursed her lips, as if she had mustered up enough courage.
A look of pain flashed across her face.
She had thought that the wound had healed a long time ago, and that after several years of continuous treatment and recovery, it would no longer be heartbroken.
But what she didn't expect was that this wound would burst open again many years later.
It's like a weird bewitching flower, blooming bright red.
Bloody and sitting.
And so quickly, so quickly.
It's too fast to make people react at all.
Lin Xuewei bit her lip and clenched her fists tightly.
After suppressing the feelings of longing for many years, and the reason for not saying goodbye that time, there should always be an end.
Six years of anticipation, every day and night, the footsteps of longing have never stopped.
"I don't know, but as long as it's ......, even if there is a little hope, I'm going to try it."
In fact, she doesn't know how much time she has left, even if she goes to college, she doesn't know how long she can stay.
Her words seemed to be said to Yin Yanyan, but in fact, she wanted to say it to herself.
Because she was afraid that she didn't have the courage to face this qiē in front of her.
"That's good. I'm with you! ”
Yin Yanyan also wants to give herself an explanation.
For the sake of my sisters, but also for myself.
"No, it's my personal matter, and I'll take it alone."
Lin Xuewei said sincerely.
"How can you? How can you be so selfish. You're my best friend, my best sister, do you think I'm going to watch you take risks alone? ”
Yin Yanyan said angrily, she didn't know why she lost her temper so much.
"Then you can close your eyes."
Lin Xuewei joked.
"Lin, Xue, Wei, when is it now, you still make such a joke with me. I've decided, if you're going to do this, I'm going to go crazy with you. ”
"Yeon."
Lin Xuewei burst into tears and stepped forward to hug Yin Yanyan tightly.
Hot tears, hot sliding down.
"Good sister."
Yin Yanyan also hugged her tightly.
At this moment, they were all made of water and turned into tears.
There is no purest friendship than this.
"Well, when are you going to leave?"
"Tomorrow morning."
"Okay, then I'll go with you."
"Well, that's not right! Do you know the road? ”
"This." Lin Xuewei was silent, because she really hadn't been to the county seat alone. "Well, no matter. It's a big deal, ask someone to go. Lin Xuewei thought about it for a moment and took a deep breath. It seems like a very heavy decision. This decision is indeed very heavy for her. "Hmm. Good. Then let's just do it. "Hey, hey." Lin Xuewei burst into tears and laughed. Yoon Yeon-yeon also laughed along. Wait a minute. "You." Lin Xuewei turned around in surprise. Yin Yanyan frowned, and shouted angrily: "Liu Xiaodong, how did you get in." "Hey, hey." The corners of Liu Xiaodong's mouth rose slightly, outlining a charming arc. The corners of the eyes are well-defined and slightly squinted. The dark pupils were as deep as an unfathomable lake, with a faint layer of mist. The thin lips gently open a small slit, a graceful line, and draw a sad opening. "I'll take you to him. I know where to find him. "Really?" Lin Xuewei's face showed infinite joy. Yin Yanyan looked at Liu Xiaodong suspiciously, she wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say it. Although there are some suspicions, after all, this news was brought to them by Liu Xiaodong, and if this is true, then I also believe that only Liu Xiaodong can find him as quickly as possible. Now, nothing is more important to her and Xue Wei than to find him. Lin Xuewei has a big knot in her heart, and why is she not? "That's good. I'll be waiting for you downstairs tomorrow morning at six o'clock. After speaking, Liu Xiaodong left without looking back. The moment he turned around, a tear slipped from the corner of his eye and dripped onto his collar. "Xue Wei, actually, I don't want you to see him, because of him now. If you had seen him now, I fear you would have lost even the last shred of hope. When Liu Xiaodong made such a decision, his heart went through countless struggles. He once thought that Starmark's departure was his best chance to pursue Xue Wei. But it's been almost six years, and Yiqiē seems to be still in the same place. If you compare it carefully, Xue Wei hates herself even more than before. He never understood why. Even if her heart is made of stone, six years, it should be touched and melted. It's just that as a result, it gets worse. The relationship between the three of them, each of them is so stubborn and persistent. It hurts a lot, but he refuses to let go. No one feels happy, but they still like someone regardless of it. Even if there is no hope and there is no future in sight, we must continue to persevere. The happiest person is Starmark, but unfortunately he doesn't seem to be the same person he used to be. It's been almost six years since the star marks disappeared, and it's time for these tangled feelings to come to an end. Does he still like Xuewei? Liu Xiaodong didn't know, didn't want to know, and was even more afraid to know.