Chapter 108: Change
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At seven o'clock in the morning, a piercing alarm rang, waking up Feng Tong's almost unconscious mind.
"Huh...... Brother, the time I can cultivate is getting shorter and shorter, I really don't know if I can be admitted to the First Military Academy as you wish and find that person...... Perhaps, after a certain cultivation, he will never wake up again......" Feng Tong sighed self-deprecatingly, raising his hand to cover his eyes, covering the tears of despair in his eyes.
The physical technique is cultivated in the burst of muscles, the spiritual power of mental power cultivation, but who is like him, every time he cultivates, it is like being tortured, and the pain has changed from being like hitting his brain with a heavy hammer at the beginning, to now, it has turned into stabbing his soul with a needle......
Even if he was willing to endure pain, the body's protective instincts did not allow it, and each time a more complete coma spoke for itself. Just like now, after cultivating all night, not only is the person not a little energetic, but the whole person seems to have been fished out of the water, and his face is even more pale and terrifying. In this way, he has no qualifications to give up except death......
Who made his most beloved brother suddenly unconscious, and before he fell unconscious, he asked him to enter the First Military Academy?
Feng Tong stumbled to his feet, slowly opened the curtains, and in an instant, the winter sunlight poured down on the ground, dispelling the gloom in the house. Feng Tong breathed the fresh air urgently, greedily felt the warmth in the air, wantonly looked at the objects in his sight, and felt the warmth of being alive, but when his eyes focused on a certain point, his eyes were suddenly stung, and the wolf fell back into the shadow of the window......
In Feng Tong's eyes, Li Nian sat idly on the steps under the eaves. Holding her knees with her hands, looking up at the rising sun in a daze, the warm winter sun also favors her very much, draping her with a layer of golden veil, so beautiful that people want to make time stand still...... Li Lan, Li Zi, and Li Hong stood quietly on the left and right like three protectors, while Jiang You manipulated the sharp knife in his hand with ease, and with the graceful movements, one by one the neat egg cakes like works of art flew to the plate and folded quickly and neatly.
Even the strange man who squatted in the corner, from time to time with resentful and aggrieved eyes, was so vivid...... Only him. Only him. So humble and ugly......
Feng Tong gritted his teeth and hammered his head, someone looked so happy, why did he feel resentful?
"Feng Tong, come down to eat." seemed to feel Feng Tong's gaze. Li Nian looked sideways at Feng Tong's room. Smile and wave. It wasn't until a bony arm stretched out from the wind-blown curtain that Li Nian smiled and continued to think.
Yesterday, Li Nian didn't sleep all night. As if masochistic, he recalled his life in his previous life over and over again, and even gritted his teeth to "taste" Li's early evaluation, and then he was in high spirits until the morning......
After a night of hard thinking, Li Nian gave himself an evaluation: his heart is higher than the sky, his life is thinner than paper, he is stingy with paying, and he lives in a daze.
First of all, the unfamiliar society made Li Nian miserable. Li Nian is a woman, a scarce woman in the interstellar era, but to enjoy the convenience brought by being a woman, you must have to pay. But the problem is that Li Nian doesn't want to enjoy the convenience of being a woman, let alone pay the price, she has been living in the 21st century and has never integrated into this era of frequent suffering and no human rights.
Secondly, his nature made Li Nian painful. The tragedy of her mother made Li Nian grow up quickly, and she was more determined to be a big tree that could shelter herself from the wind and rain without relying on others. However, perhaps due to genetics, Li Nian's character is weak, sensitive, and suspicious, and he is not as strong and resolute as a big tree...... And Li Nian resolutely refused to be Ling Xiaohua...... The conflict between nature and belief makes Li Nian suffer from time to time.
In the end, Li Nian felt that she had a heart disease. Because of her parents, on the one hand, she was afraid of emotions and tried her best to suppress her emotions, and on the other hand, she was pathologically longing for eternal and unchanging pure feelings, so that the harsh standards finally distorted her emotions. Once, Li Nian loved Ben Serra so much, but when she died, her resentment of Li Fei was stronger than her resentment of Ben Serra...... Li Nian was confused, did she really love Ben Serra? Is love that can't resist the passage of time love? Also, Li Nian thinks that she can give her life for Li Zao, but she has been deceiving Li Zaozao from beginning to end, so are the feelings full of deception also sincere?
"If love, affection, and friendship are full of deceit, bitterness, and trepidation, then let these feelings be abandoned!" Li Nian muttered to herself like a demon, but then she became more distressed, if she was the only one in the world, what was the difference between being imprisoned in her previous life?
"If it's me, I don't care what kind of love and affection it is, I can grab it if I want to, as long as it becomes mine, it will always be mine, and if someone else dares to make a move, he will chop his hand, and if he dares to make a move, he will waste his foot." Seeing Jiang You's slightly frowning eyebrows, Li Zao interjected in his heart, interrupting Li Nian's thoughts.
As a person who understands Jiang You's details, Li Zao can pinch a cold sweat for his actions yesterday as long as he empathizes, hoping that on the basis that he is very knowledgeable and has not caused serious consequences, he can let him go.
"Xiaoyou, if you love someone, but there is a big thing to hide from her, is this pure affection? Also, if you love someone, but the gap between status and thought is very large, and even pain accounts for more than happiness, will you still insist on this love? Li Nian asked Jiang You, as for Li Zao's Jianyi, Li Nian thought that as a naïve man who was full of violence and was not yet mature with her, she didn't need to pay attention.
"Ah Li, in fact, I have a big secret to hide from you......" Jiang You looked at Li Nian's eyes wide in surprise with amusement, and then continued to add, "I will sue you when the opportunity is right in the future." However, I can guarantee that this secret will definitely not harm Alley, and I can also guarantee that even if I have a big secret hidden in my heart, it will not affect my allegiance to Alley, can Alley believe it? ”
Li Nian nodded.
"Look, how simple things are, as long as the feelings are real, the happiness is real, what about some deception, in this world, there is no completely transparent person." Jiang You said very calmly but very convincingly, "As for painful love, I feel that even if it hurts, if I want to love, then love, if I feel that I can't bear it, then leave." ”
"But won't you feel unwilling to leave, this person obviously belongs to me, but it will belong to someone else in the future." Li Nian continued to ask.
"Even if a strong person is, there will be regrets, so learn to let go and choose things that make you regret less. Of course, people have to become stronger to have fewer regrets. "While making chicken soup for the soul for everyone, I didn't forget my job of cooking, and soon, breakfast was ready.
"Then, what if it's Adou who can't be helped?" Li Nian asked.
Li Nian sometimes thinks, obviously so many advantages are so aggrieved, is she a dou who can't be supported?
"Then find a few more Zhuge Liang by your side." Jiang You knocked Li Nian's head.
"Find a few more Zhuge Liang, as long as Adou puts forward his dream, Zhuge Liang will help him complete it...... Zhuge Liang? Li Nian's eyes lit up several degrees, and he looked at Jiang You excitedly, "Could it be that you are also ......?"
Li Nian consciously understood Jiang You's big secret, and he was excited and apprehensive.
"It's not." Jiang You shook his head affirmatively, "When the time comes, I will sue you." ”
"Oh." Although Li Nian didn't ask again, the others obviously felt that the atmosphere between Li Nian and Jiang You had changed, as if they were people of the same world.
As for Li Fei, who was far away in the sky, after collecting the information and finding the answer in the interstellar library materials, he also had his own guess, which was the beginning of Li Nian's own rebirth vest and began to "cross" the vest again. (To be continued...... )