Chapter 11, Torn
In a quiet environment, especially in the dead of night, it is easy for people to fall into deep thought.
Yin Xingji's thoughts were gradually pulled back to reality.
At this time, Yin Xingchen fell into another kind of contemplation.
Thinking about it, he suddenly understood one thing.
- He knew that he really liked her, the cute girl who always had a beautiful and sweet smile on her face.
Yin Xingchen thought to himself: It's just her, will she like me the same?
If yes, then what should I do?
Should he go against his parents' wishes for him?
She once told me that I was so good to him like his big brother!
Big brother like that?
Isn't that one of my favorites?
But is this liking the same as my liking for her?
Yin Xingji knows that this feeling is called liking, but will it be love?
"Love, like, is that the same?"
Yin Xingchen thought about it, and unconsciously muttered to himself.
He felt that love and liking seemed to be very hazy, and the hazy made people feel a little inexplicably sad.
"Of course, love and liking are not the same."
There was a girl's voice, which came from behind Yin Xingji, and the moon and stars lit up her figure.
This sound was originally very sweet and crisp, but in the dead of night, when people listened to it, they couldn't help but feel cold.
"Who!"
Yin Xingji turned his head suddenly, his heart beating wildly because he was frightened.
It was a little girl, about 12 or 3 years old, tall and tall, wearing a princess dress in a big red suspender pajamas, and her hair was draped over her shoulders.
That..., girl.
Standing quietly behind Yin Xingji.
Her figure, in the dark night, is as terrifying as a ghost, leisurely.
"You... You want to scare me to death! ”
Yin Xingji patted his X breast, panting heavily.
"Hey, hey! I'm scared of you. ”
This person is none other than Yin Yanyan.
She smoothed her windswept hair and smiled happily.
During the day, she saw Yin Xingji's mother coming to him, and he ran to the door happily.
It's just that she didn't expect it.
When he came back again, he seemed to be very unhappy.
She wanted to ask him, but she was too embarrassed to ask, and she was afraid that he would ignore her.
At night, she was alone, in her pajamas, lying quietly on the bed.
She likes Yin Xingji, and she has been starting since a very early age.
He didn't confess, she knew that Yin Xingji didn't care about herself.
If you like someone, as long as you look at him from afar, as long as he is happy, you will be content.
He was a little worried about Yin Xingji, and remembered Yin Xingji during the day, how unhappy he looked.
Thinking about it, I couldn't sleep, so I went out for a walk, but I didn't expect to see Yin Xingji sitting here alone.
"How could it be you?"
Yin Xingji returned to his original posture, and his expression returned to his original appearance.
Indifference, like the wind in this dark night, a little chilly.
"It's not me, so who do you think it is? Xuewei? ”
Yin Yanyan smiled and sat down next to Yin Xingji, and deliberately leaned close.
When Xue Wei was mentioned, her stomach hurt.
"How did you know I was here?"
Yin Xingji didn't look at him, but just looked at the other side with a somewhat dull gaze, which was where Lin Xuewei was.
She should be very happy sleeping now, maybe she is still having a beautiful dream, but I don't know if there will be me in that dream.
"I couldn't sleep, so I sneaked out. I walked and walked and came here, and I saw you. ”
Yin Yanyan's heart suddenly became cold, and there was a feeling of pain like being torn.
He didn't care about himself at all.
Even if it's a caring look.
He's still like that, why is he always so indifferent to me.
She thought to herself, "Am I really less than one ten-thousandth of Xue Wei's?" ”
"Oh!"
Yin Xingji stood up, stretched slowly, and walked forward slowly.
"Marks!"
Yin Yanyan also immediately stood up, I don't know if it was distress or stomach pain, and I felt very uncomfortable in my chest.
Screaming Yin Xingji, he almost looked like he was about to fall.
"You know what? Actually..."
Yin Yanyan felt that she was very uncomfortable now, an indescribable feeling.
"Huh! It's cold outside, you better go back, I just want to be alone for a while. ”
Yin Xingji paused, and after speaking, he continued, walking forward slowly.
"Yin Xingjian, I hate you. I hate you to death, I will hate you for the rest of my life! ”
Yin Yanyan looked at Yin Xingji's back as she gradually left, she was crazy, hissed, and shouted angrily.
She shouted out all the anger she had accumulated against her, and in this deep night, with a sad aura, she seemed so sad!
"Oh!"
Yin Xingjian's heart was also uncomfortable, but he still chose not to look back.
Yin Xingji didn't look back, and Yin Yanyan didn't want to chase it.
She stood in place, looking at Yin Xingji stupidly.
The heart is extremely lost.
Suddenly, as if she was going crazy, she turned around and ran.
Hiding his face, tears fell quickly like a pearl that had fallen off the line.
Yin Xingji seemed to feel it, but he didn't chase it, nor did he look back at her, from beginning to end, he didn't look back and glanced at Yin Yanyan.
It's not that he doesn't want to, but he doesn't dare.
There are some things that have no result, so why give hope?
The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.
The discomfort will be more intense.
Yeon-yeon, I'm sorry.
I believe that there is such a person, who must be in a certain place, waiting for your arrival.
I'm not the one you want in the future, the one who can give you happiness in the future.
I have you in my future, the one who will protect you.
The one who wants to see you happy.