Chapter 169: Memories
"Don't worry about this, since I'm back now, then I won't let him suffer any harm, I'm not afraid of the Shadow Killing Palace, if they force me, then I really don't dare to make them pay the price." ”
Hong Yu pursed his lips and said indifferently.
"Do you still have contact with her, or have you already broken off contact?" Hearing Hong Yu say this, Ma Cheng looked at him curiously, but his tone was full of seriousness, and his face was not only curious, but also with a trace of solemnity.
"What happened back then was that I did something wrong, I was sorry for her, but I still haven't come out of that shadow, so I can't go to see her, if I go to see her, I definitely can't control my emotions, so it's better not to see her. ”
Listening to Ma Cheng's question, Hong Yu shook his head helplessly, and a pair of deep eyes instantly became confused.
"Do you know that she has come to me many times over the years, and has been asking me where I was, but I didn't tell her, she always thought you were gone, and you really didn't plan to see her.
I really can't blame you for what happened back then, you also have a hard time, but if you keep avoiding her like this, she will feel uncomfortable, after so many years, what grievances and grievances can't be let go?" Ma Cheng stepped forward and patted Hong Yu's shoulder, his tone deep but full of persuasion.
"Don't say it, even if she won't blame me, but I can't forgive myself, for so many years, I've been avoiding her, just because I can't get out of the hurdle in my heart. ”
Hong Yu's pupils shrank slightly, his tone was full of remorse, and his expression was also full of remorse.
"But after so many years, you have been treating yourself like this, I know that you still love her in your heart, but can't you give yourself a chance, give her a chance?"
"For so many years, whenever I was alone, I would think back to that incident, I thought about forgiving myself, but I found that I couldn't do it at all, I tried to find her, but I couldn't.
Do you know? Old horse, I really miss her very much, I have secretly seen her, at that time I really wanted to go up and meet her, but I found that I didn't dare, I only dared to hide in the corner and secretly look at her, really, I was really satisfied at that time. ”
Hong Yu found a place and sat down slowly, his old face was already covered with tears, and a pair of deep eyes continued to flow out of crystal tears.
"Really, time can really erase everything about that incident back then, she has already forgiven you, but why can't you forgive yourself, all she needs is an apology from you, but you can't bear to apologize and refuse to say, how do you tell her to give you the stairs, not to mention that she has been looking for you for so many years, as long as there is a little news about you, she is not far from Jian'an, but every time there is no result.
Every time he meets me, he always talks about you, and every time he asks me if I have any news about you, but I don't add your place and tell her, because I want to wait for you to figure it out yourself, you go to her yourself, and then you can get the best result.
And Lao Hong, have you ever thought about how old you are now? How old is she now? You don't have much time, in these short years, all she needs is your company, if you don't accompany her, then do you plan to let her grow old with regrets, then you will feel more guilty.
How wonderful the time the three of us experienced together back then, she liked you, and you liked her, I saw all of this, and I also knew the feelings of the two of you.
Then it happened, and there was a rift in your relationship with him, but I know that you still love her, and she still loves you the same.
But why are you still unwilling to give yourself a chance, still unwilling to give yourself a step, and still unwilling to give the two of you a chance to get back together?
Lao Hong really, don't be obsessed, go to her, wait for the end of this exchange competition, you go to him, after the two of them made the things of the year clear, everything was solved. ”
Ma Cheng admonished Hong Yu bitterly, he really hoped that Hong Yu could step out of the hurdle in his heart, face the world again, and then go to her.
"Lao Ma, you don't need to say, I know all this, but I really don't have the courage to face her, I keep reflecting on myself, and I keep cheering myself up, but there is really no way, I really can't face her, although I know that she still loves me and can still forgive me for what I did, but now I really can't forgive myself.
That incident hit her too hard, and it hit me too hard, these things should have been borne by me alone, but she was willing to help me carry everything, I really didn't dare to face her, old horse. Speaking of this, Hong Yu had already cried silently, like a child, without caring about his image at all.
He kept wiping his face with his white robe, and he didn't care about the muddy tears that stained the white robe.
Ma Cheng, who was also dressed in a white robe, got up slowly, and then came to Hong Yu's back and kept patting him on the shoulder.
"Lao Hong, do you still remember the meaning of our robe? When the three of us were in this world, how happy and chic it was, and the white-robed trio knew and everyone knew it.
At that time, the three of us also broke out in this world, it was because of the conflict between the two of you, so our trio was forced to break up, at that time you walked your single-plank bridge, she walked her sunny way, but in your heart, neither of you has let go of each other, so many years, it is still the same.
After that incident, you didn't remarry, she didn't remarry, you know very well in your heart, what does this mean? You still have her place in your heart, and that position can't be replaced by others, she still has your place in her heart, and that position can't be replaced by others. ”
Ma Cheng said to himself like this, he didn't care what Hongyu thought or did at all, because this was the emotion in his heart.
These things have also been held in his heart for many years, and he has never had the opportunity to tell Hong Yu, but now that he has finally found this opportunity, he naturally wants to tell all his feelings for so many years.
"Don't talk about it, old horse, let me think about it, I will definitely give you a satisfactory answer, please give me a while longer, okay? After this exchange competition is over, I will give you a satisfactory answer, now I really can't give you an answer." Hong Yu held his head and his facial expression was extremely painful, and his tone was full of vicissitudes.
From his actions and words, you can see how much Hong Yu's heart is struggling and painful now.
"Yes, I really hope you think about it during this time of the exchange competition, and I'm sure she's also waiting for your reply. Ma Cheng nodded, agreeing with Hong Yu's statement, and then took out a towel and gently handed it to Hong Yu.
"Tell you one more thing, I hope I tell you about it, and then you can make the right choice. At this time, Ma Cheng's tone instantly became serious, and his eyes stared at Hong Yu.
Hong Yu handed him the towel as a result, then wiped his face casually, raised his head and looked at him and said slowly: "Say, what is the matter?"
"Wait a minute. Ma Cheng patted Hong Yu on the shoulder, and then quickly left the room.
After a while, Ma Cheng directly held an incomparably delicate box in both hands, walked in slowly, and gently handed the box to Hong Yu before he spoke: "You take a good look at this thing." ”
"What is this?" Hong Yu asked as he took the box and looked at Ma Cheng curiously.
"This is what she gave me the last time she came to me, and I was going to give it to you the last time you saw me, but because of that incident, I didn't give him to you, but now I'm giving it to you. ”
Hong Yu slowly opened the box, and suddenly an incomparably delicate white magic robe appeared in the air in the box, Hong Yu took it out, and saw a line of graceful handwriting at the bottom of the magic run, slowly appearing: Holding the hand of the son, growing old with the son.
Looking at this magic robe and the eight juanxiu small characters, Hong Yu's tears that had just stopped suddenly burst out of his eyes again, and this time he no longer controlled himself, and his voice was extremely loud and cried.
"Lan is I'm sorry for you, really I'm sorry for you, I should have gone to you earlier, you have waited for me for so many years in vain, rest assured, after this exchange competition is over, I will definitely go to you, at that time, no matter what you ask me to do, I will not hesitate to help you complete it."
I want to win your forgiveness with practical actions, and I want to use the rest of my time to make up for the wrong thing I did back then, and the evasion of you all these years. ”
Looking at Hong Yu's painful appearance and what he said, Ma Cheng suddenly showed an extremely pleasant smile.
"If what you just said is true, then I will forgive you now. Suddenly, a slightly old female voice came out slowly behind the door, but it must have been very sweet when she was young.
Listening to the sound that came, Hong Yu in pain suddenly froze, and was stunned in place, without any movement for a long time.
"Lan, is it you, is it really you, why are you here?" After raising his head and seeing the slightly old face, Hong Yu suddenly stood up in a hurry like a child, and said in an extremely panicked tone.
Then Hong Yu wanted to reach out and touch the face that was old but still charming, but as if he thought of something, he quickly stretched out his hand back.
Then Hong Yu's old hand didn't know where to put it for a while, and he was embarrassed in place.
"It's me, for so many years, I've always thought that you had disappeared, and kept asking around for your news, I'm afraid that I will never see you again, many times I will dream, dream that you come to me, dream that we live together in the life of idle clouds and wild cranes.
But every time I woke up, I found that it was a dream, a dream that was very real.
But now that dream has come true. The old woman who suddenly appeared and was also wearing a white magic robe, grabbed Hong Yu's hand and gently placed it on her face, tears flowing from the corners of her eyes.