Chapter 50, On the Road to Heaven
"I'm waiting for you on the way to heaven. Shall we walk together? Xiaodong called her again and again.
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Walking, together, heaven?
Lin Xuewei looked down at her toes.
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Can it really be?
"To heaven?
Does she have such qualifications?
Even if there is, I am really willing and willing to let go of the one in this world.
Including all your loved ones.
Friends, and a whole bunch of very good classmates.
She slept groggy, tired, hungry and thirsty, and in addition to the wind and rain, she also developed a high fever.
She suddenly felt so tired, so tired.
If only I had been sleeping like this.
That way, you don't have to worry about it so much.
It's silly to wait, missing someone.
How many years have I been waiting, relying on the memories of the past, and I have persevered until now.
That day.
She planted the seeds of hope with joy, thinking that when they met, they would bloom with special happiness.
It's just a pity that the ending in exchange for this is sad.
For Xiaodong's affairs, she really hated him, if it weren't for him, Xiaodong wouldn't have died.
However, in fact, the person who should really hate is himself.
If it's not for yourself, then you can't let go.
Such persistence can also be said to be a kind of stubbornness.
Maybe it wouldn't be what it is now.
I'm really tired.
When I thought of Xiaodong's appearance, I didn't know how to explain this qiē to his grandmother.
And that person, whether she hates, or not.
Or just ignore it later?
Emotional things, can you really say that you can let go of them?
After so many years of missing, can you really abandon it like this?
Bother.
It's annoying.
It's very annoying.
What to do?
Why is there so much trouble in this world?
Forget it when you're dead.
When you die, you are all liberated.
It's dead, it's a hundred.
Don't worry about anything.
It's just that if you really die.
So, is it really possible to put down a qiē?
Is it really liberating?
Xue Wei felt that it was getting harder and harder to breathe.
It was as if death was beckoning to her.
Death, are you here to take me away?
If you take me away, then I can really be free and have no worries?
It's annoying, it's so tangled.
Oooo
There were footsteps, and there were voices of talking.
This voice.
Ah, it's them.
Could it be them?
It can't really be them.
Xue Wei opened her eyes suddenly.
She was lifeless, as if she was returning to the light, her cheeks were rosy, and her breath seemed to be much smoother.
There were really two people, two people coming this way.
But Xiaodong's figure disappeared.
He must have been disappointed.
I'm disappointed in me.
He's on that side, won't he be very unhappy?
In a daze, Xue Wei felt that there was a figure that looked very familiar.
That person, why is he so like his sister, Yin Yanyan.
Oh, and there's another figure that looks so familiar.
It's just so familiar, a little unfamiliar.
Why do humans have memories, and they are still so long.
There are some things that you want to forget and don't want to look back, but it keeps reappearing.
It is said that the memory of a goldfish is only seven seconds.
Only in this way, in the fish tank, you won't feel lonely.
Seven seconds have passed, and every qiē is new.
What if you were a goldfish?
Isn't there so much trouble that way?
In a trance, tired, sleepy, like a force as big as a thousand gold, invaded her.
Overwhelmed by the eyelids, they closed them again inappropriately.
Xue Wei just felt as if the power had gone out, and suddenly it went dark in front of her.
If only I were a goldfish.
In this way, there is really no need to worry about one qiē.
Goldfish, Xue Wei seems to have gradually changed her body, as if she is really going to become a goldfish.
It's just a pity that it's still one step behind, just when she thought she could.
Footsteps getting closer and closer.
and voices that are becoming more and more familiar.
It's them, yes.
It's really them.
I didn't expect them to come here too.
Not sure why.
In fact, the two men didn't see her at all, and they didn't say anything about her.
But Xue Wei just felt that it was like an invisible sword, pointing directly at her heart.
Sometimes, there are things that are intangible, but they hurt more than the tangible.
Such as the disloyalty of love, and the betrayal of friendship.
Love, Xue Wei still doesn't quite understand the feeling of marks, but now, she doesn't seem to understand whether it's just like or love.
Or nothing.
But friendship is as real as it gets.
A sister who has been with Yin Yanyan for so many years, she is now with the person she hates the most.
Although, she already knew before that Yin Yanyan went back for something.
However, I didn't expect that when this was the case, I felt uncomfortable.
It seems to be hate, like the feeling that my favorite toy is now in the hands of my best playmate.
Xue Wei suddenly woke up and opened her eyes violently.
Although the head is still so weak and weak.
But there seems to be an invisible force that is pulling her.
As much as she would love to sleep a little longer, if she did, maybe she would really be free.
Follow Xiaodong to the place called Heaven.
Heaven, that should be beautiful.
Xue Wei secretly smiled bitterly.
"Yes, but so what?"
Xue Wei stubbornly tilted her head to the side, making her tone as fierce as possible.
She had to return to the harsh reality.
She wanted to be angry, but facing him, especially his eyes, seemed to have some kind of magic.
Even when you're angry again, you can't get angry.
"Wei, me."
Yin Yifeng wanted to speak and stopped.
The originally arrogant face was full of guilt at the moment.
Some injuries happen when they happen, and they don't change if you're sorry.
"Xiaodong, he, is he okay?"
Yoon Yeon-yeon seemed to sense something.
She asked tentatively.
This is a question she wants to ask, but at the same time, she is also asking it for someone.
It's just that such a question suddenly made the three of them fall silent at the same time, and it seems that there is no sound of breathing.
"Wei, can you take me to see Xiaodong in Wujian?."
In the end, it was Yin Yifeng who broke the silence between the three.
Xue Wei was silent.
Stop talking.
When Yin Yanyan wanted to ask again, she was stopped by Yin Yifeng.
"Don't force her."
"But."
Yin Yanyan looked at Xue Wei with expectant eyes.
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Wei, I beg you.
I don't want you to be sad and embarrassed.
But the star mark, he ......" Yin Yanyan's expectant eyes were like a flying knife, straight into Xue Wei's heart.
Xue Wei hesitated, but finally bit her lip and nodded with great difficulty.
"Alright, you guys come with me."
Is this a compromise?
Is this really the right thing to do?
Is Xiaodong still willing to see him?
If not, is my sin even greater?
Xue Wei's heart was entangled again.
The heart is entangled, but the feet have already stepped away.
Is the body and soul separated?
Is this really the right thing to do?
Xiaodong, I'm sorry.
If you don't want to see him, maybe I can't help you again.
I beg your pardon.
Okay?
Suddenly, Xue Wei felt that her eyes were dark, and she fell down.
I'm tired, I'm tired.
I'm really tired, but can I really get some sleep?
Is it really okay to get some sleep?
Xiaodong.
Xiaodong, let me sleep.
I don't want to see anyone anymore.
I'm so annoyed.