Chapter 245: Abandonment
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Yes, it's scary to be taken advantage of when you're being exploited, but it's the stupidest thing to dodge because of this. Only when you learn to turn your weaknesses into your strengths will you say that it is the best thing for you. After all, even if the weakness is ruined by you, the consequences of the incident will always come to your mind, and it will make you haunt it and remember it for a lifetime, and at that time, it will become your real weakness, and you have no resistance to it.
No matter what Lian Xunqin thought, he only understood one thing in the end, that is, if he wanted to solve Ye Wei here now, it would definitely not be a good thing for him. Even if he did not act, and when she made a choice to abandon when she was faced with a difficult situation, his condemnation of his conscience would become his weakness in the future. In this case, it is better to turn Ye Wei into her own advantage according to what she thinks, only if she becomes her own advantage, will she not drag herself down, not her weakness.
It's just that now, he still hasn't figured out what advantage Ye Wei has to deter others and make others dare not threaten him with her? No matter how you look at it, it seems that this potential has never appeared in her, right?
But now this time is not enough for him to think about such an esoteric question, and the top priority now is just to get out of this predicament as soon as possible and go out to save Ye Wei from fire and water. But he is really ridiculous, because he didn't think of a way to get out, he actually came up with this bad idea, wanting to take the opportunity to fall Ye Wei here. He didn't want to think about it, if she really left him, would he really be willing to do it?
If what I envisioned really came true, there would be a day in the future where I would sigh and sigh how good it would have been if I hadn't made this wrong decision. All in all, this decision is the most correct for me now, after all, if I regret it later and save her at this time, I can do something for my regret in the future. However, if you ignore everything now, then when you regret it later, you will be able to undo nothing.
However, it doesn't matter if he thinks so much now, after all, he hasn't figured out a way to break free from this illusion until now, and thinking about these things here doesn't have any effect at all, because if he hadn't left here to save Ye Wei, all his fears would become the fact that he was most afraid of, and he would continue to fall into the idea of not succeeding in rescuing Ye Wei for the rest of his life, and that was the real thing that he couldn't get rid of.
Now he is here and can clearly hear the voices outside, including Ye Wei's shouts now, although he can't see anything, but this close voice makes him feel as if he is there, as if the scene that Ye Wei is happening now is playing out in front of him, and he can see it clearly, but there is nothing he can do.
Wait, what I am now trapped in is my own illusion, then in this illusion must be the thing I am most afraid of, and the reason why I am here is because what I am most afraid of is that Ye Wei will leave her, but she has already left here once, and she still hasn't woken up, so can you speculate that if you can overcome Ye Wei's fear of leaving you, will you be able to leave this illusion?
After all, the illusion is arranged for the things that you are most afraid of, so if you are not afraid of the things you are most afraid of, then it will not work at all, and it will be broken. He was afraid that Ye Wei would leave him, and it stands to reason that if he let Ye Wei promise in front of him that she would not leave him lightly, he would be able to put his mind at ease, but the most difficult thing now is that Ye Wei himself cannot appear in his illusion, so his fear needs to be overcome by himself, and he needs to believe that Ye Wei will not leave him with his heart.
Because this illusion is from the heart, if you can't convince yourself to believe Ye Wei from the bottom of your heart, then how can this illusion be broken? In other words, if you can believe from the bottom of your heart that Ye Wei will not leave you, then the weakness formed by this illusion will no longer exist, which means that this illusion will be broken.
So now the question is, what should I do to be able to believe Ye Wei from the bottom of my heart? It's because he doesn't believe in her and doubts her that he will appear in this illusion now. Since he couldn't trust her in his heart, and he was always afraid of her leaving, how could he trust her not to leave in such a short period of time? In such a long time together, I couldn't make him believe that she wouldn't leave, and it was even more impossible in such a short time, but now there is only this road in front of him, and he has to go, otherwise there is no way out.
Lian Xunqin knew that what he should be thinking about was reminiscence, maybe there were some details in the previous memories that were enough to prove that she would not leave him. However, now time is racing against time, every second is flying, for which he is already anxious, and because his heart is still very urgent, how can he calm down and think about the details?
Details details, the most important thing now is the details, think about it, what details can prove that she will not leave herself? It's already like this now, it's useless for you to be so anxious, if you don't hurry up the time, then she will only be hurt more, what you should do now is not to be very urgent in your heart, but to calm down and think about it, she can only rely on you now, if even you panic first, then she really has no choice.
Lian Xunqin kept telling himself to calm his mind, otherwise he would be at a loss at all, both because of the predicament that Ye Wei was suffering from now, and because of his previous thoughts to remedy it.
What are the details that prove that she cares about herself? Lian Xunqin thought about it, getting along like water every day, it seems, there is nothing special that can prove that she will not leave her, she is not good at showing her care.
Generally speaking, she is very coarse, and she will only find out that she cares later, but just the little warmth and intimacy reflected in the subtleties are the reasons why she will not leave herself? She is only the truest version of herself when she is facing herself, but is this a reason not to leave? She often touches herself and smiles happily, and this smile can only be seen by herself, but is this a reason not to leave? (To be continued.) )
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