After comforting himself for a while, Xiao Chengqi turned his head and adjusted his feelings.

walked up to Gu Xi and said in a good voice: "You can say anything, you can't just say anything about divorce, we have been together for three years, doesn't these three years mean nothing to you?" ”

Gu Xi smiled when he heard this, "Have you ever been stuck in a traffic jam?" If you let go of the speed and run, you can go a thousand miles in a day, if you are stuck in traffic, there is no progress, it is just like that, and time cannot explain anything. ”

Xiao Cheng Qi's heart was pierced by an awl, "You have always been stuck in traffic with me." And I'm not to you, why don't you think so. ”

Gu Xi said, "I have never lied to you, I made it clear from the beginning, I only have Cheng Qi in my heart, he made me love him so much, and I can't help it." I can't cross it, and I can't forget it, what's the point of you blindly forcibly substituting. ”

Xiao Chengqi laughed angrily, reached out and dragged her, forcing her to look at herself, "I'm not him, am I in a car accident, I have amnesia, and I am not me?" ”

Gu Xi shook his head, "It's different, my lover is in trouble, and I will be willing to share weal and sorrow." But our absurd situation can only be treated specially. You're not him, I'll say it again! Without those experiences we had, without us, I am about to be 40 years old, and you in your early 20s, what language do we have in common? The two of us don't quarrel every time, but apart from quarrelling, we have nothing to say at all. ”

Xiao Chengqi: "......"

"What can you tell me?" Gu Xi asked him, "What is love, love is to hold day and night, but □□ and not speak?" Don't communicate? Do you know me? You know what I like? ”

Xiao Chengqi said, "I love you and respect you, what you want to do, I will let you do it." You still don't think I know you, will you ask too much? ”

"Yuanmu begs for fish." Gu Xi turned his gaze away, "You can give me anything, and it depends on whether I want it or not." I am different from me a few years ago, and now even if I change to Cheng Qi, whom I knew back then, we may not be able to be together. This is fate, after that village, there is no such shop. ”

Xiao Chengqi's heart was suffocating and aching, "I don't understand what you say, you got the tip of the horns, do you know?" ”

Gu Xi said, "I don't need to rely on you financially, I don't need you emotionally, but you can tell me, what is your role for me?" ”

Xiao Chengqi: "......"

Gu Xi said, "Is it because you also like me, I must like you." But I just don't like you now, what can I do? Or tell me, what do you like about you? Rich? Or do you look good? ”

Xiao Chengqi's heart was about to break into foam, what did he do before, how did he fall in love with such a thing.

Gu Xi retracted his gaze lightly and said, "Stingy and domineering." Don't talk about what I asked, you can't even say what you like about me. You don't love me, you're just possessive, you think I'm just yours. ”

Xiao Chengqi was said to be blind, he didn't know why he liked her, why he loved her, and what he loved her, but love is not like this. He pulled Gu Xi into his arms, and said regardless of it, "Anyway, it's useless to say anything, I told you, you are mine!" If you get married at the end of this year, you have to get married, and if you don't want to get married, you can have children directly. ”

"You can't be reasoned." Gu Xi pushed him hard.

He tugged her wrist, clutched it, gritted his teeth, and said, "You are unreasonable, who is unreasonable?" After speaking, he simply hugged Gu Xi and went upstairs.

Gu Xi panicked, "What are you doing?" ”

"What do you say I'm doing? Do what you should have done a long time ago. ”

Gu Xi hit him like crazy, "Don't come nonsense. She was terrified, and her voice was tinged with a trembling cry.

A sharp pain flashed in Xiao Chengqi's heart, which made his hands and feet numb, and he endured it, every time he wanted to force her, and when he was really angry with her, this kind of love would appear. He gritted his teeth, and he thought she was right. That person may still be there, at least he must be conscious, otherwise every time he wants to □□, he feels distressed.

He was annoyed that Gu Xi was thrown on the bed.

Gu Xi jumped up suddenly, his movements were agile, and his posture was still very graceful.

If it weren't for this kind of time, he would have laughed.

She has loved to learn everything in the past three years, and she has also learned to dance, and she is almost about to jump into the ocean of art and never look back. He knew what she was thinking, and she was going to die now, and she would be obsessed with art research alone in the future.

He took a step forward, grabbed Gu Xi and overpowered her, pressed her on the bed and said, "You are angry and I sent someone to find Dr. Fan, you said divorce today, is it because you are dead to him, or do you want to break off with me?" ”

Gu Xi was pressed back on the bed, and said tenaciously, "It was originally my business with him, and there has never been your business!" ”

Xiao Chengqi: "......"

At this moment, he also felt that he was forced to have a deep sadomasochistic relationship with others, and they never promised, nor did they express that they liked him, he was really evil, at this moment, he suddenly really wanted to know what the two of them had experienced before.

In the past three years, he tried to forget about her, and never asked her.

Gu Xi was pressed on the bed, his face buried in the futon, not moving or making trouble.

He let go of his hand, "You have always been so fearless to me, you know that I will not hurt you, what has he been through with you before?" What the hell did he do to you...... Makes you die like this for him? ”

He...... So jealous.

Gu Xi was free, turned over and sat up and said, "I'll just say something." Just think about it, if I get along with you, after we arrive, something happens again, the two of us die, go back to the past, you are gone, do you want me to be okay with you at the age of 18? ”

He was stunned and said against his will, "Yes!" ”

Gu Xi smiled, "That's why I said that you are not him, he doesn't want to, he becomes a tree, he becomes a grass, and he doesn't want me to fall in love with someone like him." ”

Xiao Chengqi's heart tightened, thinking of the letter he hid from them, in that letter, there was only worry, worry, and worry about her. But he didn't mention it, wanting her to accept herself.

If it was him, it was really him, of course he didn't want to.

His heart is too small and too domineering.

This character is destined to live a life of "self-torture".

is gone, and if you want to love someone, shouldn't you let her marry and live better? So selfish, dare to call it love?

"You...... You ......" he was surprised to find that Gu Xi's understanding of his character was deeper than he thought, "Then what if I say I don't want to?" ”

The voice was a little floating, and he was scared. Spread out these things, he may no longer be able to deceive himself. For more than three years, he treated her as his own, and of course he didn't want her to fall in love with someone else.

He grabbed Gu Xi's hand and was speechless in fright, "The lover is separated, it should be like the Titanic, I hope the girl lives alone and lives better." …… I don't want to do it now, but maybe in the future, when I'm mature and sensible, I'll be willing. ”

Gu Xi swept away his hand and said, "How can their love be compared to me and Cheng Qi." If the ship doesn't sink, then love also sinks, and it was originally a person from two worlds. ”

Xiao Chengqi: "......" This person is a love killer.

Gu Xi said, "So there is no need to say anything at all, everyone has shortcomings, and you are this character." I get it. As for you, please understand my insistence, I thought he would come back, so I have hope. Later, I found out that in fact, what can he do when he comes back, is this your life or his? I don't know. ”

She moved to the edge of the bed, ready to get out of bed, and said, "Then I just wanted to see him one more time." I don't know what will happen if I see it...... I'm so selfish, but I can't help it. I also feel sorry for you, so I said it a few times, forget what I said before, and go whatever you like. ”

She looked down and looked disgusted, "I remember clearly, I used to be alone until I was 32 years old, and now I am 27 years old, maybe I will really die again in five years, but now, I still have a memory, but I didn't ...... when I was 32 years old" She looked up and looked at the ceiling and said, "So I don't know, what the hell is going on." A qiē is nothing more than speculation, and some are nothing more than self-comforting explanations. ”

Xiao Chengqi didn't understand what she meant, but when he heard a sense of giving up by going with the flow and going with the flow, he was panicked and couldn't put it into practice, "Why can't you accept me?" We have something to say, is it okay not to separate? ”

Gu Xi said, "We haven't always been good and whitewashed the peace. You want me to love you, but I just don't love you, and I can't give you what you want. She lowered her head, "I apologize, blame myself, I'm sorry, you can have whatever love you want, only love, I can't give it to you, and I don't want to give it." I know Cheng Qi, he would rather me be alone, even if he is gone, he doesn't want me to forget him. She looked up at him and said, "Do you know why?" ”

Xiao Chengqi felt cold all over his body, and instinctively told him not to listen, but he really wanted to know.

She said, "Because he also understands me, he knows that you can't go to my heart, and with you, I only have the pain of not being understood." He knows that I will be happier and freer alone. ”

Xiao Chengqi smiled wryly, he took a step back, the thick carpet was on the soles of his feet, yes, he was rich and powerful, but she was never rare. He couldn't give her anything. If it weren't for love, why would she be with herself.

There is not even a common language

Even if he is him, he can't go into that history, can't go into their stories, and can't go into the depths of her soul.

He knew it at this moment. In fact, three years, she is enough. With or without Dr.Fan it's the same, she's not angry that he stopped her from the person she hoped for.

It's that she was really going to give up.

She has a good heart, and after three years, she no longer dares to expect her lover to come back.

He said, "Indeed, you have said it over and over again, and I have never listened to it......," and he lifted his feet and walked two steps, and said, "Maybe one day you will fall in love with me, but ......" after you have killed yourself.

But he still couldn't speak.

He didn't turn his head, stood in the doorway and said, "If you want to break up, then break up." Divorce procedures ......" When he said these four words, he suddenly wanted to cry aggrieved. I was married for no reason, I didn't taste the joy, but I had to suffer the bitterness of divorce.

When I turned my head, I suddenly saw a bouquet of flowers on the round table under the long window of the bedroom, beautiful gardenias, mixed with white roses, and green hydrangeas...... Without herself, she would have lived well.

"He wants you not to love me, because you don't understand me, and it will only make me more miserable."

He finally gave up and strode downstairs.

Gu Xi sat on the edge of the bed, lowered his head and hooked a piece of cloth next to the bed, and did not move.

Xiao Chengqi went downstairs, took the luggage as it was, opened the door, and saw his driver get out of the car, he ran away from home angrily, and he didn't have time to call the driver, this time the driver actually had telepathy, he didn't know what to say.

I saw the driver take out a bouquet of flowers from the back seat, "I just forgot to take it." ”

He looked at the gardenias, the white roses...... I felt a heart blockage for a while. His aesthetics, her preferences, is it she who subtly influenced him, or that person, subtly influenced herself.

Suddenly he felt a feeling of being toyed with, took the flower, and threw it on the doorstep.

The beautiful petals were smashed in all directions.

He rushed into the car in a rage.

The drivers were frightened, but they were all well-trained, and they didn't show anything on their faces, and they followed the boss into the car. But as soon as I closed the door and sat in the driver's seat, my seat belt was not fastened.

The boss in the back said, "That flower...... Take it back. ”

The driver was stunned for a moment, not knowing why, but he didn't dare to delay, so he quickly got out of the car to pick it up.

The moment he picked up the flowers, the driver suddenly realized that he must have quarreled with Miss Gu again, this flower was given to Miss Gu, even if there was a quarrel, the things given to her could not be thrown on the street like this. I don't know if I'm afraid that she will be unhappy, or if I love her to the bones, I love the house and Wu, and the things I give her are already different.

Xiao Chengqi looked at the bouquet of flowers that were thrown away next to him, and was ruthless, he couldn't be too indulgent with her.

Picking up the phone, he dialed the number, the phone went through, and he calmly said to the other side, "Let people hide Dr. Fan, no matter who looks for it, they can't find it." ”

*******

Seeing the sedan leave, Yu Zishan walked out of the breakfast shop, staring at the door of Gu Xi's house with a puzzled expression, he could see the scene just now.

After thinking about it, he went and knocked on the door.

After a while, the door opened, and Gu Xi stood inside the door and said, "You don't have the key yourself...... Seeing that it was Yu Zishan, she was dumbfounded.

Yu Zishan said, "I stayed in a hotel not far away, and I have been here for three days. See you at the supermarket this morning and know you live here. ”

Gu Xi looked at him blankly, thought about it, took a step back, and invited him in, "Come in and sit." ”

"This is your home?" Yu Zishan entered the door, the decoration was elegant, and it was Gu Xi's style at a glance. Smelling the smell of rice, "You haven't eaten dinner yet?" ”

"I'm doing it." Have you eaten? ”

Yu Zishan said, "I'm not here to eat. ”

Gu Xi invited him to sit in the living room, "Then I'll eat some more after eating." It's home cooking, I didn't know I was coming today. ”

Yu Zishan sat down on the velvet sofa, feeling that the sand □□ was a bit too bright, so he looked at it twice, "This style looks like a classical, but the color is very bright." He looked at Gu Xi and said, "Beautiful." ”

Gu Xi laughed, stood behind the cooking table and poured him tea, while saying, "It was made by my husband, and I had to pick this color for a long time." I didn't understand at the time, I thought that every purple was the same, but he said it was different, and I didn't know what was different. ”

Yu Zishan said, "This thing is beautiful in the material, and the visual cultivation is at a certain point, and the texture and feeling of each material are different, but he chose this color, it should also consider you, you sit on this sofa, it will look good." ”

Gu Xi's overall temperament is elegant, and sitting on this brightly colored sofa will have a contrasting beauty.

When Gu Xi heard this, his eyes suddenly lit up, "That's what he said." She held the tea and put it in front of Yu Zishan, and the words became more and more, "His color concept is actually classical, and he usually doesn't use such things, but at that time we were newly married, and he said that it would change occasionally like this,"

Her hand was on the armrest, and she couldn't put it down, "I was especially looking for an old craftsman in Italy to fight......"

She lowered her eyebrows, as if for a moment, even the air became gentle.

Yu Zishan looked a little dumbfounded, in the past, he had also seen her with picturesque eyebrows and affectionate words, but I don't know when she never had this kind of expression again.

This is the expression that only comes when talking about lovers.

He became more and more at a loss, if there was a lover, why did she live like this.

Doesn't she raise men?

It's not like that.

As if unintentionally, he asked, "Your husband also plays antiques?" ”

Gu Xi nodded, "He likes it, everything I understand is taught by him." Her tone was filled with pride that could not be hidden.

Yu Zishan smiled faintly, and asked again, "The last time we ate small yellow rice with Qian Xiaole, I felt that your husband and I should have a common language." Have you known each other for many years? ”

"Well, it's been years." Gu Xi looked at him, "He looks small." ”

Yu Zishan was surprised by her confession, and she was also surprised that she could confess.

He picked up his tea, took a sip and said, "I saw him outside just now." He put down his cup and said, "See him coming, see him go." ”

Gu Xi was silent, for three years, Cheng Qi was not in her life, and today I learned that he had never disappeared, as long as someone mentioned something related to him, she couldn't help but boil her blood.

Xiao Chengqi has lived in this house for three years, and he has never mentioned the furniture once, and the child still doesn't know how to appreciate it.

Today, Yu Zishan said something she wanted to hear, even if it was ophthalmology and vision, it was all to be cultivated. If you can't cultivate, you can't appreciate your 20-year-old self and you can't appreciate your 30-year-old self.

She said, "He had something to do in the United States, and when he came back, he rushed back again." As soon as the voice changed, she said, "By the way, the master I asked Xiaole to help me contact last time, why hasn't he heard from him yet?" ”

Yu Zishan held the teacup and said, "I don't know, you call him and ask," he took a sip of tea, "What, there is an emergency?" ”

Gu Xi shook his head and counted the time in the country, "It's past 12 o'clock,"

"Let's fight." Yu Zishan said, "You're not here, he hurried up to play outside." ”

Gu Xi smiled, she and Yu Zishan made this kind of joke, and there was a tacit understanding.

Qian Xiaole likes her, but she loves to play. So when Gu Xi was away, he hurried up to play, and as soon as Gu Xi went back, he was very well-behaved and honest.

I thought Gu Xi didn't know.

Gu Xi took the phone and rang a few times before it passed, and the voice of the person over there was excited, "Why did you call me at this time?" ”

Gu Xi heard the background music and guessed that he was in the nightclub, Gu Xi said, "It's okay, I just want to ask, the master, have you been in touch?" ”

"Nope." Qian Xiaole's voice was very loud, "Didn't he enlighten you last time and let you do as you like." You also have to follow fate, this kind of character is not something you can see if you want to see it. I didn't know it before, but it's really hard to invite. ”

Gu Xi frowned, "Why are you so long-winded, I just think it's been more than two years, why did he take his family out for so long?" ”

"People can't love his wife." Qian Xiaole's voice was very loud, probably afraid that Gu Xi would not hear it.

When Yu Zishan heard this, he laughed.

Gu Xi was also shouted a little out of temper, she said, "Then can you help me find it again?" ”

"Okay, okay!"

Gu Xi said a few more words and hung up the phone.

Yu Zishan said, "Do you have any difficulties, can you talk to me?" ”

Gu Xi shook his head, "No, it's this master, when he helped me look at the house, he said some very profound words." Then, three years ago, instead of thanking him, I gave his wife a gift in return. Unexpectedly, Qian Xiaole came back and said that he brought me a message and asked me to do everything as I like. ”

Gu Xi smiled bitterly, "I just want to ask him how to interpret this sentence." ”

The phone rings.

Gu Xi took it and looked at the number, she walked to the window and answered the phone.

After listening to a few words, her face sank, and she said to the person opposite, "They won't hurt Dr. Fan, you don't care, the more people, the worse the thing." I'll leave this to me. I'll talk to them. ”

Hanging up the phone, her heart pounding. Jumping fast again.

This guy, he still has to rebel!