Chapter 45: Notes
I thought about it carefully, but I still can't imagine that Xiao Junjun is marrying another woman. {We don't write novels, we're just internet text porters - I know this thing is going to be hard to do.}
However, I decided to give it a try, otherwise I might not be able to calm down in this life.
It's dangerous, I know.
Xiao Junjun may still be angry because of what happened before, and when I appear, he may take the opportunity to ridicule me, or even insult me, and then he will be psychologically balanced, but my situation will be more passive.
However, I had to go.
Because, I think it's worth it.
There are not too many good men in my life, Xiao Junjun is the best one, I'm afraid I will never meet a better person than him in the future.
It's not just a finger of appearance, although a single finger of appearance is okay, Xiao Junjun is very tall, tall, tall, and handsome.
And Junjun's person is also very good, his personality is very gentle, he doesn't do it, he is not ruthless, he is not bad, he is a very comfortable kind of character, and anyone will like it.
And it is possible to become more and more handsome, more and more temperamental, and more and more stable and down-to-earth.
I never thought that if one day I was admitted to the civil service, or entered a good unit, it would be a matter of green smoke from my ancestors, but if I could be with Xiao Junjun, it would be a matter of green smoke from my ancestors.
I think that Xiao Junjun is actually a very happy character, and it seems that most women should appreciate the kind of appearance and character.
What's even more terrifying is that I vaguely feel that it seems that with the passage of time, Xiao Junjun is the type of man who is most likely to be the one with a special temperament.
I imagined that if one day the little gentleman who had been caressed by me in various ways appeared in front of me with other women, and the little gentleman was more flavorful than before, and the woman looked like she didn't mind, then I would definitely not be able to stand it.
It's better to let him die than let him do that.
Perhaps, if it is not so strict, things can be more complete, it is better for Xiao Junjun to marry me.
I thought about it seriously, in fact, I can tolerate Xiao Junjun to be with me for a lifetime, and then all kinds of sloppiness, all kinds of laziness, all kinds of obesity, these are okay, but not with other women.
Of course, if you are with me to be handsome in various ways, I am also very happy.
I feel that Xiao Junjun should be very good at living, very homely, not very difficult to get along with, or very helpless, should be very negotiable, and will not be very individual, and treat things not very avant-garde and free, but very normal kind of feeling.
It should be getting better and better with him, and he is not the kind of person who can provoke things, but he feels very down-to-earth and relieved.
If Junjun would fall in love with me, I wouldn't fall in love with anyone else.
I'm not a person who likes to destroy beautiful things, and in a peaceful and happy life, I won't ruin a happy life for some good-looking looks (if Xiao Junjun loves me, there is no better looking face than Xiao Junjun in my opinion), or touching words (Xiao Junjun is willing to be with me is the most beautiful word in the world).
I'm not a particularly special person, I'm just very ordinary, I appreciate things that ordinary people think are beautiful, and I don't like a single aspect too extremely, such as an awl face, or milk skin or something (in fact, I am an awl face, milk skin).
(It's just understandable, if Xiao Junjun loves me, I will think that Xiao Junjun's every qiē is my favorite, and Xiao Junjun really has no shortcomings).
In short, I just think that Xiao Junjun is very good, and it is a good thing to be able to marry me.
So, I'm willing to take a risk, no matter what I'm considered to be, no matter what the outcome is.