Volume 1 64 The Past of the Emperor
The side hall of Kunning Palace was quiet, so quiet that the Emperor thought that the child had fallen asleep.
"What should the son hate his father?" Yan Wuxin lay on the soft couch with his eyes closed, and his voice made the emperor feel sad, "Should I hate my father for deliberately letting my son go in order to protect my son, or should I hate my father for deliberately snubbing my son in order to divert the murderous intent of the villain, or should I hate my father for sending someone to protect my son for his son?" ”
Yes, Yan Wuxin knew it from the beginning, maybe the former Yan Wuxin didn't know the good intentions of the Emperor, but now Yan Wuxin understands it.
If the Emperor didn't really love this child, how could he let the Emperor survive for so many years? Although it is a fact that the sea manager protects himself, the sea manager teaches himself martial arts and teaches himself to read and write, and if the emperor wants to stop such a thing, it is easy to stop. What's more important is that those princes haven't killed Yan Wuxin for so many years, although Yan Wuxin has also suffered but most of them have escaped, but if a person has no ability, will his luck really be so good? No, a lot of them are secretly protected by the Emperor.
What's more, when he woke up and walked out of the mountains and forests that day, he began to suspect when he felt that someone was following him but had no malice. Later, she confirmed that these people were here to find herself, not to kill herself, and who else in this martyrdom would care so much about herself except a sea chief? Yan Wuxin was already suspicious of the Emperor at that time.
Later, when he met Emperor Wu for the first time, even though Emperor Yan was well disguised, Yan Wuxin still saw a father's concern for his daughter. Although there are still many things I don't understand, I also know the kindness of the country to me, which also makes the country feel at ease, after all, it is still very troublesome to fight against an emperor.
The Emperor was a little surprised and asked, "You know everything?" ”
Yan Wuxin's eyes were closed, and he let out an "um" sound from his nose.
The Emperor looked at his child with some complications, closed his eyes after a long time, and then opened them slowly, "I met your queen mother in an autumn, that day, I took a few guards to walk in the streets of the town, and met Qiu'er, who was standing there extremely beautiful, and at that moment I knew that I was in love with this woman who was as peaceful as autumn. It was also in that autumn that I knew what love at first sight was, and I let go of the emperor's identity and often went out of the palace for Qiu'er, even if I encountered Qiu'er's cold eyes during that time, it was a very happy time! ”
The Emperor said with memories in his eyes, "Later, I finally moved Qiu'er and told me my identity. I knew that Qiu'er was an unrestrained woman, so I promised Qiu'er that I would spoil her alone in the future, and I would never spoil other concubines again! If I knew that I would meet Qiu'er in this life, I would have waited for Qiu'er obediently, where would there be so many concubines and children! This is my debt, and I feel wronged Qiu'er! ”
From the slow narration of the Dead Emperor, Die Wuxin knows a lot of things and why.
Emperor Yan was not the most powerful prince of the first emperor, and the emperor at that time did not have the intention of seizing the heir, but because he did not have this kind of thought, he was favored by some people and pushed to the throne and let him be a puppet emperor. The Emperor has been struggling for so many years, until he met the queen, he fell in love and wanted to give Queen Qiu a firm and simple environment, so he fought back in order to purge those villains in the court.
However, Queen Qiu, a woman who does not have any maternal power, ascended to the throne of the queen, and more importantly, Queen Qiu has never been pregnant after entering the Kunning Palace. The Emperor had an heir, so he didn't care, but the Emperor had little control over the court, but at this time, Queen Qiu was poisoned, and Emperor Huang searched for famous doctors all over the world to save Queen Qiu, but the remaining poison was not cleared.
Later, the ministers had to fold their sons, if the queen could not give birth to the prince, she would enter the cold palace, and the emperor at that time was angry and killed the courtiers but to no avail, but fortunately, God had mercy on Queen Qiu and was really pregnant. After Queen Qiu became pregnant, the Emperor was more careful, after all, Queen Qiu's body was very weak. And Emperor Qiu is indeed an infatuated man, since he married Queen Qiu, he has met other women, even after Queen Qiu died, otherwise he would not have let Queen Qiu become the last child.
In the envy and jealousy of everyone, the Mid-Autumn Queen finally gave birth, and what was born was not a prince but a princess. Even the princess Queen Qiu and the Emperor are also pampered, but the gender of this child brings endless trouble. Therefore, the Emperor ordered the silent execution of all the births, and announced the news that the queen gave birth to the crown prince. And Yan Wuxin also changed from a princess to a prince and became the heir of the Yan Kingdom.
But when Queen Qiu died of illness, the Emperor found that the more love he gave to this daughter, the more his daughter was hurt endlessly, and he had lost his favorite woman, if his daughter left again, the Emperor would really not be able to support it. So the Emperor deliberately alienated his daughter, sent his little daughter out of the palace and built the prince's mansion, he knew that the sea manager was loyal, so he let the sea manager wait.
Gradually, when his daughter grew up, the Emperor found that his daughter was not only weak in body, but also timid and incompetent in temperament. So he has been thinking about the way back for his daughter, thinking about how his daughter should live if he goes. At that time, the emperor never thought that his daughter could inherit the throne, not because of his daughter's gender but because of his daughter's ability, after all, the throne is not a joke.
But since his daughter came back from the mountains and forests not long ago, Emperor Yan felt that everything was different. When the Queen of Death came, she felt that maybe her daughter was hiding her clumsiness, and she was distressed and proud in her heart. But the Emperor didn't move and wanted to see what this daughter was capable of, if not, he had to arrange a way out for his daughter in the future, but the matter in Fengzhou City made the Emperor see hope, he only had how powerful his daughter was, and there was no shortage of talent for governing the country, so he made a bold decision to really support his daughter to take the throne, even if her daughter was just a woman.
"I didn't protect your queen mother before, but now I want to protect you!" The Emperor came to the soft couch and looked at his daughter who was still with her eyes closed, and stretched out his hand to caress her daughter's face, "My daughter, I must protect you!" ”
The Emperor was a little tired after saying so much for so long, but his daughter and his little princess were still sleeping there, if it weren't for the fact that the Emperor knew very well that his daughter was not sleeping, he really thought that he was talking so much to the air.
The Emperor patted the hands that were folded on his abdomen, and he clearly felt that he could feel his daughter's stiffness and rejection when he touched his daughter's hand. Emperor Yin's heart was complicated, he knew that he owed his daughter, that he did not take good care of his daughter, and that his daughter, who should have enjoyed a beautiful life, took on the responsibility of a man, and it was his father who was not good.
"Xin'er, my father knows that you are capable. So in the future, you can do whatever you want, and my father will not interfere! Saying that, the emperor got up and left, he used to let it go if it wasn't for his daughter's talent, but now that his daughter is smart, of course he is much more relieved.
"What if you kill your brothers and sisters?" Yan Wuxin asked with a smile, and even the corners of his mouth hooked up a weird smile.
Yan Wuxin didn't reject this father and emperor much, but Yan Wuxin also knew that those princes and princesses were also his biological children. Maybe the Emperor has no feelings for those concubines, but it doesn't mean that he has no feelings for his children, and the Emperor doesn't deny his love for himself, and he doesn't deny the Emperor's love for his mother, but is this love enough for him to turn a blind eye to his cruel methods?
One will eventually become ten thousand bones withered, and Wu Xin has never felt that he is a soft-hearted person, and if he wants to live, he has to kill more people, including those of his half-brothers and sisters.
Emperor Yan'an's back shook, even his footsteps were a little messy, he turned his back to Yan Wuxin, so Yan Wuxin didn't see the bitterness and sadness on the face of the lord of a country, his brows frowned tightly, but his mouth still sounded, "Father knows the price of living, and Father only has you as a child!" ”
After saying that, the Emperor left Kunning Palace, isn't the Emperor sad? No, he's sad. Even if those children are not his favorite, even if he does not pour some fatherly love into those children, but those children are indeed the same as the children who are connected to him by blood, and he will be in pain.
Today's Emperor is no longer the kind man who first ascended the throne back then, after so many good people and so many bad people, the Emperor is used to those blood. He knows better what this position represents, and if he lets his daughter's subordinates show mercy, the consequences will be to lose his daughter's life. He can lose those children but he can't lose this favorite daughter, people are eccentric, and he is no exception, so if those children are smart, they should be a prince obediently, otherwise...
After listening to Emperor Di's answer, the smile on the corner of Di Wuxin's mouth changed from strange to warm, and the eyes that had been closed all the time opened and overflowed with colored light. If the answer of the Emperor just now was not satisfied with the Emperor, not only would she not change her original intention, but she would also cut this father from her life.
Yan Wuxin never needs the people around her to be so kind and reasonable, what she needs is to always stand by her side, even if she is cruel, even if she is dark, even if she is a demon that everyone has to plant, the people around her will not persuade herself, she will only sink with herself.
Maybe it was really a piece of my heart that was solved, so Yan Wuxin really fell asleep. But Yan Wuxin couldn't have imagined that he found himself and woke himself up, and when he woke up, he saw Fan Mo Che, and Yan Wuxin was a little stunned.
Those eyes were very similar to the eyes of the man who once was, the man who gave him warmth but locked himself into deeper darkness.
Yan Wuxin suddenly got up and dragged Phantom Moche over, threw it on the soft couch, and leaned over and pressed it...