The one hundred and ninety-eighth round
Qin Fei said lightly: "Auntie is too worried, you are always the elder of your nephew, how dare your nephew have a grudge against your elders." ”
Sun Xuemei's eyes showed a look of disappointment, "Since you say this, it can be seen that you are still complaining about me in your heart, right?" ”
Qin Fei watched the afternoon sun spill spots on the slender peach leaves, two jade-colored butterflies fluttering among the branches and leaves, and every qiē in front of him was so bright and dazzling, but that night eight years ago was a dark night that he had never had in his life.
Eight years ago, when he knew that he was betrayed by his closest "Sister Mei", the surging hatred in his heart could be said to be overturned.
At that time, Sun Xuemei was not only his "Sister Mei" for him, but the only bright color and warmth that appeared in his bleak and gloomy life in the previous fifteen years, but who knew that the only purpose of his extremely trusting and attached "Sister Mei" approaching him and warming him was just to destroy him from the root!
How could he not hate?
However, what Sun Xuemei didn't know was that he, Qin Fei, said that he didn't hate now, because he really didn't hate it now, and the resentment he had against her in his heart, just like his feelings for her in the past, had long since disappeared.
In the past, he hated this woman because he had trusted and attached to her so much, so he hated so much after being betrayed and deceived.
And now, there is no more affection for her in his heart, no matter whether this "Sister Mei" is crying or laughing, she can no longer stir up the slightest ripple in his heart.
The only person who can really hurt a person's heart is his dearest and beloved person, and never his enemy, because without love, where can there be hatred?
Sun Xuemei stared at Qin Fei's eyes, but she couldn't find a trace of what she wanted to see from his expression.
A layer of uneasiness gradually swelled up in her heart, she stepped forward and asked in a trembling voice: "Brother Fei, you, are you really moved by the true feelings of that Zhou clan, just like you did to me back then?" ”
Sun Xuemei looked at Qin Fei eagerly, waiting for his answer. If he nodded yes, then she would never spare Zhou Caiwei's vixen, if he said no, then why did he treat the Zhou family so well recently, was there another reason, or was it just to deliberately anger her, so that she would be jealous?
Qin Fei crossed his arms and said coldly after a while: "Auntie thinks too much about it again, that kind of thing will never happen to my nephew." ”
Sun Xuemei's face was relieved, but before she could turn her worries into joy, she heard Qin Fei slowly say the latter sentence again, "Because my nephew has never been sincere to anyone since he was a child!" ”
A shallow smile immediately froze on Sun Xuemei's rare stunning face, she suddenly became calm, ignoring the so-called rules and etiquette, grabbed Qin Fei's sleeve, and shouted: "What do you mean that you have never been sincere to anyone?" So what was between you and me back then? ”
"What did you say to me at the time, have you forgotten it all? I remember it clearly, on the moonlit night when you and I were in love, you took my hand and said to me that you will only take me alone in your heart, and you will always treat me well, and you will never look at the woman next to me, as long as I want it, you will also take it for me, just to make me smile......"
"Could it be that you have forgotten all these vows and sweet words you said to me back then?"
Qin Fei glanced at her in surprise and said strangely, "Why is Auntie so excited?" Those jokes back then were just nephews casually talking about pleasing their cousins, why did my aunt believe it at the time? When my aunt was still a girl at home, all of us cousins and cousins regarded our aunt as a fairy. ”
Sun Xuemei shook her head and shouted: "No, you are different from them, you were obviously serious at the time, you died for me at that time and you didn't blink an eye, you obviously treated me sincerely!" ”
After so many years, this woman would be so excited to bring up the old things again, which Qin Fei didn't expect, but he didn't know that although Sun Xuemei intended to approach him back then, she was just on the order of the Empress Dowager Sun to trap him, but she was extremely proud of Qin Fei's deep infatuation with her. Although since she was fourteen years old, all the men who have seen her have been fascinated by her beauty, but there is only one Qin Fei who can treat her so fiercely and unreservedly.
But Qin Fei's affection for her back then was as hot as fire, and she couldn't really move her, because in her heart, she could only see the splendid glory in the palace, and she couldn't see anything else.
However, when she lived in the palace year after year, she gradually remembered her brother Feilai, especially after Emperor Lin Dedi suffered from a hidden illness, she missed more and more the young man who loved her like a fire.
Her emperor husband can no longer be married to her, and the son she has pinned hopes on is a fool, she is still smiling proudly in front of people, and she is full of smiling and overwhelming all beings, but when she stays alone in her gorgeous palace, the loneliness and panic in her heart swells up like a tide, and the young man's fiery love for her has become the only thing she feels can hold firmly in her hands all these years, not to mention that the young man said at that time that he will love her forever, forever......
So although she agreed to An Chengxu's invitation and came to test Qin Fei, what she wanted to confirm in her heart was that no matter how much she treated him, no matter how much time had passed, and even if he had married the princess, he still loved her as much as he said back then, he was still the "Brother Fei" who followed her and looked at her with fiery eyes, and she was still the unique "Sister Mei" in his heart, no one could replace her, and it would be engraved on his heart forever and ever.
But what did she hear just now, her "Fei brother" actually said that he had never been sincere to her? How is this possible?
It's absolutely impossible!
She tugged at Qin Fei's sleeves with both hands, stared at Qin Fei's eyes, and said repeatedly: "I don't believe it, you're lying, I'm the first woman you fell in love with in this life, how can you not be sincere?" You're lying to me, aren't you, you must be lying to me! ”
Qin Fei looked at her hand with a look of disgust, pulled his sleeve out of her hand suddenly, and sneered: "Auntie, what's the matter, isn't it sunburned, why do you talk nonsense?" If you want to say that your nephew is lying to you, it's not impossible, our man's habits, and my aunt doesn't know it? How can this man have a few words of truth in his mouth? Laugh for the Pomeranians, we can't say any nonsense sweet words, but it's ridiculous that women often take it seriously! ”
At that moment, Sun Xuemei involuntarily took a few steps back as if she had been punched hard, her gorgeous eyebrows and eyes furrowed, but when she opened her eyes again and saw the pale blue faintly exposed in the bushes behind Qin Fei, she immediately returned to the imperial concubine Niangniang who favored the six palaces, was stunning in the world, and was proud of all the daughters before she became an adult.
A strange smile reappeared on her lips, and she deliberately softened her voice again, and said in a long and greasy tone: "My good nephew! Auntie, I only then knew that you men are used to coaxing women with one mouth, and you never have any sincerity! Could it be that you care so much about your princess, and the countless sweet words you say in private are all lies to make her happy? ”
Qin Fei said lazily: "If I don't treat the Zhou family better, how can I eliminate the knot in the saint's heart and make my aunt feel more comfortable?" ”
What he said was the spear of the son and the shield of the attacker, which choked Sun Xuemei speechless for a while.
She had to admit that the handsome and upright man in front of her was no longer the young man who was still faintly childish. Back then, the young man obeyed every word she said as if it were a holy decree, and never hid anything from himself.
But now, when he asked him like this, he slipped like a loach, and went around for a long time, refusing to reveal his true thoughts to himself, could it be that the kind of magic that he had firmly controlled him had really failed in him?
Qin Fei was not in the mood to be in the mood to be with her here at this time, and he didn't even bother to say a word of farewell, so he waved his sleeves and left, but as soon as he turned around, Fang took a step, and suddenly his body stiffened, because under a peach tree more than ten steps away behind him, a woman in an elegant blue shirt was quietly standing under the tree, looking at him with a pair of clear eyes.