She chuckled, "Thank me?" You should hate me, I am responsible for this qiē today. ”

She held the teacup and twisted it slightly, and said lightly: "When you were unconscious, Mr. Deng came to me, he asked how the relationship between us was, and wanted me to help persuade you, Yang Gongzi was afraid that you would blame yourself for the matter of the Fuyun Sect." ”

I didn't speak, she took a sip of tea and continued: "Later, Mr. Deng told me what had happened, and I thought about it myself, and I was stunned to find that all the qiē stemmed from the fact that I made your portrait public. ”

"Yang'er, if you do something wrong, then you can blame yourself, but you don't, it's me who is wrong. I'm too conceited, too competitive, and since I was a child, I like to see the bad guys look panicked when they make a fool of themselves in public and their evil deeds are revealed, so I will go above and beyond to uncover your portrait in public. ”

"Venerable Yang's mysterious identity has indeed silenced the audience, and your portrait has also made Chang Qin panic, but if you know that so many things will happen in the future......" she laughed to herself, "But there is no regret medicine in the world." ”

There was no wind in the house, but the candle flame swayed, swaying and swaying the cold room. She drank the tea, her fingers unconsciously grinding the walls of the teacup.

"That's right, Yang'er." She looked sideways into my eyes: "I heard that you used to be a wizard and opened a witch shop, specializing in helping people solve problems?" ”

"Hmm."

"Actually, there is really a way to keep the same face and rejuvenation in this world, right?"

I glanced at Xiao Rui and nodded slowly: "Hmm." ”

"Then why don't you help your eldest brother......"

I said quietly: "Ah Ting, everything in the world has its immutable rules of energy, you must know that if you want to be young, someone must pay for you. And this kind of thing violates the principles of heaven and earth, yin and yang. There is more than one person who needs to pay. ”

She propped her forehead, her eyes were half-closed, and she said softly: "But I, I always feel that Xiao Rui will not grow old like this." ”

I didn't speak, I looked down and played with the tea cup in my hand.

"It's too cruel to him. It's so unfair, it's me who makes the mistake......"

It was probably the power of the medicine that worked, she was a little confused, and sighed lightly: "Yang'er, do you know why my father was involved in the Songshi bloody case and was degraded?" ”

I shook my head.

"Because I'm ...... My father is the son of the country, and he feels a lot of trouble in Yinzhou. But in the capital, I'm not as good as the personal maids of those clan ladies. But I love too much to be more serious, and I love too much to be unforgiving and to do pointless battles of will...... At that time, I didn't know what kind of mold I touched, such a big Jingzhao Capital, but I met and had an argument on the street several times with Miss Chen Er of the military department's squire. But after all, my father is not as big as other officials. I could only swallow it in my stomach after being humiliated, but I was so strong that I encouraged my father to take refuge in the Nine Emperor Princes, and devised a series of interlocking vicious schemes in a vain attempt to trap her father in a land of injustice. Before I could implement it, the big tree of the Nine Emperor Princes fell, and my father was implicated, but fortunately, he was only degraded, and the heads of the other staff members of the Nine Emperor Princes. All of them fell on Shenwu Square......"

She said very slowly, and gradually became a little overwhelmed: "This has happened, and my jealousy fire should be extinguished." But on the day I left Beijing, Miss Chen Er and her group of girlfriends specially 'saw off' for me, and I couldn't get angry that day, so I instigated my father to sell the family property and let my eldest brother go back to the capital to open a restaurant, in a vain attempt to wait for the opportunity to ......."

Speaking of which. Her head hung and she blinked in confusion. raised his head and smiled: "These things are really mentioned now that there is a sense of vicissitudes of life after many years, so don't mention it." It's not honorable...... Yang'er, I'm so sleepy. ”

I got up and said, "I'll help you to the soft couch." ”

"I still think Xiao Rui will be fine......" she leaned against me and murmured, "Yang'er, I like him, I'm more and more scared these days, I'm always afraid that he will die, but I think he'll be okay......"

She lay down on the soft couch and gently grabbed me: "Yang'er, if he wakes up, remember to call me." ”

I held her hand instead: "Ah Ting, you can sleep." ”

She smiled lightly: "Yang'er, I have never liked to beak more about other people's private affairs, but Yang Gongzi treats you really well, a noble man like him, how difficult it is to treat a girl like this, if I don't see it with my own eyes, I won't believe it." ”

"Sleep......"

"Hmmm......"

She closed her eyes as I covered her with the futon.

The little maid who got up all night has already returned, so it doesn't have to be so troublesome to deal with them, just use the trapped formation.

I slowly walked to the bed, the man lying on the bed was a little older than the day before, and I whispered, "Big brother, it's okay......"

The thick eyelashes trembled slightly, Xiao Rui slowly opened his eyes, his eyes were still clear, but his voice was hoarse and terrifying: "Yang'er." ”

I helped him up, handed him a glass of water, he lost a lot of weight, his yellowed face was covered with furrows and wrinkles, the young man who was full of vigor and vigor in the past was no longer there, his temples were a little white, he looked like his father's brother, but I knew that the Xiao family had always been single.

Helping him dress and put on shoes, his eyes kept looking at Cao Qiting: "Yang'er, give me some time." ”

"Hmm."

He walked towards Cao Qiting in a sleek manner, sat down on the soft couch, and his thin fingertips touched her emaciated and haggard face.

"As soon as you leave like this, it's goodbye......" he said softly: "Yang'er, she is too strong-hearted, although she is smart, she is too easy to offend people, I really can't rest assured." ”

My heart was sour, but I said angrily: "What about her, you yourself are not much better." ”

He snorted lightly: "That was when I was young and vigorous, do you think I'm still young now?" I must be very calm now. ”

I looked at him quietly, "You can think of it." ”

"I've been lying down for more than half a month, and everything I can't think of and can't see has been opened." He gently stroked Cao Qiting, was quiet for a while, and said lightly: "At her age, it's time to get married." ”

"Do you like her?"

He was slightly stunned, his expression was calm and calm, he shook his head and said lightly: "That is in the past, in the future, I won't like it." ”

A sore sensation welled up, and I whispered, "Big brother......"

He carefully held up her face and touched her lips lightly, without much reluctance and affection. He got up and walked towards the door, looked back at me in the moonlight, raised his lips and smiled: "Yang'er, if you hadn't come, my eldest brother would have been lying on this bed until he died." ”

I walked to him: "But big brother, they will be sad if you leave." ”

He stretched out his hand, the moonlight fell on his palm, shining on the messy palm prints, the breeze swept his long hair back, like a lonely idler living in the wilderness, he smiled sadly: "I really don't know how to face them like this, the bitter scene of children's love is the most annoying, don't you say?" ”

I pursed my lips and nodded slightly.

He raised his eyes, looked at the white moonlight, and said lightly: "The most important thing is that I can't stay in the world, Zhu Yan remarks the mirror and the tree, so soon I realized that Wang Ba Lizi's ......" stepped out of the threshold in a chic manner: "Yang'er, go." ”

Desheng City is not like those big cities with high walls, after coming out of the backyard of Wufu, we went straight out of the city, and saw a noodle restaurant on the outskirts of the city that had not yet closed.

Xiao Rui asked for a bowl of lo mein, a jar of rice wine, I ordered a few stacks of side dishes, and when the dishes were served, there were sheng songs and dances floating from the city, which was very beautiful, but the sound was really disturbing in the middle of the night.

I filled him with rice wine: "Let's find a house in the countryside first, and I'll send you back to Yinzhou when spring begins, it's too cold now......"

His eyebrows raised slightly: "Haoshang? ”

"Hmm."

He picked up the wine bowl and drank it all: "What are you going to do there......"

I continued to pour wine for him: "Won't Big Brother go home?" ”

He smiled lightly: "How long do you think the eldest brother can live?" ”

My hand holding the wine jar trembled violently, and I looked at him in a daze, and he knocked my hand with chopsticks: "It's full." ”

I hurriedly put down the wine jar, he took a sip and looked out the window: "Don't cry." ”

I blinked, and then I realized that my face was full of tears, I hurriedly wiped it twice with my sleeve, but I couldn't wipe it off, I wiped it twice, but the tears kept falling, I sobbed: "Big brother, don't hate me, I just don't cry." ”

He didn't speak, I wiped it over and over again, and he said softly, "Don't cry." ”

He looked back at me, his eyes also glowed red, I couldn't bear it anymore, and finally all my feelings broke out: "It's all my fault!" Big brother wouldn't have become like this if it hadn't been for saving me! Why, why big brother, I hate those bad guys, I hate them to death! ”

"Yang'er ......"

"And me, I hate myself so much, I can't forgive myself in my life! If I had been bold enough, if I hadn't been so selfish and cowardly, if I had stood up and left with Xuan earlier, then I wouldn't have died so many people, and my eldest brother wouldn't be old, and I could have a biological son with Ah Ting. The eldest brother still has so many ambitions, and the eldest brother is still so young...... Big brother, I can't bear to ...... you"

He came over and hugged me: "Yang'er, don't be like this. ”

I buried myself in his arms and cried, and he patted me on the head: "Shouldn't you comfort me, let me comfort you, and say a bunch of irritating words, don't cry." ”

I nodded desperately, trying to swallow all the tears, he put his arms around me, I looked up, he hurriedly avoided it, but still let me see the tears on his face,

I said softly: "Then the eldest brother doesn't go back to Haoshang, where are we going?" ”

"It's not okay to have a little boat to fall asleep in the galaxy this season, or let's find a plum garden to drink a bar."

I nodded, "Hmm." ”

The strange-looking guy came over with the noodle soup, put it down and hurried away, and the eldest brother rubbed my hair: "Okay, let's eat noodles, don't cry anymore." ”

I wiped away my tears and casually changed the subject: "That guy must have taken us for ghosts, look over there, there's a knife splashed with dog blood......"

As if something was wrong, my voice gradually weakened, and several of the guys looked at me fiercely.

ps: I'm so excited~~~ There are three more chapters!!!! i861