Chapter 59: Difficult

In fact, in such a difficult environment, all kinds of hints and all kinds of complex situations appear, reflection is indispensable.

But when you think about it, that's all there is to it.

It is impossible for me to plant one, of course, it is not excluded that in a few years, my father will retire, my mother will urge and persuade me in various ways, and if there is something around me that makes me dizzy and dizzy, and I can't help myself, then naturally everything is possible. If it weren't for the exaggeration, I wouldn't have been able to go.

I really want to get married, and I want to pass on my DNA, and of course I want to get it even more. On the one hand, there are needs, and on the other hand, there are various difficulties in reality, so any persuasion, analysis and assurance of all kinds of people with various purposes will be more effective.

Think about it, in fact, this life is quite wronged, going to school is a master who is angry, all kinds of anger, all kinds of misery, but fortunately, there are always teachers, friends and relatives all kinds of encouragement and saving, that is, how you go to school in the future, the current patience is worth it. In fact, the state of Hou at that time was not much different from now, the same distress, boredom, the same inexplicable endurance of all kinds of criticism, anger but no suitable reason and breakthrough, but there was a legitimate and bright reason to sit in the classroom then, but now there is none. At that time, some teachers or friends and classmates gave explanations about the future, saying what the future is, the future, and the present, although it is just an illusory thing, there is not much difference between having and not being, and every day is patience.

The work is like that, that is, all kinds of individual criticism, separate work is aggravated, separate isolation, separate information is lacking, and information is blocked. That is, being angry, working overtime, hard work, and then all kinds of grievances.

Now, it's still pretty much the same, the only difference is that there is no job, no school, and no justifiable reason to be ridiculed, reprimanded, or incidentally used by fixed people. There are also all kinds of encouragement, which have become all kinds of urgings, when it is too late, what to do in the future, although it is the same illusory, but it can still often bring me into a tense atmosphere.

When I go to read a book, there are couples who are talking to me and me, and then I will reflect on men and women. Speaking of which, when I was in college, the only experience that could be called love was the part of the water, and the others didn't even have love at all, and the process was not related to love. Although there is a problem with the water, and it seems that he has some intention of doing something bad on purpose, I must admit that if there is no water, maybe I don't even know what love is in this life. Looking at those couples, that kind of care, that kind of affectionate gaze, that kind of mutual play, that kind of holding the girl on their backs, that kind of flattering girl to talk big and tell jokes, it seems that I have really experienced it in the water, and it seems that I don't feel anything.

Shui may really be sent by the enemy, and that experience may really be like eating a plate of mulberries and occasionally eating two or three rabbit poops. But, so what, I can't compare to others, if I really didn't have the water, I might not really have such a perfect boyfriend in this life, tall, handsome, cheerful, funny, tall and cute, happy and smart. The only love that must be talked about is probably the water, and the others can only be reluctantly called love by others, but the watery part is genuine. If you have to resent those two or three rabbit poop, I'm afraid you won't know the taste of mulberries in this life.

I think if it's a ranking, in terms of comprehensive strength, among the boys I've seen, it doesn't have to be a lover, as long as I've seen it, the water should be among the best, followed by Xiao Liangliang, and then Xiao Junjun, Xiao Whistle, Xiao Xing and the like