When Lan Ruo woke up, she saw him sitting on the side smoking a cigarette, looking at herself with unpredictable eyes, she was overjoyed and wanted to sit up, but he pressed down. New Dagger, Qi, Zhong, Wen, Ao, Shou, Fa

"Didn't you let you recuperate in the hospital, why did you come out early?" Lu Zisheng asked coldly.

Lan Ruoqing smiled bitterly, "Anyway, you don't care about me, what does it matter if it's a little sooner or later, Zisheng, only you can save my life." She covered her heart and coughed a few times, she knew that her illness was not completely hopeless, but she lacked the motivation to live and had no chance of survival.

"We can't do it, if you can't get out of your own demons, I can't save you." Lu Zisheng became angry when she heard this, she was determined that she couldn't be ruthless, but he really hated that he couldn't be ruthless, so he kept being involved with her.

"You still care about me, I know." Lan Ruoqing reluctantly sat up, her hand lightly covering his hand, "Miss Zhao is not suitable for you, and my love is no less than hers, Zisheng, I won't run away timidly anymore, don't you leave me, okay?" ”

"Don't say any more, I'm not going to eat your set!" Lu Zisheng looked at her coldly, "No matter what idea you have, I won't leave Xiaochen because of you, I know what I want, and I hope you think clearly." ”

Lu Zisheng saw that she was out of danger, picked up his coat and walked outside, he didn't want to stay any longer, it only made him feel depressed.

Seeing that he was leaving, Lan Ruoqing sat up, ripped off the needle in his hand, and said loudly, "Isn't it okay if I die?" I love you! ”

She did this just to get him back, that she wouldn't make the same mistake again, that she wouldn't miss him again.

Lu Zisheng turned his head, saw that there was blood on her hands, her face changed slightly, and said: "It's too late, I don't have love for you anymore, don't you understand, it's been ten years, ten years can change a lot of things!" ”

She didn't deserve to mention this word, it was she who betrayed her love back then, if it weren't for the past feelings, he wouldn't want to care about her life or death. Now even this mercy is being clung to and exploited by her, how come she didn't find out that she was so scheming before.

"No, it's too late, it's too late, Zisheng, we have a child, so we should be together." Lan Ruoqing grabbed his arm and pleaded.

Lu Zisheng only felt a headache, and shook off her hard, this person is simply a paranoid, it is useless to tell him anything, she is now completely living in her own world.

"Zisheng, don't go, I just want you to stay with me for a few more days." Lan Ruoqing lay on the bed panting, her face becoming more and more pale.

Lu Zisheng sighed and called a doctor, but the final result was not very optimistic, and his face became more and more ugly. But this time he didn't leave again, just sat quietly and didn't take the initiative to speak.

Although Lan Ruoqing was a little disappointed, he was already very happy to see him stay here, so he didn't mind, and muttered: "I've been missing you outside all these years, I regret it, at the beginning-"

She suddenly choked up, hid her face and cried bitterly, Lu Zisheng looked at her, not knowing how to speak, although she was annoyed by her appearance, but in the end, it was the woman he loved, and it was impossible to really be ruthless.

"Don't mention the previous things again, as long as it's okay later, you take care of your injuries, don't say anything else, otherwise I'll leave immediately!" I only helped her because of the past, and if she was aggressive again, then I could only ignore it.

Lan Ruoqing also knew that if he forced him to force it again, he would definitely leave, this was not the result he wanted, "Then can you promise me to stay with me for a while?" ”

Looking at her pleading eyes, Lu Zisheng felt pitiful and hateful, and didn't say anything more, just told her to rest quickly.

Lan Ruoqing closed her eyes with peace of mind, Lu Zisheng stood by the window, looking at the traffic and Longma Street, thinking of Zhao Chenchen's smiling face, I don't know how she is now, I still complain about myself in my heart!

He turned his head to look at the person on the hospital bed, what should he do, he couldn't ignore her illness, but he didn't want to hurt Zhao Chenchen, it was really a dilemma.

After Lan Ruoqing fell asleep, he instructed the doctors in the hospital to take care of her, and then went out of the hospital and drove to Zhao Chenchen's house, he suddenly missed her a little, he thought she was very noisy before, but these days, the home is too quiet, he is a little uncomfortable, and habit is really a terrible thing.

Lu Zisheng smiled bitterly, parked the car on the path not far from the door, slid down the window, lit a cigarette, and felt depressed in his heart. Xiaochen, what is she doing now? I had already arrived outside her house, but I didn't even have the courage to go in.

Zhao Chenchen has been in a bad mood since she sent the divorce certificate, and she didn't want to go out when she stayed at home, so after a few days, her family couldn't see it anymore and forced her to go out for a walk. It's unsettling that people who have always been active suddenly become so quiet.

Zhao Chenchen wandered around outside and walked back for a long time. They are too worried about themselves, they are not children, can they get mental illness in a few days? She complained silently in her heart, but she didn't dare to think about Lu Zisheng.

The thought of his whole heart twisting into a ball, I don't know how to face it. He and Lan Ruoqing have already had a relationship, what is his own existence? Her mind was in a mess, and before she knew it, she was in front of the house.

raised his head and saw a car parked not far away, and then took a closer look, wasn't it Lu Zisheng's car. Her face froze, she didn't move when she stood still, she didn't advance or retreat, she was very panicked, why did Brother Zisheng come over? Did you come to deliver a divorce paper to yourself?

Thinking of this, her heart was sour, and she smiled bitterly, she should have expected it a long time ago, if it wasn't for the divorce certificate, or because of what? But why is he so sad when he took the initiative to file for divorce?

Lu Zisheng was in a daze, and suddenly saw a figure in the rearview mirror, and took a closer look at Zhao Chenchen.

"Xiao Chen!" He got out of the car in surprise, thinking she was at home, but he didn't expect to go out.

When Zhao Chenchen saw him coming, his face panicked, and he subconsciously turned his head and ran. Lu Zisheng finally saw her, of course he didn't let her run away, "Xiaochen, don't run, I have something to tell you." ”

Zhao Chenchen couldn't compare to his long legs, and he was caught all of a sudden, "Xiaochen, why did you run when you saw me?" ”

Lu Zisheng was a little angry, did she just want to see herself, she waited here all night, just to see her.

Zhao Chenchen listened to his angry question, smiled bitterly, and looked up at him, "Brother Zisheng, are you here to deliver the divorce papers, it's too late today, let's go to the Civil Certification Bureau together tomorrow." ”

"Who said I want you and divorce, I won't divorce you!" Lu Zisheng said firmly, holding her arm tightly, "Xiaochen, don't doubt me, do you really think I don't like you?" ”

"Brother Zisheng, don't lie to me anymore, I know you don't like me at all, you just want to find a suitable wife, don't you?" Zhao Chenchen said sadly, until now he is still lying to himself, obviously he has a relationship with that woman, do you still want to say that it doesn't matter? She's simple, but she's not stupid.

Lu Zisheng only felt heartache when he saw her crying, and gently wiped away her tears, "I'm sorry, I made you suffer, but you can't hide from me, and you won't answer your mobile phone." ”

Zhao Chenchen took a step back and kept his distance from him. Lu Zisheng looked at the empty hand and said in a dumb voice: "Xiaochen? ”

Is she even reluctant to get close to herself, she hates herself like this? Lu Zisheng looked at her with some hurt, took a deep breath, and felt that he couldn't get rid of a breath in his heart.

"Xiaochen, although I never said it, I thought you could feel it." He regretted it a little, he shouldn't have been like that at the beginning, but now it's okay, but to be honest, she doesn't believe it.

Zhao Chenchen also had a thorn in his heart, "Brother Zisheng, I'm sorry, I just want a pure love, if you can't do it, it's impossible for us." ”

Thinking of the video she saw that day, her heart swelled with pain, when he was with that woman, did he ever think about his feelings? How could he not ask who his heart loved, and he didn't want to be his spare tire anymore.

"Xiao Chen, are you so ruthless?" Lu Zisheng looked at her with disappointment, she still didn't believe in herself, did she have to exclude herself, she only had her in her heart, and she only had the past feelings for Lan Ruoqing.

Zhao Chenchen's heart was sour, and she was almost about to pounce softly and tell him that she was willing, but the next moment she calmed down again, no, she couldn't go on like this, otherwise she would be too sad.

"I wish you and Miss Lan happiness, she is the mother of the child, and no one will object to you being with her." She said lightly, but her heart was dripping blood.

"What are you talking nonsense?" Lu Zisheng was a little angry.

Zhao Chenchen said lightly: "That's it, you leave quickly, otherwise, I will let them drive you away." She gave the order to evict the customer.

Lu Zisheng's face turned white as soon as she brushed it, and she couldn't believe that she really wanted to drive herself away.

Zhao Chenchen didn't even dare to look at him anymore, turned around and strode into the door. She was afraid that her heart would soften when she saw his eyes, and she was afraid that she would fall into a place of no return again.

Lu Zisheng stretched out his hand but didn't catch anything, only a heart full of amazement and loss, it turns out that this is the taste of loss, she didn't cherish her at the beginning, so she took revenge on herself.

The feeling of suffocating like a fish leaving the water was too unfamiliar, even when facing Gu Meng, he had never felt so uncomfortable. He tried to stop her, but his throat felt like it was glued, and he couldn't say anything.

"I'm sorry, Brother Zisheng, you made a big mistake, I can't forgive you, and I can't indulge myself." Zhao Chenchen's face was full of tears when he turned his head, he used to pursue him so frantically, and now that the dream has finally woken up, he has never loved himself, so he shouldn't feel sorry.

"It's not a big deal, just think of it as an experience in your life." She said silently in her heart, she thought of the beginning, but she didn't think of the end, it was ridiculous.

Lu Zisheng left in frustration, it seems that she can only let Lan Ruoqing leave now, otherwise she will not forgive herself, but she is still hospitalized, do you really want to stimulate her?