Chapter 111

The eyes gradually adapted to the dark cave, and the vision became clearer and clearer. Fu Baizhi didn't know how many days she had been in this cave, let alone what was going on outside. She opens her eyes every day to practice,

She had already practiced Wunian, so she had been studying Unintentional these days, and Unintentional was obviously more difficult to practice than Wunian. Every time she runs that mental formula, Fu Baizhi will feel that something is blocked in her heart, and she can't go down, but she can't get out. This situation lasted for several days, so that she did not have any breakthrough, and she couldn't help but feel anxious.

Throwing the tired dry cake on the ground, Fu Baizhi sat back in front of the ice monument, reaching out and gently stroking the cold tablet. The temperature in this fire cave is too high, and the most taboo for martial arts practitioners is restlessness, Fu Baizhi will gently touch this ice tablet to calm her mood every time she practices, and later she sat directly next to the ice tablet.

"Ethereal tranquility, seemingly illusory, unintentional, abandoning what you want." Reciting the mantra silently in her heart, Fu Baizhi closed her eyes and let her true qi walk in her body. However, at the critical moment of operation, that familiar feeling returns. It was as if her heart was blocked by something, and the uncomfortable feeling made her whole body hot, even if she leaned on the ice tablet, it was difficult to extinguish.

In front of me is Hua Yeyu's smiling face, and the scene of the two people being together keeps flashing in my mind. She met and separated from her at the age of fifteen, and fell in love with herself six years later but could not stay together. Fu Baizhi knew that she couldn't delay any longer, and continuing to delay time and get stuck on this gravity method would only make Hua Yeyu's situation more dangerous.

Time is really running out, but the fear and timidity in her heart always bother her, making Fu Baizhi miserable. She looked down on herself like this, and clearly promised Qiu Yinghan to practice the Ice Heart Technique, and made up her mind to use her human nature to exchange for the peace and quiet of Hua Yeyu, but she was afraid and reluctant. She was worried that the emotionless self would make Hua Yeyu sad and even abandoned, so that she would really become a machine with nothing.

She has been rejecting the Ice Heart Technique, so she will be so stagnant. Thinking of this, Fu Baizhi laughed, and the louder she laughed, the moister her eyes became. The words of the flower night in my mind gradually blurred, and became hazy and unclear. Fu Baizhi forced herself not to think about Hua Yeyu, and forced herself not to read the bits and pieces of their together.

The things that are blocked in the heart seem to be slowly moving from existence to nothing, as if they are being withdrawn, and gradually disappearing. Qi and blood surged, Fu Baizhi only felt a burst of saltiness in her throat, and spit out scarlet blood when she opened her mouth. She clutched her empty chest, feeling terrified, like something important was missing. It is clear that she has broken through the last obstacle, why is she still so uncomfortable? So scared? The panic made Fu Baizhi confused, and she tried to recall Hua Yeyu's words, but found that those things that were extraordinarily sweet before were now sparse and ordinary in retrospect.

"No... Don't be like this... How can it be so fast... Please, don't let me be like that... Please..."Fu Baizhi knelt on the ground, as if she was pleading with someone, and as if she was talking to herself. Looking at this dark cave, she covered her heart and roared loudly, blood spilling down the corners of her mouth, she suddenly mobilized her internal force and hit the heavy stone gate in front of her.

The palm of the hand collided with the stone gate, splattering blood, and the heavy stone gate was actually beaten out of a crack.

I came all the way to the door of the room, but I slowed down when I pushed the door in. Fu Baizhi lingered at the door for a long time, until her breathing was no longer so heavy, and then she slowly stepped into it. Just after the first glance of entering the door, Fu Baizhi saw the person lying on the bed. She was still sleeping quietly, her chest rising and falling slowly, but her face was still a little weak.

Slowly walking to the bed, Fu Baizhi reached out and touched Hua Yeyu's cheek, she has been in a coma these days, but her injury has not deteriorated, it can be seen that Qiu Yinghan has taken good care of her, but because she can't eat, she is not decently emaciated.

Covering her chest, Fu Baizhi looked at Hua Yeyu quietly, but her face was full of panic and helplessness. Although she couldn't remember how long she had been locked in the cave, her thoughts about Hua Yeyu shouldn't be so simple, however, she didn't feel much joy, and even the most deserving distress was so weak. Fu Baizhi pinched her thigh hard, trying to make the pain clearer, but she found that in addition to the pain on the *, she couldn't feel any severe pain in her heart.

Such a discovery made Fu Baizhi panic, her eyes were red, and she slammed her head on the wooden fence next to the bed. How could it be... How could it be lost so quickly, such a discovery made Fu Baizhi difficult to accept. She thought that as long as she kept reading the words of the flowers, she would be able to retain the last bit of humanity, but... Now she can't cry, she should be sad, but she can't cry.

It felt like something was missing in her heart that made her lose her most basic instinct as a human being. She can't feel joy or distress for her lover anymore, and she doesn't even have tears, is she still a human being?

Surprised by this fact, Fu Baizhi ran out in a panic, she wanted to ask Qiu Yinghan, what would she become, why did she lose her feelings for Hua Yeyu after practicing the second time, why did she choose herself among so many people, even if she let herself change her life for a life, it was better than now. All the qiē is Qiu Yinghan's fault!

Anger broke through reason, making Fu Baizhi's eyes bloodshot, and she was glad that she could still maintain her anger and hatred at the moment, even if she lost her joy and sorrow.

"Why are you here, and who let you out?" Qiu Yinghan didn't expect that she had just come back and saw Fu Baizhi running around in the cold courtyard, and before she could get an answer, her body was suddenly pressed against the wall by strong pressure. The severed arms were squeezed again, making Qiu Yinghan's brows furrow slightly. And Fu Baizhi's killing intent in her face surprised her even more, it seems that she should have practiced unintentionally, so she would lose her mind like this.

At the beginning, he also practiced the third level to have such a strong internal force, but Fu Baizhi's current internal force far exceeded expectations. Seeing the look of the person in front of him who was eager to kill him, Qiu Yinghan felt interesting. I didn't expect that after only half a month of absence, this person would grow to such a point. Come to think of it, I'm afraid that her talent is not stupid, but it has been buried, and Bing Xinjue accidentally opened her instinct.

Perhaps, compared to herself, Fu Baizhi is more suitable for this martial arts.

"What have you done to me! Why can't I feel joy and sorrow after I practiced the second weight! Qiu Yinghan, you'd better make it clear! Fu Baizhi didn't notice Qiu Yinghan's abnormality, but pinched her shoulders hard and pressed her against the wall. At this moment, Fu Baizhi's whole body was full of resentment, and the true qi on her body was even more chaotic, and even the surrounding walls were cracked because of her internal force.

"I told you a long time ago that since you want to practice this skill, you must be enlightened, and you deserve this qiē."

"Bastard! I was ready to become enlightened, but you didn't tell me so soon! Why me, why did you choose me to practice this martial art! I want you to heal her now, or I'll kill you!" Kill you! Fu Baizhi was irrational at the moment, her neck was choked by her, in the face of such an impudent request, Qiu Yinghan was not angry, and she didn't even see any fluctuations from beginning to end.

"If you kill me, you won't save her. You want to live without emotion, and you can still see her reads;. She still wants to kill me and heal her herself. Qiu Yinghan asked rhetorically, but this answer made Fu Baizhi slightly stunned and regained her senses. Yes, the man was right. What else in the world is unbearable except death? Even if he kills Qiu Yinghan, what can he do, it is better to let this person save Hua Yeyu, even if he has no emotion, at least he can still see Yu'er.

"I'm sorry, I was reckless." Letting go of the hand holding Qiu Yinghan, Fu Baizhi found that her face was very pale, and her arms were wrapped with heavy wooden boards.

"No problem, I don't want to see a second time today. You may not be what you used to be, but you must know that if I want to kill you, it will not be difficult. ”

Qiu Yinghan's voice landed, Fu Baizhi had already felt the chill coming from her, the powerful oppressive force was something Fu Baizhi had never felt, even in the face of Xie Chuan, or the black Gu Absolute Evil, no one would make her cowardly from the bottom of her heart, but just in the face of Qiu Yinghan's kung fu, cold sweat soaked her clothes.

"It's time for you to go back to practice, do what you have to do, and I will save the people I should save. Since you have answered me, your enlightenment should not be shaken. Listening to Qiu Yinghan's words, Fu Baizhi's eyes sank. Thinking of Hua Yeyu, she covered her empty chest and walked back to the cave with a wry smile. She can't go back, and she doesn't have any right to go back.

Didn't you decide early on to save Yu'er? In this case, such a loss of control really shouldn't have happened.

Seeing Fu Baizhi walking back, Qiu Yinghan leaned against the wall a little tired, and at this time, the snow lion also walked over from the side. Seeing it look up at its arms, Qiu Yinghan sat on top of it. "I'm fine, don't worry about me. At this rate, on the day Fu Baizhi leaves the customs, I can also heal all the injuries for Hua Yeyu. ”

The humane snow lion can understand his own words, but it is precisely because of this that this little guy is so uneasy. Seeing that it was looking at herself full of pleading, Qiu Yinghan hooked the corners of her mouth meaninglessly, she had long lost her feelings, and she forgot what a smile from the heart looked like, so she could only rely on her memory to make a false smile. The eyes were like a sea of eyes staring blankly ahead, but his mind was full of the man's black clothes and black hair.

"What? But I can't hold on for half a month? I've got you to rest, and your body is getting more and more tormented. On the big bed in the room, Qiu Yinghan lay weakly on the couch, looking at the person who was pressing on him. She didn't lose her mind, and she remembered how the other party brought her frostbitten self back from the snow, and she knew better how long she had spent here, I was afraid that it was more than half a month.

These days, this man is asking for nothing but food and occasional rest. The body has long been numb, and I don't know what the so-called happiness feels like. The numb is entered, pained, rested, and re-entered. Qiu Yinghan didn't feel ashamed, nor was he angry or dissatisfied, he just felt that such a boring thing might be the only one who liked it tirelessly.

"Alright, you go back, I've had enough. Now you don't mean anything at all, at least you used to blush, but now you're like a piece of wood. With the last entry, a stinging pain came from the fragile place where it had already been red, swollen and bleeding, making Qiu Yinghan tremble defenselessly.

At this time, the irascible man finally stopped. Seeing that she wiped her body clean with a cotton cloth, dressed her, and connected her arms that had not been connected for half a month, as the internal force returned to her body, Qiu Yinghan sat up with difficulty, she didn't say anything, just walked slowly towards the door. But when he reached the door, he stopped again.

"It won't be long before I'm going to die." I don't know why, Qiu Yinghan said this sentence. The word death was scary to many people, but she had long forgotten what it was like to be afraid, and she didn't even know why she was saying it at this time. "Looks like you've decided to die, but it's okay to die, it's not interesting for you to live now anyway. Before you die, you must inform me so that I can see you one last time. The other party's answer was the same as Qiu Yinghan expected, and after hearing this, she nodded and walked out of the room.

"When I'm dead, I hope you can take my body away and put it in the snowy mountains."