Many years later, when I was married, I was full of children and grandchildren, and I always thought of her when I looked at the peach blossoms falling on the ground outside the house, and I couldn't help but feel like a nightmare.

The scene I thought about when I was young was just a dream after all, a dream that should not be remembered, and should have been left in the memory a long time ago.

I still remember that year under the peach blossom tree, chatting a little bit.

She said, I wish us a husband, two gentlemen, three or four children, five or six years, the past seven or eight will become a joke, September 10 cold do not forget the past, a hundred years and thousands of years when the world mentions me, I will think of you, and you must not forget.

I said, thousands of rivers, thousands of mountains, hundreds of things, bitter nine and eight nights, I play the lyre for you, sing June hibiscus, count five years of spring and autumn and four seasons, I wish you can find three lives and two people to stay together without leaving.

She and I didn't say a word of memory, probably guessed that this word couldn't be touched, and it was still touched.

Later, don't say later, later it was too bitter, it's better to talk about the previous dynasty.

When I met her, she was six years old and I was eight years old, and she was missing two teeth and I was missing four teeth.

So, I didn't laugh, my father was talking and laughing with a group of men, and the small and fragmented sounds were as boring as flies, and he didn't know when I left.

So she sat under the peach blossom tree, her face was sad and adult-like, I saw her, she saw me, but she didn't speak.

She laughed, and for a moment, I thought, she will be more beautiful than peach blossoms in the future.

She carried a plate of sweet cakes, which I did not like, it was something that only men eat, and I was destined to be a woman who would go to war in the future, and then I would be famous and glorious.

But she showed her two missing teeth and said, "You eat." I couldn't help but take one and eat it. She asked, "Is it delicious?" ”

I wanted to tell her that it was delicious, and I wanted to laugh, so I grinned, and I suddenly remembered that I had lost four of my teeth, and I couldn't help but hate her, she must have deliberately made me look ugly.

When I finally found out that my father was missing, he respectfully saluted such a girl who was younger than me, and said, "Your Royal Highness. ”

I was forced to call her, but I still didn't understand the power of those four words to make such a proud father bow his head, but it was too late for me to understand.

In fact, I have to talk about the future, if there is no later, this life is long, how should I spend it.

She is the most unladylike woman I have ever seen, and of course, she is also the most unladylike empress I have ever seen.

She was too soft, too weak, too melancholy, and the way she looked at the sky had a feeling that I couldn't describe, but it always made me feel that she was in another place, with something I couldn't touch.

The Buddha said, one leaf and one Bodhi, one sand and one world, and she, I think she herself is a world, she can't get out, others can't get in, she draws the ground in it as a prison, traps others, imprisons herself.

She is probably quieter and more silent than the most delicate ladies in the capital, so how should she undertake the affairs of the family and the country, Weizhen is a country, I don't know, I can't help her, even if I can, those ministers will not agree, the army is not in politics, the rules left by the ancestors are also the sharp weapons of those literati, then I can only guard the border for her, just like my mother.

Ten years in the capital, ten years in the border gates, I will spend my life to return her to a prosperous dynasty, just for a piece of sweet cake she handed me under the peach blossom tree.

Some people shouldn't think that it's good to be able to watch from afar, but unfortunately I can't, and it's hard to see each other since then.

The general was not allowed to return to the dynasty unless summoned by Jin Ling, and the major event of Jin Ling's rebellion had to be made.

In April, the peach blossoms were too hurried, and I took her to a temple, where there were the latest peach blossoms, and it was also the most beautiful peach blossoms in the capital.

The world is full of fragrant flowers in April, and the peach blossoms in the mountain temple are in full bloom.

I looked at her and looked at the peach blossoms, and from then on she was my April day in the world, fragrant and beautiful, peerless.

The poet of the previous dynasty wrote this word, is it also because he saw the person in his heart who is more beautiful than April Fangfei.

In the end, I am gone, the world is loyal to General Lei Jinglei's family, and the empress is respectful, but no one knows, I am leaving, but I want to protect her for a lifetime, she can't control the world, so I will fight for her, so I have to hold heavy troops, just so that I can do my best for her when she needs me one day.

I will be the sharpest knife in her hand, and the blade points out, blood pouring all over the ground.

The border pass is too cold, too bitter, brocade clothes and jade food have been replaced by ice and snow, how to get used to pampering.

I saw my mother, and she had a lot of vicissitudes. She just patted me on the shoulder and said meaningfully, "You have to stick to it for someone." ”

I was keenly aware of the subtlety of my mother's words and I didn't ask, just as she didn't ask me. Indeed, in such an environment, there must be a person who has to work hard, and a goal that has to work hard to survive.

Ten years and three battles of all sizes, two hundred and ninety-six scars on my body, the name of the god of war resounded in all countries, and I still can't return to the court.

People, you have to lose something for what you get, I just want her to be safe, it doesn't matter if she likes it or not.

So, no one knew that I had stood outside the city gate all night when she was fourteen years old, and the fireworks that had been extinguished after the light had left a place of loneliness, and the so-called loneliness was almost as lonely as it was.

When I saw her again, she ran away secretly, not for me, for her queen, what can I say, I can't say anything, I am not qualified.

There are too many things in this world that the Buddha said that it is taboo that cannot be said, and there are too many regrets that cannot be asked for in the heart, if you can't say it, then do it, if you can't have it, then you will take care of it all your life.

In this world, there is always someone who wants you to be gentle.

She's leaving, and she doesn't tell me, but I want to see her off.

Outside the city, she said: "If the general has any ideas, just do it, don't care so much, don't forget, there is me." ”

I said: "With the words of His Majesty, Lao Lei is relieved." ”

I looked at her, she looked at me, looked at each other and smiled, just like the scene when we first met, but I laughed at her that she was not that person after all, and she laughed at me for being too infatuated.

The person who used to be cowardly and hesitant is really gone, and she has probably disappeared from this world to another world.

She once asked me if I believed in human reincarnation. I said I believe.

She said she didn't drink a soup that would forget all of it, so she remembered, and she asked me if I believed it.

I didn't believe it, but I didn't want to disappoint her, so I did.

But now I have to believe it, otherwise where would I go to find her.

I didn't ask her the people in her body, and if the answer was something I didn't want to know, I might as well hold on to hope.

It's not that I can't continue to pretend to love her, but everyone has the most special look in the eyes of those who love her, and I can't see it anymore. Later, they got married, married, and married the general of Yan State, and both restrictions were the best ending. If you can't keep the people you love, then you can be with others, and you can keep a distance from each other in the future, and only be friends.

Friends, I am a friend for a second, and I am a friend for a lifetime.

This is our best distance.

If my departure is what you want, then I will leave, this peaceful and prosperous world is what you say you want, then I will achieve it for you.

The wind outside the house swept up the peach petals, sprinkled with joy, like back then, and for a moment, I thought she was there.

But thinking about it, I still hope that she can be reincarnated again, but this time she must be with the kind of water that can make people forget a qiē, so that she will not be so sad again.

And I said from the beginning, it doesn't matter if she likes me or not, and now I have to add, it doesn't matter if I remember me or not, as long as she can be happy.

Then my empress, I wish you joy and peace henceforth, and no more sorrows and troubles.

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