Chapter 20: Have You Forgotten You Were Born Again?
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On this day, there was no fire in the villa, Bi Shaohua personally delivered lunch back on time and on time, and observed that he was getting worse and less energetic, lying on the side of the bed with his eyes closed, and left without saying anything.
Li Yushang's dream is uncontrolled, and he is infinitely free.
She thought that being able to adapt to a new job would be a decisive victory, but how good can it be to be a kindergarten teacher? Soon the reality gave her a resounding slap in the face, the property management fee was paid for the whole year, 6,000 yuan, and her two months' salary was not enough, let alone having to make a living for herself.
I once thought that if I found a job and was qualified for a job, I would be perfectly independent, and I could take back Taotao, at least, I could fly to Australia to see the baby I born......
The distance between reality and ideal can be described as worlds apart.
Seeing herself, she stood on the riverbank again, hesitant and sleepy.
Or, go back to the same place and continue to live a chaotic life.
After selling the bags, you can also sell jewelry.
What if I run out of jewelry? She didn't dare to think about it.
But the reality did not spare her, and there are still customers willing to try to sell bags cheaply in the online store, selling yellow and platinum jewelry, diamonds and jade bracelets? Who can be sure if you are gold-plated or real gold, precious or dyed stone, diamond timeless or glass blue?
Selling diamonds at the price of selling cabbage, Li Yushang didn't have the brains to that Cheng dù, and sent it to a specialized jewelry company to deal with it at a low price? She didn't have the courage to face all kinds of doubtful eyes.
"Keep it, and make a meeting gift for your daughter-in-law in the future."
She sat in front of her computer and deleted the pictures of the jewelry.
Australia, don't go.
Taotao, an incompetent mother, doesn't have it.
Li Yushang's heart is full of pathos again, she is alive, but she just consumes some more resources, right? It's better to disappear like this, leaving the villa and jewelry intact to his son.
It seems that a few days ago, I swore that I must live with a face......
Li Yushang stood on the slope of the riverbank, slowly and slowly walked down, she thought, how strong and great must be a person who has nothing but can insist on living with a face......
That's it, it's infinitely easy.
The river was warm, wave after wave rushed to her body, the image of the deceased father and mother appeared, Taotao's little face appeared, her ragged eyes disappeared into the river, she opened her mouth to scream, the water rushed into her mouth, extreme pain and fear squeezed her brain, and she struggled to climb on all fours......
The voice that had been silent for a long time finally sounded.
"My child, it's time to be born again again, tell me, when do you want to go back, and what other wishes do you have that you haven't fulfilled?"
I don't know why, the voice I heard this time revealed exhaustion, but the warmth was still there.
"I-am not dead?" She muttered.
"Even if I can adapt to the work of a kindergarten teacher, I am still a waste, I can't go to Australia to see Taotao, I can't take him back to me, hehe......."
Immersed in her own despair, the lack of more than ten years of work experience has made her disconnected from society, even if she insists on the job of a preschool teacher, she can only live a hard life, barely mixing a life of food and clothing.
"You see, I can't do big business, I can't enter any company to play with my life, I'm afraid of meeting people, I'm not good at intrigue with people and playing tricks, I can draw a few strokes at most, and I can take care of a child."
She spoke very calmly, with two syllables on her lips, and it could only be those two syllables "hehe......
The voice in his ears was silent again, and it seemed that he was also trying to think.
Isn't that the life of ordinary people? Working hard for others for a month, the remuneration is used to maintain food and clothing, and if you are tight on hand, you can save a few more money for a lifetime, and it may not be enough luxury to go abroad for a while......
As the saying goes: "It is easy to go from thrift to luxury, and it is difficult to go from luxury to thrift", which is true.
So many preschool teachers can work happily and get paid, but the lady in the dress, who is used to being a "noble wife", weeps bitterly for this meager remuneration, and even wants to commit suicide by throwing herself into the river.
"Clothes, do you want to go back to your ex-husband and continue to enjoy the life of being raised?" There was some excitement in that voice.
"No—no—no—" the woman who shook her head, bursting into tears again, "I will not turn back even if I have no chance, even if—I have thought about living such a foolish life countless times." ”
"Then there's just a way forward."
The voice exhaled: "Clothes, believe in yourself, others can work hard to get to the life they want, and you can too." I've seen your paintings, it's very aura, your paper-cutting, it's wonderful, you don't have to do the work you can't barely do, just stick to the two things you can do, draw pictures, manage young children, it's enough. ”
"But I haven't had an animation pen for many years, and it's impossible to make a splash, and the salary is too ......low to be a preschool teacher."
"You like to get along with children, you can be your own boss and open a kindergarten of your own, in that way, every effort you make can bring you the greatest reward, why not give it a try?"
"You mean, I'm going to be the head of the kindergarten? No, no, I can't do it, I've been just being managed by others all my life, and I haven't managed other people's ......."
"But this is no longer your previous life, you have forgotten it, dear, you are being reborn, now you are a new life, you can, you can do anything ......."
If it was a good friend Bi Shaohua here, I am afraid that he would have jumped up and slapped him twice, scolding a few words such as "The mud can't support the wall...... You've got to put yourself on ......."
After more than 30 years of being a muddy person, she is used to being a soft lump in the warm gutter, and you don't want her to transform into a strong stone, how can that be?
Fortunately, with an excuse for "rebirth", this girl had a very good epiphany.
"Yes, I'm reborn, I must have a golden finger, the book says so, the reborn heroine bravely crossed every difficulty, and finally earned a lot of money, and was beautiful and rich in a beautiful man, what you want, what you want, what you want......
The male voice laughed and reminded: "Even if you are reborn, if you don't work hard and persevere, you won't be able to open the golden finger." ”
"That's that," he nodded, "In this life, I will definitely live a beautiful ......."
It seems that the day before you promised to live with a face, right? Didn't you turn around and throw yourself into the river? Can you still make people believe it?