And Song Yan and the others came to the capital to live for a few days, and after the arrangements were made, they wanted to see Mu Chanjuan. Because Mu Lingluo and Mu Chanjuan had some dirty trouble last time, there was no contact between the two, and Mu Lingluo was busy and didn't send a letter over there. came and went, Mu Chanjuan didn't come to visit, and Song Yan saw that Mu Lingluo was fine, and half of this heart was put down, which was another worry about Mu Chanjuan.

After Mu Lingluo learned about it, she called someone to send Song Yan and the others to Xie Zhai, but she herself never went there in person.

Let's say that after Song Yan and Mu Liang went to Xie's house, Xie Zhao was not there, Mu Chanjuan was shocked when she saw them, obviously she didn't expect them to come to the capital, and hurriedly welcomed them into the house: "Mother, Liang'er, when did you come to the capital, why didn't you tell me?" ”

Song Yan saw that Mu Chanjuan's face was not very good, and her eyes were even more blue, so she hurriedly took her hand and said, "It was Ah Luo who came some time ago, and it was Ah Luo who called Ah Mo...... Oh, it was King Chen who took us into Beijing. Seeing that they are well, my heart is finally at peace, and I have lived up to the trust of the county lord. Chanjuan, how are you doing, are you okay with Ah Zhao? ”

Mu Liang shouted to Mu Chanjuan in a regular manner, big sister, but he jumped taller, and he hadn't seen each other for half a year, and he was a little rusty with Mu Chanjuan, so Mu Chanjuan didn't know what to do for a while.

Mu Chanjuan's face turned slightly pale, her eyes drooped, and she answered, leading the two of them to the front hall: "Really?" You've been in the capital for so long, I don't know ......."

Thinking that Mu Lingluo hadn't even informed her of this, as well as the conflict with Mu Lingluo before, Mu Chanjuan felt a pain in her heart and lowered her head slightly.

Song Yan and Mu Liang sat down with her, and another maid came up with tea, and Song Yan looked at this posture quite well. Her heart was also a little settled, "Seeing that you and Ah Luo are living so well, I, a mother, am also relieved." By the way, do you have news in your stomach now? Ah Zhao is a child who comes in and out, but your identity is different from Ah Luo, it is good to have a child early and inherit the Xie family. In this way, the in-laws will have nothing to say on their side, and you, too, will have a really good life. ”

Mu Chanjuan was broken by Song Yandao, the pain in her heart couldn't help pursing her lips, and she reluctantly pulled the corners of her mouth.

"At the beginning, I was afraid that the Xie family would be high, but seeing that you like Ah Zhao, I will respond. However, the loss of Ah Luo and you Zhang Luo...... Ah Luo and the county lord treat our family like a mountain, you have to know how to be grateful! Song Yan said, remembering that Mu Chanjuan's dignity today was earned by Mu Lingluo for her, so she ordered.

If it weren't for Mu Lingluo to bear the burden of the family and have a future with his own strength, even if the Xie family came to propose, I am afraid that they would not treat Mu Chanjuan well after seeing the shabby dowry. Mu Lingluo bought most of the family's money at that time for Mu Chanjuan's dowry, and the Xie family had nothing to say after seeing the rich dowry, and Mu Chanjuan was able to live a decent life in the Xie family.

Song Yanguang was thinking about the past days, but now he was a little embarrassed.

Mu Chanjuan could hear Song Yan's words all of Mu Lingluo's good, a touch of impetuousness flashed in her eyes, she gritted her teeth, "Mother, I know, you don't have to mention these." Besides, if Ah Luo hadn't been protected by her father and mother, how would she be where she is today? Now, mother, you are no longer a slave of the Liuguo Mansion, you don't have to always put yourself in the ......" She slowed down, didn't say the word in the end, only closed her eyes, and said, "Don't you still want to treat me as Aluo's slave?" ”

But she was not angry in the end, and couldn't help but express the grievances in her heart.

"Chanjuan, what's wrong with you?" Song Yan was stunned by her, "Ah Luo has treated us very well, she treats you like a sister, why do you say such things to hurt people?" I think there was something wrong with Ah Luo last time, didn't you have some conflict with her? Didn't I tell you in the past, you are the eldest sister, and you have to let Ah Luo do everything, she ......"

When Mu Chanjuan heard this, her heart became more and more desolate. She stood up suddenly, her face full of anger, and interrupted Song Yan's words: "Mother, am I your biological daughter or Ah Luo is your daughter?" Let, let, let, since I was a child, you taught me to let Ah Luo, when I was a child, I was allowed to eat, wear, and play, and she read first, and I and Liang'er came first, after my father was gone, we had a hard time, and you asked me to do Ah Luo's work, and I should do all of this. After so many years, I've given enough, do you want me to let my husband out, so that you are satisfied? Mother, do you want to force me to death, are you willing? ”

She yelled hysterically, her face flushed with anger and sadness, the green tendons on her forehead popped out, and the corners of her eyes glowed with a faint crystal.

This is the first time Song Yan has seen Mu Chanjuan so angry, and she was a little stunned for a while, "Chanjuan, Chanjuan ......"

"Big sister," Mu Liang listened to the side, frowning slightly, and suddenly stood up, "You shouldn't have spoken to your mother like this." Moreover, the second sister has never been sorry for our family, let alone sorry for you, you shouldn't be so ......"

"Shouldn't, shouldn't?" Mu Chanjuan suddenly laughed, she raised her hand to cover her face, "Yes, even my own brother said I was wrong, where was I wrong?" Each of you is Ah Luo in your heart, what am I? Ah Luo is my mother's daughter, my sister, what am I Mu Chanjuan in your eyes? Yes, Ah Luo didn't feel sorry for us, it was me Mu Chanjuan who was sorry for Ah Luo, right? ”

As she spoke, the tears in the corners of her eyes seemed to be finally overwhelmed.

Mu Chanjuan had never felt despair like at this moment, she raised her hand to cover her face, slowly sat on the ground, crying and laughing: "Yes, it's me who is wrong, it's me who shouldn't be delusional, it's my fault...... But, but why, why is this happening......"

She didn't really hate Mu Lingluo, in the final analysis, what she really hated was herself.

Just thinking of the fact that she only knew, she felt her heart ache, as if a knife was cutting through her flesh and stabbing her heart all the time! Even in the middle of the night she would wake up in pain.

"Chanjuan, you, what's wrong with you?" Song Yan was shocked and annoyed in her heart, but she didn't say it yet, seeing Mu Chanjuan crying so desperately, she was even more distressed in her heart. In the end, it was a piece of meat that fell from her body, she was reluctant!

Song Yan anxiously rushed to Mu Chanjuan, helped her, and asked anxiously.

Mu Chanjuan looked at Song Yan, who was holding on to herself, and Mu Liang, who was looking at her with concern on one side, and the grievances that she had endured for a long time finally broke out, and she threw herself into Song Yan's arms and cried.

PS: Happy Mid-Autumn Festival, dear friends!