Gail saw the droplets again, the huge droplets that were suspended and moving in rhythm. Gail knew that he was not here, because at this moment, his vision seemed to be forcibly magnified, one second he was still looking at those bright water droplets, and the next second he had penetrated the wall membrane of a water droplet and submerged into it, entering an endless darkness.

In this darkness, there is neither up nor down, neither before nor after, and there seems to be neither space nor time. Here, a second is no different than a year, and there is no point in moving forward and backward.

Maybe it's a moment, maybe it's hundreds of millions of years, and suddenly there is a round thing in the dark. It looks big and small, blending in with the darkness but with a light that is impossible to ignore.

Forgive Gail for just plain curiosity, so he went up and touched the round thing with his hand. In the next moment, the round thing burst like a balloon that had been blown up.

It whirled, flung the seemingly endless amount of matter it had wrapped around itself. The material that was thrown out gradually turned into something of different colors but equally round, gradually taking over the space in the darkness.

Gale felt that if his body was really here, then it must be difficult for him to control the corners of his mouth not twitch - he seemed to ...... Watching the □□ the universe form? This must be the Big Bang. So, the Source of the Universe is a round thing?

While Gale was complaining, countless planets, stars, and moons had found their place. After that, Gail was once again forcibly pulled in perspective, and traveled through the galaxy and time, arriving at a place he was extremely familiar with - the Earth of the solar system. Gail had to perch high above the atmosphere and look at this place that was both strange and familiar to him.

The cooled surface, the blue-green planet is spinning rapidly, and all kinds of life are gradually taking place. Strange lights continue to break through the clouds from the Earth and disappear into the solar system. And then there is the long reproduction.

In the long river of time, countless species and lives exist and then die, and countless people are born, grown, reproduced, and die. It seems that nothing lasts forever, but there is more than one exception that has found a way to live forever.

Guess, find, confirm, implement. Success, failure. Live, die.

All sorts of information and emotions hit Gail's brain in an instant, making Gail feel dizzy. But this qiē is just an illusion.

I'm not here right now. Gail knew this clearly, so it was not my body that was swelling now, but my soul, my consciousness.

Emptiness and confusion occupied Gael's mind, and he didn't know what the meaning of his existence was. A voice that was exactly the same as Gail's suddenly sounded: "Since there is no meaning to save zài, then why does he hope to be able to advance and live forever?" ”

Because I want to. Gale replied unwaveringly.

"And what about after immortality? Everything you once knew would fade away, and when the power reached a certain point, you yourself would be rejected by the world and leave like those strange lights. So what's the point? ”

Significance? Significance! Don't always stress the meaning! Gale replied to the voice, but more like convincing himself.

"So, it doesn't make sense. So, why not give up? ”

Because there is not enough time.

"Not enough?"

Yes, not enough. Gale was suddenly able to say what he wanted clearly. Forever is never enough. "Severus Snape. If forever is a moment, or a moment is forever, that's not enough. "Time is meaningless, so it is not enough, so I seek immortality.

The golden pill that had been shining in Gail's body began to spin, and it looked like the source of the universe was spinning. Then, a small, finger-sized Gale took Jindan's place.

-- Infant adulthood.

"It's inexplicable!" Gail sat cross-legged on the floor of the central hall and complained, "It's just advanced, you have to come up with some inexplicable questions to ask me!" ”

Severus smoothed Gail's hair, which was to soothe his slightly annoyed and angry feelings.

In fact, no one except Gail himself knows what those "inexplicable problems" are. But his own heart is weak! Gail is still very reserved and shy about expressing his emotions most of the time. So although he occasionally does some shameless things, most of them are anticlimactic.

This time, Gale was forced to confess, and although the other party didn't know, he felt blushing and weak for no reason as soon as he saw Severus with his squinted eyes.

Probably because he thought about it day and night, Gail, who had always been tightly locked, just hummed and chirped and completed the transformation from a boy to a man in his life.

Severus woke up as early as Gail's breathing became short, watched the whole process very calmly and scientifically, and afterwards was very considerate to Gail, who had slept very sweetly after venting, to clean up and change his underwear. Then, he memorized the periodic table of chemical elements and "A Thousand Herbs" until the next morning.

"Morning—" Gail vaguely remembered that he had a sweet dream last night, and greeted Severus in a particularly good mood, and hugged Severus excitedly, not noticing the latter's somewhat stiff limbs and wordless silence.

Because of his advancement, Gale went to the vicinity of the Forbidden Forest to consolidate after the day's lessons. Severus stayed in the castle under the pretext that he wanted to do some research. But actually,

"What if other men's sexual urges are the same?" When Lily heard Severus ask herself, the tip of her pen slashed through the parchment.

She should be glad she didn't drink or eat right now, or she would have been the first person at Hogwarts to enter the Medical Wing because she choked! That's going to be black history. But now, it doesn't seem to be much stronger!

Because of Lily's silence, Severus pursed his lips, thinking that the other party did not understand what he meant, so he explained in depth very seriously: "The elders in the family have taught me that this is the inevitable result of hormones and love. I also knew what the ultimate goal was, and I knew the whole process of begging for pleasure, but I didn't know how to express my heart. ”

Lily: Huh.

"I think, as a woman, you obviously have more romantic cells, do you have anything good to say? I needed something concrete, practical. Eventually, Severus made his own demands - he wanted concrete ways rather than rhetoric.

"I'm assuming you've already admitted in your words that you're ...... for someone of the same sex (stressed)" Lily raised her eyebrows, "referring to Gail?" ”

"Yes." Severus admits that he is particularly calm, and there is no hesitation, shyness or anything like that.

Let's burn this bastard who shows affection! Lily cried out in her heart, but unfortunately no one answered her prayers.

Well, Lily said to herself, since it is inevitable that there will be a black history, then only maximizing profits is the right choice! She wants to seize this rare opportunity to soothe her soul from another angle and level.

"So, can you tell me what happened?" Lily struggled to make her expression look stern rather than gossipy.

"Last night......" Severus pondered, perhaps realizing that such intimate matters were difficult to talk about, and finally did not continue, but changed the subject. All you have to do is tell me how to pursue a friend of the same sex. ”

"Severus, forgive me. If you don't want to tell me why, how can I give me a practical opinion? What if I made the wrong suggestion because of a small difference? What if you Gale on fire? What if he ignores you? As Gale and Severus's mutual friends, Lily knew exactly what Severus really cared about, so every word she said poked at Severus's weaknesses.

Severus was almost convinced by Lily, but suddenly he saw his own hand. Last night, while he was cleaning up for Gail, the back of his right hand ran over Gail's place. He suddenly felt that the skin on the back of his hand was almost burning. Even with him, his left hand, which he had wiped Gale with a hot towel, was hot.

This immediately discouraged him from telling the truth to Lily—it was his secret, his secret, his and Gail's! Even if it was just to repeat it to others through his own mouth, he didn't want to! Ha, Severus Snape is such a selfish ghost who doesn't want his own treasure to be coveted by others, even if it's just for his own advice!

So, Severus stood up and glared at Lily condescendingly: "Don't sue anyone about today's matter!" Then, without waiting for Lily's answer, Severus turned and walked away neatly.

Because of the hurried steps as he walked, the back hem of the school uniform robe raised slightly behind him to a small height.

Lily pursed her lips, intending to lock the events of the day into the deepest part of her mind and never remember it again. If she could, she wished she had really lost her memory and not self-hypnotized like she was now.

Severus, who left in a hurry, slowed down after walking some distance. He thought about what he had to do to get the result he wanted.

He deduces in his mind all the consequences that his actions will trigger, not missing a single detail, any possible outcome. In the end, he finally relaxed and chose a foolproof method. It made his pace brisk.

Gail didn't know about this qiē when he was consolidating his realm on the edge of the Forbidden Forest, but it wasn't long before another surprise from the little of life would be sent to Gail. Although this surprise is more like a scare.

On Thursday, Siris received a letter from the family delisting. No matter what kind of psychological preparation he had in advance, when the original plan came true, Siris couldn't help but have a little emotional collapse.

In particular, Regulus, as the second son of the Black family, suddenly got the entire Black family from the fate of becoming a side branch after becoming an adult. This kind of resource tendency that is different from cloud and mud makes many people sad.

"Congratulations, Regulus." Regulus still has some classmates with whom he has a good relationship. Regardless of sincerity or falsehood, these young snakes who were not willing to make friends with the Black family still sent just the right amount of compliments and blessings.

But also