Chapter 79
If Fu Baizhi had decided that she would not go back no matter what, but seeing Hua Yeyu's appearance at this time, she couldn't help but soften her heart a little. Pulling her hand away, Fu Baizhi turned her head and stared at Hua Yeyu. The other party obviously came out of the Hades Palace all the way out of the Dead Palace to chase after him without healing, his haggard face looked definitely uncomfortable, and his body was as cold as ice.
From just now to now, she only said that sentence, and then looked at herself like a rabbit with red eyes. The appearance of being aggrieved and not daring to speak, afraid of going by himself and not daring to stay, so he could only secretly grasp the hem of his clothes, which made Fu Baizhi's heart soften. She sighed in her heart, resisted the urge to touch her head, and reached out to pat Hua Yeyu's shoulder.
"Didn't you say goodbye, what do you do when you chase it out? Aren't you afraid that the Hades Palace will be destroyed by those famous and decent families? Fu Baizhi's tone was much better at the moment, and seeing that she didn't insist on driving herself away, Hua Yeyu bit her lower lip and shook her head, and took a small step towards her.
"Don't say one, even if it is ten Hades combined, it is not as important as you." Hua Yeyu said softly, she didn't dare to call Ah Zhi anymore, so she could only use you instead, perceiving this detail, Fu Baizhi felt pain in her heart, but she was unwilling to retreat.
"I'm fine, and I don't need you to continue to follow, Hades Lord, please go back." Fu Baizhi said, turning around again and preparing to leave. The estranged words, the polite attitude, and the qiē all made Hua Yeyu feel uncomfortable. Looking at Fu Baizhi's steps getting farther and farther away, Hua Yeyu only felt a familiar pain in her heart again, as if she had been torn apart six years ago, and the pain made her almost unsteady on her feet.
"So, what are you waiting for? She's leaving, and maybe you'll never have a chance again. It was pitch black before her sight, but a voice lingered in her ear. Gradually, a white figure appeared in the darkness, she had long black hair, pure black eyes, and a familiar and good-looking smile when she smiled. This person is no stranger to Hua Yeyu, she is her former self.
"I... I can't help it... You know it, I can't give her anything more. Hua Yeyu whispered to her former self, no one knows her own situation better than her, although this body is not poisonous, but the toxins deposited in it have long reached the limit. The more frequent poisonous hair, as well as the pain that painkillers can't suppress, Hua Yeyu knows that she doesn't have much time to accompany Fu Baizhi, in this case, why should she let the other party suffer the pain of loss again?
The more clear these are, the more poignant Hua Yeyu becomes. In the face of the person she loves, she chooses to hide her identity, even if she is misunderstood now, she can never give an explanation, she is not qualified to keep Fu Baizhi, she doesn't even know which day she will not be able to sleep, if this is really the case, Fu Baizhi will be sad not only for the past six years, but for the rest of her life.
Thinking so in her heart, it didn't take long for Hua Yeyu to find that her face was touched by a pair of gentle hands. The temperature of this hand is only hotter than his own, but it still makes Hua Yeyu feel familiar and warm. She looked at the former self in front of her, and Hua Yeyu looked at her with pity, her black eyes reflecting her helplessness.
"I am you, so I can feel your pain and understand your thoughts. You've been protecting me all these years, and you've been protecting her for me. But if you're not happy at all, I'll be sad too. You are not only afraid of what will happen to Azhi without you in the future, but you are also afraid of what will happen to me. ”
"I'm sorry...", the mind was seen through by the other self, Hua Yeyu lowered her head and didn't say a word. Suddenly, her body was tightly hugged by the other party, and the strong heartbeat made Hua Yeyu rely on it, and she was paralyzed in the arms of her former self, which was the weakest escape and rest.
"Why do you want to say sorry to yourself? You're not wrong, never. She's leaving, can you really let her go and end your relationship? She's walking so slowly, maybe she's waiting for you to keep her. Hua Yeyu, be brave, maybe you can't give her anything, but at least you have to let her know how much you love her. ”
"No... No, if she hates me, she'll forget about me, and that's better than letting her endure the pain of losing again. ”
"You're not her, and how do you know she's not willing to take it? And who is in a position to make decisions for her? The body was lifted, Hua Yeyu looked at her former self, at a loss, she didn't expect that her pretended strength would be so weak, but just a few words could make her collapse.
"I don't really know what I'm going to do, I'm afraid she'll be upset, and if her identity isn't discovered, all the one can go on. She will still remember you in her heart, and remember the flower night language in the past, not me now. A hand with blood on his hands, deceived her deeply..."
"Stupid." The head was gently patted, making Hua Yeyu look at the other party blankly, she only saw the other self getting closer and closer, and finally landed a kiss on her forehead.
"Flower night talk, see clearly. You are me, and I am you, and the voice of your heart makes me appear, telling you what to do, occasionally... Be gentle with yourself. ”
"What's wrong with you! Is it the internal injury that is strict again? Returning to reality from the fantasy world, Hua Yeyu opened her eyes blankly, looked at Fu Baizhi, who was already holding herself in her arms, and shook her head. She didn't know when she fainted, and she didn't expect Fu Baizhi to come back. Seeing the other party's anxious and worried look, Hua Yeyu suddenly laughed and raised her hand to hug Fu Baizhi.
"Thank you for not leaving me behind."
"What a stupid thing to say." As early as the moment Hua Yeyu woke up, Fu Baizhi knew that she might not be able to leave. No one knew how scared she was when she saw this man faint in front of her. She didn't want to bear the feeling of being lost and powerless again, even if she had all kinds of resentment towards Hua Yeyu in her heart, but her love for this person in her heart couldn't be erased.
"I'm not stupid, I'm really happy that you can come back to me. Zhi, I still want to call you like that, even if you say that I don't have the qualifications to call you that. In the past six years, it's not that I haven't gone to look for you, but I was imprisoned by Yama and couldn't get out, and at that time, I thought you were the only one I survived. ”
Because of her weak body, Hua Yeyu's voice was very small, but Fu Baizhi heard the content clearly. For five years, Yan Luopo was imprisoned, even if Hua Yeyu did not describe the process, but Fu Baizhi, as the original work, she knew very well the torture methods of the Hades Palace, Hua Yeyu's long purple hair, and the huge and hideous wound on her chest were the best evidence.
"Ah Zhi, don't be angry, it's not that I haven't looked for you, after I regained my freedom, the first person to go to find you is you. But I didn't want to disturb your life, I didn't want you to see me as I am, so I ran away. I thought we wouldn't see each other again, but after meeting you by the lake that day, I knew I was finished. ”
"You're still as gentle as ever, and it always makes me want to be close to you. I'm afraid you'll know who I am, I'm afraid you'll find out I'm the person you said you hated, and I'm afraid I'll let you down. Afterward... I asked for your body, I'm sorry, but I don't regret it, because it was the best memory of my life so far. ”
Speaking of these, Hua Yeyu had a light smile on her face, she always hugged Fu Baizhi tightly, for fear that the other party would leave if she let go. Hearing her words, Fu Baizhi was also silent. She relented and gave up her preparations to leave. She didn't expect Hua Yeyu to hide so many things in her heart, and even kept in her mind the cruel words she left behind six years ago. Thinking of this, Fu Baizhi felt guilty but even more sorry to pick up Hua Yeyu, helped her to get on her horse, and walked towards the Immortal Palace according to the same path.
"Ah Zhi, do you still want to leave?" Seeing the direction of Fu Baizhi's journey, even if he knew that it was the way to the Hades Palace, Hua Yeyu couldn't help but ask. She was afraid that the man was just trying to send her back, so she had to leave.
"I'll send you back to heal, don't talk, take a rest." Although she didn't plan to go again, Fu Baizhi just bit the disbelief in her heart. Seeing her raise her head and look proud, Hua Yeyu already had an answer in her heart.
No matter what happens in the future, what she can give Fu Baizhi now, she will give her all her might. It seems that he still owes Ah Zhi a word. It shouldn't matter if you say it now, right?
"Zhi, I like you, from six years ago, until now, I have always liked you. But I think that if you only like it now, I'm afraid it won't be enough. If I say I love you, will you be happier? ”