Xiao Chengqi didn't know how to adjust her feelings, she was standing in the wind, although she was wearing a coat, her waist was very thin, off-white, and the big skirt was scattered in the wind and swayed slightly.

He walked over and saw her with lambskin gloves in her hands, throwing down pieces of bread, and the duck was eating quickly and enthusiastically. It's her, she seems to be thin, why is she so thin in her coat? The gloves were very short, they were fashionable, and in the middle of the coat sleeves, there was a small empty section, revealing her white wrists, and I don't know if it was cold or not?

He felt another heart attack coming, and he rubbed it irritably, thinking that it should be due to a weak heart.

Why should we have a weak heart? He told himself that she, and the man, were all owed to him. He didn't bully her like a debt collector, he didn't go to Dijing City to chase her and ask the truth, he was already very kind, so he shouldn't be weak-hearted.

But as soon as she turned her head and looked over, the pores of his body began to tremble, and the movement of turning around, like a willow branch, was still flexible and straight, which was extremely moving.

She said, "Thank you for coming." ”

Xiao Chengqi's heart was beating wildly, and when he met her appearance and her voice, he couldn't breathe.

The duck next to him screamed suddenly, and it turned out that he didn't want to feed them, so he walked up, shook the water on his body, chased after Gu Xiyao, and barked with his mouth open, one higher than the other.

Xiao Chengqi was inexplicably angry, and wanted to give the two ducks a "person" kick, but he couldn't see what she had lost weight, and he came to grab food.

Gu Xi turned his head sideways, but his movements were gentle, and he threw all the bread in his hand to them.

Say, "Shall we find a place where we can talk?" ”

Xiao Chengqi slowly, let out that breath, and said, "Where do you want to say it?" ”

Gu Xi didn't look at him, but looked in one direction and asked, "There's a bench over there, let's go sit and talk, okay?" ”

He went that way first, this place was close to his quarters, but he hadn't been there a few times, and he didn't know if there were any benches, but he felt that he should quickly take the initiative in some way. Otherwise, it will be too passive.

When he saw a chair, he wanted to sit on it.

"How's it going here?" He was polite and polite. I thought to myself, that is, to her, if another woman told her to come to the park for Christmas and sit in the cold wind, he would put that person on the never-contact list.

Who knew that Gu Xi said, "There are always people in this place." With that, she walked two steps faster and led the way.

Xiao Chengqi followed from behind, feeling that he still failed to take the initiative. And I thought, what does a man and her woman care about?

The two of them sat down on a bench, and the place was bright and could see the lake, not only did no one come, but they could also see it for the first time. With such a favorable time and place, he really couldn't find it.

He said, "You know this place well?" ”

"Well, our house," she paused, adding, "I'm at his house, and we live in the park." She pointed.

Xiao Chengqi followed his gaze and turned his head to look in the direction of his own home. I understood for a second that the feelings were still across the sea.

Then he got a little angry and said that their home? They carry themselves behind their backs, guard themselves, and make money from their own private money. I didn't sue myself when I bought a house, and I spent money like that, and I didn't give myself money.

It's a bully!

But he didn't bully women, so he endured it.

"Aren't you coming home this Christmas?" She asked.

"My dad is coming to see me." Xiao Chengqi said.

As soon as the words came out, both of them fell silent, as if they were acquaintances. In fact, no one knows anyone.

It's called a strange thing.

"What are you looking for from me?" He asked knowingly.

Gu Xi sat to his right, looked down at a patch of grass in the distance, and said, "...... It's hard to talk about, but I think it's easier for you, because you've been in the past two years. ”

He looked sideways at her, aggrieved by the sympathy in her tone.

His pain, indeed, is known only to them.

After two years of loneliness, this woman is only half of the insider.

He said, "Say it." ”

Gu Xi said, "This is really a little difficult to explain, when I came to you, I didn't expect it to be so difficult." But...... I still have to come. ”

Xiao Chengqi said, "You want to sue me for the ins and outs, don't you?" What is hard to say. ”

Probably thinking that his tone was not good, Gu Xi paused and said, "That...... Where to start? She bowed her head, hesitated over the words, and after a while, said, "I'll start with acquaintance." Cheng Qi, he ......"

He looked sideways at her.

She immediately said, "It's not you, 26-year-old you." ”

Xiao Chengqi's nerves suddenly twitched together, he figured out some clues, but when others really told him, he was still shocked. If it weren't for the two-year buffer, he would have felt that this girl was in the Arabian Nights.

Immediately, the blows came one after another.

He was kidnapped, and then she saved him, he secretly observed for half a year before he fell in love with her, and the two were ready to get married, but found out that she had a man she loved before, and put a contraceptive ring on someone else......

"Wait—" he interrupted Gu Xi, "you said you wore contraceptive rings for other men?" ”

Gu Xi turned his head to look at him. Xiao Chengqi chuckled in his heart, there was still a little joy in the distress in his eyes, and there was understanding in the joy, which was indescribable, Xiao Chengqi felt that he might have offended others, he hurriedly said, "Of course, that's your own business, don't pay attention to my question." ”

Gu Xi turned her head, but smiled, she smiled so beautifully, and the wind around her seemed to be soft for a second.

She said, "The same people are really different in age, and they always care about the same place." She looked up at the sky in the distance and said, "That's not me, I'm a person who borrowed corpses to resurrect souls." At that time, he loved me in a different way. ”

Xiao Chengqi was stunned, he was stunned for a long time, and there was nothing in his mind.

Such an unbelievable thing, he doesn't share it, he can't digest it.

And then cruelly, he had no one to share...... Except for her.

Gu Xi said, "I have read a lot of books recently, about the past and present lives, in fact, many people have this experience. The soul is immortal...... If a person has a spirit, he can live forever. ”

Xiao Chengqi looked up at the sky, and the blue sky and white clouds in the sky made him feel a sense of security. He said, "Go on, I'll just listen." ”

Gu Xi said, "The relationship is gradual, and at that time, Cheng Qi couldn't stand that I loved others so much, so he left." At that time, I was also very angry with him, thinking that he didn't believe me, because of that incident, he felt sudden at the time, and it was also very sudden to me, so I didn't tell him the truth when I was angry...... Add a few details, in short, it's a long story, for your age...... There will be some damage. ”

Xiao Chengqi thought about it, inexplicably I didn't wake up to a different hotel, the disappeared private money, the wedding dress, and the waking up. Loving someone else's wife...... He said, "Say, I don't think there's anything you can do to hurt me any more." ”

Gu Xi chuckled lightly, and she said, "Okay." ”

Then Xiao Chengqi heard the details again, why did she still have to work, and she didn't want to get married immediately. Then they wanted to get pregnant and prepare for the wedding at the same time, but they were still infertile, and finally found the contraceptive ring.

Later, the two finally released their previous suspicions and were happy to reconcile.

But she died.

And he chased her to death.

Then they came back together, one sitting beside him, and the other the one who had plagued him before.

"Two years have passed, and it's just so dull to tell." Gu Xi said, "There are still some details that I can't think of today...... I hope you also understand that it is not easy for me to come here to find you these words. ”

Xiao Chengqi was speechless, after listening to this story, his first reaction was, why did these two people do this? Isn't that death? I really love it so much, why don't you get married when you can? Is it really so much love, can't a contraceptive ring explain? Besides, if you really love it so much, you can die without her, so why can't you choose to forgive at that time?

He thought so, and asked.

After listening to this, Gu Xi lowered his head and said, "Yes...... If I had known that there would be greater difficulties ahead, I would not have been like that. ”

The tone is very sad.

It's also very helpless.

This kind of sadness and helplessness burned Xiao Chengqi almost immediately.

"You...... How old are you? When he asked that question, he felt like he didn't have a heartbeat.

I'm afraid that if she says that she is more than a hundred years old, how many times has she been reincarnated?

But I heard Gu Xi say, "Hmm...... Probably 36 years old," she looked up at the sky, "I was 32 when I died...... Later, he became Gu Xi, who was only 23 years old, met Cheng Qi, and later ...... Two years later, I died again. Back when I was 22 years old, I turned 24 this year. ”

She confessed, and she didn't hide anything.

Xiao Chengqi looked at her, and the ghost envoy thought that morning, she was sitting on the bed, and at first glance, he didn't notice anything wrong with her age, he only felt that it was different from what he had secretly thought. In the past two years, he has always known that there is a woman in his life, and he has not only thought about it, but also thought about it hundreds of thousands of times.

But it turned out that she was not as good-looking.

He didn't think she was old for a second.

Even at this time, she said that she was 36, he didn't feel it.

He said, "You look small, you don't look like 24 anymore." ”

She turned her head and looked at him and said, "You didn't understand what I meant. Cheng Qi and I have analyzed that this may just be a cycle, you will grow up, grow up to 26 years old, and then be kidnapped. And I, who became another girl after death, will save you, and then we will go through it again, exactly the same thing. ”

He was dumbfounded!

"What do you mean?"

"That's 26," Gussey said, "you're 18 now, and maybe that's what you're going to be eight years from now." ”

Xiao Chengqi stood up suddenly, "This is impossible, why do you say that?" ”

Gu Xi also stood up, "Just because after I was with him, one by one, one by one, the things in our lives, our house, many things, and Cheng Qi couldn't remember him at your age......" She rolled her eyes, as if she couldn't look at him and speak, "The wealth you have in the future is simply impossible to reach with the amount of money that Cheng Qi started." But you have now completed the primitive accumulation of several lifetimes of others in just two years, all because of Cheng Qi. ”

Xiao Chengqi felt cold, "I don't understand what you want to say?" The tone of his voice made him tremble a little.

Of course it will tremble,

I thought I heard a story, but I told it was my fate!

Who wants to experience that kind of love, is that love? That's killing people.

He hasn't liked anyone yet, that's his future love? How could it be, he knew that he would play, and if he didn't fall in love at first sight, he should be happy.

Now I was informed that it would be a ghost love affair and a lover who couldn't be touched

For a moment, it was as if he had fallen into a lake of ice.

Looking at Gu Xi's vision, it was different again.

Thinking of the feeling he felt holding her that day, that intimate satisfaction, nothing else.

This woman is not someone who has nothing to do with him.

She's no one else.

He is the one who loves life and death in the future, and he doesn't want to lose his hand until he dies, and he can't let go, his lover!

He is young, the autumn water is long, the sky is high and the sea is wide, his life has not yet begun, and now the results have been announced, how can he be willing

Or sit back and wait......

"I sympathize with what happened to you, but I'm not him, and I don't know you," he said. ”

She had to turn her head again, "You don't believe me? ”

Xiao Chengqi shook his head, "Even if you think it's a matter of the future, maybe not." You have not really said that it is my future. If from today onwards, we don't see each other again, and in two years, you meet someone you like, remarry, have children, and become someone else's mother, how can this matter be the same as you said? ”

I didn't seem to expect that to say that.

She was stunned for a moment.

Looking at him, that face, just when Xiao Chengqi was visible, became whiter and whiter.

He suddenly regretted what he had just said. This girl is delicate and moving, and she is not wrong. Looking at the way your lover looks and saying such heartless words, you will definitely be sad.

He said, "Don't take it seriously, I'm not him, I'm just a stranger who has nothing to do with you, a man marries a woman, I just provide an idea, right?" ”

When she heard this, her face turned even paler. It was pale, like the lake next to it in winter, sad and quiet. The winter is cold, everyone rarely stops when they encounter water, rushes by, avoids it, and has forgotten that this place brings them laughter in summer.

At this moment, he seemed to see his own cruelty.

Men marry women! He is not like the cold pedestrian who has forgotten the past. rushed through her life, leaving her alone.

Thinking of this, he really regretted that he had just said the wrong thing, and he shouldn't have said that.

He said, "You...... Don't take it personally. I didn't want to get married. ”

As soon as he said this, he regretted it even more.

But as soon as she turned around, her neckline lit up, and she said, "It's okay, I understand." ”

The tone is still so gentle.

His eyes were drawn to her clothes, an apricot-colored silk shirt with a ruby pin pinned to the neckline.

That little bit of red, just folded out in the sun, reminded him,

- She's still newly married!

For a moment, a storm ran through his mind.

No wonder they are in a hurry to get married at the age of 18...... He has never understood, as for being in such a hurry?

But now, they haven't been married for three months.

And the bridegroom was gone.

So what has become of her?

- Widow!

It was as if someone had gouged out his heart.

She has no husband left.

He just looked like her husband and asked her to marry someone else and have children.

And what about the person who promised to live and die with her for eternity?

That letter, that faith comes to mind...... My wife Kosai

Words cry blood

He didn't love this woman.

But you can also empathize with this distress

This distress made him even more frightened.

So painful...... If you are destined to love someone so much, and love to live or die, then you would rather not love!

If this is destined to be his future girlfriend and lover, then knowing that she will be so pitiful, he really would rather never meet her.

The heart was stuffed with a lead ball, and it was like being stabbed several times one after another, and it was dripping with blood.

He thought, this is normal sympathy, if this is the person he loves, no man would want the person he loves to suffer like this.

So he said, "That's just your speculation." If you don't want to get married, you can not marry, but let's not meet in the future. You live your life, I live mine. ”

Gu Xi bowed his head unmoved.

He added, "I'm also for our good, if that thing really has the kind of possibility you said, we should be strangled in the cradle, I don't want to get involved in your affairs." ”

Gu Xi lowered his head and said, "I came to you to say this because I wanted to ask you something." ”

He seemed to know what she wanted to ask, and he resisted, and he said, "You promise me a few conditions before I can agree to you." I hope you also understand that this matter has nothing to do with me, and it really bothers me. ”

After he finished speaking, he waited for her to get angry, and for some reason, he really wanted to see her look different.

She was still polite and strange to him.

The tone is polite, too.

But I heard her say, "You can say whatever you want." ”

Xiao Chengqi felt a lot of evil anger in his heart, he was suppressed and bullied for two years, and finally woke up from a nightmare, but she came back for no reason, let herself feel so guilty, and gave herself life. It's really a disaster, so I thought about it, and he said, "First, the two of us have nothing to do with each other in the future." ”

She nodded, "Okay." ”

"Second." Xiao Chengqi felt that he had a heart attack again, he was most annoyed by this, obviously he was a bystander, why was he worried, he gritted his teeth and said, "Second, you can't touch those financial news in the future, and you can't use the news he gave you anymore." If you're not good at it, you'll get into trouble. ”

Gu Xi nodded, "Okay." ”

He added, "Third, you can't touch modern art anymore, you can't do it in China, you say you can't do it." ”

She nodded and said, "Anyway, I used to help him, but he's gone, and I don't want to touch it." ”

His heart sank, he was dividing the property with her, and she didn't know if she had found out.

But I heard her say, "The few houses and things we bought outside will be given to you." I don't want ...... And the money, it's all yours. I don't want the money in those hedging accounts in London. She looked up, looked at Xiao Chengqi and said, "I just want you to tell me a piece of news, he ...... Do you have a ......? ”

She lowered her head, her eyes were a little red, and when she looked up, she seemed to have finally figured out the words, "...... Does it feel like he's still there? ”

He looked at her in a wolfish way. His eyes were pitiful, desperate, earnest, like a terminally ill man seeking medical treatment, and his heart was as uncomfortable as if he was going to die.

He had never felt this way before.

The strangeness frightened him.

In fact, he was somewhat convinced that what she said was true.

But reason told him that he could walk that path because he subconsciously wanted to take that road.

If they really get married, eight years later, will she take someone else's child to martyrdom?

He just begged that he really wouldn't see him again after today.

Let her go, and let yourself go.

If that's their love, it's liberating to let go of each other.

He said, "No." ”

She stared at him for a moment, then whispered, "Got it." She opened the handbag, fumbled through it, pulled out a few cards, envelopes, and placed them on the bench next to her.

She said, "Is there anything else you want me to do?" ”

He couldn't look at her, and staggered his gaze and said, "I hope you don't come to me again in the future, and I feel very uncomfortable seeing you." ”

"Okay." He listened to her whisper.

Then she left, Xiao Chengqi couldn't bear to see it, such a tragic thing, what is the use. But I thought, they are still married, what if they want to talk about divorce?

As soon as I thought of this, the letter came to my heart, my Gu Xi...... My Gu Xi ......

How can you love someone and love that kind of Cheng dù.

He couldn't help but chase after her again, in fact, he still wanted to see her, if she wanted to get married, she had to come to him to talk about divorce. She's older than him, do you want her to talk about it, or don't you want to talk about it?

But as soon as he saw her, he regretted it.

Just as he saw that she had walked a long way, he raised his right hand and wiped it on his eyes.

At that moment, it was obvious that he was wiping his tears.

but it was like rubbing it on his heart.

His heart hurt as much as he died.

It doesn't hurt so much to die.

He thought at the time, such a love of life and death, hiding from it, would really be liberated.

******

Old man Cheng walked to the gate of the park and said to the people next to him, "Not all say that there are many Chinese, why I have been here for two days and have not seen a few Chinese." Really, I also said that the house is big, where is our house big, I want to take a walk, and I don't even have a yard. ”

The person next to him laughed, "How can there be such a big courtyard at home." ”

"There are also fewer Chinese. I have to let Cheng Qi go home, otherwise he will graduate here, what if he finds a foreigner wife, look at those girls......" Before he finished speaking, he saw a Chinese girl walking out of the park.

She wore a hat and a handbag in the crook of her arm.

She lowered her head, pinched a white handkerchief in her right hand, pressed it under her nose, as if she was crying, and wore small gloves on her hand, restrained, forbearingly, even if it was so sad, her steps were still neat and elegant.

Old Man Cheng seemed to penetrate the years in an instant, saw his young self decades ago, and looked up to his mother. At that time, his mother was still young, her clothes were always smooth, and her gestures were square...... Some people, even if they fall into the dust, have their own decency and exquisiteness.

This kind of thing can only be understood, but cannot be spoken!

For a while, Old Man Cheng only felt twenty years younger, and his blood was boiling.