Chapter 292: Regret
Lu You only felt that God had played a huge joke on him, this joke was particularly insidious, not funny at all, making him the biggest fool in the world!
If he knew that Tang Wan could have children, how could he leave Tang Wan? Even if Tang put the knife on his Bozai, he would not frown, if he knew that Tang Wan could have children, Tang would not force him to die and let him divorce Tang Wan, after all, it is criticized to divorce his wife and remarry, perhaps, he really shouldn't be afraid of Tang's death force, as long as he is insisting, as long as he is down, maybe it will have a completely different effect. ……
But now it's too late to say anything, he not only lost Tang Wan, lost his lover, but also lost his own heart, his heart is on a woman he can't recover and will never forgive him.
To this day, he still clearly remembers what Tang Wan said:
"Lu You, I don't love you, in this life, in this life, in the next life, I will never be able to marry you!"
"Even if all the men in the world die, I can't marry you."
……
He pushed out the happiness he got with his own hands, and he was the biggest fool in the world!
Tang Wan was divorced and remarried and had children, Tang Wan's consciousness of not acting was not affected, but there were many people in the play, Lu You in the play was very decadent, Wang was very sad, Tang was very angry, and the onlookers watched it with relish.
During this time, no matter where Lu You went out, he would feel that someone was quietly looking at him, and all kinds of eyes made him feel as if he had been stripped naked and allowed others to study, as for the content of research, he could figure it out with his toes: Why did Tang Wan have no children with him again, and it didn't take long to marry Zhao Shicheng?
Can't he?
There was a moment. Lu You thought so, he felt that he was really stupid, now that he has two sons and is pregnant, how can there be a problem?
But thinking of Tang Wan and Zhao Shicheng's children, his heart was still like being pricked by a needle, how could this be?
He was a little numb to the gaze of others, and he didn't care about the gaze of others. But he didn't forget the purpose of Jì's return this time. Lu You rested on the street, and returned home to prepare for the exam with peace of mind, but in the dead of night. When he can't open his eyes tiredly, Tang Wan's charming and beautiful appearance will always appear in front of his eyes, his baby bumps, the love of his life. He gave up his wife and lover with his own hands. Now it's someone else's.
As the saying goes, turn grief into strength, but sometimes there is not necessarily strength when the grief is too much, and how can you fight if you lose the strength of your fist in grief? Lu You's strength didn't make him feel like a god in the exam this time. Instead, it crushed him.
Lu You looked at the red list posted out in distraction, he was not on the list?!
How can it be?
When he was so famous and famous, he was surrounded by people. The cacophony seemed to be far away from him, and there was no one. There was no sound, nothing could enter his heart, and he walked back like a walking corpse.
If Qin Hui hadn't obstructed him the first two times, he should have been an official somewhere now, and if Qin Hui raised his noble hand once, then he would be able to realize his ideals...... But no! Qin Hui didn't let him go once, and sent him to hell again and again, could it be that his life was ruined like this?
He still wants to go back to Shuzhong, he still has to rely on the Wang family, and he has to be so far away from Tang Wan?
Lu You walked forward in a daze, and suddenly bumped into a figure, he came to his senses, looked up at the people, and blurted out: "Qiaoyue!" ”
How did Qiaoyue end up here? Because Qiaoyue is Tang Wan's personal girl, Lu You knows her, since Qiaoyue is here, Tang Wan should also be here, Lu You can't help but look back.
Tang Wan was dressed in a goose-yellow gauze skirt, with wide sleeves and cloud sideburns, and a pleasing red silk flower pinned to her sideburns, which looked delicate and lovely against the backdrop of black hair.
She is still as delicate and beautiful as before, and time has not left any traces on her, but it only makes her appear more charming and charming, cold as jade.
"Hui Xian!" Lu You muttered.
Lu You looked at her stupidly, his eyes were full of affection, as if there were only the two of them left in the world, Tang Wan frowned, this is a busy city, and the people around them all looked at them, and some people were pointing and talking about something.
Tang Wan and Lu You, during this time, were celebrities in Lin'an, and many people knew each other.
"You come with me!"
Seeing Lu You's unruly appearance, Tang Wan knew that it might not be so easy to send people away, Tang Wan said to Lu You in a low voice, bypassed the crowd, entered a remote restaurant, and asked for a private room.
Finally quiet!
"Lu You, can you be in a daze every time you see me? There were so many people on the street just now, if there were any gossip, it would be very unpleasant. ”
She is not afraid to leave messages, but she doesn't like to be associated with Lu You, for so long, the relationship between her and Lu You has long been severed, but there are always some things, some boring people will connect them, Tang Wan is a little annoyed.
"Huixian, I miss you so much." Lu You looked at the person in front of him greedily, every time he left Tang Wan, he felt like a year, and his heart ached when he thought about it.
"I've been in Shu for a year, and I haven't seen you for a long time!"
"Master Lu, please speak with respect!" Qiao Yun said coldly again.
In the past, she always felt that Lu You was very good to Tang Wan, and after Tang Wan was suspended, she once felt that marrying the Lu family was the best way out for Tang Wan, but now looking at Zhao Shicheng, she knew what it meant to be really good to Tang Wan. In comparing the Zhao family and the Tang family, the Zhou family and the Tang family, there is a world of difference, her young lady really has more vision than her, and now Lu You is still coming to Tang Wan, so that Tang Wan's peaceful and happy life is broken, Qiaoyun feels unbearable!
"Master Lu, my young lady is now Mrs. Zhao, the mother of my young master, is it appropriate for you to say such Meng Lang to her? It seems to be at odds with your upbringing as a scholar! ”
Ha ha! Tang Wan laughed wildly in her heart, and glanced at Qiaoyun approvingly, you did a good job, Qiaoyun!
Lu You looked at Qiao Yun in surprise, then his face turned slightly red, his mouth snorted, he didn't speak, and looked at Tang Wan distractedly.
"I didn't want to surprise you, Huixian, you know my heart for you. For so many years, the person I love has always been you, and it has never changed for a moment! ”
"When I was in Shanyin, I thought about you every night, and when I was in Lin'an, I longed to see you every day, and when I was in Shuzhong, my dreams were full of your shadows. Hui Xian, as I said, in my heart I am my only wife, and it has never changed. ”
"We have always been very affectionate after marriage, and the days at that time seemed like yesterday, the luckiest thing in my life was to marry you, and the last thing I regret is to divorce you."
……
Tang Wan interrupted his affectionate memories mockingly: "Do you regret it? ”
Didn't you just want to say this?
"Yes, I regret it."
Lu You said with a sincere face, the sadness and pain in his eyes were so intense, as if he pretended to be unwilling and desperate to destroy the world. She is the only woman in the world who haunts him, and he regrets it! (To be continued.) )