119, Lin Haoran visited
119, Lin Haoran visited
During the week in Guangzhou, I would receive phone calls from Wan Quanquan every day, and he would report to me every day about Lin Haoran's situation, in fact, I knew that he wanted to know my whereabouts, and Lin Haoran asked him to ask.
Kong Jiahang only talked about business in Guangzhou for two days, and we went around Shenzhen and Guangzhou, and the remaining two or three days, we also went to Lijiang, where the green mountains and green waters immediately made me feel a little chaotic.
In the past few days of playing together, Kong Jiahang will send our itinerary and scenery photos to WeChat * letter every day, at first I thought he was just showing his mood, but later I learned that he was showing Lin Haoran.
When I held up the phone and asked Kong Jiahang, he told me confidently: "Anyway, he is also my younger brother, how can I not help him?" ”
I was speechless, he was right, he and Lin Haoran are brothers, although Lin Haoran can't remember it now, but Kong Jiahang and I haven't forgotten it.
Back in H City, as soon as I entered the door, I heard the doorbell ringing, I couldn't help but look at the door in confusion, how could anyone know that I was back? I've just come back and just entered the house.
I was stunned when I opened the door, Lin Haoran was standing at the door, and he was looking at me seriously.
"You, why are you here?" I looked at him a little confused.
"Finally back, I thought you wouldn't come back!" Lin Haoran's words were very hurtful, but his eyes couldn't deceive me, and my worries were real.
I lowered my head and raised the corners of my mouth slightly, and it was a little too embarrassing for him to let him say ambiguous words before I was sure, but it was enough to comfort my heart to see what I wanted to see through his eyes.
"Come in, don't be stupid there." I turned and went into the house.
His footsteps rang out beside me, and I knew he had followed, putting down my backpack and coat, and I reclined comfortably on the couch.
"Tired? How can I say that I am also a guest, and I don't even give a glass of water? Lin Haoran looked at me unhappily.
"Oh, by the way, I forgot you're a guest, you wait." I immediately got up and went to the kitchen.
When I put his usual favorite digestive tea in front of him, the doubt in his eyes was even greater, he looked at the tea on the table, and then at me, his eyes were full of question marks.
I took a sip of the tea in front of me, closed my eyes leisurely and pouted to reminisce, this is what he used to do, "Mr. Lin, don't you want to taste it?" I didn't know there was another kind of tea before, but after being introduced by a friend and drinking it, I became addicted, it was really delicious, and the effect was also very good. I smirked
"Friends? What friends? Boyfriend? "The vigilance in Lin Haoran's eyes is very heavy, I have always known his suspicion, but it is the first time I have seen him as unconfident.
"Hmm...... Think for yourself, it's a good thing anyway, just try it. "I deliberately didn't say anything, let him guess for himself, and take revenge on my suffering during this time.
Lin Haoran saw that I really didn't tell him, so he could only take a sip of the teacup sullenly, and immediately he stopped, staring at the cup, with complicated emotions flashing in his eyes.
The flash of thought caught me, and he seemed to remember something.
But it was just a flash, he calmed down again, it seemed that it was just a fleeting thought, and he still didn't really think of anything, I couldn't help but sigh lightly, it seems that I will have a while of such a day.
Seeing that he took another sip of tea, I said indifferently, "Have you eaten?" ”
"Not yet, I've been at your door for more than two hours, how can I ......" Lin Haoran immediately realized that he had stopped talking and raised his eyes to look at me.
I gently raised the corners of my mouth, put down the teacup and walked into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator and took a look, there were fresh shrimp, it seems that Li Jianfei is really obedient, inform him that I will come back today, and he really bought fresh shrimp and put it in the refrigerator.
Since Lin Haoran left, I began to have a habit, that is, to put fresh shrimp in the refrigerator, because that is his favorite food, I don't know when he will come back, anyway, he is ready at any time, sometimes the shrimp is put for two days, I will throw it away, I never eat, because I am allergic to shrimp, every time I eat it, I will have a rash on my body, and it will disappear after two days, but I will be very uncomfortable these two days, and I will itch when I mix it.
As soon as I took out the shrimp and put it on the cutting board, I saw Lin Haoran sticking his head in, and I waved my hand to him: "You wait, it's okay for a while, you can visit the room, but don't go into the innermost room on the second floor, that's the room where my parents used to live." ”
He nodded and left, and I was busy alone.
When I brought all the food to the table and called him to come over for dinner, but after shouting two or three times, he did not appear in the kitchen, and I walked out of the kitchen without confusion and went up to the second floor, where I did not find his figure, and I came upstairs and saw that the door of the study was open, and there was a light coming out of the door.
I leaned against the open door of the study and looked at Lin Haoran, who was sitting at the desk looking at the computer in a daze, and this was how he had been sitting there to work when he was in the past.
After a while, Lin Haoran raised his head and looked at me, "Have I been here before?" ”
"What do you want me to say? I can't sue you, you can only think of it yourself. "I raised an eyebrow, I'm not stupid, if I say it, then it's really over between us.
"I feel familiar here, not strange at all, but I haven't been here before, the upstairs room is like this, it's the same here, am I forgetting something?" Lin Haoran walked up to me and looked at me seriously.
"I said, you have to think for yourself, this is the rule, I think you know it, so I really can't sue you for anything." I was really bitter in my heart, he asked, what should I say, I pulled down his sleeve and said, "Let's go, the food is ready, eat a little." ”
I turned and walked towards the kitchen, and I felt him follow, and I couldn't help but sigh again, when is it a head?
Sitting at the dining table, watching him eat a fragrant ah, a whole plate of shrimp, I only sandwiched one, the rest in front of him, now there are two more on the plate, I eat vegetables with a smile.
Lin Haoran looked up at me when he was full, and saw that there was still the shrimp he had for me in my bowl, and I was only eating the green vegetables in front of me, and couldn't help frowning, "What?" Don't you eat it? ”
"Well, I'm allergic to shrimp, you can just eat it." I looked at him with a chuckle.
"I see, so how can you have shrimp in your refrigerator? Is it for someone else? His brow furrowed even deeper.
"Well, I don't know when he'll come back, he likes to eat shrimp the most, so I've learned how to make it more delicious, but now I don't know when I'll make it for him again." After saying that, I lowered my head and ate the rice in the bowl, and forced back the tears that were about to fall.
Lin Haoran looked at me straight for a while and asked lightly, "Why did he leave?" ”
"I have to leave, so that we can be better together in the future." I closed my eyes, what a difficult question to answer.
"Do you miss him?" Lin Haoran's tone was cold.
"I think, I think about it every day, and sometimes I regret it, I shouldn't have let him go too confidently, and now it's not easy to let him come back." I sighed and got up to put away the dishes.
"Then you are still with Jiang Zhenghao and Li Jianfei every day, if you let him know, won't he be angry?" Lin Haoran asked me with accusations in his words.
"It's work, it's friendship, and without the support of these friends, I don't think I can hold on now, let alone wait until he comes back." I looked back at Lin Haoran with a smile, and I smelled the vinegar in his tone.
"Aren't you afraid that when he comes back, he will be angry to see you and these two people walking so close?" Lin Haoran frowned.
"If he comes back, it proves that he remembered a qiē, then he won't think so, and he knew about Li Jianfei and Jiang Zhenghao's storage from the beginning, and he also knew what their position was next to me, so he wouldn't misunderstand." After I finished speaking, I turned my head and continued to wash the dishes, the corners of my mouth raised, today is a day worth remembering.