Wen Yimo leaned on the bed half-naked, his arms wrapped in layers of thick gauze, and from the moment I entered the door, he looked at me intently.

With such affectionate, sad eyes, I forced myself not to look at him.

I picked up the anti-inflammatory medicine on the table and sat on the edge of the bed, and I gently wiped the blue scars on his body with a lot of distress.

Wen Yimo stroked my still slightly red and swollen cheeks, "Does it still hurt?" ”

I just shook my head, tears streaming down my face.

He closed his eyes and kissed the tears on my face one by one, as if with deep reluctance.

Long eyelashes swept across my cheeks, delicate features, high nose bridge, warm lips, I think I will never forget this face so close in my life.

Wen Yimo held me in his arms, I greedily absorbed the temperature of his whole body, my ears were close to his chest, and I listened to his heartbeat very clearly.

"Yimo, I brought you clothes." Lu Hanfei pushed the door in, saw that we were hugging intimately, and was embarrassed to put down his clothes and leave.

My cheeks were slightly red, and I quickly got up and picked up the clothes that Lu Hanfei had sent.

"Put it on, and be careful not to catch a cold." After speaking, he turned around and was about to leave, but was stopped by Wen Yimo, "Help me put it on, it's inconvenient for me to use one hand." ”

"Oh......" I blushed and dressed him, patiently buttoning them one by one.

Wen Yimo led me out of the ward, out of the hospital, I kept my head down and let him hold my hand, through the bustling streets, stepping on the starlight shining down by the neon lights.

Suddenly, he stopped and said to me, "Dawn, let's break up."

I raised my head in surprise and met Wen Yimo's eyes, reassuring myself in my heart that I must have heard it wrong.

"Yimo, what are you talking about?"

"I'll let you go, give you freedom, you go to Xu Chenyi."

I shook off his hand and staggered back a few steps, tears in my eyes.

He was going to break up with me, and he offered to break up.

"Since you don't love each other, let it go." Wen Yimo's face was expressionless, I couldn't see any emotion, and his eyes became unfamiliar.

He left, leaving me alone in the street.

The crowd of people who came and went all cast sympathetic glances at me.

"This girl is so pathetic, she was dumped by her boyfriend."

"Alas, long pain is better than short pain, and it's better to divide it now."

“……”

They were all talking about me, but I was completely immersed in the words that Wen Yimo said before leaving.

No matter how many people are around, it feels like I'm the only one.

I laughed, but my heart cried hard.

It was raining heavily, there was no umbrella, and I was running alone in a world full of rain curtains, not knowing where to go. Let the oncoming raindrops carry a fierce force, like sharp and thin needles, piercing deep into every inch of my body, and the pain spreads to the bottom of my heart. The icy cold seeped in, but the cold was far less than the desolation in my heart.

I ran like crazy, tripped over and sat on the ground and hugged myself, crying in the rain, crying so hard that my heart ached and I was almost numb.

This time there was no one to hold an umbrella for me in the rain, no one to hold me and say "don't be sad" to me.

Maybe never again.

Emo has left me.

The rain stopped, and the tears stopped, but the huge wound of the wound in the heart was empty, and there was nothing to fill it, it was an endless black hole, all the way to eternity.

I walked aimlessly down the street with empty eyes and a walking corpse. A van whizzed past me, splashing me with dirty water.

At this time, I must be a wolf.

Another car drove towards me, and I froze, standing still, indifferent to the car that was about to hit me, and put life and death on the line.

The driver honked his horn wildly, stopped two meters away from me, was shocked, and yelled at me: "You are looking for death!" , restart the car and drive into the distance.

Actually, I didn't want to die, but my head suddenly became confused, and I didn't know what to do for a while.

I looked at the lit apartment in front of me in a daze, couldn't control my pace, walked over and pressed the doorbell.

Wen Yimo saw that it was me, and then turned around and closed the door with his backhand.

The door closed but never sounded, and I clutched the corner of his coat.

"Yimo, can you not leave me?"

"Let go."

His voice was too harsh, as if he had changed into a different person, and he had become the one I didn't recognize, no longer the gentle Yimo I knew.

For Emoh would never say such a thing to me......

My hand trembled visibly, but finally slowly let go.

Wen Yimo said slightly sarcastically: "Could it be that my feelings for Wen Yimo are so insignificant in your eyes?" Can be trampled at will? ”

"Desert, no, I ......"

I stopped, knowing full well that he wouldn't believe anything he said now.

Wang Yuan is right, I am a completely bad woman.

"I'm a person, not a thing, and I'm not a spare tire! I have feelings, Liu Chenxi, I have feelings! It's not something you want if you want it, and you can discard it if you don't want it! ”

I don't know if it's because he drank alcohol, that's why it's like this.

Alcohol is a good thing, alcohol allows a person to remove all masks, reveal their most authentic self, and speak the hidden words of their hearts.

"Sorry to interrupt me."

At the same time as I said this, he didn't even look at me and closed the door without hesitation.

Providence is so that it cannot be violated.

We missed it.

Once again, I lost the person I loved the most.

There is an impassable wall between us.

Yimo, maybe if you leave me, you will be happier, and you will have someone worthy of your love.

Yuanyuan has actually loved you for a long, long time, and she loves you no less than me.

She won't hurt you like I did......

The next day, I bought a ticket to T City in the afternoon and decided to go to the magazine office in the morning to resign.

"Xiaoyanagi, you've been working in our magazine for more than a year, when have I ever treated you badly?" The editor-in-chief angrily threw my resignation letter on his desk.

"The editor-in-chief has always been very good to me."

"Then why did you choose to leave when I was most short of people?"

My intuition told me that she mistakenly thought that I was going to change jobs, and other magazines gave me better conditions.

"Editor-in-chief, don't worry, I'm not changing jobs, I'm just tired and want to rest."

The editor-in-chief's expression softened, patted me on the shoulder, and said, "I'm tired, I can give you a vacation, there's no need to resign, right?"

I shook my head and smiled, "Thank you for your kindness." ”

Seeing that I insisted on resigning, the editor-in-chief couldn't say anything more, so he had to approve it.

I looked around for a week, and the magazine I had worked for a year was about to leave, and I was inevitably a little reluctant.

"Chenxi, did you really resign?" A few good colleagues came over with concern.

"Yes, I'll come to see you often when I have time."

I smiled faintly and lowered my head to pack up my things and prepare to go home.

Sister Jiayi hugged me very reluctantly. "I'll miss you when you're gone."

I patted her on the spine and smiled, "Oh, why are you so hypocritical?" This is not the usual style of female men. ”

I tried to laugh, not wanting to make the parting so sad.

After all, as the saying goes, there is no such thing as a banquet that will never be dissolved.

"I want to hug the morning light." Sister Huahua coquettishly asked me for a hug.

I teased: "Hey, you all hurry up and get married, all of you are about to become older leftover girls."

Sister Huahua covered her chest with her hands, looking heartbroken, "Whoa, poke at the pain point." ”

made everyone present laugh, Sister Huahua is really cute.

Sister Jiayi touched me with her elbow, "When will you and our Wenda photographer go further?" ”

There is no doubt that this issue of hers has attracted everyone's attention.

It seems that everyone still doesn't know about my breakup with Wen Yimo yesterday.

I secretly looked over, Wen Yimo was still sitting in the small compartment of the office indifferent, his indifference made people feel that the topic everyone was discussing had nothing to do with him.

"Alright, I'm leaving." I deliberately avoided this question, and without waiting for everyone to ask questions, I took a step and walked out of the door of the magazine office bypassing Wen Yimo's small lattice diameter.

I looked back and took a deep look at the signboard hanging at the door, "Meili Magazine".

Goodbye, my dear colleagues, and goodbye, my past year.

In the city of T, which experienced a major earthquake, houses collapsed, ruins, corpses were everywhere, blood soaked in loess and sand, and the smell of despair was everywhere.

The relief team carried the injured people to a large tent, which was supposed to be a hospital, so I followed.

The wounded were constantly increasing, and there were groans and wails of pain everywhere. From the mouth of a disaster relief team member, I learned that more than a dozen doctors in the hospital have been working tirelessly for three days and three nights without sleep.

In my perception since I was a child, the hospital should be a clean place, and the smell of disinfectant water fills the air, and every qiē is white.

I never imagined that one day I would see such a scene in front of me, filthy, tattered, dusty in the air, and the smell of blood and decay surrounding me.

When one side is in trouble, all sides support. I can't sit idly by.

I said to Chen Ming, who told me about the current situation in the disaster area, "I also want to be a member of the disaster relief team, is that okay?"

"This ...... You're not a good girl. Chen Mingbiao was a little embarrassed, the team was all male, and there was a possibility of aftershocks in T City at any time.

"There's nothing bad about it, isn't it true that only men are allowed to save people?"

"Not really."

I generously stretched out my hand to shake hands with Chen Ming and introduced myself: "My name is Liu Chenxi."

"I'm Vice Captain Chen Ming."

I got straight to the point and stated the main purpose of my trip: "May I ask, where is Li Jianjian, the commander of the first company of the third regiment of the 8134 unit in S city?"

"Oh, you're looking for Company Commander Li, he's in the tent next door, I'll take you there, right?"

"No need, I'll go myself."

Company Commander Li was a middle-aged man in his early forties, dark-skinned, dressed in a green military uniform, sitting at a desk with one hand on his head, looking exhausted.