Chapter 11: Disgust
The spirit of Lin Mo is on the verge of collapse. The pressure of schoolwork has not diminished in the slightest, and at the same time it has become a little heavier.
Seat adjustments after each test were a disaster for Lin Mo.
Although I feel that the matter is small and not worth mentioning, the psychological damage is still huge.
was adjusted to be the person who was said to be the most annoying in the class, although compared with the same table before and after, this experience was not too bad, but that feeling of helplessness still made Lin Mo always feel very humiliated.
Then when he sat behind Yinke, he watched Yinke perform the love season program unscrupulously every day regardless of class and class, and couldn't help but remind Lin of the time when Yinke walked around him two years ago, chatting with various classmates next to him, asking himself how he ranked, and praising himself as a genius.
Watching Yinke hold his new girlfriend's hand at this time, and occasionally turn back and flip through his book and pen as if nothing happened, I couldn't help but feel annoyed.
But what about the evidence?
said to people like Xia Yan and Qiuwu who have always wanted to pick on their own thorns, in exchange: "You are neurotic, people are in love normally, don't you understand anything?" ”
To the people who have been keeping an eye on themselves and want to attack themselves, for any sufficient reason, Lin Mo still doesn't want to.
After another test, Lin Yan got his wish and came to the back row.
The environment in the back row is quite relaxed.
Lin Yan breathed a sigh of relief.
The first two classmates are discussing.
One said, "Thankfully, we have already agreed on a table this time, so that we can pick a good spot first." ”
The other said, "Okay, next time we divide the table, we'll find someone to change." We're at one table. ”
Lin Mo sighed again, in the end, he still couldn't complain about others.
If you are more popular, how can you experience the previous two bad seats?
However, I felt helpless, the foundation of suppression laid by Songshi before, the contempt of classmates, and the estrangement of summer smoke and autumn fog were beyond my ability.
You can't blame others, especially yourself.
This time, I sat at the same table with Brother Shanhuo.
It's really unfortunate, Lin Mo feels that he has a bad fate.
Fortunately in the misfortune, this time Senior Brother Shanhuo did not come to find fault with himself, he did not sneer at himself, but was very enthusiastic.
What surprised Lin even more was that Senior Brother Shanhuo was not only very enthusiastic, but also very friendly.
Senior Brother Shanhuo is an enthusiastic person.
After sharing the table with Lin Mo, they began to talk endlessly.
It turned out that Senior Brother Shanhuo fell into a love affair and was pursuing a girl in the class, but the girl's heart belonged to something else.
It's such a good time to be in love, and everyone is busy with this.
Hearing that he was busy in love, and that he had a clear goal, it was another girl, Lin Mo felt down-to-earth and relieved.
He is busy in love, at least he will not be busy with himself.
He targeted another girl, clear and simple.
Not only can it be used as a common topic, even if you say a few more words, it will not attract criticism from your classmates and cause you to burn yourself.
God is fair, Lin Mo began to believe that things would always get better, and Lin Mo believed even more.
Lin Mo found that he really liked the chatter of someone next to him, and the best topic had nothing to do with him, whether it was other people's gossip, recent fashion trends, or any troubles and confusions he encountered.
In short, you can always hear a voice next to you, and it is best to see you standing up and sitting down excitedly from time to time, or waving your arms and fingers.
In this way, Lin Mo will be unexpectedly calm, as if in a very empty and comfortable environment, and the mind will also relax and can take off the equipment.
At this time, Lin Yan's spare time began to change slightly, and after Xia Yan and Qiu Wu became estranged, Lin Mo was separated from another roommate.
Lin Mo's rest began to be disturbed by Yan zhòng, and in order to improve his academic performance, this roommate really did his head hanging from the beam, the cone was piercing, and it was every day.
Every day, she rings the bell in the middle of the night, wakes herself up, and also wakes up Lin Mo.
I'm tired in class, I'm sleepy after class, and I'm still a little scared when I see my classmates, and I don't know what they'll do.
Every day starts to get long.
After getting acquainted with Senior Brother Shanhuo, things also began to develop in another direction.
"Lin Yan, you are the most beautiful girl in our class."
Brother Shanhuo began to abuse Quarin.
"Really?"
Lin abuse is very useful.
Especially, pay attention to the use of words, Lin Mo likes exaggerated descriptions, just like praising her for being smart, and will never say something about you are very smart or something, as soon as you come up, you are a genius.
Look at this, it's not that you're beautiful, it's not that you're not very beautiful, although these can barely make Lin Mo feel satisfied, and you're the most beautiful when you come up.
Lin Mo felt that the mountain fire was really not bad, and even the person was very good, even second only to Yinke, the second best in the class.
"Well, not only do I think so, but many people in the class think so."
In order to prove that this matter is not a personal opinion, Senior Brother Shanhuo pulled some people who did not nominate Wudao surnames to make arguments.
"Really?"
Lin Mo felt very happy, although she felt that she was not beautiful and did not do much good to her miserable life.
"Then who else do you think is beautiful in our class? Of course, some people think that autumn fog is beautiful, and some people think that summer smoke is beautiful, but many people think that you are the most beautiful. ”
Senior Brother Shanhuo was really righteous and reaffirmed this matter.
"I think Inker's new girlfriend is beautiful."
Lin Mo thought about it, it is really useless for others to be beautiful or not, the key is her.
"She? The earth covers the sky. ”
Brother Shanhuo's mouth learns to restrain his new girlfriend.
"I think she's pretty too."
Lin Mo is completely satisfied, with this sentence, this life is enough.
Lin Mo thought about Yinke's new girlfriend carefully, there are indeed many problems, it is indeed overwhelming, it is indeed freckles, and it is indeed not slender enough.
But the temperament is okay, and the overall feeling is reasonable.
Especially when there is such a contemptuous tone towards her, she has enough room to show her generosity and integrity.
Senior Brother Shanhuo was so lightly trusted by Lin Mo, and Lin Mo felt that the time spent at the same table with Senior Brother Shanhuo was the most relaxed and pleasant time for Qingshan Academy before this.
Senior Brother Shanhuo quickly shifted the topic to the upcoming four years of Qingshan Academy: "Lin Yan, do you know? Four years at Aoyama-in is very difficult. ”
"Really?"
Lin Mo was a little puzzled.
"Yes,"
Senior Brother Shanhuo said with certainty, "You are so honest, you will definitely be bullied when the time comes." ”
"Will it?"
Lin Mo was a little puzzled, she really didn't have any concept of Qingshan's four years.
However, since Senior Brother Shanhuo can see through the essence of Yinke's new girlfriend, he is naturally upright, and there is nothing wrong with him.
Lin is willing to trust others.
"If I'm still in the same academy with you by then, I'll help you."
Brother Shanhuo is very good.
If I was still in a school, he would help me, and Lin Mo felt that it seemed that the chances of being in a school at that time were not very great.
His words only made Lin Mo even more worried about the upcoming four years of Qingshan.
There was something wrong with Lin Mo's homework, but Lin Mo adhered to the principle that if he made a little progress every day, he would always make progress, and he stared at Mei Shi to ask questions that he couldn't ask.
Mei Shi helped Lin Yan finish the question, looked at Lin Mo with a sad face, and felt a little sympathetic, "Lin Yan, you don't have to worry, you feel that the environment is not suitable now because there are too many people from Wuwei Villa here, and they are too strong." When you get to Qingshan for four years, you will re-take the exam and divide the class, and at that time, there will be many people who are in a similar situation to you, who are not from Wuwei Villa, and you will feel much better when you are assigned to a piece. ”
After Mei Shi finished speaking, he smiled easily.
In the four years of Qingshan, Lin Mo felt that this was a time worth looking forward to, and before that, there were already too many people who had given her too much guidance and hope.
What was it like this year?
Schoolwork, Lin Mo felt really tired, Qingshan four years, maybe it would be a different look.
When I saw Xia Yan again, her crush was gone.
just said: "Four years after arriving in Qingshan, find a little boy to fall in love." ”
It sounds like this is the consensus of all the students in the three years of Aoyama.
Senior Brother Shanhuo still has a good relationship with Lin Abuse, and he seriously told him that the two sides of Lin Abuse's waist are called waists, which are very important parts.
Lin Mo seriously tapped lightly on it.
Senior Brother Shanhuo also playfully raised his hand high in the air to make a striking gesture.
Sometimes, when the trouble was too much, Senior Brother Shanhuo accidentally grabbed Lin Yan's hand and held it tightly, and then, he was embarrassed to let go, and there was silence for a while.
Senior Brother Wildfire seemed to mind Lin Yan's mediocre dress and somewhat restrained demeanor.
Brother Wildfire would sometimes joke with other boys and say, "I'll take her to the play park with me." ”
It's about forest abuse.
Except for Senior Brother Shanhuo, a new ally, there are still not many people in the class who can speak.
The senior brother of Huoshi next to him, sometimes he would be angry at Lin Mo, sometimes he would ask Lin Mo to get out of the way, he went over, Lin Mo did not move, he exaggerated threatened: "I thought you were a woman, I didn't dare to ram you." ”
Although Lin Mo was already very aggrieved, he felt that it would be good if he rammed it, she could still ram it back, and no one had a harder life than her.
There is also the fact that others see that Lin Mo is oppressed and is dying, and they don't want to talk much, and occasionally say without any meaning: "What to pretend." ”
Then, after Lin Mo watched them accuse themselves, they continued to pretend to be happy.
But it is true that in this environment, arrogance, temptation, and violence seem to be the right way, and deviating from these seems to be deviating from the essence of human nature.
Qingshan three years, with an exam, ended, after the exam was completed, Dong Bing, who was not very good-looking on weekdays, and who didn't dress up much, also changed into new clothes and dressed up seriously.
She made a summary report at Castle Peak Hospital.
Three years have passed in Aoyama, and a new phase has begun.