Tidy up your mood and walk to a nearby supermarket to buy some supplements for the elderly and go to see my grandparents. Then go to the kindergarten to pick up An Ming from school.

It's just a day and a night without seeing each other. This little guy is getting more and more clingy. It's not. insisted on pulling me and Jiang Kexin to sleep with him. Three people crammed into a bed. Tiny he lies in the middle.

Jiang Kexin rubbed An Ming's small broken hair. Asked softly, "Baby godson. If mom remarries. Would you object to it?"

An Ming tilted his head and looked at me and then at Jiang Kexin. The little face is full of doubts. I don't know what that means.

I'll pat Jiang Kexin's hand." Don't say this in front of your child. has an impact."

To be honest, I never thought of remarrying. I will never fall in love with anyone but Wen Yimo. I don't want to hurt anyone else. I can't smile at someone I don't love every day. Even in the end, Wen Yimo may not belong to me. I can't stay with each other until I get old. I won't marry again. I will secretly and carefully keep the love that is buried deep in my heart.

"Affect what's the impact. That's a good thing, you know. What you want is your remarriage. An An will not lack fatherly love. I won't be bullied by other kids in the future. Even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about him." Jiang Kexin hates that iron does not become steel. Glared at me fiercely.

An Ming raised his little face and asked, "Godmother. What does it mean to remarry?"

Jiang Kexin pinched his baby fat face. Ask him, "Baby. Do you wish you had a new dad?"

An Ming immediately sat up. Shake your head. Wow burst into tears: "An An doesn't want a father. Don't daddy. Daddy is so fierce. He's going to hit people."

His reaction really scared the hell out of me. I didn't expect that when Ling Hao and I were in the United States, we had a small quarrel for two days and a big quarrel for three days. It left a shadow in his heart for the little one.

I quickly got up and hugged An Ming in my arms. He trembled when he heard the word "Dad". Frightened, huddled in my arms. In tears. The tears in his eyes were like a knife. Take a look. Pierced into my heart. The pain is endless. I'm sorry for him.

Gently pat him on the back. Put him to sleep." An An. Unafraid. Mommy is in."

Wait for An Ming to fall asleep. Jiang Kexin dared to speak. The sound is extremely quiet. I'm afraid I'll wake him up." What the hell is going on in the United States. Why is he so scared?"

I sighed. Reminiscing about that marriage that is rarely mentioned. Deep self-reproach: "Ling Hao often socializes outside. Every time I come back, I lose my temper inexplicably. I had a lot of fights with him. Once he bit me. It was seen by An Ming. A qiē because of me. It's all my fault."

Jiang Kexin touched the scar on the right side of my neck. Two small tooth prints. At that time, he was bitten off by Ling Hao. Her heart soured." It turned out to be painful in the United States. Why don't you get a divorce sooner and come back."

Come back early. Returning home will only be more painful.

At that time I didn't want to come back at all. I don't want to see Wen Yimo and Wang Yuan. I chose to be an ostrich. Hide from them from afar. I still can't let go of that scene in the apartment. Just when I was anxious to find him all over the world. They are drunk and sexually promiscuous.

I can't forget. I really can't forget it. I can't forget Wang Yuan saying to me, "As you can see. We're in this together". Wen Yimo said to me, "Thank you for your blessings. We will be very happy". Word by word. It's like that that that breaks my heart.

Ling Hao holding the newspaper. Hold the picture and force me to look at it. Or even read it aloud to me. I was so sad and sad that I almost went crazy. A heart has long been riddled with holes.

I lowered my head and tears fell silently. Drops on the sheets. A tearstain.

Jiang Kexin hugged my head distressedly. Don't ask any more. Cry with me. Crying until both of them are tired of crying before lying down. I curled up in Jiang Kexin's arms like a child in need of warmth. Whispering sobs. Until you go to sleep.

Sure enough, it was exactly what I expected. As soon as I walked into the door of the company. It has received a lot of cynicism from all directions. No one in the company is talking about me. Say I'm a vixen to seduce Wen Yimo. Say I'm digging into the corner of my girlfriend and so on.

I don't know where Chi Feifei suddenly came from. Fight for me: "Hey. You're not done yet? Just say bad things about people in private. And say it in front of people. This is the company and not the place for you to gossip. I sue you. Hearing is not necessarily believing. Dawn is not that kind of person."

Obviously, what he said didn't work at all. Xiao Tao at the front desk gave him a contemptuous look. How do you know she's not a vixen?"

"I know her."

Xiao Tao covered his mouth and laughed. I think you're fascinated by her."

Wu Qi walked up to me. Raise your head and look sideways. There was disdain in his eyes." A little bit of a trick ah, you. There are people everywhere who are willing to stand up for you."

Xiao Tao intends to curry favor with Wu Qi. Barked at me. Echo said, "A vixen is a vixen. It smells like a."

I watched them sing and harmonize with disdain. It's all a kind of wall grass that tends to be inflammatory. Don't worry about it. It's all a couple of mad dogs barking. In order not to cause trouble. I didn't "go to war" with them. Diameter to the elevator.

Chi Feifei behind him is still indignant for me." In my heart, the morning light is like a bright flower blooming in the sun. You're not even a green leaf. At best, weeds on the side of the road are trampled on. Say it before someone else. Please look in the mirror first. Look at your ugly face."

The elevator doors slowly close. The cacophony of voices just disappeared from my ears. I closed my eyes and rubbed my temples. There were only two people in the narrow elevator, me and Chi Feifei. Momentarily quiet. He comforted, "Don't be like them. They are all long-tongued women. I love to chew my tongue."

I looked up and smiled at him." Well. Thank you. Extraordinary."

"Ding", the finance department on the 23rd floor arrived, but Chi Feifei had no intention of going out. I'll take you to the 30th floor."

"No need. You go to work. I can do it myself." I shook my head in refusal. He had to leave rather disappointed.

It's not that I don't feel his affection for me. It's just that I can't love him at all. There is no need to leave him with any hope. So still keep your distance. Be friends.

To my surprise. The position of the front desk changed the next day. I heard that Xiao Tao was fired. All the gossip about me seems to have vanished. Didn't hear colleagues discuss it again. Although they looked at me unkindly. But it's good that I turn a blind eye.

Happiness is a day. Unhappy is also a day. Why bother being depressed every day because of others? Comfort yourself in your heart. The mood is much more relaxed.

Received a call from grandma on Friday afternoon. Said he wanted me to go on a blind date at a café called "Schumer's". The other party is the French teacher Ye Xuanlin who they mentioned to me last time. Don't forget to say to me at the end. Xu Chenyi was responsible for picking up An Ming. Reassure me about dating. Dress up nicely.

Fortunately, the workaholic Wen Yimo has been leaving work on time recently. Didn't exploit my off-duty hours. I think he was probably busy dating Wang Yuan.

Other people will dress up carefully on blind dates. And I won't. A loose crewneck shirt. A pair of denim shorts. A pair of flat shoes. Hair tied up high. No makeup. It's very casual and casual. The purpose is to make him look down on me.

The café is decorated in European style. Mainly golden. I used to think that gold was very cheesy. Seeing such a decoration in front of me completely dispelled this idea. In its place is luxury and nobility. I have to say that the owner is a person of taste. The café is filled with the sound of a melodious piano. The warm sunlight shuttles through the scent of the crevices. Shu Xu. Long.

Ye Xuanlin, who had been waiting for a long time, shook hands with me very gentlemanly. Introduce your name." Hello Miss Liu. My name is Ma?l. In France, 'Ma?l' means 'prince'."

I don't understand French. I can only laugh and laugh." The name is full of fantasy. It's dreamy."

Ye Xuanlin is a French teacher who has returned from studying abroad. The temperament exuded by my body is not quite the same as the people around me. He behaved with the smell of a foreigner. Elegant, gentlemanly. If it weren't for his yellow skin, black eyes, and black hair. It's hard to believe he's Chinese.

"Thank you." The corners of Ye Xuanlin's lips hooked up a good-looking arc. Snap your fingers with your right hand in your ear. The waiter respectfully walked over and handed us a drink list. Ask me, "Miss Liu would like something to drink?"

"A glass of mocha. Thank you." As I spoke, I politely handed the drink list to the waiter.

Ye Xuanlin glanced at me. Close the menu. Said: "Same as this young lady."

“Ma…… Can I call you by your Chinese name?" I want to parrot it. Tough to say his French name.

Ye Xuanlin nodded. "Of course you can."

The next thing is nothing more than to talk about their own situation. At first he asked and I answered. The atmosphere was so awkward that it couldn't be done. Later, he told me many interesting things about what happened to him in France. The two of them gradually began to chat. I've got a little more to say. But I still don't feel comfortable. It was as if a cold gaze was staring at me from behind. Looking back, except for a VIP box with a door ajar. Didn't see anyone I knew.

Finish your coffee. Ye Xuanlin and I strolled down the street. I acted as a tour guide for him who had just returned to China, and talked about several interesting places and scenic spots in City A one by one. In fact, I am just a "monk of Zhanger", and I have just returned to China for more than a month. Speaking of which, it's the first time I've been shopping since I came back. City A has changed a lot in the past two years.

When passing by a flower shop. Ye Xuanlin stopped suddenly. Bought a white lotus flower and gave it to me." You are as pure in my heart as this lotus.' out of the mud without staining'."

Suddenly received such high praise. I'm really flattered." Thank you."

Ye Xuanlin looked at me with a smile. "I often like to paint in France when I don't have anything to do. Suddenly inspiration today. I don't know if Miss Liu can come to my house to sit down. I want to paint a picture for you."