Thinking back to the story told by Wen Yimo in the cabin, I always felt that something was wrong, but there seemed to be nothing wrong.

I was lying on the sofa and staring at the super Mary Suga silly white sweet dog-blood idol drama on the 47-inch color TV for a long time, which was really boring.

I took out the photo in my wallet, on the front was a photo of me and Jiang Kexin and Wang Yuan when I was in college, and on the back was a 5-inch ID photo that I secretly tore out in Wen Yimo's apartment last time. Every time I see his stern expression in the photo, I really want to use a pen to bend his eyebrows and then draw a big smile on his mouth. is obviously very sunny and handsome when he smiles, who told him to have a straight face.

I held the picture close to my chest and sighed, "Alas, Yimo, what are you hiding from me?" I don't seem to know you as well as I thought I would. ”

"Tianqi, I'm Zhiqing, Tianqi, don't you remember me?" The heroine in the TV series cried and asked the male protagonist, and after getting an unfamiliar response, she retreated again and again in frustration, "When I was seven years old, you said that as long as you followed you, you would marry me, and when I was fourteen years old, you said that you like girls to have a capable short hair, and since then I have never had long hair until I go to college, and you said that your hotel kingdom has only one weakness, so I chose the public relations study you need the most." Xiang Tianqi, I have loved you for 20 years, but you have forgotten me. ”

The lines were extremely clear, and word for word entered my ears, I was shocked again, letting tears roll my cheeks, not because of the grievances and grievances of Huang Yiru and Ye Tongtong's previous generation, not because I was moved by the plot in the TV series, but because of Wen Yimo.

Wen Yimo, Wen Yiin......

I didn't care about putting on my shoes, I ran barefoot out of the door in my pajamas, I slammed the warm doorbell, I don't know where the wind came from, it was so cold in the corridor, it made me shiver.

"Who?" Wen Yimo's inquiring voice came from the room.

"Desert, it's me." I was so cold that my teeth kept chattering, and the more uncontrollable the tears flowed, I covered my mouth and lowered my head silently in tears, and my long bangs covered my pear blossom and rainy face.

Soon the door opened, and the heat of the air conditioner hit me, quickly enveloping my whole body, just like the warmth of the sun that Wen Yimo had given me.

Seeing me look like such a wolf, he was stunned, quickly pulled me in, took off his coat and wrapped me tightly, and said in a rather reproachful tone: "Are you stupid, on such a cold day, you won't add a piece of clothing when you go out?" Then he went to the shoe cabinet and got a pair of slippers for me to put on, and it was not until tears fell to the ground that Wen Yimo realized that something was wrong with me.

He reached out and tried to ruffle my hair, and my cold hand trembled and grabbed him, staring into his eyes, not missing a look, "Sue me, have you already recovered your memory." ”

"Nope." Wen Yimo said so plainly, even with a hint of strangeness in his eyes.

No! I don't believe it, I don't believe he didn't have a memory!

Last time Wu Qi sued me for leaking, Wen Yimo said that the land in City B has a special meaning to him, and the special meaning is his childhood dream, about his mother Huang Yiru. That alone is enough proof that he's regained his memory, isn't it?

Why did you refuse to recognize me when you had already recovered your memory, and why were you so indifferent to me?

I looked up and smiled self-deprecatingly, my hands clutching the clothes on my chest, my heart aching, it hurt, it was almost suffocating.

Why?

Why......

Because he hates me.

If I hadn't been with him back then, if I had withdrawn from fulfilling him and Wang Yuan, then Wen Yimo would have broken off his feelings for me early. If I hadn't hurt him again and again and poked a knife in his heart, if I hadn't gone abroad, then Wen Yimo wouldn't have had a car accident. If I don't return to China, then Wen Yimo will get engaged to Wang Yuanshun, and then get married, and finally have a lovely child, a happy family that is the envy of many people.

However, there is no if.

It's all my fault, it's all my fault, and this qiē is all because of me, so Wen Yimo hates me.

He hates me......

Even I can't forgive myself.

I let go of him weakly, staggered out, obviously only about ten steps away, but it felt so far, it was so difficult to walk, my legs began to weaken, as if I was not careful and would fall to the ground.

"Dawn." Wen Yimo hugged me from behind and whispered my name in my ear, his voice hoarse. He hugged me tighter and tighter, as if he was so afraid of losing me, that he wanted to rub me into his body.

It's been a long time.

A long-lost call, a long-lost hug, a long-lost warmth.

"You...... Hate me, huh? "I said these five words with difficulty, in fact, I really don't want to ask, but sooner or later I have to face it, and sooner or later I have to make a choice.

Yimo, for the last time, please give me an answer, give me a reason, and leave you.

I closed my eyes in despair and waited quietly for his answer.

I know we can't do it anymore, we can't go back.

Yimo no longer loves me, he loves Wang Yuan, he loves Wang Yuan.

"Hate."

Sure enough, all I heard was one word, which was enough to represent his choice, enough to let me go.

I opened my eyes, wiped the tears from my face, and forced a smile: "I know ............

Wen Yimo buried his head in my shoulder, kissed my neck, and said unexpectedly: "I hate you for not listening to my explanation, I hate that you only left a parting text message when you left, I hate that you only came back after two years and made me suffer from lovesickness, I hate your ruthlessness, hate your selfishness."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm indifferent, I'm sorry......" every word of sorry whipped my heart so hard that I couldn't cry.

After a long time, I heard his hoarse voice: "But even if you are so hateful and hurt me completely like this, I still can't forget the you that I love and hate."

I turned around and hugged Wen Yimo, tightly, wanting to hug him with all my life's strength.

"I love you." This is the first time I said to Wen Yimo, these three words were said too late, and they missed each other too much.

I repeated: "Desert, gentleness, I love you, I love you."

He was stunned at first, then smiled again, and took my hand and placed it on his heart, "You know, how long have I been waiting for this moment?" ”

We looked at each other and smiled, and he gently wiped away tears for me, "I love you too." Then he bowed his head and kissed me.

All the hesitation and hesitation disappeared in this moment, and what was left in my heart was full of love for him. I really want to be with him, and my heart hurts when I think about it, but I can only be suppressed fiercely.

Yimo, I really hope that we will always be together and never be separated again.

I don't want to lose you again.

Wen Yimo came out of the shower, I was sitting on the sofa with the remote control and changing the channel repeatedly, and there was no good show at eleven o'clock in the middle of the night. Seeing that he took out the hair dryer from the bedside table and was about to go to the bathroom to dry his hair, I walked over and brought the hair dryer, "I'll help you blow it." ”

Wen Yimo stood in front of the bathroom cabinet and squatted, I smiled and helped him blow his hair, my fingertips running through his short black hair, imagining the scene when he helped me dry my hair a few years ago, it turned out that it was such a happy thing to be able to help my beloved blow his hair. Looking at this scene in the mirror, there is a feeling of happiness slowly growing, I like to get along with him like this, like an old husband and wife, very warm.

Turning off the hair dryer, Wen Yimo bent down and picked me up and put me on the clean big bed, and then turned off the light.

It was pitch black all around, and quietly, no one spoke, and everyone was silent.

Wen Yimo turned over and carefully held me in his arms, "I'm always afraid that I won't be able to catch you, although you are by my side, I always feel so far away." I've never been so afraid of losing someone, promise me, don't leave again, okay? ”

Although I could not see his eyes or his expression in the darkness of the night, I could clearly feel his uneasiness at this time, and it hurt me like a wounded child. I shook his hand and gave him an affirmative answer without hesitation: "Okay, I promise you."

Fell into silence again.

Just when I thought he was asleep, his voice with a slight joy sounded, calling my name: "Dawn."

"Huh?"

"Hit me."

I didn't expect him to say that. "Why?"

"I want to know if I'm dreaming or not."

"I'm not dreaming, Yimo, I'm by your side."

"That's good." Wen Yimo smiled, hugged me tighter in a solitary position, and soon fell asleep.

Listening to his breathing in my ears, I felt more satisfied than ever.

……

The next morning, I woke up in Wen Yimo's arms. He was asleep, his good-looking eyebrows were stretched, the bridge of his nose was high, and the corners of his lips were slightly raised.

I carefully withdrew my finger-clasped hand and tiptoed out of bed. I was looking at the ring on my left ring finger when someone hugged me from behind.

"Didn't you lose it? How could it be with you? "I don't know when Wen Yimo helped me put it on, this ring is the silver ring I wore before.

"I got it by accident." Wen Yimo said, "I remember that you also wore a ring with a very similar style to it before, and then I accidentally discovered the secret inside it, engraved with 'xcy'-Xu Chenyi." And the letter of this one is 'wym', so when I got it, I suspected that it was yours and quickly denied it, and now I can finally be sure. ”

"Yimo, am I sorry for Yuanyuan." I lowered my eyes, and a sense of guilt came over me.

Wang Yuan is younger than me, so it stands to reason that I should take care of her and let her, but from college to now, she has always let me and fulfill me. And I was not only taken care of by her, but also sorry for her again and again, hurt her, her originally planned engagement was canceled, and even Wen Yimo, who had already lived with her, was snatched away by me.

"Dawn, don't be like this, okay? In a relationship, there is never a right or wrong, and two people who love each other should have come together. Maybe I am the person she loves, but we don't have a lifelong fate after all, she is an excellent girl, I believe she can find someone who truly loves her and holds hands with her for a lifetime. ”

I looked up at Wen Yimo, "She has been in front of the hospital bed for a year to take care of you, so ...... Have you ever had a different affection for her? ”

Wen Yimo didn't expect me to ask such a question, obviously stunned.

I couldn't help but get nervous, no matter what it was for, Wang Yuan was better than me in everything, it was simply one in the sky and one on the ground, the difference was worlds apart.

has been loved by such an excellent and infatuated person for so many years, and no one has any reason not to be moved.