Chapter 342: Voice of the Heart
Erchun and **** finally walked into the hospital, and after taking out their grandfather's third-class A disability certificate and handing it to the doctor, they watched as they were sent in for examination. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
In the middle of the night, the hospital is very quiet, the lights in the corridor are bright, dim and even can't see whether the ground is clean or not, after sleeping in the car, Erchun is also a lot more energetic, sitting on the bench in the corridor Erchun remembered the last time his grandfather entered the hospital.
At that time, she felt that the whole sky was going to fall, and she didn't do anything after she was reborn, so her grandfather was going to leave her, and at that time, it was Li Yanhong who handled everything and gave her indescribable warmth and help.
Sitting here now, it makes Erchun feel that things are wrong, obviously the two of them are already together, but he is not by his side, and he seems to be farther away from him.
Inexplicably, my heart also soured.
has been sitting opposite Erchun, only to see Erchun with his head down, the lonely figure is very thin, and looking at it makes people's hearts ache.
The grandfather and grandson depend on each other, but the grandfather suddenly got sick, and now I don't know, not to mention a girl, but to change to a man, I am afraid that I will not be able to bear this sudden thing for a while.
I wanted to say something to comfort Erchun, but I didn't know how to speak, I felt that I should say something happy at this time, so that Erchun could relax, instead of worrying about my grandfather in the ward all the time.
"Erchun, seeing that you have a good relationship with your grandfather, your grandfather must love you very much, right?" But as soon as the words came out, **** regretted it.
He really can't open any pot to mention, and now Erchun is worried about her grandfather, and he also thought about not mentioning Erchun's grandfather anymore, diverting Erchun's attention, but he mentioned the past of Erchun and his grandfather with one mouth.
I don't know why, I became stupid at this time.
"Well, I was brought up by my grandfather, I didn't have parents when I was a child, and when someone else was parents until I was 10 years old, my grandfather came back to the village after the war." Erchun raised his head and saw the regretful look on ****'s face, and understood that he wanted to comfort her.
But when asked about these things by ****, Erchun also fell into those memories when he was a child, "Since I was a child, I was very timid under the fence, and I didn't dare to look up or speak anywhere, when I was 10 years old, my grandfather came back, and after living with my grandfather, my grandfather saw that I was bullied by the children in the village, so he chased them to their house and beat me, and no one dared to bully me since then, after returning home, my grandfather also told me that if anyone bullies me again, let me hit them desperately, and he helped me carry it when something happened, I've been emboldened ever since. ”
"My father has a salary every month, every time he opens his salary, he will buy me a lot of delicious food, and buy me a little girl's hairband, he loves to drink and is reluctant to spend money, so every time he buys not much wine, when he drinks, he dips his chopsticks in the wine and puts it in his mouth."
"I was ignorant at that time, and I asked my grandfather why he was holding it, and my grandfather told me that this was the way to taste the taste of wine, and then I grew up to know that my grandfather was actually reluctant to spend money on wine, so he bought less wine, and he was reluctant to ...... when he drank it."
Erchun said a lot, and in the end, her voice was choked, and her heart was sour, her grandfather was so good to her, but she was ignorant, she loved vanity, she ended up with such a tragic fate in her previous life, and she lived a new life, she hadn't let her grandfather enjoy the blessings, but her grandfather suddenly fell ill.
Douda's tears fell one by one, hitting the back of 2 Erchun's hand, she was afraid that her grandfather would leave again like this, and leave her alone.
Erchun didn't dare to think about this problem, she had been avoiding this problem in her bones, but at this moment, she knew that she had to face this problem, even if she was escaping, the facts were in front of her.
At this time, Erchun hopes that Li Yanhong will be by her side, even if she doesn't do anything, just stay by her side, at least give her some strength to support her. Grandpa has been sick these days, from telling herself calm at the beginning, to now being anxious and restless, Erchun feels that she really can't hold on. In Li Yanhong's absence, now that he has just arrived at his ex-wife and children, at this time, grandpa is sick, and she is going to Li Yanhong now, what will others think? In fact, in her bones, Erchun has always felt that she is not worthy of Li Yanhong, after all, he is the one who will be the chief in the future, and she is a rural person, she has sold noodles all her life in her previous life, and she has never learned anything in this life. So she has been working hard, hoping that everything will be done well and worthy of Li Yanhong. In Erchun's heart, she has always been competing with herself. Even at this time, Li Yanhong was so needed, she couldn't open her mouth to find Li Yanhong, for fear that others behind her would pay attention to her. The eyes were blurry, Er Chun didn't know when the **** walked in front of her, and when she saw the handkerchief handed over in front of her, Er Chun hesitated for a moment before taking it. "Thank you, in fact, I don't usually like to cry, I don't know what's wrong just now, I can't help crying when I talk about what happened to my grandfather when I was a child." Erchun held palms in his hands, did not wipe his face, and showed embarrassment, and his sad mood also subsided a little. He had already retreated to the other side and sat down again, his voice soft, "I heard you say that just now, my heart is sour, and I envy you for having a grandfather who loves you so much." I also grew up in a single-parent family, living with my dad, and my dad and I moved here when I can't remember, so I don't even remember what my mom looked like, and I didn't have any relatives around. When I was a child, I thought that I must try to get out of this farm and see the outside world, and when I went outside to study, I found that no place was as good as home, there were strangers outside, and at least I had one relative on the farm. ”
Erchun raised his head and looked at the **** opposite, but the lights in the corridor were too dim to see the look on the ****'s face at all, but he could guess that the **** should have a lost look on his face at this moment.
"I see that you are usually very approachable, but I didn't expect you to grow up in a single-parent family." A person who has always had a smile on his face, but has such a sad past.
Erchun sighed in his heart, maybe his smile was just to laugh at others, who knows the bitterness in his heart? And laughter is just a cover for him!
"Even if I cry every day, it can't change the fact that I grew up in a single-parent family and depend on my dad for my life. I joked to myself, "Isn't my thinking corrupt?" ”
[The last chapter has a lot of words] (to be continued.) )