Gu Xi hugged her beloved, but she couldn't believe it, she didn't dare to count the days, she didn't dare to think about the future, she was afraid that she wouldn't have the courage to face the reality if she thought about it.

"I really can't hold on." She bit Cheng Qi's clothes, "You're wrong, we're not three years, we haven't seen each other for four years." If you don't come back, I really can't hold on anymore. I'm cheating, selfish, cold-blooded, and I don't look like myself every day......" Tears flowed out and fell on the skirt of my lover's clothes.

Cheng Qi's face was pressed against her forehead, "I know, I know everything." ”

Gu Xi's heart was pinched together, for him, she became despicable and shameless, she became selfish, but she didn't feel regretful, she gritted her teeth and said, "As long as I can see you again, let me go to the eighteenth layer of hell in the future, I don't regret it." ”

Cheng Qi pushed her away, covered her mouth and said, "How dare you talk nonsense." ”

Gu Xi's tears remained on his face, mixed with soil, and all became funny black marks. Only those eyes, as bright as ever.

He wiped her thumb off, and then leaned over and kissed the eyes.

Gu Xi's tears welled up, blurring her vision, "I know that he is good to me, but I should not see it, I am afraid that if I see it and hear it, I will forget to wait for you to come back......"

She cried, "Guilt is useless, I'm not guilty, and I can't pay him back." I'm a bad person, I have mediocre qualifications, and my family background is poor, you don't want me to be with him, I understand. I've said it to him over and over again, but he wants to be nice to me......" She threw herself into Cheng Qi's arms and cried again, "Why am I so bad." We robbed him of his life......"

"Nope. No. Cheng Qi pushed her away a little, held her shoulders, bowed down, looked into her eyes and said, "No, no, it turns out that we all thought wrong......"

*******

The rain kept falling, and Xiao Chengqi sat at the table, his hands clenched into fists, resisting the urge to chase him out.

It's raining outside, and she doesn't know how?

But if you want to chase it, you really can't get over it.

I said cruel things again and again, but I couldn't do it again and again.

Next to him sat the wooden carving, and when he sat he was as tall as him. He and the wood, absurdly looking in the same direction as the rain curtain outside.

There was laughter in the distance, and he was very lonely.

In the air, there seems to be her breath.

Once she met others on a narrow road, she was willing to be strangled to death and return other people's lives to others.

But for the sake of that person, she sent this thing, and in her heart, it was obvious that that person was more important than her life. What morality, what three views, those courage to betray the whole world for the sake of love, is actually a kind of mad disease.

And he's crazy.

She hurt him like that, and he even thought about whether she had called a taxi or not...... Is it safe.

Myself, it's really hopeless.

She can love her future self so much.

If you really believe it in your heart, it is herself, why can't she follow her heart?

He smiled, it turned out that in his and her hearts, there had always been doubts.

If he believes that it will come true in the future, why can't he cooperate with her.

He stood up, picked up the wood carving on the table, and went upstairs.

Pushing open the door, this room is where he lived with Gu Xi when he was going to get married in the future.

The furniture didn't come in.

Turn on the wall lamp.

He placed the wooden carving upright on the carpet, and the light reflected softly and gloomily all around. He walked to the cloakroom and glanced inside, this place was specially designed by him to hang clothes for Gu Xi.

She was always so busy, avoiding him. He wanted that one day, she would be in his sight day and night, so that he could see her.

He turned and closed the door.

If love to the extreme is fulfillment, then why can't she give it to her if she wants it?

He pushed open the window and looked into the distance, feeling that his life was really ridiculous, and no one knew about loving her.

Sit down and face the ugly wood carving.

In my mind, he fell out of bed in a panic, pulled off the sheets, she turned over sensitively, and met him alertly, those eyes, big and bright, black, so beautiful. She is also afraid, she is as worried as herself every day, and she is worried that when she opens her eyes, she will be a "stranger" by her side.

He smiled, "I can love you that much, too." He said.

I am willing to fulfill you.

He looked at the wood carving, as if he had sacrificed himself for righteousness. But it didn't work.

Looking at it again, I gradually felt that the surrounding scenery faded away, as if I had been sucked in. His heart was frightened and frightened.

The passage of time, the water waves unfold, the waves are magnificent.

Dazzling colors, things that have been seen and never seen in this life, appear one by one.

All kinds of mirrors are overwhelming:

He saw that he had arranged Gu Xi's life with an imperative momentum, even though he knew that it might be dangerous after hypnosis, but she couldn't forget the past, he had no choice, he wanted her.

He found another hypnotist, Gu Xi forgot about the past, returned to Pingcheng, and began to live a life that was carefully designed by him.

An unprecedented burst of enthusiasm for his work.

And he, after a good night's sleep, really forgot about it completely. It's as if there has never been any chaos in life. He graduated and is at the peak of entrepreneurship.

He was precise and methodical, and handed over the fund given to him by Gu Xi to Cheng Jin for management.

He returned to the United States with Cheng Chengsi.

At the age of 23, he set up another fund to financialize the art he had collected over the years, as well as contemporary art.

At the age of 25, he returned to China again, Fang Bichun built the museum, and covered it on the land that Gu Xi gave him, he didn't remember how he got the land, he just felt that it was naturally his, Fang Bichun grinded him to write, and invited him to go to Dijing City, but he resisted, he didn't remember Dijing City, he didn't remember Pingcheng, he just felt that place, and he was upset when he thought about it.

26 years old, at home during the Chinese New Year, Dai Shaodong's mother opened her mouth and begged him to invest in Dai Shaodong, Dai Shaodong wanted to go to Pingcheng to develop real estate, why didn't he go to the bank to borrow money for real estate? He despised these people in his heart for taking advantage, but he gave it without frowning at that little bit of money. He felt that his personality had changed, he loved money very much when he was a child, why was he so generous with money this time.

Didn't think much about it.

At the age of 27, he returned to Pingcheng, and after his first meeting with Gu Xi, nine years later, he went to her hometown for the second time.

She died, and he didn't even know it.

He didn't go voluntarily either, and was kidnapped as soon as he returned home. How long did the other party stare at him? How long has it been deployed?

When he was buried in the soil, he had difficulty breathing, and felt a huge pile of loess pressing against his chest, and the feeling of squeezing had absolutely no sign of survival.

In the process of dying, miraculously, he remembered Gu Xi, thought that he had loved such a person deeply, and entangled with her for several years, but he forgot her inexplicably, she was like a toy that he used to like very much, he held it every day, he loved it, and then suddenly one day, he forgot it. Let her fall into the dust in the corner.

In the empty world, he felt no pain.

This is the legendary feeling after death, calm and waveless.

How can the person he once loved so much become unsightly day by day. One day, even I forgot that I had loved her like that......

I lost consciousness for a long time, and the light dissipated.

He saw himself being dug out of the dirt, and a strange girl rescued him, and that was Gu Xi, his lover, who had become Gu Xi.

He watched as he arranged for someone to find someone to save him, calmly received the news, with anticipation, with a snicker's joy, and then secretly observed, her actions, with the power that fascinated him, seemed to be thousands of years, and this was the one he was waiting for. As soon as she turned around, it turned out to be such a simple way, and she came to her side......

He saw that he was chasing her with ease, as if chasing this kind of girl, and it was instinct to get along with her. Suppress her by yourself, and you can snake seven inches everywhere...... He saw that he was happy, and then the sweetness of happiness collapsed and turned into painful torture. She eventually died, committing suicide herself. Heartbreaking!

Fatalistic reincarnation.

Stinginess is the source of pain in one's own life.

Gu Xi loves him, the person who loves him the most in his life, and she understands that his temperament is small and he can't tolerate people. So she doesn't accept her love alive or dead...... It became an unbreakable torture.

Scene by scene, clear past.

It finally dawned on him.

If I hadn't been willing to sacrifice for her this time, I would have entered that absurd reincarnation.

Character determines fate, and it turns out that the turning point is in yourself!

"The most absurd thing is that if it weren't for that, I would never have gotten the whole truth. I can't find my complete life......" he lowered his head and looked at Gu Xi in his arms and said.

Her face was still covered with black marks.

This girl has suffered so much with herself.

Gu Xi said, "What do you mean? Didn't you see him and get into a fight? ”

Cheng Qi was amused by her dumbfounded eyes, but tears welled up in his eyes, and he kissed her, "It turns out that when I was young, I also loved you like this, and I was willing to do anything for you." ”

Gu Xi was stunned.

Cheng Qi hugged her tightly, leaned into her ear and said, "A person I once loved so much, why did I forget that one day I suddenly forgot that I used to love her so much." What the hell do you say people are all about...... Why are you waiting for me like this? ”

Gu Xi's hand was on his back, and he said in a daze: "It's easy to be emotional, it's easy to be affectionate, but it's difficult to be dedicated." There are so many temptations in this world. I'm a stupid person with mediocre qualifications...... I don't want that much. ”

The door moved, and Dr. Fan and his assistant stood by the door and said, "Mr. Cheng—"

Gu Xi hid in Cheng Qi's arms, and at this moment, she experienced the long-lost, four-year-old feeling of someone shielding herself from the wind and rain.

How to tell others, how to explain, she doesn't have to worry about it.

Cheng Qi hugged her and walked over, and said to Dr. Fan, "I told me not to give her that wood." ”

Dr. Fan was stunned, "You don't want Miss Gu to go through a moral test. But she ...... That day, my hands were about to be dug up. ”

When Gu Xi heard this, he hurriedly stretched out his hand, "It's not rotten, no." ”

"I said, 'Soon.'" Dr. Fan looked at Cheng Qi and said in a strange tone, "Memories are fused? ”

Gu Xi looked at him in surprise, "You know? ”

Dr. Fan said, "People over there have sued me, and your situation is different. He is mostly a memory that will merge. I'll take you to see it when I have a chance in the future. ”

Gu Xi said, "Then why didn't you sue me that day." ”

Dr. Fan said, "Which doctor have you ever seen who would give a guarantee to a patient?" Even if there is a 1 percent chance of failure, we have to prepare for the worst. Who knows if that wood carving is really useful. What's more, there is a 1% chance that you will not be able to do this thing. ”

Gu Xi said a little resentfully, "No wonder I dug again today, and you didn't stop me." She raised her hand and scratched her head, her hair was itchy, and it was full of dirt.

Coming out of the research institute, Gu Xi hugged Cheng Qi and was reluctant to let go for a second, "I still have questions in my heart, why is this happening, do you know?" ”

Cheng Qi said, "You've lost weight. ”

Gu Xi touched his face, and then said, "You don't know, it's popular to lose a little weight now." I've been fashionable for the past four years. ”

"I know very well how you have spent the past four years." Cheng Qi pinched her face.

Gu Xi put down his hand, a little embarrassed, "You say this, it seems that I am very stupid." You know all the memories of me bullying that kid. ”

Cheng Qi hugged her tightly and went to the car, "If you don't insist and get along with him, how can I come back." ”

Gu Xi said, "Actually, I thought about it, maybe I got along with him and had a child, and it will be different in the future." ”

Cheng Qi: "......"

******

The wedding dress was yellowed and hung over there, like a scary prop in an antique film.

The hand touched the bead string on the waist, as if it had been touched like this yesterday, and it was a flicker, but it was a thing.

Gu Xi turned off the hair dryer, threw his hair behind him and said, "I'll take you to meet that master when I go back, I just thought, ask him he must know." ”

Cheng Qi turned upstairs to her.

Gu Xi put his arms around his neck and said, "Do you feel particularly wronged in your heart, do you feel bullied by me?" ”

"Nope." He hugged Gu Xi, "That dead boy thinks about this every time he sees you." ”

Gu Xi was thrown in the futon, and she said, "You haven't hugged me in four years." I have a lot more strength. ”

Cheng Qi leaned over and picked up the hair on her face, "In the future, we will be in one place every day and get back all the lost time." ”

"Is the toilet in the same place?" Gu Xi asked with a smile.

Cheng Qi lowered his head and kissed her, "This can also be considered." ”

He kissed it down.

Gu Xi bowed down to cater to him.

He kissed her softly on the side of the ear, "In the past four years, have you missed me at night?" ”

"Yes." Gu Xi closed his eyes and said, "Sometimes when I see him, I really want to say, hug me." It's a terrible feeling, and when I see a tree on the street, I sometimes want to hug it and cry. It's so lonely in my heart. ”

I felt a warmth run down my bathrobe and down my neck.

She opened her eyes, tilted her head and said, "It's just a normal feeling physiologically, and it's normal for me to feel this way at my age." ”

Cheng Qi's heart is like a knife.

"We've known each other for eight years, and time is gone. You and I have never had a good day except for hardship. ”

Gu Xi kissed his chin, "How do you know, I think every day is a good day." When you say you love me, when you love me, I can feel eternal happiness. ”

Cheng Qi laughed, "You have studied a lot of things in the past two years, and you still study philosophy, right?" ”

Gu Xi put his hand into his bathrobe, "I can't count beans all the time at night." ”

Cheng Qi said, "I'll tell you a secret...... he leaned against Gu Xi's ear, "On the morning of the wedding night, I was scared by you and fell out of bed. And then you roll over and sit up, you know what I was thinking? ”

Gu Xi pushed him away, "I don't listen to this, otherwise there is no way to continue." ”

He grabbed Gu Xi's hand and pressed her hard, "You must listen to this." ”