Always so angry that they couldn't be more angry.

But at such times, if I am at school or at work, the small environment around me will always direct my anger to a specific thing. For example, make some hard words come out, show me some pictures, highlight a certain colleague, or something. For example, first label someone around me and emphasize it to me, such as fat, such as white, and then when I am angry, deliberately take it out and show me a lot of similar things. It's easy to think about this deliberateness, and I feel like I'm being calculated, uncomfortable, and at the same time my anger is lessened. No matter how angry I am, I can only go in the direction they lead, and then they can take advantage of my anger.

Now, with only parents around, the situation is slightly better.

Here's the thing:

I went to school for 20 years, although most of the time, I was in a state of repression. However, they told me to be grateful, although I was in a state of being slaughtered at school, but I can think about it, if I am not studying and going to school (although I put more effort in school than others, and I am also admitted to the full line, of course), then that study position can be given to any other girl. Although I read harder, the motivation is more singular. But if it is replaced by other girls, from their point of view, other girls are easier to be more friendly with them, and they are more suitable for the setting of female roles in the general society.

When I was in school, the teacher freely reprimanded me for no reason or reason, set up all kinds of obstacles, and restricted my learning, while I studied without regard for a single thing, and all my time, all my energy, and all my emotions were spent on studying. Although one day I found that I was limited in the environment they set, and for a while I was learning something problematic and basically doing useless work. I just let the teacher reprimand, the classmates vented their bad feelings, and the result of arbitrary ridicule and isolation, and I worked hard without direction.

In this society, there is no free competition, and when I go to work, all the companies go to submit resumes, and it is not easy to get a position. However, that environment is problematic. The mastery of social resources is the rule of this society. Desperately working overtime, colleagues inexplicably squeezing out, colleagues talking about their relationship with the dean. All sorts of things appear inexplicably and strangely, harassing them overtly or covertly, and then belittling themselves.

At the same time, the people around me also encouraged and told me about the people they said were in a worse situation than themselves, and at the same time summed up the fulfillment and told me that whoever has to be generous, don't care, and try to move forward, and I think so. As a result, they are just desperate to put in the effort, get ruined by their health, be belittled in all kinds of ways, be splashed with all kinds of dirt, and then be expelled from the workplace.

More than ten years ago, when I was in college, such an old, perverted dwarf and ugly old woman came to school to engage in women, and the victim turned out to be me. Being persuaded by all kinds of persuasion, without sex is called pure love. In all kinds of helplessness, I just had dinner together, and then I was exaggerated by the dormitory people, how the other party was good to me, not mentioning that the person was really distorted, and the attitude towards women stayed in the feudal era.

Later, people who experienced some normal points, but their words were very abnormal, and they were obviously very sunny young men, but they were said to have been hurt by some feelings, something unforgettable about old things, or something, nervous. Not at all like a normal student in school. It suddenly dawned on me that if these words were used with the old dwarf and ugly color before, it might be completely compatible.

That short and ugly old man didn't look like a student at all, he was very low-level, but everyone around him was praising him. The people who came after were very students, but the people around them were demeaning and the comments were weird.

What if the strange words of later generations were applied to the short and ugly old color? It seems that a qiē can be logical. A powerful man, short and ugly, seems to have a kind of prejudice and discrimination against women, of course, he thinks that women must be unable to stand against him. Then, he has to go to the school girls to find stimulation and compensation. But why am I the target? Three years in advance, my studies began to be suppressed by my teachers and classmates, and at the same time, I developed considerable resilience in the face of suppression.

Then, under the impetus of the environment and the help of the people around him, the short and ugly old man "fell in love", he enjoyed it very much, but the other party couldn't bear his set, but he couldn't bear it, but he couldn't say it. As soon as you say it, the people around you immediately correct it, saying that it is how the girl herself is bad, how wrong, and how the other party is right. At the same time, the environment promotes this "love".

Then, finally, it was over. The girl thought that was the end of it. However, things are far from that simple. The people who appear later will give the girls all kinds of dirt and frames.

Girls still have a hint of fantasy, they don't want any family background, they don't want any education, they don't want anything, as long as they are not those people, as long as they are not short, ugly and old, normal boys, normal height, normal personality, it's fine. Work or something, even if you work in the body, you can not be afraid of dirty and tired, you have a little money, and you don't starve to death.

But that's just the way it is. In the study stage, all the devastation is concentrated in this one girl, right? And then they restricted her work, but whenever she worked, they all did it and forced him to suffer, right? The next step is to force her to accept the long-term abuse of dwarf, ugly and old sex.

When we think about it, we understand that the distortion of the short and ugly old color is unacceptable to any woman. However, for unknown reasons, it seems that many people are afraid of him. Therefore, if you don't give him a victim who allows him to show his boring inferiority and allows him to pretend to be pitiful and let him violate, then this thing cannot be stopped. In order to reduce the loss, they can only persecute that girl more intensively, so as to expect that girl to be used to being suppressed and framed, so that she can endure the short and ugly old color.

That girl, naturally, can't let them spoil their lives like this all the time, and they can't stand that short and ugly old color. However, their repression and persecution will be even more severe, so that the girl will not be able to survive.

The girl tried to make a statement. However, she was surprised to find that the people around her seemed to be on the side of the short and ugly old color. The girl is not familiar with her relatives. However, after moving last year, she discovered a problem.

The place I moved to was very close to my uncle, and then my aunt also bought a house nearby.

Then, my aunt and they bought a very exaggerated new car.

Uncle is a small cadre.

Aunt they went to a nice unit.

Then they started to contact more frequently, who were not very mobile.

So, what happens?

By the way, no matter how powerful the power attacks her behind her back, she can't make a statement, her situation is very disadvantaged, and others will say that she is more powerful.

She can't see or understand the power of her hands, but the other party knows everything about her. The other party does it, she has no evidence, and her every move may be used as evidence by the other party, which is not good for her. She was completely passive and the situation was completely helpless.

Then, the cousin came to show off again. Normal work, a harmonious environment, no kind of nervous struggle, relaxed work environment, and a little effort (compared to your own deadly work process) are all worthy of repeated boasting and as a sample to motivate others. Male colleagues are humble and respectful, and jokes are not reinforced repeatedly and ambiguous. Excessive language is seen as lively and cheerful, and strict and cautious language is seen as steady. Instead of being belittled and immediately suffering at work if you exaggerate a little, or being suppressed so that you can't laugh, or don't want to talk, you are immediately elevated to disunity