Chapter 58: Scars
Uncovering these old scars, Yun Tian also felt a faint pain in her heart, it seemed that she couldn't solve it no matter what, for a moment, she also felt a little choked, all this pain, she could only swallow it herself, bear it silently, looking at the angry Xi Ze, Yun Tian barely pulled out a smile, and said: "Okay, okay, these things have passed, since I'm okay now, don't be so angry, don't blame the Queen Mother!" It's all to blame for my poor work, I can't let the Queen Mother like me, and I don't often serve in front of the Queen Mother, I'm always afraid of her, so I don't dare to go to Shou'an Palace, the Queen Mother looks at it, and I don't like it more and more, so, don't blame the Queen Mother, blame me for not doing a good job, I can't let the Queen Mother like I like the queen, let you be caught in the middle, it's all my fault, don't blame the Queen Mother! After all, she is your biological mother, and even if she does something bad, she has a good heart for you, and no one can deny it! It is said that there is no overnight feud between mother and son, those things have passed for so long, and I have already accepted my fate, so don't put it in your heart anymore, forgive the Queen Mother, untie the knot in your heart, filial piety to the Queen Mother, this is what you should do! ”
Xi Ze let out a long sigh and said with a cold face: "I didn't say I wouldn't go to her, I just went less!" If you are not happy in your heart, why do you persuade me like this? ”
Yun Tian continued: "I'm not happy in my heart, but everyone in the world is watching, I can't let them all talk about you!" I also don't want to see others pointing fingers at you behind your back, so no matter how big the grievances are, I can swallow them, besides, the more you don't go to the Queen Mother, the more the Queen Mother doesn't like me, and the more she will target me, and now, the Queen Mother thinks that if you don't go to her, it's all because I provoked it, if you don't go to the Queen Mother again, not only will others point fingers, but we will only have more sadness in the future, why bother! Why bother with it! ”
Xi Ze turned his eyes to look at Yun Tian, his gaze was deep, and he sighed and said: "Over the years, you have followed me and suffered a lot, I wanted you to live a happy life, I hope you are safe and happy every day, but it always backfires, your body is getting worse and worse, pray for the night to say that this is not only because you have been poisoned, but also related to the arrow wound back then, the arrow was shot by me, so I have always felt very guilty in my heart, I didn't take good care of you, I have always felt uncomfortable, you saved my life before, I thought that the queen mother looked at you** It has changed a lot, but I didn't expect that not only did her attitude not change, but she also punished you for kneeling in the heavy rain, and this time she asked you to become a nun, which is really disappointing to me......"
There were tears, Yun Tian held back his strength, lowered his long eyelashes slightly, and Yiyi said: "Forget it, don't worry about these anymore, my life is like this, I have accepted my fate, as long as I have a clear conscience, you should go to the Queen Mother, you go too much, the Queen Mother is happy, she will not dislike me, she will not embarrass me, and our life can be better, just for me at that time, okay?" ”
Xi Ze stretched out his hand to stroke Yun Tian's hair, sighed slightly, and groaned for a long time, Fang said: "Okay, okay, okay, I'll go, don't be sad!" ”
Yun Tian nodded: "Well, don't be angry either!" ”
Xi Ze raised his eyes to look at Yun Tilt, such a close look, Yun Tilt was still very beautiful, Xi Ze looked at Yun Tilt affectionately, his low voice, with a charming magnetism: "I'm always afraid of losing you...... Okay, let's not talk about that, it's late at night, let's rest early! ”
Yun Qian nodded. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
This night was spent in tranquility, but Yun Tian couldn't sleep, lying on the bed, keeping his eyes open.
Seeing this, Xi Ze turned his head to look at Yun Tian and asked, "Why haven't you slept yet, what are you thinking?" ”
Yun Qian suddenly sighed and said, "I'm wondering, should I go with you to see the Queen Mother tomorrow?" I don't dare to go to see the Queen Mother alone, but I can't do it if I don't go! ”
Xi Ze took Yun Tian's hand and said, "If you are afraid, just go with me, with me protecting you, you don't have to worry!" ”
Yun Tian smiled and nodded: "Okay, then I'll go with you, I won't speak, so as not to make the Queen Mother unhappy!" Yun Tilt suddenly felt a little conflicted, "Actually...... I may not like it when I go to the Queen Mother, but if I don't go, the Queen Mother doesn't like it either, alas...... I don't even know what I'm going to do! ”
Xi Ze sighed and said, "You don't have to worry, I'm here, it's okay!" When the time comes, if you don't speak, the queen mother will not blame you! ”
Yun Tian nodded: "Hmm! ”
In the afternoon of the next day, after Xi Ze finished handling political affairs, he came to Shou'an Palace with Yun Tian:
"Greetings to the Queen Mother!"
"The concubine asks the Queen Mother for peace, the Queen Mother is Chitose Chitose Chitose Chitose!"
The Queen Mother was very happy to see Xi Ze, but when she saw that Yun Tian was also coming, she was not so happy, but she still smiled and said, "All are exempt, sit down!" ”
"Empress Dowager Xie!" Xi Ze sat down on the left hand side of the Queen Mother, and Yun Tian sat down next to Xi Ze, slightly lowering his long eyelashes, not daring to look at the Queen Mother.
Xi Ze looked at the Queen Mother and asked, "Queen Mother, are you okay?" ”
The Queen Mother smiled and said: "The mourning family is not an old problem, they are all used to it!" "The Queen Mother can't blame Xi Ze, after all, it's rare for him to come once.
Xi Ze looked at the Queen Mother, suddenly frowned, and continued: "Queen Mother, it's not that I oppose you chanting Buddha, you are old, chanting Buddha to pass the time, I have no opinion, you chant Buddha in your own palace, no matter how you read it, I won't say anything, you just read it!" ”
The Queen Mother felt a little aggrieved, and Yiyi said: "Since you don't object to the mourning family chanting Buddha, why don't you let the mourning family listen to people talk about Buddha?" You locked up the master, who will teach the Buddha to the mourners? ”
Xi Ze sighed and said, "Queen Mother, why are you still thinking about that Ming Kong? That Mingkong is a liar, how can you listen to him? He was bought, and he deliberately approached you, not to teach you the Dharma, but to do something else! If you want to hear someone talk about the Dharma, then I will go and invite a real enlightened monk to tell you, don't believe these people who have been bribed and specialize in shady deeds! ”
The Queen Mother seemed to be unconvinced, and raised her eyebrows: "You really want to invite a senior monk to teach Buddhism to the mourning family?" ”
Xi Ze nodded: "Yes, I will go, it's just that you can listen to it, don't really become a monk!" ”
The Queen Mother smiled: "How can the mourning family become a monk? The mourning family still has a son, if you can't see your son, you can't live your life, the mourning family won't be a monk, the mourning family is to listen and pass the time! ”
Xi Ze nodded and said, "Okay, then the queen mother will wait for my good news!" (To be continued.) )