For dinner, Li Jing walked in with a takeaway box of dry-boiled and boiled fish: "I didn't cook today, so let's take the takeaway first." ”

I opened the lunch box and ate it, and after I was half full, I looked at Li Jing and said, "Everyone rejects that child." ”

"I know." Li Jing was not surprised, but the hand holding the chopsticks paused

"I think you're hiding something from me." I put down my chopsticks and looked at him.

He didn't speak, just quickened the pace of eating.

"I want to know about you, especially about you, something was wrong with you yesterday. Although you hate it today as much as a few days ago, your expression has changed when you heard about Wei Zong's matter just now. You told me that your expression is always a second faster than words, so there must be something about Wei Zong's affairs that touched you, and even caused you bad memories. I want to know. I grabbed him by the sleeve.

He broke my hand and was about to get up and leave, determined to listen to his story, so I blocked the door of the supermarket before he did. I locked the supermarket from the inside: "Li Jing, you are on my territory now, if you don't say it today, I will never open the door and let you out." ”

Maybe it was because of my rude behavior, Li Jing laughed out loud, he sat back on the chair just now, and smiled at me helplessly: "Open the door, I won't leave." ”

I looked at him suspiciously: "Really? ”

"Really." He nodded, "Open the door quickly, in case someone comes to buy something in a moment." ”

I saw that he really had no intention of leaving, and I was relieved to open the door.

"You finish your meal first, and I'll talk about what you want to hear." Li Jing pointed to the takeaway that was still half left.

I hurried up to finish my dinner, and without bothering to wipe my mouth, I asked him, "Can you tell me what is in your heart?" I'm not forcing you, but I always feel that you hold your words in your heart, and I want to count the area of the shadow in your heart. ”

"Say it, and those unhappiness won't go away." Li Jing's expression is a little gloomy, and there are fan-shaped shadows under his eyelashes.

"You just promised that you would sue me, you can't go back." I rarely take one thing so seriously and persistently.

Li Jing raised his head, his eyes shining: "I really think that there were people who kept chasing me so persistently at that time." ”

"Didn't you like to talk when you were young?" As soon as I asked, I wanted to smoke myself, seeing that he couldn't speak now, I should have guessed that no one liked to talk to him when I was young.

Li Jing saw that I didn't speak, and he understood that I must be complaining about him in my heart again, and he raised his eyebrows: "I know that you diss me in your heart, and your expression really reveals the little Jiujiu in your heart." When I was younger, it wasn't that I didn't like to talk, it was that I couldn't speak at all. ”

"Huh?" This answer was so impactful that I didn't know how to proceed for a while.

"When I was younger, I was more introverted, I didn't have a lot of intelligence, and I was slow to learn. Although my intelligence develops slowly, my temper is very strong, perhaps because I can't let others know what I think, so when I want to express my unhappiness, I can only tear and bite. Maybe it was because I was too aggressive, so I didn't have children of the same age around me to play with, and at that time I started to have social difficulties. I went to the doctor and the doctor determined that I had an intellectual disability and that my parents wanted another child. I think if I hadn't been sent to my grandfather's house at that time, I would have been treated as a special person for the rest of my life. ”

"In fact, in my heart, you have always belonged to a special group." Although I felt very sorry for what happened to him in childhood, I still complained about him, and seeing his messy expression, I quickly added: "It's a special group of people who are particularly smart." ”

He gave me a blank look: "The sad atmosphere that you finally created has been messed up by you." ”

"Because I don't like the way you look so sad, it's so ugly. But how did you become smarter? "I'm still curious about what happened next.

"After my grandfather picked me up, my condition didn't get much better. However, my grandfather insisted on sending me to an ordinary school, saying that no matter how scared I was, I had to learn to get along with others. I remember I was about 10 years old, and on the first day I went to school, I got into a fight with my tablemate, and I remember that I fell in love with some stationery or something at the table, so I secretly took it and took it for myself, but the tablemate found out, and he asked me to return it to him, and called me a thief, so I was upset and shook my fist at him. I remember that my homeroom teacher at the time called both of us parents to talk, and although I was used to getting mixed up as a child, I thought I would be beaten again, but no one hit me that time. The other parent also asked the child to apologize to me, which was the first time someone had spoken to me gently. But I wasn't very good at talking at the time, and I didn't apologize to anyone the whole time. Actually, I want to apologize, but I won't even say 'I'm sorry'. Maybe my grandfather saw my thoughts, or maybe my grandfather always treated me as a normal child, and he was with me that day. That day, I remember that my homeroom teacher and the parents of the other party had been waiting for me, they were chatting for the day, they didn't look at me, they didn't scold me, my grandfather kept hugging me and teaching me, I don't know how long it took me to learn that sorry, I remember when I finished saying this, I came out of school, and the moon had risen very high. That was the first time I had spoken a sentence in its entirety, even if it was only three words. ”

"Grandpa is so patient." I listened carefully to his story.

Li Jing nodded: "But it seems that from that time, my intelligence began to develop." However, compared to his peers, the speed is still very slow, but the temper is not very anxious. Maybe it's because I don't get beaten anymore, and I'm not used to solving problems with my fists. Although he has been at the tail of the crane, he has been able to concentrate his attention. But the popularity has not improved, and no one wants to play with a child who can't speak clearly, but the children in that class are quite kind, although they don't have any friends, but no one bullies me. ”

"I remember that you and Wu Youna were classmates." It occurred to me that the two of us met because of Yuna's death.

"That was after I was 15 years old. Not much has changed since I was 12. Li Jing explained.

"There's always a reason why you're suddenly smarter, right?"

Li Jing's face darkened: "Actually, the test results when I was a child were really biased. I am mentally slow, but that doesn't mean I'm mentally retarded. This is the answer that I learned later after I went to university and studied psychology. What we usually call intelligence tests is more about language, but just because I'm not gifted in language doesn't mean I'm not smart enough. The scope of intelligence is very wide, and musical attainments, arithmetic ability, logical reasoning ability, and even the sixth sense and sense of humor should be used as a reference for the level of IQ. However, the usual intelligence test only emphasizes the language ability of the test person one-sidedly, and because I cannot use language, I am judged to have an intellectual disability. But when I was 12 years old, my arithmetic ability was developed, and it was actually my teacher who discovered this. Do you remember those pit dad math problems that filled water and released it at the same time? When I can understand the content of the question, I can always calculate the correct answer first, so my teacher thought I was very talented, and my grandfather took me to take an intelligence test, only to find out that I only had a problem with language comprehension, and there was really no problem in other aspects. At that time, my grandfather was very happy to get the results, and at that time I was still very reluctant to speak, and I couldn't understand the diagnosis, but I was very happy when I thought my grandfather was happy. Li Jing suddenly laughed when he said this, and I was very happy to see him laugh.

"Then you keep calling me stupid!" It occurred to me that he had always laughed at my intelligence.

"You're so stupid." He suddenly said very seriously.

Forget it, seeing him happy, I don't want to affect his mood anymore.

"The language barrier is difficult to overcome, but it doesn't affect life, and it took my grandfather and me three years to solve this problem when I was 12 to 15 years old. After I was 15 years old, I started to enjoy life like a normal teenager. became a classmate with Wu Youna, and later his grandfather fell ill, so in order to make his grandfather live longer, he chose to become a doctor. I also wanted to figure out the problems I had when I was young, so I took psychology. When he talked about his grandfather, his eyes sparkled like there were many stars.

"Then you must be filial to your grandfather."

"Grandpa passed away the year before last." The stars in Li Jing's eyes dimmed.

"I'm sorry." I hastened to apologize.

"It's okay, it's a joy and mourning. Left in your sleep. Li Jing paused for a moment, "So when I heard my former colleague talk about that child yesterday, I thought of my experience when I was young, especially when I was alone with only the nanny by my side every day, and I thought of the experience before I met my grandfather." ”

"Ah, that kid really looks like you." Speaking of returning to Wei Zong, I am reminded of today's investigation.

"That kid Wei Zong doesn't seem to be a smart kid in the traditional sense." Afraid of reminding Li Jing of his sad past, I carefully considered my words.

He cast a puzzled look at me, and I quickly gave feedback to Li Jing on the content of my investigation today. Li Jing's face became more and more ugly as he listened.

"So he actually didn't have any friends at school, and I don't know what happened to the children who came to him yesterday, but I can be sure that they shouldn't be his friends. Because in the end, listening to the tone of the little girl, their school should have treated him as a different kind of person. "I conclude with my statement.

"Of course those are not his friends, those people should see that his family has money, and follow him to bully his children." Li Jing's gaze became stern, "Xiaozhi, let's go to school together tomorrow, something must be stopped before it happens." ”