The fat uncle saw that I ignored Leng Mu, "Okay, Xiao Leng is more uncomfortable than you, he has lived for three thousand years, only to have such a relative, this is also his first child, during this time, he blamed himself for this, and he was afraid of being seen by you, hard enough, understand something." ”

"I'm not sensible?" Or are you ignorant, my children are all stillborn, and you have hidden it from me until now?

Lu Laojiu stood up and said, "You can't blame him for this, isn't he afraid that you won't be able to bear it." ”

"Then do you think I can handle it now!"

Lu Laojiu dealt with me absentmindedly, but his eyes always skimmed in the direction where Leng Mu left, and finally saw his figure outside the window, "I...... I've got to go see Brother Ling, you guys...... Here are the guarded. ”

The fat uncle sat down and said, "Go ahead." As he spoke, he waved his hand to Han Ye again, "You go and settle Ding Tian's matter." ”

"Okay." Han Ye nodded, glanced at me, and went out with Lu Laojiu.

After Han Ye left, "If you want to cry, cry out, Xiao Leng will come back in a while, you are not allowed to cry again." ”

I sobbed and nodded, "I know, it's so good that you guys are hiding it, I didn't even notice it, one is better at acting than the other." ”

The fat uncle comforted: "Uncle Fat knows that you like this child very much, as long as you and Xiao Leng are still together, the child will always have it." ”

"But I don't want to have any children with him, I'm too tired."

He patted me on the shoulder, "What a stupid thing, he didn't care about you just now, it was you who tossed yourself half to death, and now it's like this." He felt distressed when he saw it. ”

I closed my eyes, and two lines of tears slid down the corners of my mouth, making me itch a little, "I know." ”

The fat uncle scolded in a low voice: "You disappeared for a few days, but Xiao Leng was in a hurry, he was crazy looking for you, such a big child, he did things with your mother and was virtuous, why didn't you even leave a note, and left alone." ”

"If I don't. I'm still being kept in the dark by you. Isn't that interesting? ”

"Okay, you don't know what kind of temper this stupid boy has, he thinks you more than himself, what do you want to have three long and two short. He must not die uncomfortably. The fat uncle continued, "There is one more thing. Ling Sandao and Gu Po have been here. On the day you disappeared. ”

I looked away and said unhappily: "What is he coming to do, and he dares to come to see me?" ”

Uncle Fat hit the nail on the head. "Although he is not your own father, he still has the confidence to raise you for so many years."

My voice was dripping with blood, "Do you think I'll ever believe him again?" ”

The fat uncle nodded, "It's good that you can face the facts." ”

I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and nodded, "Yes, I originally wanted to live in such a daze, because I think that sometimes people live too clearly and badly, but now I know that being too confused is even more sinful!" When I lost this child, I thought, what could be more cruel than the loss of my child? I can even accept that my child is gone, let alone an adoptive father who has used me for so many years! Even if Cold Wood is leaving me now, it's not a big problem for me, I can handle it. ”

Uncle Fat helped me wipe away the tears on my face, "Say some stupid things, in this world, you not only have this child, but also your own father, you will meet soon." ”

Thinking of this, I was even more angry, "Then I don't think he's a good person, my mother has been in the ancient tomb for twenty years, and I have been missing for twenty years, why didn't he say that he came to us!" ”

The fat uncle heard that I was so angry, and patted my head: "Your dad has his own troubles, he can't leave that ancient tomb, in fact, it's not a hardship, he is too stubborn, rigid, tendony, and lives by the clan rules all day long, which is why I left the Lan family in the first place, don't blame him, in the past twenty years, the people of the Lan family have been sent out by him, and they are all looking for your whereabouts, not only me, otherwise, Ling Sandao is not leaking, how do you think I found you." ”

I leaned on the pillow, and my heart was cold all of a sudden, "My mother's life and I can't withstand a rigid family rule, he is really my father!" ”

The fat uncle explained: "This is a covenant between the mausoleum keeper and the dead, you don't understand, especially as a patriarch, there is too much helplessness, isn't that Xiao Leng also based on the clan rules." ”

It's okay not to mention this, but when I mentioned this, I pulled the quilt and said: "He is a tool of the Gu family!" A piece of wood! ”

"Then your father is still a stubborn stone of the Lan family."

I bowed my head and said unhappily: "One is deliberately using me, the other is ruthlessly abandoning me, and ignoring me, sometimes, I really hope that you are my father." ”

The fat uncle touched my head and said: "Silly girl, you haven't seen your dad yet, how do you know that he doesn't love you, your dad is similar to Xiao Leng's temper, too stubborn, an old stubborn, and a person who doesn't give up until the Yellow River, but just such a person can be a mausoleum keeper." ”

"Mausoleum keeper, patriarch, is he very powerful?" I asked.

The fat uncle said: "The strength of the Lan family is not weaker than that of the Gu family, he is the patriarch, what do you say." ”

"So, you tell me that he is the one who can save my child?" I asked, surprised.

The fat uncle nodded and said, "Yes, it's him, no matter if you have a miscarriage this time or keep the fetus, I have already decided to take you back to the Lan family, after all, you and Xiao Leng will have children in the future." ”

I touched my flat lower abdomen, my heart felt as if it had been emptied, and my whole body felt empty, "No, I don't think it's necessary." ”

At this time, Leng Mutou had already returned, and the fat uncle said in a low voice: "It's almost, we'll be outside in a while, don't quarrel between you two, especially you, don't bully him." ”

I nodded, and the fat uncle left.

The cold wood didn't come in for a long time, although I didn't know what they were talking about, and I was leaning against the window alone, quietly in a daze, and now it was almost late autumn, and the cool wind was blowing on my face, just like my heart now, there was nothing but the cold.

He draped a coat over me, "You can't catch a cold now, go back." ”

I turned around, and he still had the same expression as before. It's just that there is more self-blame and sadness in his eyes.

I was lying on the bed, he sat next to me and was about to touch my hand, don't let me coldly scold: "Don't touch me!" ”

His hand hesitated for a second, then finally retracted it.

"I'm sorry."

I turned my back to him, "Anything else would you say to me besides this one I'm sorry, those three words!" "Where were you when I was in danger? Where were you when I needed you? Where were you when I was poisoned?

"The kid is gone. I also....... ”

I held back the pain. Said softly: "You're sad too, you're sad too, aren't you?" But people can't always live in pain, I understand these great truths, but why am I sad...... Because I'm just an ordinary person. It's like everyone knows that being angry is not good for your health. But sometimes. It's the same as being angry about a small thing, just like everyone knows that there are things they can't do, but sometimes they just can't help themselves to do them. I'm human and emotional...... also has his own reluctance, so you don't have to persuade me. ”

Seeing my silent crying, he suddenly hugged me, no matter how I struggled, the tighter and tighter he became, "I know you can't bear it...... You can hit me, like last time. ”

As soon as the words fell, I opened my mouth and bit him on the shoulder, "Why did it become stillborn?" ”

"When I met you in the cave, you were devoid of corpse poison."

I asked incredulously, "But it became a corpse?" ”

Seeing his undoubted face, I sat down on the bed completely, and it turned out that I had not protected it properly.

I looked at his cold face and asked him, "Why didn't you hit me?" Don't scold me? It's me who is useless, it's me who is incompetent, it's me who didn't protect your child, it's me who harmed it, why do you want to comfort me? ”

"Celestial ......." He looked at me distressedly and took me into his arms, "You don't want to be like this. ”

I looked at it and asked, "Don't you think I'm useless?" I can't even protect my own children, why am I still alive! Why! ”

Maybe he blamed himself more than I did now, and just hugged me and said, "I trust you and will do it." ”

After being silent for a long time, I suddenly asked, "Aren't you and Uncle Fat still having something?" ”

"yes, what's wrong." He asked, puzzled.

I said, "I need to be confined now, and I won't be able to fight in a few months." ”

"I know."

I asked, "Then why don't you leave yet?" ”

His eyes suddenly became wet, and like a stubborn child, he stared at me and asked, "Why should I go?" ”

I let go of him, "Now that the children are gone, you don't have to be responsible for me, what are you doing if you stay with me." ”

Hearing this, he stood up, "In your heart, I'm so unbearable?" Or do you think, I don't care about you. ”

I held back these words for a long time, and today I finally shouted out to him, "Yes, in my heart, I feel that you are always high, indifferent, inhumane, and don't care about me, and never take me to heart." ”

Who knew that he suddenly pressed my shoulders and looked at me painfully, "Lan Weiwei, what do you want me to do." ”

I cried and said, "I want you to go, I want you to leave me, because ...... I can't bear it anymore, the pain of the most beloved suddenly leaving me, I'm afraid, I'm cowardly, I don't dare to face it. ”

His face was right in front of me, his eyes were wet, and he looked at me seriously, and that kind of seriousness made me feel distressed, "Why, you think I'm going to leave you, why are you always so stupid, I really don't know what to do with you." ”

Like a child, I wiped away my tears and asked, "Will you leave me then?" ”

Seeing that he didn't answer me, I said, "I found that the people I care about are leaving me one by one, will you leave me one day?" ”

When I asked him seriously, he hesitated, looking at the longing in my eyes, but he didn't answer me for a long time, "If there is no accident, I won't." ”

I wiped my tears, "Yes, if there is no accident, you won't, after all, I'm not like you, I'll get old one day, face an old man every day, but he's still your wife in the same bed, don't you feel disgusting?" ”

He said seriously, "No." ”

I believe it when it comes out of his mouth, because he has seen it even if I look ugly.

I sighed, "But I can't wait for an accident, I should not leave me for the rest of my life, we won't be together for too long, and sometimes I will wonder, for the sake of these short decades, you have violated the ancient family rules, is it worth it." ”

He hugged me very tightly, "Wei Wei, I'm so scared, afraid that one day, you will disappear in my life, and without you, I will have nothing but this empty life." ”

Based on his words, I said firmly to him: "Then I will exercise hard, insist on living for a few more years, and live to ninety!" During this period, if you are really lonely in the future, I can give you two more children, as long as you are willing to trust me, I will definitely give birth to children, I will protect them, so that you will not be alone in the future, you still have our children, they will inherit everything from us, it is the continuation of my life, just like me and my mother, right? ”

He smiled, stroked my face, and as if he couldn't get enough of it, he took me into his arms, and tapped his lips lightly on his forehead.

I looked at him seriously, "Okay, I'll just say yes to you, and when I'm well, we'll have another child." ”

"Hmm."

Speaking of this, I jerked him away, "What's wrong." He asked.

"That's right, then you hurry up and give me the medicine, I just have to reduce inflammation after the operation, hurry up and give me hot water, I want to drink the medicine, what if my body leaves a sequelae and can't have a child!" This excitement caused some blood to come out of the lower body.

"Okay."

Seeing that I had finished drinking the medicine, and when he covered the quilt for me, there was a noise downstairs, "What's the matter?" ”

"It's Ling Sandao."

I drank thoughtfully, the bitter taste of the medicine was still spreading in my mouth, and the bitterness reached my heart, "Why is he here again?" ”

After thinking about it, he guessed and asked, "Could it be the next tomb and he still wants to come?" ”

"Probably not."

I nodded, "Yes, it's too late for him to hide." ”

"Don't move, I'll get you some food."

At this time, I was indeed hungry, and I nodded quickly, "Hmm." ”

After a while, Lu Laojiu came in with a night of red date soup, "Girl." ”

I took the soup and took a sip, "Are you leaving?" ”

He wiped the sweat from his forehead, "It's still making a fuss, it looks like he wants to see you." ”

"Then you still stop him." I asked, surprised.

"Lao Tzu just doesn't want to see his villain's ambition, he just doesn't want him to succeed so easily." After a pause, he said again: "Also, Brother Ling has been feeling guilty lately, don't poke his wounds." ”

"I see." There are some things that can't be said, of course I know.

"Okay, he'll come up in a while, you guys get tired of it for a while, take care of your body, and have another one." So saying, he went down.

When Leng Mu brought me the rice, I was about to take the bowl, and he put his hand on the bowl before me, but he took the bowl, and I held his hand, "What are you doing?" I was surprised and asked, does he still want to feed me?

As I had guessed, he blew it gently and fed it to me.

So I ate one bite at a time, and never said a word, God knows how rare this kind of gentleness is, and it is rare to see me eat so quietly, "Why don't you speak." ”

I pointed to the food in my mouth, "Eating." (To be continued.) )