Chapter 90: Secretly missing
After discussion. My dad decided that I would first work and study in the engineering management department. If you become a deputy general manager, it will cause a lot of dissatisfaction. And I'm not very qualified. It's just a few months of experience as the general manager's secretary. So the same as the average employee. If you get a new job, you have to start from scratch. From intern to full-time worker. If I am good enough, my father will find a suitable opportunity to give me a promotion.
Engineering Management Department. Name implies. It's the management of the project. It is necessary to visit the construction site frequently to inspect the progress of the project. It's hard work, but you can learn a lot. It is the core department of the company. It is also directly managed by the general manager. Most of them are seniorized elites. So getting into this department is the best choice.
Even though I have no intention of taking over the company. But it's beneficial to learn more. In the future, I can assist my father to share some work for him. To be honest, when I saw that my father's originally jet-black hair was mixed with a lot of gray hair. My heart aches a little. Maybe it's because the memories always stay in the way my dad was when he was younger. So when I suddenly see his gray hair, I feel more and more guilty. I had a cold war with him for eight whole years. In the past, I was reluctant to even meet him. He didn't want to call him "Daddy".
After I became a parent. Only then did I know that it was not easy for parents. Gradually, I learned to let go. Go put it down. Open the knot in the heart for many years.
Even now, I still can't fully accept He Xiaofeng's mother and son. But at least I'm not as repulsive to them as I used to be. I have a lot of respect for He Xiaofeng. This is simply out of the basic courtesy of the younger generation to the elders. Nothing to do with anything else. I just don't want to fall into a damp diet. Say I'm uneducated and don't respect the elderly.
Sure enough, it was as I thought. It not only shortens the distance with colleagues. It has won unanimous praise. They clapped their hands and called me "the most down-to-earth chairman's daughter".
"Then can we call you Dawn in the future?" A colleague in a white sweater came up to me and offered to talk to me.
I smiled and nodded. Yes."
She introduced herself: "My name is Lin Yueyi."
Seeing this, other colleagues also gathered around. Tell me your name.
Dad and Ye Mingjun talk together. When passing by my side. Smiled with satisfaction. Just such a simple nod and smile. I knew my dad was encouraging me. All he wanted was to see me and my colleagues on good terms. Harmony. Be humble and learn more from your predecessors.
Dad used to say that "whoever wins hearts and minds wins the world", it is not that you are the boss and you can ignore the employees. Blindly only ask for the quality and results of the work. and inappropriately give employees relaxation and decompression. Many people choose to quit their jobs because of the workload or stress.
The training course spends a lot of time training new employees so that they can work for the company in the future. No one wants to spend their energy cultivating people. But he gave his practical experience to other companies.
The famous Japanese entrepreneur Shigeo Nagano once said: "Operators and employees are like two wheels in a car. The importance and responsibility are the same. Inside the business. There is no co-ordination between the operator and the employee. It is difficult for the car to operate normally. The leader of a business. The most important job is to organize all those who are capable. and be able to make the most of their strengths."
Managing a company is not easy. Now my dad is getting older and older. I had to step up my studies. Help Dad as soon as possible.
Dad has a lot of work every day. After work, I have to socialize in the evening. As soon as I have time, I will look at various materials and the company's past projects, including the current project plan. There are also training courses on weekends.
Mu Zhenfei specially arranged a master for me. It is Li Jing, a senior employee of the company. She worked for five years. Slightly a few years older than me. People are not bad and very good to get along with. Work steadily, steadfastly and carefully.
I often work overtime. All three meals a day are eaten in the company. Every day is hectic and busy. Hoping. thought that only in this way would he not think about Wen Yimo. Over time, it will fade into oblivion.
It turns out that I was wrong. He has long been in my bone marrow. Invade the bloodstream. How can I forget. One closes his eyes. The dream was full of his shadow. Lingering. Gradually, I understood. The more people want to forget, the more they can't forget. The more unforgettable.
Again and again in dreams. When I shouted his name. When I reach out and want to hug. He smiled and faded away. When I cried and hurt I understood. Only then did I realize that he was the one I couldn't hope for after all.
I began to covet the world of my dreams. Covet that little bit of warmth. Only in dreams can I see him up close. At first, the two of them just looked at each other quietly and smiled. Later, I talked a lot like an aunt in the vegetable market. It's like the water of the Yellow River. Say "I miss you" to Wen Yimo over and over again, and tell him what happens every day. He always listened patiently with a light smile. Never think I'm noisy. But I didn't dare get too close to him. Don't dare to reach out and touch it. Trying to restrain himself. Because I'm scared. Worried that he would suddenly leave and disappear into his dreams.
Before I knew it, two months had passed. I became a full-time employee after the final assessment of the training course.
He Xiaofeng and Wu's mother made a table of dishes to celebrate for me. Originally, Dad said he was going out to eat. I insisted on being at home. Everyone drinks juice and eats delicious meals together. Happiness knows no bounds. It was filled with a joyful atmosphere. A taste of home.
I'm in my twenties, and I'm treated like a kid. Dad and Mom Wu kept giving me my favorite dishes. I'm also obedient to serve them vegetables. He also gave He Xiaofeng a glass of wine." Aunt He. Thank you."
He Xiaofeng burst into tears. A choked voice with surprise: "Child. It's all your own family, you're welcome."
Dad hurriedly handed He Xiaofeng a piece of paper to wipe his tears. Look at how moved you are."
Liu Tianyu persuaded An Ming to eat more on the side. Insist on fattening up his nephew. An Ming had no choice but to bury his head in "hard work".
At night, Anming leaned on my arms. Pinching his baby fat little face, he said aggrievedly: "Mom. An An has a lot more flesh on his face."
I touched his head and tried to comfort him. Before he could speak, the little guy immediately changed his face again. Put on an extremely narcissistic expression." My uncle said I was cuter when I was fatter. Kexin's godmother's daughter will like me more in the future."
I'm embarrassed." Son. How can you be so narcissistic."
An Ming sat up and looked at me very strictly. Correcting the mistake: "Uncle said it's not narcissism. It's self-confidence."
I raised an eyebrow. Feelings are the thoughts that Liu Tianyu instilled in An Ming. Sure enough, it has to be "fireproof, anti-theft, and anti-brother". In case my son is "taught badly". Become a master of pickling girls in the future. And then the beauties around me are like clouds. And then there is a beautiful woman who forgets what to do.
The consequences are very strict.
I grabbed An Ming's shoulders with both hands. He told him very strictly: "Don't listen to what your brother-in-law tells you in the future."
An Ming nodded dumbly. Then he quickly shook his head. He also emphasized very strictly: "But my ears are so big. How could it not be heard."
I'm embarrassed again. An Ming's hearing is excellent. And the point is that this kid has a good memory.
"Then the left ear goes in and the right ear goes out......" I know this sentence is equivalent to nonsense. How could he not listen?
An Ming opened his mouth and was about to speak, but I covered him. I began to use my position as a mother again: "Close your eyes. Sleep."
The tone did not allow him to refuse. He had no choice but to give up. Sleep in my arms obediently.
Turn off the lights. I'm still leaning against the head of the bed. Holding a photograph in his hand. In the dead of night. I can't help but think of a person. Someone I miss so much.
I really want to share the news of my becoming a full-time employee with Wen Yimo. But I don't even have the courage to ride by Hengtai Group. Even if it's just the moment when the car whizzes by. I don't dare.
I'm afraid I'll be overwhelmed when I see him. I'm even more afraid of seeing him and Wang Yuan together. I was so cowardly and cowardly. Secretly hide Wen Yimo in his heart. Keep his picture in his purse, under his pillow.
Only every night when I close my eyes and come in a dream and Wen Yimo as scheduled. The heart will be satisfied a little bit. I even enjoyed the night. Quietly. Black black. No one can see me. I can think of him unabashedly and unscrupulously.
The end of the year is the busiest time. The company is busy. Often, even the time to eat is shortened. It will be solved quickly in about ten minutes. Naturally, Dad's entertainment is more. He takes me with him for most of his socials. Introduce shareholders and long-term partners to me.
It's just that I didn't know it was such a coincidence this time. Wen Yimo is also socializing. And it's in the private room next door. I was passing by the door of the private room just now and saw him unexpectedly. That glance was enough to send ripples through my heart. He seems to see me too. But neither of us said hello to each other.
I adjusted my mentality. Continue as if nothing happened. Politely follow my dad to socialize. A toast to all shareholders.
"Don't dare to be, don't dare to be. Miss Liu is a 'celebrity' now." Liang Dong glanced at the wine in my hand. Holding arms and deliberately turning a blind eye and sitting still. Don't say it meaningfully. The word "celebrity" is emphasized.
The shareholders here whispered about me.
I've had quite a few scandals in Hengtai before. It turns out to be well known. It is normal for them to be dissatisfied with me. Even if it's me. My reaction will be the same.
Mr. Liang is the second largest shareholder of the company. Isn't it upright? Do not recognize the powerful as sycophants. Everyone privately calls him "the modern version of Bao Qingtian".
I can't help but secretly have a little more respect for him. Make up your mind to prove your abilities with your actions. Let everyone impress me.
"Uncle Liang, you're serious. As a junior, I deserve to toast you." I said with a smile. Facing Liang Dong's difficulties. There was never a hint of displeasure on his face. On the contrary, the attitude is very sincere.