Lin Tianze's eyelashes moved, and he opened his eyes with difficulty, as if he had lasted for several years.

Am I not dead?

He took a deep breath, and the feeling of despair and suffocation as he lay dead slowly subsided.

He propped himself up and sat up from the bed. As soon as he regained his senses, he sensed that something was wrong: the incandescent lamp that glowed faintly, the dilapidated and gray desk, the wardrobe with the doors that never closed tightly, the humming sound of the worn fan, this qiē seemed to remain only in his distant memory.

And now, this ordinary picture that catches his eye is like a stormy wave, which suddenly breaks down the mental defense he has built, so that he can not raise any resistance, only immersed in a faint but never-forgotten sadness.

This picture? Lin Tianze was stunned, and suddenly a thought flashed, he stretched out his trembling right hand and touched his right eye, fingers against his eyes, and refused to leave for a long time.

He hurried into the bathroom and looked at the not-so-clean mirror.

Fresh and clean broken hair, well-defined face, bright eyes, straight nose. It's him, it's really him twenty years ago, Lin Tianze unconsciously opened his mouth slightly.

No one could have imagined what he would look like twenty years later: a scar slanted down from his left forehead, swept over his left eye, his nose was blind, the left side of his nose turned outward, like a lump of mud pasted together, and his originally straight nose was destroyed so that people couldn't bear to look at it; one from the right ear up to the scalp; A scar against the line of the cheek, a very smooth arc, but it looks more and more hideous of this face.

Lin Tianze forced himself to calm down, and then quickly returned to the room and picked up a worn-out calendar.

August 26, 1998!

It's true, it's true!

A stream of joy gushed out from every cell and corner of the body, densely spread all over the body, like a piece of cream in the sun, sweet and almost turned into juice.

Lin Tianze couldn't describe this ecstasy, his mind was so blank that he didn't know what he should do now, just sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, smirking......

This year, he was just a delicate and thin teenager, not disfigured, not blind, not so hideous that it was terrifying, and not so strong that it made people feel pressure.

This year, the cute sister has not become a black-and-white photo that makes people palpitate and despair, and she may return to him later, pretending to be pitiful, and flattering to take his hand and ask him to help with homework.

This year, the arrogant woman who was cold-eyed was just a little Lori who liked to be coquettish in his arms, and maybe she would come to him crying tomorrow, saying that her parents didn't love her, and then tricked a sweet lollipop, and then laughed stupidly.

This year, the beautiful woman who sang that he didn't love me while crying and laughing, and sang until her heart was broken, she was probably still a beautiful girl who was in a hurry to do her summer homework, and after school started, she came to ask him if he wanted to copy it.

This year, the woman who was as delicate as a perfect porcelain was still unknown, but he knew when and where he would meet her again, and this time, he would not let the tragedy happen.

This year, there are too many things that have not happened, and there are too many people who have not yet encountered. Do it all over again, and those past times when even frantically smashing your fists against the wall can't offset the slightest pain in your heart won't happen, and now it's too late!

"Click." The sound of the iron door being opened sounded downstairs, which woke Lin Tianze from the heavy and painful memories.

Is it Qingqing? Lin Tianze's heart trembled, he was a little scared, afraid that this qiē was just a dream, this calendar, this room, all the qiē here were just his delusions!

"Brother, I'm back!" A pleasant, crisp sound came from downstairs, followed by the sound of popping slippers and wooden staircases.

Lin Tianze exhaled lightly, after eighteen years, when he heard this familiar voice again, he felt a cool feeling of breeze and drizzle.

He turned and watched the petite figure fly towards him.

The girl in her arms was as soft as cotton, exuding a seductive light fragrance, her breath completely enveloped Lin Tianze, and her face, which had always been beautiful, was close at hand, never so close.

Green? Green!

I haven't seen each other for a long time, and when I say goodbye, it's like a world away.

What catches the eye is the soft and smiling eyebrows, the gentleness that can't be hidden no matter how naughty it is, and the lips that are warm and shiny with dazzling luster, this is the beautiful Lin Qingqing.

Is it really you, is it you!

Lin Tianze couldn't help but want to take one more look, and take another look, as if this angelic girl would disappear in the next moment.

The image of the woman in Lin Tianze's eyes is so beautiful, she is wearing a pink chiffon dress, not slender but her well-proportioned legs look particularly active when she jumps up, her skirt is not short, but when she bends her legs, she completely exposes the still girl's soft calves, slender and beautiful.

She was smiling, the corners of her mouth slightly raised to tell the joy of her master, and her snow-white teeth were exposed when she smiled, which was as comfortable as a late summer breeze.

Lin Tianze's eyes were a little sloppy, did you see you again?

Green! Do I really have to see you?

Lin Qingqing saw Lin Tianze's strange appearance, frowned slightly, and said a little worriedly: "What's wrong with you, brother?" But she didn't expect Lin Tianze to open her arms and hug her fiercely, which made her a little angry.

"I'll never let you leave me again......" Lin Tianze muttered to himself......

No one would have thought that the guilt and love that came to his heart when he faced her again "will never be ...... again"

Lin Tianze hugged this beautiful and slightly thin girl tightly in his arms, his chin was against the top of Lin Qingqing's head, rubbing gently, and the fragrance of the shampoo mixed with the faint fragrance of the girl's body lingered in his nose.

Lin Qingqing, who was close to Lin Tianze's chest, struggled gently, revealing a delicate and lovely face, her nose was also wrinkled together, her face was pale because of panic, and her clear eyes flashed like a frightened deer.

Lin Qingqing was a little frightened by Lin Tianze's sudden hug, but perhaps because she felt the attachment and pity, she hesitated and gently put her hand on Lin Tianze's waist.

"What's wrong with you, brother?" Lin Qingqing hesitated for a moment and asked softly.

"It's okay, it's just nice to see you again." Lin Tianze smiled and touched Lin Qingqing's head, how could his happiness be expressed in words. Just like the photo of him hugging her at the beginning, he collapsed in the corner of the wall, and no matter how many wounds he cut on his arm, he couldn't alleviate the pain in his heart.

How painful it was then, how happy it is now.

"Hmph, don't touch my head." Lin Qingqing wrinkled his little nose, pushed Lin Tianze's hand away, and then looked at him with Shui Lingling's eyes, "Brother, I'm so hungry~ Have you cooked?" ”

"Uh...... Probably not, let's go out to eat. Lin Tianze looked at this lovely girl and replied with a smile, the gentle smile on his face couldn't be suppressed.

"Hmph, weird." Lin Qingqing muttered quietly, then took Lin Tianze's hand and hurriedly walked outside, "I know there is a newly opened restaurant, and my classmates all say it's delicious, let's go." ”

A girl with black hair neatly tied into a ponytail, holding an umbrella, through the rain and mist, through the narrow sycamore path, came to him again and took his hand again.

Lin Qingqing, it's good that you're still here!

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