"Does my attitude affect you?"

Ye Hehuan's words still implied sarcasm, but she no longer deserved a contemptuous smile like she did back then.

She met Ye Zanwen's eyes, and naturally noticed the increasingly obvious fine lines at the corners of his eyes, "From the perspective of blood and law, you will always be my father, this is a fact that I can't change, but if you want to see the scene of father's kindness and filial piety, I also tell you frankly, I am afraid that I will not be able to do it in my life." ”

Extremely poor, the decisiveness in these four words made Ye Zanwen's eyes flash slightly, his throat rolled up and down, and after a long time, he said: "I know you blame me, blame me for not fulfilling my duties as a father——"

"You can't even go home every day, how can you be a good father?"

Ye Hehuan thought that when she was a child, she often saw Han Minjing standing on the balcony on the second floor, she was too young to understand at that time, and later she tasted it and wondered, was Han Minjing guessing at that time, would her husband come back tonight? Or go find another woman and go back to another home?

"You have two families, it's inevitable that you can't take care of one, don't talk to me about this now, I've been doing well all these years, and not having parents doesn't mean inferiority and loss for me, sometimes it's a relief, at least...... I don't have to worry about whether I'll see another fight when I get home after school, like I did when I was a kid. ”

Ye Zanwen felt the astringency in the circles of his eyes, he saw her sharp teeth, and said faintly: "In the final analysis, you just blame me for being sorry for your mother back then." ”

Ye Hehuan looked back at him.

"I had a constant quarrel with your mother at that time, and then I went to Hainan, also because I couldn't stand that kind of living environment, sometimes we would even quarrel over whether to put chili peppers in a dish, and my career had just improved at that time, and there was a lot of psychological and physical pressure."

Recalling the past, it seems to be vivid.

This is also the first time that Ye Zanwen has told people about the various setbacks in his marriage: "The few months in Hainan were the most relaxing days of my time, although it was very hard, I often had to stay up late to work, but I no longer had to spend energy dealing with meaningless disputes. But I'm also a human being, and even a machine that turns 24 hours a day will strike when there is no electricity, and when I return to my lodgings in the middle of the night and look at the dark and empty room, I will long for a hot meal waiting for me, someone will boil water for me to take a warm bath comfortably. ”

"So what?" Ye Hehuan listened so much, but there was not the slightest emotion on his face, and he just asked indifferently: "Just because of that desire, can you forget your identity as a husband and accept another woman with open arms?" ”

"Everyone has moments of vulnerability, and it is impossible not to make mistakes for the rest of their lives."

Ye Hehuan cut off his words: "But the biggest difference between humans and animals is that people have the willpower to resist temptation, if you really love my mother, that woman has no possibility at all, it is you who gave her a chance, and what you are talking about now is just a fig leaf to cover those dirty." ”

Ye Zanwen's face became a little ugly, but he couldn't say anything to defend himself.

"I will go to see my mother, and I will visit her grave every year in the future, even if she may not want to see me, but I am indeed the only child behind her."

Looking at Ye Hehuan's figure disappearing behind the door, Ye Zanwen understood her words.

After a hundred years of him, she probably didn't want to come to see her.

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Coming out of the Ye family, Ye Zanwen returned to the car, but he didn't leave immediately, he looked at the window with the lights on the second floor of the Ye family, and didn't retract his gaze for a long time.

In the past few years, he has often come back, unconsciously, as if he has been pulled by some kind of traction.

That room still maintained the same appearance as before Han Minjing passed away, but at that time she had moved back to Han's house and took most of her things with her.

He still remembers the first time he saw Han Minjing in a small mountain village, when they were educated youths who cut in line.

That day, he went to eat with a lunch box, and accidentally bumped into an oncoming person around the corner, that person was Han Minjing, and when he raised his head to see the other party's face, it was a heart-pounding love.

Han Minjing is very beautiful, especially those eyes, the corners of her eyes are open, her eyes are dark and bright, very godly, in his opinion, she is the best looking among the female intellectuals, and later he learned that the number of people who like Han Minjing can already be ranked from the entrance of the village to the end of the village.

My Fair Lady, a gentleman, and a visionary are never the only ones.

He had forgotten what he had done specifically in pursuit of Han Minjing, but he remembered very well that Han Minjing didn't like him at the beginning, his confession was regarded as frivolous by her, and his dominance was considered a hooliganism by her, and even in the year they returned to the city, she still didn't want to look at him more, every time she saw him from afar, she would frown, and then turn around and leave.

After returning from the countryside, he didn't give up, maybe it was the competitiveness in his bones, he heard about Han Minjing, and learned that she was in the same city as him, and he began to ride a bicycle every day to find her, ignoring her white eyes, cheekily sticking to her side.

Half a year later, she couldn't resist his stalking, and agreed to date him, and after half a year, after watching a movie, she promised to marry herself.

Ye Zanwen still remembers the way she couldn't help but smile when she nodded, it was very moving, and the pear vortex on her cheeks loomed.

That night, they made an appointment to go to the movies, and he went out late, so in order not to be late, he took a shortcut on his bicycle, but the tire slipped, and he fell and just fell into the field

In the manure tank on the edge of the tang, when he climbed up and arrived in a hurry, Han Minjing covered her nose and jumped far away......

Thinking of this, Ye Zanwen hooked the corners of his mouth, a nostalgic smile appeared on his face, but the crow's feet at the corners of his eyes deepened.

And then -

They got married, had no children for several years, and that Chinese New Year's Eve night cast an indelible rift in their marriage, with selective forgetting at first gradually turning into cold violence, and later, quarrels appeared in their lives until they were out of control......

As for Yin Lian, does he love her?

This woman who appeared when his marriage was at a low point, when she was in Hainan, took care of herself, and still stays by his side to this day, and gives birth to a child for herself, does he love her?

In fact, the answer is already clear.

He has always loved only Han Minjing, even if he has been lost and lost in Yin Lian's tenderness, but it has nothing to do with love.

In the past few months in Hainan, he looked at Yin Lian and found the shadow of Han Minjing before marrying him in her, and his smile was not mixed with any haze.

Perhaps it was because of this that he would let her approach.

Later, when he returned to City B and looked at Han Minjing, he would think of the mistakes he had made, look at the born Ye Hehuan, and also think of another child who was about to be born because of his own confusion, and in the end, he could no longer face their mother and daughter calmly.

broke up with Han Minjing in the increasingly fierce quarrel, everyone thought that he was because of Yin Lian, only he knew that he was self-loathing.

When Han Minjing really disappeared from his life completely, he didn't give Yin Lian what he wanted, he once thought that he could give it easily, until he saw the tombstone with Han Minjing's black and white photo, he realized that he was willing to marry only her, and what he could give Yin Lian was only material.

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Ye Hehuan returned to the room, she leaned her back against the door, and it took a long time to adjust her feelings, thinking that she didn't care at all, but she was still faintly a little flustered.

The bag was thrown casually, and the whole body fell on the bed in a large shape.

After a while, Ye Hehuan looked at his watch and felt that the time was almost up, he reached out and dragged his bag to find out his mobile phone, wanting to care about whether Yu Zhongxiao had arrived at Qingheyuan safely.

As for what he said to Yao Lie...... Ye Hehuan had actually guessed Yao Lie's attitude, and it was estimated that there was no difference from Lao Zhao.

Before the call was made, the mobile phone had already rang.

Ye Hehuan looked at the caller ID 'Fan Tiantian', and a premonition appeared in his brain, and Tian Tian also knew.

Sure enough, as soon as she pressed the answer button, Fan Tiantian's crackling voice came from there: "Ye Hehuan, are you and your little uncle real?" Are you really together? ”

“……”

"Yao Lie sued me, I didn't believe it, and gave him a big ear, I think he is too much of a bastard, even if he is jealous that your little uncle is in better shape than him, there is no need to make up this kind of gossip to slander others!"

When Ye Hehuan heard this, he suddenly didn't know how to speak.

"Don't worry, I won't believe it, I don't know who you are? If you dare to your little uncle, I, I, I ......"

"Tian Tian, actually, I-"

"No need to explain, I believe you, Yao Lie, this bastard, actually made such a rumor about you, see if I don't clean him up on the bed later, I want him to survive and not die, see if he dares to say that you like your little uncle in the future, this kind of thing, unless you admit it yourself, otherwise I will absolutely-"

"I do like him." Ye Hehuan said suddenly.

“……”

There was no sound on the other side of the phone.

"I like him, Tian Tian," Ye Hehuan repeated again, her voice lowered: "I not only like him, I also love him." ”

For a long time, Fan Tiantian didn't speak.

Ye Hehuan held his mobile phone, his eyes were slightly red, such an admission was full of certainty and openness, but also mixed with sourness.

……

After a long time, Fan Tiantian asked her, "Is that child his?" ”

Ye Hehuan did not deny it.

"You like him, you love him, what about him?"

"He's just like me."

"You, what the hell do you think?!" Fan Tiantian said angrily over there, feeling distressed and annoyed by her, "That's your little uncle!" Even if he divorces your aunt, he is still your elder! You are like this, like this...... What do people on the outside say? Do you want to go out in the future? ”

"Didn't you praise him for his good figure before, and wanted to have a spring breeze with him?"

"I was kidding!!"

Fan Tiantian saw that she was still in the mood to make fun of herself, and the whole person was going to blow up, and asked Ye Hehuan: "When did you get together?" When you were good, did he divorce your aunt? Is he an old man who took off his clothes to seduce/seduce you? If you don't want to, he will force you, won't he? ”

"He's not the kind of person you say, between us, it's me who likes him first, Tian Tian, you can scold me for being cheap, but don't scold him."

"At this point, I still have to defend him, what kind of ** soup will I pour you!"

Ye Hehuan paused for a moment and said, "We are serious. ”

"Who cares if you're joking or serious, have you ever thought about what others will think of you

Guys? ”

“……”

Ye Hehuan bent his legs, hugged his knees and said to the phone: "I want to live for myself once, don't care about other people's thoughts, just look at him." Since he doesn't worry about anything, I also want to be willful, even if we really have to separate in the future, at least, I know that I have worked hard and worked hard for this relationship. ”

"Crazy, all crazy......" Fan Tiantian just kept repeating these words.

"Is Yao Lie by your side now?"

"Not here!"

Ye Hehuan coaxed her softly: "I have something important to ask him, Tian Tian, don't lie to me." ”

It was quiet on the other side of the phone again, but Ye Hehuan knew that Fan Tiantian had gone to find Yao Lie, and within a few seconds, Yao Lie's voice sounded in her ears: "Hey? ”

"Brother Yao, it's me."

"......" Yao Lie was silent for a moment.

Ye Hehuan didn't wait for him to take the initiative to speak, but asked directly: "Brother Yao, I called my little uncle back then, did something happen later?" ”

When she asked this, Lao Zhao's unfinished words were still replayed in her brain, if she hadn't called Yu Zhongxiao six years ago, Yu Zhongxiao wouldn't have been-

Wouldn't it be better?

If she didn't ask at the time, it didn't mean that she didn't hear anything strange, this confusion was like a boulder pressing on her chest.

Yao Lie seemed to be hesitating, Ye Hehuan had been waiting patiently, for a long time, it was really a long time before she heard Yao Lie's low voice: "Because of your phone call, the second brother was distracted during the mission, and was attacked by someone and suffered a gunshot wound, which was only a few millimeters from the heart." ”