I don't know what agreement I reached with my mother, Quan Baolan still often went to the mental hospital in the following days, but Zheng Chengxian never communicated with anyone since he played the piano that day, and only stayed in his ward every day.

Quan Baolan learned from the doctor's mouth that Zheng Chengxian was self-confined, which was different from autism.

Autism is more common in children, and children are unaware that they are sick, and the guidance of Dr. Tong Guò can cure it, but adults like Zheng Chengxian know that they are sick, but they are not willing to accept treatment. It's like building a cage with your own hands, getting into it yourself, and throwing away the key.

Since learning of Zheng Chengxian's illness, Quan Baolan has been talking to himself outside the door, laughing when he is happy, and wiping his tears at the door alone when he is sad.

"Oba, there's a little fat guy in the class who keeps writing me some unintelligible letters lately, and I'm so annoyed!"

"Oba, I took the first place in this test, hehe, if you are not first, it will be mine!"

"Oba, there's a new teacher in the class who is very handsome, and many girls in the class are."

"Oba, I fell down during gym class the other day, and I cried when I broke my knee so much!"

"Oba, today that little fat man said in front of the whole class that he would marry me in the future, and he was so angry with me, I kicked him hard, hum, who told him to talk nonsense."

"Oba, I can't come recently, I'm about to take the university entrance exam, and my mother won't let me come, will you miss me?"

"Oba, I'm so nervous this time, I don't seem to be playing well, what should I do? If I don't pass the exam, my dad will beat me to death! “

"Oba, Happy New Year, Mom made a lot of delicious food yesterday, all of which I liked, and my stomach was bulging when I ate, hahaha!"

"Oba, it snowed so hard last night, Yulan and I built a big snowman, and finally Yulan said that the snowman is so ugly, I think it's beautiful, it's like you......"

"Oba, I've been admitted to Mingzhi College, and I'm going to report next month! Mom won't let me leave school and I won't be able to come to see you for a year, will you miss me? ”

"Oba, I'm back, haven't you seen me for so long, do you miss me? I tell you that I'm taller, and a lot of boys in school write to me, and I'm very popular! But I threw them all ......."

"Oba, there are so many courses in college, you have to learn so many things at once, it's so tiring, if it were you, it must be very easy, you are so smart!"

"Happy New Year, Oba!".

"Oba, I'm going back to school tomorrow, and I won't see each other for another year, will you miss me?!" The petite girl leaned against the door, her fingers caressing the wooden texture of the door, and muttering to herself.

The door to the room was tightly closed, as if it had never been opened, and the blue wooden door seemed to blend in with the surrounding walls.

"It's been two years, can you open the door and let me see it? Woowoowoo...... I miss you!!! Would you like to answer me?! Quan Baolan sobbed softly, her voice getting louder and louder, and crystal tears crossed her creamy cheeks.

"You open the door Chengxian, I really miss you, I think about it when I eat, I think about it when I sleep, I think about it when I go to class, they all say I'm crazy, I really can't hold on." Wiping the tears on her face, Quan Baolan kept shaking her body and sobbing.

"Mom is sending me to the United States, and I don't want to go! It's okay for you to come out and talk to me, I don't want to leave you~~! Quan Baolan was out of breath and cried intermittently, and the people around him looked at this pair of infatuated men and women, and some of them wiped their tears emotionally.

At one point she thought it was stupid and decided not to come. But it wasn't long before she would sit here again, laughing and crying through the wooden door, and she felt that as long as she spoke, she was very sure, and the man would sit behind the door and listen intently.

The more I can't see it, the more I miss it, and the decline in the grades of Quan Baolan, who is very worried, is very strict, and her mother Li Meiying has already issued a strict order, and if her grades do not improve this semester, she will send herself abroad.

The thought of never being able to come here again made Quan Baolan's heart twist, and how she wished that she could get a little support from Jung Sung-hyun this time to help her persevere.

He stared at the closed door with teary eyes, expecting the man to appear in front of him with a smile that would dispel the dark clouds.

The closed door was silent, and Quan Baolan gradually showed a disappointed and sad expression.

There was silence in the halls of the hospital, only her sobs echoing......

Quan Baolan, who had been sitting for a long time, wiped away the tears on her face, stood up and tidied up her clothes,

"Oba, I'm leaving, mom is still waiting for me outside! Take care. ”

Park Sun-hwa sent Quan Baolan out of the house, and watched her board a black car and throw herself into the arms of a middle-aged woman, who caressed Quan Baolan's head lovingly and comforted her softly.

The car was far away, Park Sunhwa turned her head to look at Jung Sung-hyun's hospital room in a complicated mood, and sighed to do her own thing......

All the sapphire blue home

"Baolan, don't listen to the song, hurry up and clean up your things, I don't care about your messy things!" Li Meiying raised her head to greet her eldest daughter upstairs.

"Younger brother, they are really, Baolan is not a freshman anymore, and he has so many things to prepare" Father Quan Yinglu has a newspaper in one hand and a teacup in the other, and he is holding Erlang's legs in a leisurely manner.

"That's it, leave everything to me, and I'll help my sister lighten the burden!" My sister Quan Yulan's eyes lit up as she looked at the piles of snacks, and she wanted to swallow them all.

"Look how fat you have become, and you still eat! If you really become a big fat man, you can cry, I see who wants you! Li Meiying stretched out her hand and pointed at Quan Yulan's forehead, pretending to be angry.

"Abba, mom is going to commit domestic violence, help!" Jeon Woo Lan hid behind his father with his head in his hands.

"It's useless for you to call me, I have to avoid it when your mother is angry, you hide over there, don't bother me!" Quan Yinglu hurriedly leveled the teacup, and the tea inside splashed.

"None of you have peace of mind, the father is not like a father, and the daughter is so worrying, I must have owed your whole family in my last life!" Looking at the playful husband Li Meiying said in frustration, and looked upstairs again, "What should I do with this girl Baolan, I'm obsessed with that kid, should we send her away?" ”

"Sister, this is trapped by love!" As soon as Li Meiying's words fell, Quan Yulan jumped out from behind the chair, raised her hand and replied loudly.

"What do you know, what is trapped by love! What kind of love does it know at such a young age! Quan Yinglu reprimanded, turned to Li Meiying and said,

"If you really can't do it, that's the only way! I hope I can forget about that kid after leaving for a few years! ”

Quan Baolan, who happened to walk downstairs, heard it, and hurriedly argued, "I'm not going anywhere, don't send me away, okay!" “

"Look what you have become now, if I knew that you would be like this, I shouldn't have agreed to let you continue to go to the hospital to see him, but now he is fine, no one pays attention to the door when the door is closed, leaving you alone to talk to the door every day like a fool!" When it came to the original decision, Li Meiying regretted breaking her intestines.

Quan Baolan's face bulged and her beautiful eyes glared at her mother and didn't speak, Li Meiying was angry when she saw her like this, and saw that she was going to roll up her sleeves and use force, and there was a knock on the door.

A little surprised, Li Meiying opened the door, "Who is it so late?" “

A muscular man stood outside the door, dressed in a blue-gray uniform with the words "Nanyang Psychiatric Hospital Guard" written on it.

"Hello, may I ask if this is the Quanbao Blue family?" The security guard took off his hat and bowed to Lee Mi-young.

"Oh, yes...... You are?? Li Meiying hurriedly returned the salute and asked suspiciously.

"Oh Mom, who's looking for me?" Hearing that he was looking for himself, Quan Baolan trotted to the door.

"Baolan~" The security guard dodged and stood to the side, revealing the figure behind him.

Refreshing head, thin cheeks, slender eyebrows, black and bright black pupils with a hint of apprehension and love, straight nose bridge, red lips and white teeth, blue faintly emerging under the pale skin that has not seen the sun for a long time, a wide hospital gown with blue stripes on a white background under the slender neck wraps the young man's emaciated body, and he is holding a wooden guitar in his hand.

"Oh Mo.!" Quan Baolan covered his mouth and looked at Zheng Chengxian outside the door in disbelief, he stood there quietly, with a smile in the corner of his eyes.

"Chengxian oppa, come in, come in!" In a panic, she invited the two into the house, and Li Meiying on the side didn't have time to say anything.

Zheng Chengxian solemnly bowed to Li Meiying, and followed Quan Baolan into the house.

Quan's father and sister in the house also stood up, they didn't expect to see Zheng Chengxian at this time, it can be said that they have been famous for a long time, different from Quan Yulan's excitement, Quan's father was a little angry.

Entering the room, Zheng Chengxian saluted again, and Jeon Yinglu snorted and did not speak.

Li Meiying sighed and closed the door, everyone came to see what to say.

Zheng Chengxian pulled the stunned Quan Baolan to sit down, found a small stool to sit on and picked up the guitar, and sang after a pleasant plucking of the strings,

Hellodarkness，myoldfriend

Hello dark, my old fellow

I\\\\\-vecometotalkwithyouagain

I'm here to talk to you again

Becauseavisionsoftlycreeping

Because there's a shadow sneaking in

LeftitsseedswhileIwassleeping

I planted its seeds while I was asleep

Andthevisionthatwasplantedinmybrain

This shadow is ingrained in my brain

Stillremain

It is still there today

withinthesoundofsilence

In the realm of silent sounds

InrestlessdreamsIwalkedalone

I wandered alone in restless dreams

Narrowstreetsofcobblestone

The cobblestone streets are narrow and long.

The whole song is like the singer telling an old friend, beautiful, slightly sentimental and a touch of nostalgia.

Quan's father wanted to stop drinking when he saw that Zheng Chengxian was going to sing, and the methods of picking up girls in college were all used at home, not to mention that he was a singer himself.

But when the melody sounded, the whole English road stopped, and this tune of music was very much to the taste of singers of his age.

The whole family listened to Zheng Chengxian's singing quietly, his voice was not perfect, and the accompaniment was slightly monotonous, but the feelings in the music infected everyone.

A picture appeared in his mind, the singer walked alone in the dark, damp and cold, until an apparition with a dazzling light broke the darkness, and he realized a lot in a moment, and now he sang to everyone.

Silencelikeacancergrows”

Silent grows like a cancer cell"

HearmywordsthatImightteachyou

Listen to useful teachings

TakemyarmsthatImightreachyou

Arms of help, hold up

Butmywordslikesilentasraindropsfell

Words fell quietly like raindrops

Andechoedinthewellsofsilence

Echoes in the source of silence......

When the last note fell, Jeon Ying Lu applauded first, and Jeon Yu Lan's little hand clapped happily, and even the reluctant Lee Mi Young had to admit that this piece was great.

Bao Lan covered her mouth throughout the whole process, her eyes contained tears, and she applauded desperately at the end of the singing, letting the tears slide down the corners of her mouth and still laughing.

"I asked the security guard for a long time, he was willing to accompany me on a trip, I want to see you off, when you graduate from college, we can meet in the outside world, I wanted to sing this song to you a long time ago, and today I finally have the courage to sing it, do you like it?" Zheng Chengxian looked at Quan Baolan quietly, and his eyes did not hide his love.

"Uh-huh!" Quan Baolan felt that his tongue seemed to be disobedient at this moment, and he couldn't say anything but nodded desperately, and the strength was so strong that people couldn't help but worry about the slender and white neck.

"Boy, you're all soaked in the house, you don't take us seriously!" Quan Yinglu said viciously.

"Daddy!" "Husband!" Jeon Baolan and Lee Mi-young shouted at the same time.

"Uncle and aunt I'm sorry, I've been suffering for me, today I'm here to apologize, I can't get around some hurdles in my heart in the past two years, so I'm worried, give me a little more time I won't let Baolan down!" Zheng Chengxian bowed again and said sincerely.

In two years, he felt Baolan's heart, but he didn't dare to confess because of the hurdles in his heart, and today's crying of Baolan outside the door shattered the obstacles in his heart, and he couldn't let the simple and kind Baolan continue to be tortured.

Zheng Chengxian opened the door shortly after Baolan left, and for the first time in two years, he took the initiative to go out of the room, found the doctor and asked to go out, but the doctor refused to let him kneel on the ground and finally get the doctor's approval and let a security guard accompany him out.

Quan Baolan's parents didn't speak, it was obviously impossible to agree on this occasion, and they were afraid of breaking their daughter's heart if they objected. Only her sister Quan Yulan jumped and shouted, "Brother-in-law is so handsome!" "Show your support.

Zheng Chengxian took Quan Baolan's hand,

"You go to school with peace of mind first, we are still young, when I get better, I will go out to accompany you, I want to marry you!"