The disappeared person, the temperature that remains between the fingers, the stone grinding the medicine, but the heart gradually drifts away, and there is no trace. Pushing open the door and looking at the somewhat haggard woman in the bronze mirror, Liu Jingmo sat down with a frown, and stroked the most slender eyebrow pencil in the dresser with her hand. She remembered that the little Liu Ziling liked to stick to herself, and when she first came to her, she didn't want to be separated from her at all.

Liu Jingmo's beauty is as slender as a willow, and one day she habitually sat here to draw her eyebrows, and the villain broke in recklessly, clumsily picked up the pen, and begged for help. At that moment, looking at the thirst in the other party's eyes, she responded without thinking about it, although the final effect was not ideal, but Liu Ziling's nervous appearance and the sweet breath on her cheeks made her a little nostalgic. One year, two years, five years have passed, and the eyebrow pencil has finally become Liu Ziling's exclusiveness, and all the matters of her daily eyebrow drawing and makeup have also been handed over to her.

How long has it been since we saw each other? From the day she celebrated her thirteenth birthday, until now, it has been three years and more than twenty-one days. And today is the day when Liu Ziling returns from her studies. Since last night, Liu Jingmo has not been able to sleep peacefully, tossing and turning all night, and all she thinks about is Liu Ziling's smile and figure. And this longing is not only the love of mother and daughter, but also the desire that cannot be expressed hidden in the bottom of my heart.

is as smart as Liu Jingmo, how could she not know that her relationship with Liu Ziling is completely different from that of other mothers and daughters. She spoils her, gets used to her, but also longs to have her forever, to occupy all the most important moments of her life, and doesn't even want her to leave herself, and has the idea of leaving herself. Such a situation is dangerous and terrifying, and Liu Jingmo is also afraid and suppressed.

Therefore, three years ago, when the uncontrollable feelings in her heart became more and more intense, she sent Liu Ziling away, and this farewell was a full three years. Now that the child is finally coming back, and she has not even participated in her courtesy, she must blame herself and cannot forgive herself. Either way, let them use this to change back to the most normal relationship.

"The valley master, the princess and the young lady are back." At this moment, the announcement of the subordinate made the eyebrow pencil in Liu Jingmo's hand quietly slip and fall to the ground. She picked it up and put it in the box in a little panic, and repeatedly sorted out her appearance in front of the mirror, until she didn't see any problems before pushing the door and walking out, and arrived at the main entrance of the Medicine Immortal Valley.

The noon sun was warm, and from a long distance, Liu Jingmo saw the girl on the horse. I haven't seen her for three years, she has grown a lot taller, she seems to be as tall as herself, and her long black hair is tied behind her, revealing a small white and slender face. Her features were open, brighter and brighter than before. Light long eyebrows, dark brown eyes like clouds and mist, but calm as water, silent and indifferent. Seeing herself, Liu Ziling's expression did not change much, but dismounted sideways, bowing slightly not far from her.

"Mother." Although it was a familiar call, the feeling that gave Liu Jingmo a different taste. This mother's cry has no feelings, and is even full of indifference and alienation, and even the actions are with undue politeness. Seeing Liu Ziling with this appearance, Liu Jingmo didn't even know whether to be happy or worried. The other party really grew up and became such an excellent girl, but he alienated himself.

"Okay, you're tired when you just came back, so let's get some rest. Ziling, my mother has prepared your favorite pastries for you, come with me. Liu Jingmo said, subconsciously stretched out her hand to hug Liu Ziling, but found that the girl was as tall as herself, and it was really not suitable to hold it anymore, so she wanted to reach out to hold it, but who knew that Liu Ziling actually took a few steps back slightly, avoiding her hand.

Such a change made Liu Jingmo's face sink down, she didn't say anything, but turned around and walked towards the valley, extremely fast, and never looked back. Therefore, she didn't notice that Liu Ziling's eyes always followed her, and her eyes were clearly attachment and fear. It's like the villain who held her leg in the back mountain and didn't let her leave, nothing has changed.

Wang Po was old, so she went back early to rest, and the passing companion also returned to her own room. took Liu Ziling all the way to the house that once belonged to them, and after Liu Ziling left, Liu Jingmo moved back to her room, but she cleaned the house herself every day. Pushing the door in, it was a warm and familiar taste, and on the table was Liu Ziling's favorite pastry.

"Sit down." Gently patting Liu Ziling's stiff body, Liu Jingmo took her to sit down on the chair, but found that the person who should be closest to her was full of restraint, even when eating pastries. The more she looked at it, the more sad Liu Jingmo felt in her heart. She regretted it, from the first day she started to hide from Liu Ziling to the present.

Liu Jingmo often wonders, even if she can't suppress that evil thought, what can she do? Liu Ziling is her daughter and her person, even if she wants to take her for herself, it is just a reasonable occupation of the person who belongs to her. It's a pity that Liu Jingmo can't make it neatly. In the final analysis, I am still afraid of the world, and I am even more afraid that Liu Ziling will not be able to accept it. However, no matter what, Liu Jingmo couldn't stand Liu Ziling's attitude towards herself at the moment.

"Ziling, are you blaming me and blaming me?" Picking up a piece of pastry and sending it to Liu Ziling's mouth, Liu Jingmo asked in a low voice. She could see clearly that after she asked this sentence, Liu Ziling's eyes were obviously evasive.

"There's nothing wrong with my mother, so why blame you. Ziling is just tired, so..."

"Oh? Is it? Then I'll hold you and sleep for a while, this bed and pillow have just been changed, and you and I haven't slept together for a long time. ”

"This..."Hearing Liu Jingmo's words, Liu Ziling's fair cheeks were already burning red. Seeing that the other party couldn't help but pull herself to the bed, Liu Jingmo bit her lip anxiously, as if she was trying to find a reason, but she really didn't know what to say, so she stood there holding the bedpost for a while, like a little rabbit on fire.

"What? Ziling doesn't want to sleep with me? ”

"No... No, it's just that my daughter has just come back, and she can't help but get some dust on her body, and I'm still..."

"Also, how could I forget this, Ziling has always liked to be clean, and she will definitely not rest as soon as she comes back from outside. It's okay, my mother has prepared a medicinal bath for you, so let's go wash together and come back to rest. ”

If Liu Ziling was just a little rabbit, now she is going to become a panicked little sheep. Seeing her shaking her head, biting her lower lip with her teeth and not knowing what to say, she looked embarrassed. Liu Jingmo's heart softened, so she stepped forward and hugged her tightly, not allowing her to resist and refute.

"Ziling, you must be blaming me, blaming me for sending you away in the first place, blaming me for not doing what I said and leaving you behind." After Liu Jingmo asked, the room was silent again. Hugging the girl's tall but unusually slender body, Liu Jingmo frowned uncomfortably. She had already discovered that Liu Ziling had lost a lot of weight in the past three years, and although she had grown taller, her body bones were getting thinner and thinner. The bones in her back pierced her palms and went straight to her heart.

"If my mother knows, why should she ask again? I know you think I'm a burden, so you think of ways to get rid of me. In the past three years, I have become accustomed to the days without my mother, and if my mother thinks I am annoyed in the future, she can drive me down the valley, I..."

"Don't say any more."

Before Liu Ziling finished speaking, Liu Jingmo had already raised her hand to cover her mouth. The two of them separated a little, and Liu Ziling's red eyes jumped into sight. In my memory, Liu Ziling hasn't cried for a long time, and only when she first returned to her side, she always cried her nose, accusing herself of not accompanying her and hating her.

Now, Liu Jingmo didn't expect to see Liu Ziling's tears again in such a situation. Seeing the girl's eyes closed, clearly sad but unwilling to give in, Liu Jingmo felt that familiar feeling came again, strong, fierce, and even turned into an entity and kept shouting. She wants the woman in front of her, and she wants her to be her own person again.

She Liu Jingmo actually has an emotion that only men and women can have for her biological daughter, that is, love.

"If my mother is fine, I want to go back to my room to rest." Liu Ziling said, turned around and was about to leave, but Liu Jingmo hugged her at this time, pressed her down on the bed, and the two of them fell into the bed.

"Ziling, Ziling, forgive your mother, okay?"

The sudden change surprised Liu Ziling, she subconsciously wanted to push Liu Jingmo away, but heard the other party's apology in her ear. The sound penetrated the eardrum and penetrated deep into the bone marrow, which actually made the broken heart that had been sad for three years have signs of healing. She had dreamed many times that Liu Jingmo came to find her, saying that she would take her back and no longer leave herself.

But after the night, she woke up from the dream, and she couldn't see the figure of the person in the daytime, and even the residual breath was almost ethereal and confused, all reminding her that all the qiē was just a dream, and only the wooden carving in her arms that was broken because she had touched it too many times was real. At this moment, Liu Jingmo actually apologized to herself like this, she really thought that she would forgive her for being an irresponsible mother like this? No, she won't forgive lightly, even if she is soft-hearted now, she still can't.

"My mother thinks my heart is so cheap, can I do it as you want? I'm nothing but your long-forgotten daughter, I... Not. Liu Ziling hadn't finished speaking, and Liu Jingmo's lips had already blocked her mouth. Looking at the enlarged face in front of her, this heart-warming kiss Liu Ziling is no stranger, in the past, she and Liu Jingmo were always intimate with each other, and kissing the lip flap was not a strange thing for a long time.

"Ziling, it's my mother's mistake, is it okay to forgive my mother? Mother really can't live without you, I've been regretting sending you away for the past three years, but... Wrong is wrong, and I won't make excuses for my mistakes. Come back this time, I don't ask you to forgive me, but at least... Don't treat me like that. ”

"Mother, you're so... Not! ”

Liu Ziling wanted to refute again, but Liu Jingmo's lips were pressed down again. The two of them snuggled up to the bed like this, Liu Jingmo apologized again and again, and Liu Ziling refuted again and again, but every time she didn't have a chance to finish, she was blocked by Liu Jingmo's kiss. I don't know how long I have been entangled like this, seeing that Liu Ziling has been kissed by herself, and she is honestly nested in her arms, Liu Jingmo's heart that has been hanging finally falls. She rested her head on Liu Ziling's shoulder and slept peacefully.

The sound of even breathing hit her neck, and Liu Ziling saw that Liu Jingmo was already asleep, so she moved her body lightly and prepared to leave. But she had just moved, and Liu Jingmo, who was asleep, hugged her tightly as if she was conscious. Such an embrace is intoxicating, and his head is full of Liu Jingmo's assurance.

She said she would never leave herself behind, she said she would always be by her side, she said she was wrong and shouldn't have sent herself away. Thinking of this, Liu Ziling looked at Liu Jingmo softly, and couldn't help but turn around and hug the sleeping person tightly, and dropped a kiss on her beautiful and delicate cheek.

"If my mother leaves me again, I will ignore you again."