"Ahem... Ahem..."The huge wind swept up the heavy snow on the ground and blew it into her throat, making Hua Yeyu can't help coughing. Looking at the road ahead, which seemed to have no end in sight, she walked barefoot in the snow, but she felt that her body was becoming weaker and weaker. She only knew that she was looking for someone, but she didn't know who that person was. was obviously tired and about to fall, but there was a thought in her heart to tell her to continue to persevere.

Day after day, day after day, the snowy land in the first memory was no longer visible, and it became blurred. A figure appeared in the snow. She was dressed in white, her black hair was draped over her shoulders like ink, and her beautiful black eyes looked at her with pity, which made Hua Yeyu feel warm.

But she knew very well that this person was not the person she was looking for, because the other party had the same appearance as her, but there was much more purity in his eyes than herself, as if she had never experienced any pain, and she was the original self she had been. Hua Yeyu smiled and walked towards herself, she didn't take a few steps before she felt her body crumbling, she gritted her teeth and held on, and at this moment, her body was hugged by another self and fell into that warm embrace.

"You're being reckless again." The other said this, her voice was very soft, with some sadness, Hua Yeyu leaned on her arms, not understanding what the other party meant.

"It's you again, it's you who comfort me every time I'm wolf. I seem to have lost something, and I tried to find it, but I still couldn't find it. ”

Hua Yeyu looked at her other self and said blankly, she felt empty in her heart, as if someone had dug up her most precious thing, and she urgently needed to find that thing now to fill her blank heart, otherwise, she would die.

"You need to think about what you have lost, and even I can't help you remember it. Ah Jiu, do you remember what I said to you the last time we met, don't be stubborn, learn to love yourself more, if you weren't extremely sad, you wouldn't see me here. I am who I used to be, the expression of your vulnerability, and I will appear whenever you are self-loathing. ”

The voice of the other self echoed in his ears, and Hua Yeyu listened blankly, reaching out to cover his chest. She could gradually feel that her heart was aching and beating faster because of these words. The muddy memories in my head struggled to piece together, and gradually formed a vague figure. However, with her own familiarity, even if it was just a shadow, it was enough for her to remember.

Fu Baizhi left, walking away step by step in front of herself. She wanted to hug her, wanted to keep her, but she was just thinking. Because she didn't have the courage, she lost Fu Baizhi, like a lonely ghost, looking for that person in this blank place.

"I'm sorry..."I didn't know what to say, Hua Yeyu had to whisper to my other self. It was she who didn't do what she said that day, and clearly said that she wanted to be better to herself, but she made herself what she is now. But just after she said these three words, her body was hugged tighter.

"Why do you say you're sorry? Is it because you didn't keep Fu Baizhi for yourself, or have you always been stubborn? ”

"I don't know." Unable to defend anything, Hua Yeyu relaxed her body and let her other self completely hold her. She was tired, really tired, and only by this person's side could she get a breathing room.

"It's not that you don't know, but you still think that what you're doing is right. Ah Jiu, I am the other you, I know what you are thinking, and I know that you are ready. ”

"I don't object to what you do this time, even if you say that you will be better for yourself thousands of times, but as soon as you meet Fu Baizhi, this so-called promise will immediately turn into nothingness. I'm showing up today, but I want to tell you. With me, you can take off all your disguise and rest. ”

"Thank you." Hearing these words, Hua Yeyu couldn't help but be moved. No one knows her current situation better than herself, and all of them are supported by their minds. She will also hate, hate Yama for turning her into this, hate herself for being powerless and unable to save Fu Baizhi's lost feelings. Now, she didn't know what to do, so she had to seek the help of another self to find a temporary shelter.

"Ah Jiu, you never have to say thank you to me, because I am you."

"I know, that's why I want to say thank you, and now you're the only one who can listen to me. I miss Ah Zhi so much, and after she left, my heart became very empty. I was tired, but I didn't dare to sleep because I was afraid that if I closed my eyes, I would never wake up again. Hua Yeyu rarely let down her guard, telling her fear, her worry.

No one is not afraid of death, and the death of a person is an eternal departure, and all of them will not exist again. The people you once liked, the things you like will be lost together, death itself is not terrible, what is terrible is the reluctance in the heart. Hua Yeyu knew how reluctant she was to Fu Baizhi, and the more she was so, the more she wanted to drive Fu Baizhi as far away as possible. Only in this way will the pain in the heart be reduced.

"Even if you're so uncomfortable, you'll still stick to it."

"No... No, I really can't hold it anymore. Every time I deliberately hurt Ah Zhi, looking at her expressionless face, I wanted to run away many times and hide in a place where no one could find me. But every time I think like this, I blame myself again. It's not over yet, so how can I cowardly escape? ”

"Why do you have to do this, if you go on like this, you will wear yourself out sooner or later."

"If I don't do it, no one will do it, and I'm glad that I still have the strength and ability to do it." Hua Ye whispered, leaning weakly into the arms of the other self. She pressed her ear to the other's chest, quietly listening to the powerful heartbeat inside that was different from her own. But gradually, she felt a cool liquid dripping on her head, drop after drop, with a bitter feeling, as if it was about to penetrate into her heart.

She looked up at the person holding her, it was another self crying, she was crying very calmly, except for the redness of her eyes, there was not even any other expression on her face. Following her eyes, Hua Yeyu saw her current self. His face was pale, but he was dressed in red, and his long dark purple hair was messy and scattered, revealing a hint of charm. He was clearly laughing, but tears ran down his eyes and dripped down his chin to the snow.

"Why... You're going to cry..."Hua Yeyu touched her tear-drenched face, looked at her other self who was also in tears, and asked softly.

"Because you're crying, and I feel your sadness, I'm crying too. Ah Jiu, it's really enough, if you are uncomfortable and afraid, then hide your feelings, as long as you hide, even if you are sad, you will not be seen. ”

"No, you can't do that... But what am I going to do, I really don't know. Hua Yeyu whispered, her body trembling slightly, looking at her helpless appearance, another Hua Yeyu slowly stretched out her hand and covered her entire face.

"Don't be afraid, even if everyone leaves you, I will always be with you. If you are naively tired, then lie down and rest forever. ”

"Palace Master! Palace Master! As soon as she regained her consciousness, Hua Yeyu heard the call of the shadow beside her, she looked at the anxious person, and wanted to support her body, but found that there was a thin bamboo tube inserted in her arm, and the cold liquid flowed into her body along the bamboo tube, and her body could not use any strength.

As soon as she spoke, Hua Yeyu found that her throat was dry, and the sharp pain tugged at her throat, making her taste a hint of blood.

"Palace Master, you finally woke up, you have been asleep for more than a month."

"Really? It turns out that I've been sleeping this for so long. Hua Yeyu said, and actually smiled slightly at the corners of his mouth. It's just that this smile is too bright, and it is really a little abrupt on her haggard face.

"Palace Master, you..."Looking at Hua Yeyu lying on the bed, the shadow's brows furrowed tightly, since last night, Hua Yeyu has been vomiting blood, and her whole body is cold like ice, the shadow really thought that she would not be able to hold on, but she didn't expect this person to wake up this morning. But... At this time, Hua Yeyu made her feel a little strange.

"Why is the Shadow looking at me like that?" Seeing that the shadow had been looking at her for a long time, Hua Yeyu smiled even more happily, and she pulled out the bamboo tube inserted in her wrist, and did not bandage the wound, but let the blood flow down the stream. Seeing that she suddenly got up from the bed and slowly walked in front of her, the shadow's face changed slightly, because Hua Yeyu was wearing nothing at the moment, standing in front of her without anything, so that the shadow didn't know where to put her eyes.

"Palace Master, you... Your body is not well, why..."

"Shadow, don't be so nervous, I won't fall down again, you help me get what you made you do before." Hua Yeyu reached out to the Shadow's lips and put her mouth in her ear. In order to avoid the embarrassment of the moment, the shadow hurried to the back room and took out a golden iron box. When it was opened, it was filled with a silver mask that had never been used before.

This mask was different from what she had been wearing, not half of it, but a full mask, with no space except for her eyes. Seeing Hanaya smiling, she put the mask on her face, and her entire face was hidden underneath. Looking at the coldness that flashed in her dark eyes, the shadow was sure that Hua Yeyu at this moment was really different from before.

"The palace master... You—" The Shadow looked at Hua Yeyu anxiously, in her long dark purple hair, there were a few white hairs that stood out, it was clear that there was no last night, but it was just one day, but there were gray hairs. The Shadow didn't understand why Hua Yeyu suddenly had to put on the mask again, but he felt that Hua Yeyu was scared like this.

"Shadow, tomorrow we will go out of the palace and play with those decent people."